Today’s Experience ~ Dealing With and Releasing Matrix Illusions to Give Space for Healing and to Allow for the Return of Full Remembrance


What a day today was.  Let me begin by saying I removed the UFO sightings video as it turned out it was likely the ISS.  I was disappointed for a few minutes until I realized how much I had, yet again, given away my power.  I put my sense of self, my sense of magic and enjoyment and belief into something outside of Me.  I promised myself over a year ago to cease being a UFO worshipper (ok, I use the term slut – I apologize if that offends – but it works for me).  Simply because I made a mistake, doesn’t negate the numerous other experiences I have had.  And it is bringing up my “I am fed up with waiting” experience of wanting to meet some of these Beings.  It would be like if I drove by one of your homes off and on for years, I could see you, but you could not see me (just my vehicle of choice), and I don’t stop to say “hello”.

Rather rude, imho, especially if I saw/knew you wanted me to.

Others would not see it that way.

Perhaps this is more confirmation ~ for me ~ that we will NEVER collectively all be on the same “page” in terms of how we wish to BE/live/do.  As I said at an online forum earlier:  “What is irrelevant to one person is relevant to another.”  Perhaps what is happening is the outer controls are disappearing, allowing us to FULLY BE who we really wish to be, have, experience.

Those controls being the matrix.  And all of that.  Of which we dealt with a lot of that earlier today.  I won’t bore you with all of that as who wants to hear about calls to Comcast and doctor’s offices and to the chimney cleaning people who it turns out did not clean the top of our chimney – which is where most of the creosote builds up.  All did work out to the best as it can in this 3d realm.

Obviously dealing with such systems that don’t resonate can be a challenge. And yet here I am….  So I sucked it up, dove in and dealt, all the while thinking what I would rather be experiencing because I know it is my Right. Our Right.

Freedom and healing.  Anything that holds me back from that, well it is…..Done. Finished.  Over and out.  No more.  You get the picture.

An issue that came up for healing was my desire to be right.  Actually it is more that I don’t like being wrong.  I don’t like being fooled.  I don’t like looking foolish.  That brings up a whole host of other issues with the big one being I deeply care what others think about me.  I strive to present accurate information here.  If I ever post something or share it that turns out to be false, I remove it or say as such.  And I LOVE it when I see something exciting and want to share it.  And the other issue ~ the desire to be seen. Validated.  I have a desire to be and feel important to the world after feeling so insignificant for so very long.  (excuse me while I choke on those massive red pills of inner truth ~ and hand me the tissue while I bawl my little girl eyes out)  I know it’s all an illusion, these feelings, nothing more than stories, none of them really being Who I Am.  But they are there nonetheless for more purging.  Or perhaps simply analysis….and loving observation.

More on the issues.  I feel disappointment it when I feel I am seeing something in one way only to discover it is not as it appears. Disappointment sucks.  I am easily triggered in this area lately.  The path of awakening and remembering is full of disappointment and I am weary. Digging further, there is more to the story that goes something like this:  “I am tired.  I am tired of waiting.  I know what I want and I want.  it. NOW.”

And going further, pushing through the weariness, I hear “release”. Release the attachment to the stories.  Release the attachment to the purging. Perhaps try a new approach.  Stop creating further, perhaps even new emotional experiences with the stories.  In other words:  stop digging where I have already dug before. Claim it all dug up.  NOW.

I also hear to allow it all without judgment.

Can I do both?  Claim this issue is healed while allowing it to still be if it comes up?  Do I have control over whether “it” comes up again?

I overthink at times.  Anyone notice that?

Back to waiting…….for x y z to manifest…

I know – I remember – NOW truly is NOW outside of this realm – not some “future” moment of NOW.  So I feel I am at an impasse with this one issue of waiting.  It is simply not a part of Authentic Me that is told no.  That is told I must wait.

Why must we engage in this waiting game?

