Any Starseed Brother’s and Sister’s Up For This?


Once the financial stuff takes place and healing tech is released, anyone else interested in meeting up in Mt. Shasta?  Or move there and begin to create our own little world?  Unless the opening to New Earth(s) happens prior.  I am letting go of this little part of my world I have lived in for so long and the desire to GO THERE NOW TO NEW is very very palpable.


Protection ~ Clearing


Felt the need to do this.  Felt the need to share…


Only Love Is Allowed In My Space

Only Truth Speaks From My Being

My Healing Is My Right, My Healing Is Now and Comes Only From Source Love

It is Done

Miigwech Chi-miigwech


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A Moment of Clearing And Heart-Centered Clarity


I had some much needed time to myself today and I used it to play the piano.  This is one of the easiest ways for me to get right into my heart space and clear out anything creating blockage from feeling that pure Divinity. Sometimes it takes awhile and then there are times where the clearing is immediate.  Today was such a day.

As I played, I released some “stuff” and got into that Universal Cosmic Consciousness space.  I felt love for All.  I felt and saw the games we play that keep us separate and that leave us detached from our Divine Right to Be…Feel Source.

I thought of New Earth and the dreams and visions I have had of her.  At least the realm, the new earth that I have seen myself on.  I could feel the energy.  It is so wonderful.  Easy.  After waking up this morning and thinking, again, “still here…” only to feel frustration, I had decided it was time to stop investing my energies into this frustration of “waiting”.  That creates more of the same.  I had a divine moment of synchronicity when I got out of bed, checked a social media page and saw someone speaking the same words on new earth, waiting and focusing instead on the end result.

So I made that mental note but feeling the end result, that experience, I was unable to do.  Thinking the words, easy.  Feeling it?  Not happening.  I needed to clear.

So playing the piano as I said, brought up that clearing.  And as I then thought of New Earth, I turned the experience into a story.

My First Days On New Earth.

I wake up in my bed in the new room.  It is the size of the house I lived in prior to arriving.  The windows across from me, floor to ceiling, allow the sun light to come in.  Off to my right are beautiful french doors leading out to the deck.  And surrounding the entire back of the house is a lush, beautiful forest of tall sacred Pine Trees.  I stretch and smile.

I know our child is going to want to probably eat something.  Even though it will, in time, be just an option, we are still eating.  I almost glide out of the room.  The heaviness is gone.  The energy here is so light.  Serene.  My body is learning to almost float in this new energy.  All of the “chatter” of the old world is gone.  The collective chaos, gone.  It is a new “day” and all is possible.

God, it is so good to feel alive and breath again!

We have a giant replicator in our kitchen and while we do not eat meat here, we can create foods that taste like meat.  Being we were bacon eaters on old earth, I enter the code for “bacon” which funny enough is spelled “bakon”. Typo or on purpose.  Probably a humorous gesture.  There is a lot of humor here.  While we have powerful intent and focus, we are very flexible.  The phrase “Lighten Up” is taken to the fullest of all definitions here.

As I wait for the food to be created, I ponder the day.  Take our girl to her new school.  It is perfect for her.  PERFECT.  Learning designed just for her. I will then go to the Healing Center and see how my body is doing with the healing I have been receiving.  I will also meet up with my wonderful team who is teaching me and helping me remember how to use my newly developing skills and abilities.  After that, perhaps I will stop in at the diner and play a few tunes on the piano.  In the evening, a few new friends will visit and play music.  I have a collection of drums and crystal bowls in the living room, which sits on the floor of our floor to ceiling, river-rock fireplace.

Did I already say how frigging AWESOME and PERFECT it feels being here ~ finally?


The memories of old earth are slowly becoming less important.  It’s like having a past life recall.  In time, it becomes less important.

I am deeply focused on the New and Creating New.

It is simply Natural.

All is well.

All just is.

In these first days of Being on New Earth.



I had a very interesting dream last night.  Actually it wasn’t just a dream.  I really felt I was traveling that astral realm, “doing” some work.  I was with Michelle Walling and we were doing things with crystal’s.  I am not sure exactly what.  My “mind” doesn’t recall.  More of an inner body/inner feeling (that I am intending will be revealed to me so I can bring ALL of me on board with what I am feeling is another part of my mission ~ perhaps my next step as I was referencing recently).

Anyway, as my human self began to observe the Higher Version of me, my human mind began to feel doubt.  Me?  Do this kind of work?  This magic?  I had this kind of power?  Really?  ARE YOU SURE??!!

That is when I heard, up above me and spread all around me “You are a wayshower.”  I then felt “it is time to embrace this”.

I also felt called to begin working with a massive quartz crystal rock my daughter and I recently found that sits on my bedroom dresser.  I don’t really know what to do with it other than sit by it, hold it if I feel called, and see what comes to me.

