So it’s been a week – and I haven’t shared these particular details. Someone got ahold of my debit card number and went on a little spree – which naturally lead to closing the card and ordering a new one. My bank has the best fraud protection on the market so I am thankful for that. The youngest one broke a cupboard door – the hinge in particular – which is not fixable as the screws holding the latch into the base are glued in making it pointless to swap hinges much less buy another one. We’ve had to deal with little things breaking down here or there and our living situation – well it’s “special” – we get to take care of things (whether we can afford them or not) and we get a good deal to stay here. This has meant having to use pieces of hemp string I have tied together to form a loop to hold the blinds in place if I want to open them because the inner strings/cords already broke (SO CHEAP). I get to do this every morning on several of our windows – and the one in my daughter’s room is a PITA to get to. This also has lead to us having to wash our clothes in the garage with the machine that we own because the one that came w/this place broke and, well, you know – take care of it (and this time around the repair dudes said the unit was too old and no parts so we had to get creative and hook up the unit we already owned and brought w/us when we moved in). That means we have to use the hose from the house – which means cold water – and also means we have to hook up hoses from the machine and place them in the yard for the rinse water to exit – plus hooking up the hose to the attachment to the machine. We have to go through this process every. time.we want to wash clothes. It’s been this way for over a year – and we’ve made the best of ut – but now? It’s become a royal PITA – especially with how cold it’s been – and my mate’s health issues make it more challenging – esp. w/bending, lifting, carrying, etc. It’s REALLY a joyful experience when it’s raining – put shoes on to carry out the laundry basket – take them off before coming inside so we don’t carry in the mud and pine needles from our feet. Oh and we have to use our outside shoes to do this. Plus we carry out 2 buckets of hot water to add some warm water to the wash to get them clean. We have to run a heater on the wash at night when it’s 35 or below to keep it warm.
And THEN when we do that, we have to shut the side door in a “special way”. Why, you ask? So it still stay shut. And why is that? You know – the entire side of the house (thanks to tree roots) is slowly falling away from the rest of the house.
At least we have shelter that is warm, safe and dry. And it doesn’t escape my mind or heart knowing there are people in my city who don’t have the same – who are living in a tent – struggling to keep the sleeping bag dry or even having to deal with a broken zipper on that sleeping bag. I remind myself of that now and then – esp. when I am feeling the way I am on this particular evening.
But tonight – when I saw that the bracket busted – I slowly melted down. I’m too OLD for this sheot. I am f’ing DONE renting and I am absolutely DONE being financially poor and trapped by others who have more money than I do and thus more power over how and when I create – and what I can do inside of my own home. The female goddess in me also doesn’t want broken sheot. It’s an energy thing. The female in me wants NICE THINGS. I’m sitting here on this old laptop on top of our bed and this comforter we have has holes and tears plus a recently found activated charcoal stain on it that I accidentally spilled on it when I was cleaning out under the dresser and forgot I had placed bowls of the stuff to absorb moisture and odor because, you know, older homes with crappy insulation and shoddy construction lead to issues (SMELLS).
And there’s the dresser in which I speak of which has been repaired by yours truly off and on for a few years because I cannot afford new or nice furniture.
And heating this place – space heaters to save money on electricity. Those wall mounted things run at 1500W – space heaters give me the option of 750 OR 1500 so I’ve found 750 works just fine. Plus towels under the door to keep draft from coming in (get to do that every night too – including in the summer to keep bugs/spiders from crawling inside).
I’ve done my best to make this a soothing homey environment. And I know I’ve done an amazing job at it. I can decorate (kinda) like Martha Stewart on a dime. Thrift store finds (back when we could go to them and not worry about being radiated). Yard sale finds (back when people actually had them – pre-covid days). But now I want to buy NEW and stop using objects previously owned that eventually break. And most importantly: I don’t want money to be in the way. I want that Flow to run Purely and Consistently now.
Things built up. I can only smile and say “it’s ok” for so long before the truth comes rising up saying “THIS IS NOT OK FOR ME ANYMORE.”
And it isn’t. But I can make it ok – or BE OK with it NOT being ok.
Or something like that.
Gratitude is the gateway to that “ok”.
Just pouring out my thoughts and keeping it real on this trusty little laptop of mine.
