Healing/Energy/Personal Space Update

 

So…………  deep breath…..

I made myself get out of the house and we took our child to a local street fair.  Thousands of people.  In the heat.  A recipe for discomfort for me but I made myself do it as I knew it would not only be a good experience for my girl, but it may bring me something useful as well.

Walking around, I noticed a yoga class in the grass.  A ha ~ I can do that. So while my mate took our girl to the play equipment, I plopped down on the grass and said “ok Self Source, guide me, let me release”.  As the instructor spoke (in this beautiful, gentle but also powerful voice, which was just what I needed), she guided us to “release what is weighing on you deeply at this moment.  See if you can relax it some.”  Immediately I think of my thoughts and emotions I had earlier, brought them up and breathed it out loudly.  Tears began to form and fall.  I didn’t care.  Crying in public no longer an issue, thankfully (thank goodness screaming in public is something I refrain from because I wanted to do a bit of that as well).  I stretched, breathed and cried. I’m sorry.  I’m sorry.  I’m sorry. Over and over I said this.

After some time, I was guided to look up.  There in the sky was a cloud in the shape of a dove.  Wow.  So much gratitude filled me.  I was seen.  I was not alone.  (Yes, I know this is true.  But sometimes, well sometimes we all need these moments to remind us of this truth.)

I did some more guided moves and again was told “look up”.  The cloud dove was still there, in spite of the winds and other clouds changing shape.  Wow.  The “I’m sorry” part of me was changing back into the “thank you” space.

After we came home, my girl and I delivered a little hand-made card and flowers to a neighbor whose birthday was yesterday.  On the way to her house, I noticed two birds – doves – that flew up onto the roof just as we entered the property.  

I can now fully admit that letting myself feel love for myself – from myself – from others – from Source of ALL – is hard.  Really hard, which explains so much of this life and a few of my memories of previous incarnations.

And I can fully admit I create this experience.  I certainly participated in it.

And that was then.  And this is now.

I am right on that cusp of letting go and being willing to dive into something new.  Self love.  The kind that permeates.  Without doubt.  To REMEMBER again.

Letting love IN.  Oooh, I could just take a year long bath in that energy. Unconditional love.  This has been missing on this planet ~ among all of us ~ for far too long.  And I have a feeling that for myself, I am just touching this energy.

More than anything, I want is to remember it and feel it and Be it once again.

This experience is of no coincidence given what I believe is coming in now and strengthening with the eclipse tomorrow.  Every month or so I have this come up again for me – it used to come up once in a long while – sometimes years would pass.  The year of 2017 it has been monthly.  The urgency to feel it and let it go to let the NEW in NOW is palpable.

I intend this experience for me.  And for all of you.

Let’s intend this unconditional love experience for one another.

Intentions For and Some Thoughts On The Eclipse

 

These are from some notes I took watching the video put out by Allison Coe, QHHT, in which she shares testimonies from her clients going back to January on the eclipse, it’s energies and what we can do to help anchor them in. Words in parenthesis are my own addition.

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This eclipse is bringing forward a portal to bring about huge transformation ~ individually and collectively.  Big advancements. Acceleration in human consciousness.  This was described in January as a late summer natural event.

Four days in advance, intend the event will change us all.  Keep this in our heart space.  Hold this intention within without ceasing.  (be gentle with yourself of course)

This tidal wave of energy is #2 of 3.  The frequency is one of unconditional love and allows for each of us to recognize our Oneness/likeness.  Hold this energy.  This is like a “power washer” – washing away the “dirt” – increasing our Shine.  Those not in the path of totality can participate and receive as well.  It is not necessary to be in this path to receive the frequencies.

We will be able to speak with more impeccability.  What we hold in our body will come out through our voice and heart.

By having this global event, where all around the world will tune in, increases the likelihood of these energies becoming fully anchored by our work and intention/acknowledgement.

Tap in through the entire event ~ invite and ground the portal.