Obviously I have had to do just that and overall I have done ok ~ not great by any means, but ok.  How do I be at peace with the waiting?

Acceptance. Acceptance of how it is.  We are still in the realm of that construct known as time.  And until the energies of that matrix program crumble, it is as it is.

Makes for good practice now to consider Instant Manifestation, which is something perhaps I could be doing instead of griping about waiting.  BE outside of the matrix paradigm.  Now.

SEE and FEEL that there IS no program.

Practice being as though in this Now moment I create what I want instantly. It is one thing to just sit in the space of impatience.

It is a whole other thing to feel, to remember, the experience of Instant Manifestation.  It requires full attention.  Full awareness of the Now. Discipline.  Focus.

And trust in Self.

And to trust in Self means to Know Self and to Know Self begins with Loving Self.

And when I love Self I remember all of this stuff outside of me that I find annoying to painful to downright horrifying need not take one ounce of my Power.



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Schumann Resonance ~ 12/5/17


Full Moon and Almost Full Moon Pictures


Russian Scientist Says the Solar System Is Moving into a New Energy “Zone” That Is Transforming the Magnetic Fields of the Planets.


We’ve been moved…


First seen at Stillness In The Storm Blog

Source – Awakening Arts

by Art Rosenblum, December 1st, 2017

This is the Russian perspective on earth changes. Hard facts that are going unreported in America. The atmospheres of the planets are changing. Dr. Dmitriev’s work shows that the planets themselves are changing. They are undergoing changes in their atmospheres.

For example the Martian atmosphere is getting sizably thicker than it was before. The Mars observer probe in 1997 lost one of its mirrors, which caused it to crash, because the atmosphere was about twice as dense as they calculated, and basically the wind on that little mirror was so high that it blew it right off the device.

Earth’s moon is growing an atmosphere.

Also, the moon is growing an atmosphere that’s made up of a compound Dmitriev refers to as ”Natrium.” Dmitriev says that, around the moon, there is this 6,000- kilometre- deep layer of Natrium that wasn’t there before.

And we’re having this kind of change in Earth’s atmosphere in the upper levels, where HO gas is forming that wasn’t there before; it simply did not exist in the quantity that it does now. It’s not related to global warming and it’s not related to CFCs or fluorocarbon emissions or any of that stuff. It’s just showing up.

Magnetic fields and brightness of the planets are changing.

The planets are experiencing sizable changes in their overall brightness. Venus, for example, is showing us marked increases in its overall brightness. Jupiter has gotten to have such a high energetic charge that there is actually a visible tube of ionising radiation that’s formed between its moon, Io. You can actually see the luminous energy tube in photographs that have been taken more recently.

And the planets are having a change in their fields. The magnetic fields are becoming stronger. Jupiter’s magnetic field has more than doubled. Uranus’s magnetic field is changing. Neptune’s magnetic field is increasing. These planets are becoming brighter. Their magnetic field strength is getting higher. Their atmospheric qualities are changing.

Uranus and Neptune appear to have had recent pole shifts. When the Voyager 2 space probe flew past Uranus and Neptune, the apparent north and south magnetic poles were sizably offset from where the rotational pole was. In one case, it was 50 degrees off, and in the other case the difference was around 40 degrees, both of which are pretty big changes.

The overall changes could essentially be broken down into three categories: Energy field changes, luminosity changes, and atmospheric changes.

Continue reading here.

Ben Fulford Update ~ U.S. military to declare martial law as DOJ, FBI criminality exposed – December 4, 2017


The U.S. military government, known to the world as the administration of President Donald Trump, is about to declare martial law, Pentagon sources say.  “The Cabal has been checkmated, as Trump is ready to federalize the National Guard in case of riots or civil unrest,” Pentagon sources say, adding that “FEMA camps will be used to house mass arrests, and Gitmo may house high-value targets while military tribunals will dispatch them swiftly.”

