Editor’s note: I would not have posted this a few days ago as at the time, I had more or less told my Higher Self to “piss off”. But then as I purged and surrendered, I handed back the reigns and said “please take over! My brain can’t figure this out any longer!” So let us just hope energies are allowing for this to occur as I know many of us have felt nothing from our Higher Selves for awhile now.
By Sophie Gregoire, 05/07/2017
Your life force is back and it’s leading you somewhere that looks like all the puzzle’s pieces come together. Listen. Be bold. See big.
Since August / September 2015 you’ve been walking a very long way. You’ve followed strange impulses that your mind couldn’t understand.
I remember taking planes and buses out of complete, strange, surrendered and guided callings, and to places I had never heard of before.
You, and I, have also made important life decisions and significant moves in the complete unknown, and without any assurance of ever being caught.
You have almost followed the wind, signs and omens without phantoming why and grasping who was pulling the thread of You.
You faced moments of intense despair and fear, because you had the feeling that you were losing so much but were gaining nothing at the same time, and all that happened with no promise of a tangible light at the end of the tunnel of those changes.
In a way, you’ve been caught by the wind of the Spiritual Bootcamp.
That was incredibly painful sometimes, but that was the pain of your Rational Mind – the pain of not understanding, the pain which comes from embracing such discomfort in a row, sometimes so fast or for the first time in a lifetime.
You thought that Life was moving you, or that you were guided by Divine Forces of the Unseen, by the realm of the Mystical, or even taken by a hurricane of madness sometimes –but as you’re seeing now, it’s your Higher Self that was leading Your way.
We would like to explain below why this process happened and where you stand now.
During these unsettled times, your Rational Mind has been trained, pushed, challenged, left with no air until it relinquished and stopped leading your way in Life — and You could finally trust and surrender enough to let your True, Higher Self lead.
You have attended the Initiation of taming the mind, so that now your Spirit may lead your life free from all the fears, questions and interrogations that were once holding you back.
She or He had to take you to places, people, situations and lessons apparently out of the blue in order to make you see things, learn and heal so that you could ascend and get rid off your old own ways – or you wouldn’t have gone because your mind couldn’t grasp the Why-s.
Many of the experiences you’ve been through during that time were about helping you getting rid off fear-based or unhealthy paradigms of relating with Life, with Yourself and with Others.
You needed to be pushed, violently almost, so that you Heal as fast and deeply as possible and reach that state of empty, clear, light Vessel which you are Now.
There is a sense of Power coming back now. The Reigns of your Path — because everything within you is now merging and becoming One, and about to follow the way, the guidance and soft commands of your Higher Self.
Your mind has now agreed to let your True Self lead the way.
The inner, foggy conflict within you – between your controlling, questioning mind and your true self – is fading. You easily know now who is speaking within you – is it the scared part of you, the one that wants to know and understand or the pure, liberated, walking on the right way back to You? – when a new idea is found within and you can decide to act, or to wait or whatever from there.
You feel your life force is back because now, Your Higher Self is allowed to speak their true voice through you as your mind has agreed to stop interfering. Your mind will only be used as a tool, another kind of drive or engine that will help you move forward BUT ONLY when you decide to call on it — while your True Self is feeling its whole energy BACK and at last entirely Available as the inner conflict within you is now dissipating fast.
Know that your Higher Self was leading the way all of this time so that you can be, here and now, Where and Who You Are.
Until now nothing really made you “settle”, or “build” what you were longing for… because it wasn’t about that — it was about Clearing the vessel that You are so that your Higher Self can, one day, speak clearly through your human cleansed form and take complete, happy, fulfilling reigns of your life.
You have reached the State of Ascension to your True Self.
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