Two days before (that would be today), empty out your thoughts.  Flush our bodies, mentally, physically and emotionally.  (again be gentle – no need to seek perfection or judge)

The lower frequencies still remaining in this realm need this portal to make space for the Higher Energies.

This energy is going to reshape Gaia and Us.

 

Now is the Time of the Merge with the Golden Divine Balance

 

By Sanna Tarnstrom, guest writer

Sweet family of loving light!!!

Now that we have entered the August Gateway passage and a new golden energy wave is coming in, we step into complete new territorial energies and the first stepping stone to activate The NEW archetype and meaning of the sacred feminine.

Great Sphinx of Giza have had many different faces over the ages. One of them was the sacred feminine divine goddess with the wings. She was and still is The rise of the golden Phoenix. She represent a golden era that has never faded in the sand. She is reborn and activated in each and everyone of us in our DNA.

The divine sacred feminine is not a female. It is the inner counterpart of the inner divine sacred masculine. It all stems from the true core of our sacred higher heart that is located in the chest area. Only from there you will enter and embrace the Divine Balance.

Last year in September of 2016 the powerful golden energy of the NEW sacred masculine energies soaked our multi-dimensional planet and everything on it. In March, Friday the 13 of this year, the Planet opened up it’s crystalline doors for the divine feminine to enter the scene. Today, in beginning of August, the last stage of the merging has begun for the NEW to balance out. This happens collectively as well as in every living thing on Our New creation. It has to happen, it needs to happen, it IS happening.

In March on the Spring Equinox of this year, Earth (or Gaia) also went through her own death. She decided to use my essence as the Gateway out and so I saw her leave through me and I had one of the most strongest intense death feeling and downfall within me that I’ve ever experienced. Old Earth died energetically and Gaia’s essence left for her New higher incarnation to The New Earth. Gaia went to the other side of the veil, but that is completely another article in itself.

This will reveal lots of things, both individually and externally. Collectively, if you’re not in your own awareness and in knowing of your development, you can literally be shaken up.

Underneath all that is your divine golden flame burning stronger than ever. This is a good time for movement, body activities. Let those energies flow through.

You might need a few days to balance out. New energies is always coming in, but right Now we have an intense peek of this Energy Golden dance happening.

Feel this fresh divine energy of the NEW embrace and harmonize your inner and outer senses fully and completely. We will meet in the middle and give each other and ourselves a BIG loving bear hug!!!

I wish you a wonderful time in the days and weeks to come, full of beauty and grace.

“Walking in Shades of Grey is to Walk in Grace”

My love to you!

Sanna

 

New Earth Musings

 

Sent in by reader Joann.  I resonate with her thought on intending New Earth.  In her words:  “Last November I felt compelled to put this Pinterest Board together and I feel it is even more important at this time to really hold our focus on what we want to manifest with the New Earth. Feel free to share it.

Here is the link along with a few of her pics:

https://www.pinterest.com/joannb424/new-earth-musings/

Organic Home charisma design http://uniqueshomedesign.tumblr.com/post/130265730748/organic-home-charisma-design

300 year old alley of Oak trees along the Mississippi River - MemePix

Oneonta canyon, Oregon

August 18, 2017 ~ The Next 144 Hours ~ Everything is ALTERED and ALTERABLE

 

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By Judith Dagley, 08/17/2017

You can feel it.  You are going through something, but there are no words for it that anyone can understand.  (Including YOU, actually.)

Besides, everyone has a history unique unto themselves that they call their story.  That means that even words have meanings that were developed in the stories, and since no one’s story is the same… you get the picture.

Yet all of us are going through the same something this month, albeit in our own unique versions.  How do I describe it?  Depends on your version of the story, and what/who you believe is the playwright.  Yet even that is simply your version of what we’re all going through… let’s just drop that angle, okay?

As aclairgnostic psychotherapist who sees into the stories as well as the BIG story that each is a unique expression of, what I REALLY feel called to do in this post is say something simple that is so encoded with universal guidance that it will apply to everyone who reads this in a heartbeat.  Ha.  Quite a call, huh?

