Very frustrating day.  It looks like it’s in the air too – at least with some of us.  It didn’t help sleep was – again – difficult to create/come by.  What is up with that?  It’s impacting all of us in this house – including our girl.  Doesn’t matter the level of activity either.  Something is going on in those places we are not privy to see that is affecting many of us atm.

This parenting stuff here – with how it is out there – and having a highly sensitive child – in a world that is so often absolutely lacking in understanding of that kind of sensitivity – it just all overwhelms me some days.  I created comfort in sitting in the chair with my mate (who was in very high pain all day) – watching I Love Lucy with my girl – and having some private conversations with friends – real friends – who listen without trying to fix or change.  That is a highly valuable gift to me and I hold deep appreciation for those of you who really listened today.  It got me through what was otherwise a challenging day.

Now I sip my tea and eat my carrot cake and do my best to forgive myself for not listening to my intuition last night which said do not watch the T speech – it’s only going to cause you distress.  lol  It’s all a scripted movie – and for me that is – b-rated.  I appreciate those silently working to rescue the children and adults (primarily women as T said which I found odd as I had always thought children are their #1 commodity and are/were the most trafficked/used in terms of numbers)…………just as I appreciate those who are taking out the dumbs and battling evil parasitic entities who have been the real monsters here that children have spoken of for centuries.  It’s the rest of the blowhards looking like fools on the television and internet screens – who could be using their platforms to really help those in need – who I give the proverbial eye roll to now.   Look here.  No, look there.  Hey lookie me – I’m telling the truth.  Oh never mind I’m really the bad guy.  But hey lookie over there – THERE’s a good guy…all the while you and I are supposed to figure out who is who.

F that.

Yeah – everyone has a role to play, I hear.

Yawn…………..

I’d rather eat cake and drink tea and watch I Love Lucy episodes with my family – and occasionally engage in real conversations with friends.  Other than that – nothing else really matters much to me now.

Other than sleep.  That would be a real blessing.  And though this goes without saying – I’ll say it anyway:  Freedom.  I’d really like that experience of Freedom again.

Some day……………..For now – I feel life has been put on pause…..in a more “forceful” way.  U N T I L……..

Sigh……..

Let’s see if there’s anything worth sharing tonight.

Love,

V.

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Faucian “slip”……..

Anyone follow this one?  Some interesting stuff – if true……….The first one – about the animals – is the same thought I had at the time.  Animals died to take out this filth.  It bothered me deeply atm but also I was able to understand logically.  After all of this is over – I want an experience where heart is the norm and logic is not needed to understand horrible things.  (What I have read so far – no reported deaths or injuries in Tonga……….)

Tweets by VVission123

Ok when I go to pull up the recent tweets above – they’ve all been deleted.  So who knows………….moving on……….

Ok – saw this one – JFK Jr’s plane…………allegedly according to what the person said posting it he hasn’t flown it in a few weeks.  I looked at Warrenton VA – military bases or something similar there?  Check it out below….

Hmmmm…..”communication capabilities in the event of all emergencies”……..Anyone else thinking E B S?  

Warrenton Training Center