Courageous warriors and actors indeed! As for “sloppy” – maybe sloppy on purpose? How deeply asleep is the general population – will they see the obvious? Here’s hoping!
Flood gates have to open soon though – the drip, drip isn’t waking them fast enough. The spell is strong and most have been under it for a really long time (many lifetimes).
But I am sure most of is on here feel the change – we are all vibrating like plucked strings on a harp.
Remember in Wizard of Oz when they throw back the curtain and the old man is still trying to convince them that what they saw wasn't what they saw? Yeah… kinda feels like that https://t.co/SsIXEViDHs
The energy feels very pokey today. I don’t know what else to say – this is groundhog day rinse and repeat. We feel up and protected and free for a bit then we feel trapped and poked. Back and forth until it isn’t. (and hey anyone able to escape this feeeeeeeel/experience consistently now as in you are no longer feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling ANY of “them” – please share how you were able to do this). After agreeing with Sister D that the attacks in the astral were greatly diminished – pretty much non-existent – I got it last night. I didn’t take it – it came disguised as someone I know (who is very annoying – the type to turn every. single. situation. into their own pity party). I’ve never said a word to this individual – but last night I stated not everything was about them – then smacked them hard in the face. Ooooh how good it felt – until apparently I smacked so hard it woke me up and my hand was in the same position as in the dream.
I soooooooooooooooooooo need my own space – at least an office space. And an early spring. I had no intention of doing another winter in this cramped little house – but here I am. I go to center and find gratitude. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn’t.
Speaking of the intending thing – I have had a question about praying to god. Whoever this consciousness is doesn’t seem to respond to our needs very well does it? Not here anyway. Time to be honest about just who is this “god”. I get the whole matrix god(s). The only thing that makes sense to me is we are so isolated inside this place – as detached from the Universal Consciousness/Energy Field as one can be without total disconnect – that our ability to bring in that energy and use it for our creation has been so seriously disrupted (which is why “they” were able to keep us here to begin with) – that leads us to this experience of “hit or miss” with the prayer thing. Because hey let’s be brutally honest once again ~ if a loving parent or friend or family member sees one they care for struggling, suffering, in need – WE HELP if we can, right? We don’t ignore them. We don’t say “sorry too busy”. We don’t say “NO” and walk away. We don’t say “sorry that only happens on my time – not yours”. And we don’t say “you gotta do better/worship me/obey me FIRST”. Love don’t work that way.
And neither does ANY consciousness that is benevolent and Divine.
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please remember to share and donate what you can to support my work. Gratitude and blessings!
Love,
V.
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Speaking of pokey – feels like it was collective. Saw some talk about being “tested” today. Then see this PERFECT response. LOVE. NEVER. TESTS.
Tests are never for the people taking them. They are for the people trying to judge them.
But if we’re being tested in secret, it’s because they intend to judge us in secret.
Being judged in secret means that it doesn’t need to be legitimate. We can do perfectly on the test, but they can still fail us simply because they don’t like us.
Just flunk the test on purpose and give them the finger. Don’t play their game.
Underground happenings still going on – which is why we’re still “in this”………
Anyone remember Mike Moore’s Fahrenheit 9/11 documentary? He asked one of the puppets about The P. Act – it was over 1500 pages – and the puppet said do you really think we read these bills?
The worst people in politics from both parties have teamed up to demand Congress rubber-stamp a 4,155-page blank check—many times the length of the Bible.
A check for $1,700,000,000,000 of your money.
And they want it stamped before anyone can actually read it.
Who knows. Anything big happen for all to see like a big reveal? Or just another carrot dangle and we keep at this until we don’t have to anymore. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! (117th Congress……….)
🦅🇺🇸 Donald Trump retruths a clip
from the 2000 film “NUREMBERG”
starring Alec Baldwin (irony),
where they are sentencing everyone in military tribunals…
“crimes against humanity.” “Death by hanging” 💥💥💥
He has to step down – the one we see is wearing a mask.
Speaking of, Elon changed his following count twice today: up to 157, then to 158. 17 drops (bold is my doing and what I feeeeeeeeeeel is most relevant):
157
Nov 20, 2017 2:29:00 AM EST
Q !ITPb.qbhqoID: 8GzG+UJ9No. 150166904
What is a key?