Oh, wait a minute… I just got it.  From “out of the blue,”  you could say (if you want)—

In the NOW of the next 144 hours, everything is ALTERED and ALTERABLE.

Respond to “reality” as if it is the same ONLY if you choose the same to continue.

Otherwise, respond NEW.  The way you WANT to experience “reality.”

Yes! RE-SET!

Leave history where it belongs.  In the past. 

Yes! Respond as if you are FREE.

And respond from your place of knowing that the universe is taking care of you.  

No matter how it seems!

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Tonight’s Message ~ We Are

 

Universe, Creation, Spirituality

I will begin by saying it was a rather challenging day.  First I felt the energies pummel me in a new way (which I understand now means the old is shedding so the new can be made visible).  Secondly, it was a late night last night as my mate sliced his hand open and had to go to the ER for what turned out to be surgeon’s glue.  No stitches.  I was grateful it wasn’t worse ~ and also annoyed that this meant additional work for me (certain chores he cannot do for a week).  I know- petty in a way ~ but i am already overly taxed these days, longing for a real vacation away from this daily grind.

And then later today I was questioned and laughed at as to my world view and visions I hold for the new.  All of that added up to me reaching a point where I said “eff this ~ you can have your own reality ~ i am done with sharing my thoughts that you asked to hear only to be laughed at and criticized”.

So I nursed my heart and ego.  As I did so, I began stating “I Am Free.  I Am Source.  I Am Powerful.”  Something happened though.  I felt/heard “Go beyond that.  Go to where We Are.”

Now I have been intending to go beyond the beyond lately.  Just came to me as an impression one day.  I felt it out and thought “yes let’s explore”.

I Am more than I Am.  We are ALL ‘We Are’.

Not the same ~ but One.

I have spent a lot of time in doing my “I Am” intentions and remembering.  At least enough time on making that my sole focus.  It is now time to incorporate the We Are aspect.  Quite the challenge for me some of the time as I still hold this disdain towards the populace at large. I am a part of THEM in some way?  Ooooh, I don’t think so.

And yet part of me Beyond the Beyond knows different.

‘We Are’ goes beyond words.  Goes beyond beliefs. It really is that space of just Being.

One of the things I was challenged on today was how we can have a society where we are self-governing, where we agree to allow one another to live and let live ~ in the true spirit of the term.  I was receiving a barrage of questions on my perspective.  I was getting flustered at this point.  A trigger for me is being questioned ~ grilled actually ~ as though I am on trial.  I had that in my childhood so I am familiar with the tactic adults do when faced with a new thought they don’t wish to consider so instead they pick apart the thought with all sorts of attorney-like questioning.  It annoys me to NO END!  I have trained myself to respond differently and say something like “I am not comfortable with this line of questioning.  How about you take some time to contemplate what I have said and we can continue this conversation later.”  I was in no mood to take this approach today.  And I was quite exhausted and had a child nagging at me “i want to go hoooooooome” so the only answer I could come up with when asked “how is this even possible?  this way of living you suggest?” was a rather exasperated “Higher consciousness think”. What’s that, I was asked?  Oh good lord, I thought!  Guiding my child out the door I said “google it”.

Yes….  Sometimes I am more than happy to hold the hand of another, meaning I will explain fully certain thoughts, phrases and the like.  Other times, not.  Today I was absolutely uninterested in hand-holding.

I thought about this exchange thoughtfully later on.  How I could have spoken differently.  And how CAN such a diverse group of beings ever really unite together?  I wanted to smack this person on the head.

Well, within I hear the guidance.

Drop the stories.

Drop the beliefs.

Drop the judgments.

Drop it all.  All the garbage that creates separation.

Dump it out until you are just pure Being Space.  Where all just IS.  When we are in that space, we do no harm.  And we accept.  And allow.

A very resonating, pleasant space to be ~ a space I feel more and more until I forget or get tired or just don’t have the motivation to find it again.

