I hope everyone will take this with the Spirit in which it is intended.
I subject myself to information that most either are not aware of (but it is there for all nonetheless) or they would not be interested in partaking of. I have invested over 20 years of my life to digging deep, beyond the headlines and soundbites and have gathered enormous amounts of information as well as an ongoing Spiritual journey of growing intuition, increased visions and deepening trust in Source/Creator/Universal Flow.
I see the pieces of the puzzle coming together – in between the unraveling. So what I see happening isn’t really a surprise as I have “seen” so much of this coming, both from a Spiritual perspective and a Practical Knowledge perspective.
There is so much more going on than what we are being shown in media outlets. I cannot emphasize this enough. I believe – I KNOW – out of the chaos, something beautiful is painfully being birthed.
I believe we are seeing the painful collapse of many systems and as a result, tempers are flaring and quick judgments are being launched. This presents each of us – individually – with the chance to go within, find those parts of us that judge, those pieces that are afraid, those parts that refuse to hold a different thought, those parts that feel disconnected and alone and angry, and love them enough to give them a voice and a safe place to heal. In doing so, that elevates our vibes, our state of being, which provides the example for others to do the same. After all, when we look at one who is obviously at peace, grounded and non-reactionary, we want to be like that, don’t we?
Of course we do.
I truly feel beautiful, amazing things are unfolding along with all of the chaos and fear we are all seeing – and all feeling in our own bodies and minds.
So the next time you find yourself judging or reacting, pause. Go within.
How ya feelin’? Getting through the days as of late getting to be more of a challenge?
Wanting the “New” NOW?
You’re not alone.
Here is what I have been experiencing lately:
The food cravings. Ok, I insist I am not pregnant, but today I wanted pickles (and the juice), pineapple, chocolate, cheese and mineral water. Oh, and cinnamon. I think this might just become a staple diet for me ~ that is until the next round of cravings kick in. I have been eating ice cream on a near-daily basis and go from not really wanting to eat to being ravenous. Oh yes and there have been the binges of ginger cream-filled cookies (my latest find – thank you Newman’s Own). My taste for meat is waning and I can no longer eat full cuts of meat. In fact, if presented with meat that looks obviously like an animal (chicken leg, thigh, etc.) I’m not going to touch it – unless it is removed from the bone and diced up tiny and mixed in with vegetables. I have long felt I am going to be off meat at some point – and that point is quickly arriving. I have also been experiencing a growing desire for new foods not found here on our beautiful earth, in particular fruits. My mate recently introduced me to the Hefferlin Manuscript (which at some point I will share), which speaks of our origins and refers to the fact that we once ate different foods, including vegetables and most notably, fruits. Advice: listen to my body and honor what it’s telling me. The old rules no longer apply.
The changing Chakra’s. Throat chakra. Wow. She just isn’t having this talking business at times. She wants to rest and let the mental telepathy do it’s thing. Or scream when old stuff comes up. She feels tickly and itchy. Voice is often raspy. Heart chakra. Occasional heart palpitations are going on. The need to engage in slow, deep breathing. Rubbing her, massaging her like I would a baby, she is releasing lots of tears of pain and disappointment. Tapping into deep deep core issues, likely going back lifetimes. Crown chakra. Strange, prickly sensations on the top of my head. Some pressure and even headaches (a rare event for me). All of these chakra’s of mine simply feel they need to rest and rebirth/reform into something new. Expansion city, baby. Advice: Nurture myself like a newborn for I really am rebirthing into a new Being.
The fatigue and brain fog. Can I say this one enough: I AM SO OVERLY FED UP WITH FEELING LIKE A ZOMBIE. Although I gotta admit, I don’t fear it as I once did. So I can’t remember what I just ate for dinner (no seriously, I can’t and I ate like 30 minutes ago). So I can’t remember that I told my spouse I was going to watch a movie with him and now suddenly I am reading one of my Anastasia books. And so I can be found staring into space, feeling as though a part of me is here and the rest of me is “someplace else”. And yes, I KNOW I just made up a word – I know what I meant to say. I ain’t stupid. I’m not going crazy. I’m just ascending into a higher frequency and my dormant DNA is awakening as well. Advice:Sleep and rest. Breathe and Allow. Drink a lot of water and mineral water (we need extra minerals right now). And ride out those waves. Literally.
My body ain’t feeling so great some days. Let me tell you, after some of these incoming energies hit, I feel like I am coming down with the flu. I am stiff and tense. I just feel “ick”. But I know when I rest, put heat on myself, drink herbal tea and just ALLOW and BE, my body integrates the changes. Advice: I say a mantra. It essentially goes something like this: “I accept and integrate the incoming energies of expansion and healing. I release resistance where ever I Am is resisting these changes. I intend to go through this process with Ease and Grace. Thank you.” The key is to allow myself to do this process at a rate in which my emotional/mental/physical/energetic body can handle.
I WANT NEW AND I WANT IT NOW. The big one. Third dimensional reality just isn’t cutting it for me. I want new scenery. I want brighter colors. I want NEW. New experiences. New people. New types of people. New foods. New methods of healing. New means of transporting myself. New means of communicating. New means of living and existing and Being. I want all of this. I crave it. I need it. Advice: Be in the Now. Allow for the experience. And be patient (argh!). It is coming.