What is a key used for?
What is a guard?
What is a guard used for?
Who unlocked the door of all doors?
Was it pre-planned?
Do you believe in coincidences?
What is information?
Who controls the release of information?
WHO HAS ALL OF THE INFORMATION?
Who disseminates information?
What is the MSM?
Who controls the MSM?
Who really controls the MSM?
Why are we made to believe the MSM are the only credible news sources? Who controls the MSM?
Who really controls the MSM?
Why are we made to believe the MSM are the only credible news sources? Why is this relevant?
Why are non MSM platforms cast as conspiracy and/or non-credible?
Why are non MSM platforms cast as conspiracy and/or non-credible?
What happens when an entity and/or individual accumulates power?
Define corruption.
Wealth = power.
Power = influence.
Influence = control.
Rinse and repeat.
What power of influence was recently discovered (specifically re: 2016 election)?
How much power of influence does Twitter, FB, Reddit, etc. have in influencing the minds of people?
Has the stranglehold of the MSM been diminished?
What is open source?
What has become blatantly obvious since the election of POTUS?
Why would they allow this (visibility) to occur?
Were they not prepared to counter?
What miscalculation occurred?
What opposite impact did this generate?
How did POTUS recognize and invert?
What happens when an entity and/or individual accumulates power?
Define corruption.
Define censorship.
Define ‘controlled’ censorship.
What action is Twitter taking effective mid-Dec?
What is the purpose of this action? Possible test to understand public / gov’t response?
158
Nov 20, 2017 2:29:21 AM EST
Q !ITPb.qbhqoID: 8GzG+UJ9No. 150166936
(cont..)
When was this announced?
When did events in SA transpire?
Who controlled a large portion of Twitter stock?
Why is this relevant?
Define oppression.
Who controls the narrative?
Who really controls the narrative?
Who guards the narrative?
Does the MSM shelter and protect select ‘party’ members?
Does this protection insulate these ‘party’ members?
Who controls the narrative?
What laws were put in place to protect the MSM from lawsuits? Who specifically passed this law?
What is immunity?
What prevents a news organization from simply ‘making up sources & stories’?
What prevents a news organization from simply ‘making up sources & stories’?
What previous SC ruling provided protection to reporters from having to reveal their ‘confidential’ source(s)?
How many people are unaware of the ‘truth’ due to the stranglehold?
How must people be made aware of an alternate reality?
They are ending up in my spam folders as well as yours too. So as always, as I always say, when you aren’t hearing from me for a day or more, check the spam folders or just go directly to my site. ’tis nothing I can do about it.
T is back on twatter ~ but the accounts I shared showing this disappear on my feed – as does my ability to follow him (twatter keeps unfollowing me and most everyone else)………….Here’s the link to see for yourself (unfollowed me moments after I clicked the follow again lol)………..Digital/algo war………..VOX POPULI VOX DEI (the voice of the People is the voice of God)……….UPDATE: unfollow glitch fixed…………
BREAKING REPORT: Kevin McCarthy to REMOVE REP. ILHAN OMAR from House Foreign Affairs Committee – This in response to 'REPEATED ANTI-SEMITIC AND ANTI-AMERICAN' remarks..
A federal court ruled that Dr. Anthony Fauci and other government officials must testify under oath about whether they colluded with Big Tech to censor certain users and viewpoints.https://t.co/ygTUVbMPaN
Finding some more goodies. Please remember to share, donate freely and leave your comments/feeeeels. Thank you! Love, V.
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The pause (between his public Presidency) – we will all be on the “same page” – everybody will agree. Telling us after it all comes out – we’ll be united. Little nuggets that tend to get lost in our I WANT IT NOW mindsets – which is very understandable at this point – we’re so tired – but this is a war and war never goes as any of us wants it to because we aren’t the planners or doing the heavy lifting………..
Heads up. My brother is an airline pilot. 787. In the last 24 hours, pilots are seeing an overwhelming number of things in the sky. 🤷♂️ Pilots are sharing texts like nothing he’s seen. He’s reading them off to me as they come in from his co-workers. It’s crazy.