Until I do find it again.  And the more I find that space, the more my ego is willing to relax.  Let go the need to explain, be right, etc.  Be in that space of just chillin’ (I knew there was a reason I loved using cannabis back in the day).  For this isn’t about silencing the mind or the stories.  This is about going BEYOND that space.  This is about knowing we have another option ~ another option besides just ignoring the stories or telling myself to let them go.  Those are still stories, still words.

This is about going BEYOND the words.  

I don’t have “words” really to describe it ~ I just know when I touch it and experience it.  And it is in THAT space where truly there ARE NO WORDS.

And no desire to do harm to another.  For I know ~ We Are.  

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Flatlined

 

Wow.  Entire family is lambasted today ~ including the youngest member. A definite “move slow/take-it-easy day”.  Really needing to communicate telepathically today as other’s voices are grating on me, including my own.  Desperately needing silence.  Prepping energetically/spiritually for the eclipse energies.  Here’s a quick video by Allison Coe, QHHT out of Portland reminding us to stay focused on the reality we Desire.  At the moment that desire is rested and fully restored/healed.  Quite interesting to me the eclipse finishes up here in Oregon at 11:11.  A number of importance for me for 25 years.

 

Sandra Walter Newsletter ~ August 17, 2017

 

Editor’s note:  The paragraph in italics is what really stood out the most for me. This is exactly my feeling/experience lately.  

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Blessings Beloved Light Tribe ~

Gratitude to all who have diligently prepared the grids and path of totality for our beloved Solar eclipse next Monday, August 21. Enough has been said about preparations and recommendations. That intel is available; empower yourself and read, watch, listen to the intel. I AM focused on receiving the highest experience and holding the Gateways wide open, so I will not be online. Perhaps this may inspire others to get outside and do the same.

Time dynamics have been slippery for me; it feels like the eclipse, September 23December 23, and the timeline split have already occurred, and are pending at the same moment. Visions have been rapid-fire, rest and meditation have been a priority, and dreams have been active. Yes, the vibing-out of the lower reality sensations are palpable and intense on most days. And yet, a deep peace permeates all of this. The Higher levels continually transmit: All is well, let it happen.  

Cosmic Steering Committee: Convergence of Stargates

The Cosmic Stargate flows present a fractal explosion of possibilities though the end of the year. Our eclipse connection with Solaris (the SUN) opened up last weekend during the Cosmic Trigger. The active Sunspot presented at that moment, started giving off C-flares, and we also have geomagnetic storms. The eclipse passage – all of August – is part of a sequence of Cosmic Stargate convergences. These flows are threaded through the vibrational wall of the approaching area of space which triggers Galactic as well as Universal leveling-up.

The Cosmic Stargate operation, let’s call it the Steering Committee, allows us a peak at our (much) higher dimensional aspects. Some of our Higher Levels are collectively steering the Solar system through this vibrational geometry which rewrites consciousness and dimensional expressions into the next Creation. This has been presenting since January.

We have High-level escorts as we pass through the edges of this vibrational barrier; like tugboats guiding a giant barge through lock systems. My Team expresses these Galactic structures as giant photonic (pure Heart-of-Source light) octahedrons within multiple torus fields. Each Cosmic Stargate flow is threaded to a torus field with different functions, preparing us for a dramatic shift in particle expression when we arrive at the trigger point of the vibrational hot-spot within this massive Galactic octahedron. Sometimes other geometries present which assist in rewriting timelines and outcomes. All is purely photonic; the demand for order feels autonomous within that structure. revisit the article on Changing the Prismatic Effect of the SUN for deeper comprehension on how this effects the projection of our realities.

We can see how the collective focus on the SUN during eclipse week would be an ideal moment for delivery of consciousness-shifting, timeline-shifting energies. Convergence of many Cosmic Stargates – Galactic and Universal – are coming into play to shift personal trajectories as well as collective unfoldments. Council meetings have been frequent; the eclipse shifts are deeply tied to the September Equinox and December Solstice outcomes. I AM holding my cards close on that intel for the Now. All is incredibly well.