Yes, the outside world IS going nuts. There are reasons for this. One being, we are all being called to deal with our “stuff”. We are being called upon to face ourselves – with love – more than ever. Secondly, we know tptb are aware of Ascension and the incoming energy waves. Heck, government websites show these energies. And they have been part of the enslavement that have kept us stuck in this lower dimensional reincarnation trap and they don’t want us escaping. After all, without us, who do they have to do their dirty work? Yeah. They are sneaky bastards, too. They can zap people with scalar waves and they can put subliminal messages on the airwaves, all to lower our Vibes. They use the media and (false) politics (right now for certain) to keep us all riled up and divided. Advice: Turn off the television. Go within. Find my center. Develop a solid relationship with my Higher Self. Heal the emotions coming up. Send myself Love. Send Gaia Love. Send everyone Love. That’s what I continue to be reminded of: Love Never Runs Dry. There is always an Abundant supply of it. So while this process is an Individual process in that, while we can and need to work together, it is up to each of us individually to do our own inner work and releasing so we can rise Together.
Fifth dimensional relationships generate freedom and joy. Each relationship is an investment in the people, places, and kingdoms of nature that are being interconnected. The unconditional loving from which fifth dimensional relationships emerge creates change by offering an environment in which the opportunities for evolutionary development are gracefully accessed and successfully utilized by all involved.
There are distinct differences between third and fifth dimensional relationships, based upon the purpose of the dimensional experience. The fifth dimensional qualities defined below facilitate an unconditionally loving experience. By providing the criteria by which to monitor your thoughts, feelings, beliefs, and behaviors you can both build and support fifth dimensional relationships out of the third dimensional relationships in your own life.
Built to break verses built to sustain themselves.
All third dimensional relationships were built to break. Our job as third dimensional human beings was to experience separation, loss, and fear. Humanity agreed to participate in this divine experiment of amnesia that required our civilization to find its way back to its Source of its own free will. Humans are experts in suffering as we took this task seriously and became quite skilled in hurting ourselves and the kingdoms of nature supporting our experiment. We learned to destroy connection rather than honor it, to the point that we were in danger of destroying our civilization and the world in which we lived.
Fifth dimensional relationships are built to sustain themselves. They eternally exist within the context of Creation and their experience on the Earth plane is one of reconnection with our divine nature, the essence of our being. Your fifth dimensional soul family supported your journey on Earth through an ignorant human mind, by providing you with a group of beings who incarnated with you over and over again. Known as your Soul group, these individuals played different familial and community roles over your multiple incarnations always supporting your growing evolutionary awareness that there is more to life than fear and pain. Because your human mind could not conceive the Soul connections continually supporting it, you felt abandoned, alone, and often emotionally tortured through specific patterns of behavior lifetime after lifetime. Until now.
During this exciting time upon our earth, we hear much about “living our purpose.”
But as I can speak from experience, this is much easier said than done. It’s not that any of us don’t want to be living our soul purpose. We know that there is something not quite aligned or flowing within our lives, but so many of the ways to get there are either elusive or hard to grasp at best. Because, quite frankly, we are not taught to live our life purpose. We are taught to get careers. Logical careers that bring in a decent income. And many of them don’t feel like they are part of our purpose at all. And we have this idea that to be successful, we should be working long hours and should feel stressed out. Otherwise, what are we even doing?
But as I discovered (and I am still getting there, as I feel we are always “getting there”) I was making it much more complicated than it had to be. For a long time, I was under the illusion that perhaps I missed something, or I had taken a wrong turn, when in fact, I hadn’t.
My experiences, my life, were actually all a culmination of my purpose, and before I knew it, I had “become my purpose” just by being me.
Because we all have a gift. And we all have this gift to share with the world, otherwise, we wouldn’t be here. Simple as that. There are no extras here in this movie of life.
So what does this mean?
How do we get there?
I will offer my humble advice and sincerely hope that you will find it helpful.
Editor’s note: Reading this I heard in my mind “to boldly go where no one has gone before.” Certainly this is not just a phrase for the physical but for the emotional/mental/spiritual and is something I am experiencing for myself. Today my higher self brought me the experience to show me how I need not let myself “rescue” another – but to show compassionate support. It’s a balance for me to do this as naturally, I want to dive in and rescue others. I can offer what I can, I can show compassion and have empathy, but no longer need I LOSE myself in another. I was also given the experience to see how naturally it is for me to own the Truth that I CREATE MY OWN REALITY and when someone else interjects their version of reality into mine – and if that energy conflicts with mine – I immediately go into Warrior position which looks like Me putting up my right hand firmly while stating “that is not my reality” – confidently. This Transformation is about letting go of the old – which for me is really letting go of EVERYTHING in third dimensional “reality” that does not bring me peace. Period. ♥♥♥
The energy is really coming in. We are having celestial events that help ramp up the energy, but there is more to it. There is a huge push with this energy. It is testing us to see if we are ready to move forward, to leave the old programming behind. Can we trust where we are going enough to let go of the old?
Like all things this energy is multifaceted. There is a component that is still dredging up all of our stuff. It is asking us to really see the ways that we don’t love ourselves, the ways that we have compromised self, and the ways that we have not honored ourselves. For some this will come up as negative thoughts about self while for others it will be played out in the daily interactions. Observance is required so that we can see what is being shown without getting lost in the emotions of it. Writing your thoughts can help you to see the patterns that are bubbling up.
With all that is coming up within the collective to be healed, some are feeling overwhelmed by the emotions swirling around. These can be quite deep and feel like a never ending cavern if we allow ourselves to sink into it. Again it is important to observe what is triggering you. These can be clues to what needs to be healed within you from your many incarnations, on this planet and others.
This energy is also asking if we still feel the need to sacrifice for others, to be the martyr. This includes not allowing ourselves to be in joy.
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