As things out in our world we call “the system” change, so too will many of us be called to begin our next missions.

Some healing and a vacation are much needed in the interim…


Today’s Pondering’s…


Well, I did have some good insight’s that, as always, arise when I am in the shower.  Now I seem to have forgotten them.

So instead I will begin with a thought I have been having lately:  How much longer will I be needing to do this site?  I really feel we are on the cusp of such massive change, I have this ongoing feeling I am going to be called to a new role.  Certainly if what I and you and so many others have seen/felt is going to be occurring in the upcoming weeks/months, I will be one of the ones in my area to be a go-to.  I have given out enough business cards and spoken with others in my little ‘hood here, I am sure some will say “Hey let’s go talk to Victoria.  She’s into this woo-woo stuff.  Maybe she can explain.”

Or maybe this is all just a bunch of silly nonsense.  Some days I have to ponder that as this waiting experience tempts me to just toss the past 20 years and move onto something more practical.

But that is not who I am.

I ponder the changes to come.  I read some channeled piece earlier that spoke of the upcoming changes and how chaotic, abrupt and violent they will be for awhile, implying the necessity in this.

Nonsense.  Absolutely frigging nonsense.

Change is scary.  Cognitive dissonance is going to be a real issue.  However, reading how many will be displaced from their homes, left to fend for themselves and how many souls will simply choose to leave (because it is part of the plan) doesn’t resonate one bit with me.

To begin with, there is suppressed tech waiting to be released to ensure we do not have to experience hunger and homelessness and disease. Tech to clean up our environment quickly.

We have had enough of the suffering already, right?  Hasn’t that been part of the enslavement agenda?  Oooh, it’s good for you.  Builds character.  Teaches you invaluable lessons.


Another question ~ how do these (supposedly) enlightened ascended ones know souls will choose to leave?  Again, more nonsense.

And please ~ doesn’t anyone realize when these beings address the masses as “children” and “dear ones” ~ they are not seeing us as equals?

Again, we have had enough power-over and “we know what’s best”, right?

If I were in the position of being one of those Beings capable of sending messages to the masses, I would be using my Ascended Abilities to HELP.  I would ask “What do you need?” and if I could provide it, by goddess I would. If I couldn’t, I’d search the cosmos for those who could.

This IS a rescue mission here.  And ALL are being called to participate.  For when one is truly liberated, given his/her freedom, that benefits the Whole.

I would also be working with other Being’s to ensure a smooth transition.

It saddens me, frustrates me more than anything, to continue to read this nonsense that is just another layer of this darkness of separation that is ending.

Perhaps some final messages they are trying to toss out in the hopes of keeping people in fear as long as possible?  Realizing “they” won’t be worshiped or looked up to any longer?

The reason I began this website really did start with the phrase:  Love In Action ~ Now and what that phrase, overall, means to me:

Love helps.

It is that simple.



Your support this past year has meant so much to me and to be honest, has surprised me.  I dove into this over 10 years ago and started my first blog.  I was lucky to have 5 followers.  Now I have over 100 subscribers and who knows how many others who aren’t subscribed. Pretty good for going this alone in one year. I am humbled by the experience.



Energy Symptoms and a Thought


Strange sleep cycles.  Nausea that only leaves when I eat.  Very little appetite – only eating because I still believe I need to.  Intense desire for solitude.  Intense desire for quiet.  Itching on right side of body ~ palm, side, area on leg.  Appeared suddenly after my shamanic experience on Saturday.  So much releasing took place that night, I am questioning whether I will do that particular exercise again as I feel I over-did it.  Not sure all I needed to release was released.  At this point just asking for a galactic wand to totally rebalance my energy field ~ within and without ~ total restoration.  It is absolutely not necessary to relive every fucking trauma/painful experience in order to heal from it.  Matrix programming.

Noticing old remedies I once employed no longer work or are not as effective.  I can deal with that as long as I have something NEW to use. Seriously tired of the same issues not responding to my attempts to heal/resolve.  Same for food.  What exactly CAN I eat?

My body and heart and mind knows it needs something NEW.  Needing a little cosmic help with this.  Today it was mentioned I need to remain calm, in control.  And yet I also think ~ that has been my focus for most of my life. Chill.  Get a grip.  Maybe I need to let myself go a little fucking crazy (in a way that benefits me – you know – the good kind of “crazy” lol)…

I had a thought come to me as I have seen and heard of others becoming more shut down, retreating further into their shells meaning not wanting to expand, embrace the new, see the reality around them for what it is and has been (and of course NONE of us are fully aware of the deception ~ for me all I desire to know is where I am and FULLY Who I Am and to have that I AM fully restored again).  It’s a sign to me that the matrix programming crap has indeed been dissolved and people are in panic mode.  What programming do they rely on now?