Keep the heart-focus on consciousness, rather than looking to the external for evidence of inner change. This is a passage of embodying our Creator State and leveling up to pure Divine HUman Creator beingness. You will be changed to align with the higher trajectory if your resonation is a vibrational match for those higher experiences. Responsible creation, pure intent, and a calm, receptive vulnerability to the higher levels of who you truly are reveals Christed Unity consciousness emerging through activated heart centers.

Starseeds, Wanderers, Wayshowers … allow these frequencies to reveal the true Self. The Multidimensional Self is changing, leveling up to accommodate higher trajectories. Abandon concerns about what-is-next and surrender to Divine consciousness. Everything will look and feel different as this 2017 passage unfolds, because we – our Higher levels – have created it that way. Appreciate the brilliance, blessing and cosmic-level patience of personal revelation.

Crystalline Grid Activation

After all of this preparation of the New Earth grids, Sacred sites, Crystalline Grid Gateways and Grid points, it is now our Divine Service to hold the highest intentions of Ascension. Pray, meditate, and maintain peaceful anticipation within your hearts, Beloveds. Connect with the High-Vibe Tribe, feel the activated crystals and grids, welcome the highest possibilities and trajectories for all concerned with Ascension.

Over the last decades we have seen the effects of leveling up of the crystalline frequencies. With each activation comes stronger polarity on the lower timelines, expansion on the higher; that has been the norm. Remember our task is to amplify every gathering of peace, every activity of Light. Gatherings of High-Vibe intent are our news, our responsible conversation as New Earth Creator beings. We know what is unfolding; own that Higher reality. The eclipse week activation amplifies thoughts and intentions; you feel this already at the mental and emotional levels. If it is challenging to focus, simplify. Practice instant re-direction of thoughts and feelings to the higher experience.

Let us all hold the intention of the full activation of the crystalline grid, crystalline DNA, and the highest brightest experience for all willing Souls choosing LoveLight as their Primary reality.

A Note for Travelers

The air quality in Mount Shasta has been fluctuating daily due to wildfires in California and Oregon. Some days it is clearer, other days the smoke can get thick, making for burning eyes and triggering respiratory issues. If you are visiting Mount Shasta for a partial-eclipse view, take note of the air quality if you are sensitive. Please check your driving routes to path of totality if you are visiting more remote areas in Oregon; road closures and dense smoke may slow things down a bit.

SUNday Unity Meditations: Opening for the Eclipse

Gatekeepers will unify on Friday, August 18 for a final opening of the eclipse Gateway. This SUNday, August 20 is our opportunity to fully open this field for highest outcomes via our Unity Meditations.

The crystalline field of the Unity Meditations holds the intention for peace, activation, stability and Ascension. It supports the collective HUman Heart grid, and makes the pure vibration of Divine HUman available to all willing participants, as well as surging Ascension codes through the grids, Gaia, and all of creation. We practice our unified empowerment and merge with our Higher aspects.

Allow this activity to calm the mind-level since the incoming light is very stimulating. Open your heart and feel the support of your Brothers and SiSTARs of Light. Feel the unity with love and gratitude, as well as your Higher expressions already in that state of centered preparedness. Honor this pure intention of Divine service.

Global meditations are also being held by many groups on eclipse Monday, August 21 at 11:11am PT. Be sure to tap in before and after the eclipse peak (approximately 9am PT – 1pm PT) to amplify these intentions of peace.

Blessings, strength and Pure LoveLight to all of us during this profound phase of our Ascension! Be sure to be outside, no matter where you are, during the Solar Eclipse peak to receive the maximum amount of transformational frequencies. Receive and send them to our fully prepared New Earth grids, crystalline grids, and all of Creation. Gratitude, Peace and Highest outcomes, dear Light Tribe!

READ THE FULL ARTICLE  HERE

In Love, Light and Service,

Sandra

Today’s Energies ~ August 17, 2017

 

Noticing a few things that are on the upswing with me.

