Something happened to me last night watching a video put out by someone whose channel I watched earlier this year for a day or two and found myself feeling repelled, so I stopped watching. However, a viewer sent me one her videos. I decided to give it another whirl and in doing so, this then lead me watching another of her video’s where she discusses “new earth” or the second earth as I believe she calls it. Before she got into that, she makes the claim that there was a cataclysm in the 1970’s sometime that resulted in the total destruction of Earth and that we got “reinserted” back into the Matrix, only this time around we were put into an earth simulation. She then states that this explains the mandala effects many have as well as the sun being an (obvious) simulation.
Certainly the “sun” today is NOT the same sun in the 1970’s, which is when I was a child.
At first I thought “no way” to this concept. But then something deep within me began to shake – tremble. I felt an energy move within me and suddenly I burst into tears. I wept and shook for over 5 minutes. Obviously a purging of something deeply traumatizing.
After I stopped crying, I thought “now I get it – death really IS an illusion”. In that moment, I had absolutely no fear of death and even laughed at the thought of such a fear. In fact, I laughed at ALL of it – the deception, the entire game. Which also surprised me (my laughing). lol
What does this all mean? I don’t know. I’m still trying to wrap my mind around it. I have been in that state of Being all day when your mind is presented with something new and it tries to make some sense of it. That coupled with the cosmic energies and photon’s currently blasting/bathing us, I am simply in another “world” at the moment.
Interestingly enough a video titled “did we die?” happened to appear today for me and included scenes from the Tom Cruise movie “Edge of Tomorrow” – a movie that happened to go through my mind frequently today. A movie that shows death is an illusion. Following up with that was a video appearing again for me today speaking of the illusion of death.
Anyone resonate with the idea that earth was destroyed several decades ago and we were “reinserted” back into this simulation?
I want to say no – certainly I am respecting my doubt. But I simply cannot explain away or deny the visceral physical/emotional response I had. It caught me by absolute surprise. The body does not lie and this response came from deep within my body.
I am having a thought that we were “duped” into believing earth was destroyed – when it really wasn’t – and we were moved to this simulation (more mind-wiping/altering tech) and these 5d experience we are having, which for me includes some moments where I feel I am seeing the original sun, are really us experiencing the old earth reappearing. Who knows. Speculation can lead to great understanding or an endless road of frustration. And I am simply too tired to travel that far on this one.
All will be revealed. For now, I need sleep. 11 hours last night – 13 for my child, who is again exhausted tonight as are her parents. Oh and some real strange pressure in my ears – both – alternating. A new experience.
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