Uhhh Trump just retruthed this… The Storm is Upon Us
He sure did (say it again): (this announcement better not just be he’s running again in 2024………..it has to be far bigger than that…………he has to introduce the Republic first – THEN he can technically run in 2024 – so tomorrow may be about optics and thus much more will be revealed/dropped in the days to come)
Just saw this one too on truth social………White too (White Hats)………..The Knight – which is said to be equipped to engage in brutal combat………..One of the strongest pieces on the board…………..Not afraid to get “up close and personal“…..
I’m listening to Coast to Coast ~ program on anxiety, depression & ptsd. Tapping. EMDR. Muscle testing modalities. Holistic approaches. Listening to people’s stories. Very sobering and uplifting. This current man sharing his story – he is on a fixed income so unable to afford holistic treatments ~ holiday’s are so hard on anyone who isn’t happy as an elf ~ he was asked about spiritual belief/faith and he was not a fan of bible pushing religious types. I had to giggle at that one.
Another story ~ man on “their” meds ~ needing reliable transportation. Again – money would help this man. M O N E Y. Sometimes the easy advice is to say “do you have someone ELSE who can help you?” He has no support network. At least they’re getting his email/address so as he hangs up he is not being left empty.
It just brings to mind and heart that we need each other. We need connections. Most of us are so busy with day-to-day “stuff” – we forget the very basic necessity to our survival: Connections.
We all have stories that tell of our lives. And we all hide them ~ when it’s really no big surprise that we all think (now and then) “How did I end up this way?” Ordinary people. Ordinary lives. We’re really not all that different in the very end.
Share your story. Every one of you can always share your stories here – real names or anonymously. That is part of how we connect and help and support one another.
Given what I am seeing online – it is a collective energy now – rising up – some are struggling so much right now – some are rising above it – some feel they are drowning. Please – let’s be here for one another. I started this space over 6 years ago – love in action now – not just to share stuff, but to connect with others. Sharing information w/o making a human connection is a waste of time, imho. There is a reason for the words I picked for this little space. What do we all need? Love. When do we need it? Now (constantly). WHO are we? Love. What does a happy heart/spirit want to do? Share that love (there’s the action part). And yet in this particular experience, sometimes we share and sometimes we need it shared with us.
Someone sent me a beautiful message today, including this video. So I’m passing it along. Maybe someone else needs to see this one too. The last few days, for me, have pushed me to the edge – but I find a reason to stand back up and remember Who I Am and who I want to be. Sometimes all it takes is one moment and one person to make the difference.
We all stumble, does God expect us to be perfect!? If so, boy Dirt, am I fooked 🤏🤣 I try daily to be better than yesterday but somehow somewhere some fucker seems to roll up like, dun dun dun, here I am to wreck your day, the struggle is real
when will political issues be corrected?
-easy, when governments are eliminated
when will the diseases stop?
-easy, when western medicine is rebuked.
when will children stop being brainwashed and attacked?
-easy, when parents do their job instead of handing them to enemies like school, media, hollywood and even church
when will elections be corrected?
-easy, elections cannot be corrected. they are an enslavement program that works perfectly
when will people see the truth?
-easy, when they choose to believe. the truth has been in front of everyone’s face all along, but those who do not believe cannot see it because the frequency of truth does not match the frequency of fear.
fear of the truth is why most do not see the truth!!!
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Another Democrat Miracle! Maggie Hassan Wins 1,100 Votes from Town with Population Under 700 – Nwo Report
According to the blind conservative pundits out there all that is needed in the next election to win is hard work, more likable candidates, more door knocking, and an early Get Out The Vote plan.
Just had a heartbreaking conversation with my 19yr old about the changes to the Medically Assistance In Death (MAID) qualifications in canada. The illegal government expanded the criteria to include mental health issues as a reason. He said in the discussions rooms young people are excited to sign up and see it as a way out, he knows some of his friends have been suffering and will probably consoder it as an option if they are given the chance. He is very outspoken and has already talked many off them off the edge over the past few years. I pray for our youth, I pray drs will decline to qualify them for this. 🙏
8:11 = 9/1
According to The Calendar of Enoch I found; Today is the 1st day of the 9th Month. In 10 days, 11/23 = 9/11.
Patience is tapped.
that’s all friends. behind the story/movie/chaos/headlines are real people with real stories. i’m feeling it is more important to connect, share our experiences and offer support and encouragement than it is to just read headlines. let me know how i can help.