  1. Could not be around cigarette smoke tonight at all.  Not that I like cigarette smoke.  Find it quite yuck.  However, the experience today was one of absolute repulsion.  Felt nauseous.  Immediately began sneezing. Everything in me said “walk away” and I did.
  2. Any sort of mainstream television programming ~ having the same level of repulsion.  Today I was turning the cartoon’s on pbs (I tolerate those for my child) to my usual meditative music channel only fingers did not cooperate and instead I put the tube onto one of those home shopping channels.  ACK!  It was like I turned on the channel of satan.  Or CNN. Body immediately felt the same level of revulsion as I did with the cigarette smoke experience.  The energies from this channel and my own didn’t jive at all.  I actually said “la la la la la la” as I quickly found my channel.  Body relaxed and I went on with it.
  3. Really strange spine and back issues.  I feel a combination of being stretched as well as a lot of tightness.  I am doing yoga daily and riding my bike.  My little portable massager is about the only thing providing me any real relief.
  4. An unusual craving for sea salt ~ the pink himalayan kind (with all of the essential minerals still in tact).  We use it daily but the craving for this stuff has been through the roof.  My mate is noticing the same thing.

Much appreciation to Sandra Walter who speaks of vibing out of 3d being quite intense right now.  I will link her piece next.  Many of you will probably resonate with it as much as I am.

One last note:  Halloween is more or less 2 months away.  Every day this time we have already discussed what our girl is going to wear and do.  In fact normally it is a topic of discussion throughout the year.  Except this year.  No talk of it – until tonight.  I felt some weird timeline wonkiness come into play as my child spoke of it with a neighbor.  I felt nothing but repulsion for that as well.  Not in a judgmental way but in a way that felt “not gonna happen”. Not in my reality.  A sense of “no need to focus on that”.  I told my girl we can see about using one of her old costumes and changed the topic.  At times when I read of people speak of the holidays or future events like classes or seminars or gatherings much past October, I keep feeling “not on this timeline ~ not gonna happen”.

“Time” will tell, won’t it?

Emotional Roller Coaster Ride

 

I was so grateful for the latest piece by Jennie Schiltz, where she speaks of this emotional roller-coaster experience many of us are going through. One day we are in calm states, often escalating to experiences of bliss and then the next day we are afraid, angry, apathetic.  Such is the process for merging again with our Highest Self and Source.

Yesterday I was, overall, pretty neutral.  Regaining my balance state again after the previous day of purging more old stories.

Today ~ calm.  Creative self full of new stories and insights.  It began after a night of some amazing dreams which I will share in another piece.  Too good to keep to myself.  Even my neighbor, who is a Hillary supporter, thought they were “very intriguing”.  He knows who I am.  Heck, most of my neighbors know I am “one of those”.  When the crafts appear more noticeably and all signs of change come into view, this house will be the go-to place for some answers and maybe even some reassurance.

This calm state slowly morphed while my child and I were out and about getting some flowers for the yard.  I didn’t do much with the yard this year.  Normally I have pretty little flower gardens.  This year ~ leftover primroses took up the space along with a sad looking, lone pansy.  Last night the yard spoke to me ~ please add some color.  I hesitated ~ money issue.  Best spent on food.  But when my girl said she would put forth some of her money, I decided to take her up on that.  Normally whenever she offers such a sweet gift, I turn her down.  She was so excited to help though, I decided sure, why not.

So we scored some 99 cent deals and headed home.  Peter Frampton came on the radio.  I love his music.  Show Me The Way.  This feeling began to grow inside of me.  It continued to expand.  The lyrics “I can’t believe this is happening to me” play.  I thought the same thing for I knew what was and is happening.  I can’t believe this is happening to me.  Another leap in awakening.

Remembering.

Feeling ME.  The way that is Natural.  Meant-to-be.

Feeling Source.

I could feel the presence of so many who have helped liberate earth all around me.  Around us.  Waiting to walk among us.

“You are magic,” I heard.

We all are.

I wanted to shout it for all to hear only no one was outside.

So I shouted it to the trees.  The birds.  The people inside their houses.

It is happening.  And it is only going to continue, overall, to get more beautiful.

Words to carry close to my heart.