Such radical action is necessary, “Because of corrupt judges appointed by [former U.S. President Barack] Obama and a Congress stacked with shills for Israel, so Trump may be forced to declare martial law to impose military justice,” is how one Pentagon source put the situation.  The FBI, for example, has been actively covering up the cabal slaughter of hundreds of Americans in Las Vegas using G4S mercenaries, multiple sources say.

Trump was probably referring to this upcoming purge in the following Tweet:  “After years of Comey, with the phony and dishonest Clinton investigation (and more) running the FBI, its reputation is in tatters—worst in History!  But fear not, we will bring it back to greatness.”

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Gaia Portal ~ Colors of the Nova Rainbow are now viewed by The Planet of Gaia.


Houses of paper are viewed for what they are.

Leaders of the Light battalions clarify the minds of all.

Hope is restored for those perceiving darkness.

Colors of the Nova Rainbow are now viewed by The Planet of Gaia.

Ex-Florida Democratic Rep. Corrine Brown sentenced for mail, wire and tax fraud involving sham charity


Gurgle, gurgle, gurgle…


Former Florida Democratic Rep. Corrine Brown was sentenced on Monday to five years in prison for mail, wire and tax fraud involving a sham charity.

A jury convicted Brown of stealing money from a bogus charity, One Door For Education, which purported to give scholarships to poor children but instead filled the coffers of Brown and her associates.

Federal prosecutors said she and a top aide commited fraud by using donations for lavish parties and trips.

The aide and another official later accepted a plea deal and testified against Brown, who served in Congress for nearly 25 years.

She was defeated in her 2016 primary race.

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December Energies ~ The Shift is Hitting The Fan!


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The Shift in global systems we have been co-creating is here!

December is a big month of shift and transformation for everyone on the planet. We are collectively moving from the old ways of inequality and separatism into a state of working together for a common good.

That means, there’s a whole lot of cosmic shaking and quaking to be done!

Injustices will continue to come to light this month in the public arena regarding all forms of inequality, from systematic sexual harrassment and assault to financial abuse by governments and individuals.

As with any major shift that hits the fan, there is also an uprising of the “new” and True. This Truth is anything but new, but the value and priority it will have in our collective hearts and minds from now on is truly NEW!

So what does this look like on the ground for us energy sensitive sisters?

In general, there will be 3 types of experiences for us, depending on how fully we are living our calling.

For those (most of collective humanity) who haven’t embraced their calling yet, December will confront them with every opportunity to make that choice. The strength of resistance against their Truth and Divine Calling will equal the strength of the shift that hits the fan for them.

For you who have begun to follow your Divine Calling, even if it’s in infancy stages, you will experience an intense refinement of your path and purpose. You’ll be pushed out of your comfort zone, and offered every opportunity to grow! It may be uncomfortable, but the more you embrace it, the faster and more pleasant the transition will be.

And last but not least, those who are currently living their purpose fully… it has probably been a bit of a struggle for you, a test of courage and faith, and stretched you to the max! Prepare for a rocket blast of supportive energy, abundance, and the rewards of your hard work! This article/channel is meant to help you make the most of this shift, regardless where you are in your journey at this time.

Live Meteors Capture ~ 12/4/2017 ~ NEVER BEFORE SEEN ~ Ongoing Signal Recording


As of this posting, this signal finally stopped at 30 minutes in, 6:15pm PST. Check out my videos below, which contain approximately 3 and a half minutes of video coverage.  I told my mate to go outside and watch the skies while I handle the inside tech stuff.  He runs back inside and says he saw a craft, a white glowing “star”, coming slowly out of the east.  It stopped above him, did a half circle, lit up and then slowly headed south and vanished.


A Tune For You


i had some time to myself today, so i sat down at the piano.  i thought of the sacred tone of C# (or D flat, depending on your preference).  i thought of ascension, our connection to gaia, to the cosmos, to the galactics.  i felt both healing and mourning in my body.  feeling this energy, i began to play the following tune. i hope you INjoy.