That is all for now.  Going to unplug from this matrix ~ what remains that is ~ for the night…


Today’s Cosmic Gems


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I woke up at 5am this morning feeling absolutely calm and peaceful. I began thinking about the matrix grid – turning it off. For good.  Feeling it.  After I got out of bed I checked my social media page, a group I belong to and I read this share: Mission to free humanity from the control Matrix. New 5D Matrix is 100% fully activated now! Suffering will now end on Gaia.

I read on and saw others sensing the same thing, all occurring within the past 2 days.

To add something more interesting, last night (where I was wide awake until 2am ~ sleep is really interesting right now) prior to falling asleep, I was suddenly struck with this energy of poignancy.  I could see and sense the huge changes about ready to take place.  A giant switch.  The total and full and complete ending of how things have been.  And I was struck with a sense of compassion for every single one of us, regardless of what each has done.  It is ending so the new can be returned, restored, created.

I was surprised there was sadness there, but then again whenever I am about ready to experience change, even if it AMAZING and something I long for, there is a sense of loss for the old, for how things have been.  There has been some comfort in familiarity (which I feel is part of the old programming).  So I acknowledged it and let it be.

As I went about my day, there was a lot of tension in the air.  My child was struggling.  My mate as well.  I felt much of this was the collective.  I decided to take some items to the local thrift store, get out of the house, clear our some space, and help a store that works with the food bank, donating their proceeds to the bank.  I often meet some amazing angels at this place.  Today was no exception.  And I also saw myself in perhaps what may be my next role.  Mission.

After my girl and I dropped off the items, we browsed around the store and headed outside.  There’s this huge shelf that provides bread to anyone in the community.  It’s a great service and people are welcome to come anytime they want for bread.  I found a small loaf from a local bakery and noticed a woman standing to my side.  We struck up a conversation.  She began talking about the ridiculously high cost of living, housing in particular, and how people across the states are just fed up.  She was only “passing through” and had a wealth of experience to share.  I was only too eager to listen.  The overall sentiment is wherever she has traveled/lived, even among those who have good jobs, there is this sense everyone is about ready to burst.  Every one of us have had it.  Every one of us want and need change.

She was leaning more towards people losing it, chaos and destruction.

I offered my perception.

Well next thing I know I’m off and talking, sharing, offering hope.  Another woman joined in, listened.  My new friend said “I hadn’t thought of it like that”.  I told her and she agreed to avoid anything put out by mainstream media outlets.  I spoke of frequencies sent through the television.  The colors used.  All of it is designed to make us feel afraid, powerless, small.

“We ~ all of us ~ you, you and me ~ are ALL Source in Body.  WE are the Creators.”

I spoke of the outlets I follow.  I ended things by handing out my business card to my site, encouraging to please check it out and follow the links to other sites.  “Change is happening,” I said.  I shared how strongly I felt there are good people “on the inside” who are working to end this archaic enslavement system.  I also briefly touched on what I call my “beyond the beyond” content on the matrix and great awakening of the Heart.  (I don’t want to totally overwhelm people.)

The one woman stayed and listened.  The other simply said she didn’t ever watch the news and I could sense she wanted to hear nothing new or different that would change her perception.

Doing this, standing in front of these fellow humans, speaking, sharing felt right.  And very natural.

As I said good-bye to my new friend, I told my girl “You never know what angels you will meet when you leave the house.  And you never know when you might have the chance to share some hope to those who are struggling for it.”

Driving home I said out loud, to no one really, “Maybe my next step is to give people some hope during this time.”

Let the flow of the Universe guide me.  Let it guide us all.

Much love peeps~



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last night prior to falling asleep i suddenly was feeling a sense of poignancy – knowing this experience is wrapping up – about ready to change – and felt compassion for ALL involved – knowing new was upon us.

Well, It’s Official ~ I AM Taller


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I decided to measure myself tonight after recent experiences.  I stopped growing at age 14 and have since always measured at 5′ 4 3/4″.  Tonight’s measurement shows I am now a little over 1/8″ taller.  Not much, but given my age, I am not supposed to be growing, right?  Well, in this realm that is.  

11/11 Experiences ~ Shamanic Healing and Galactic Ice Cream


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I am in my “happy space” after a visit with my Shaman.  More healing sessions forthcoming.  Training as well.

Re-feeling my recent desire to follow the political/social changes going on. Last night as I did some research I heard “detach some and go within” ~ which felt to me ~ do not “forget” your focus which is a within experience.

Energy is much more fluid and supportive today after yesterday’s ACK.  I returned to the same store tonight on my way home ~ energies were completely different.  Easy to be there tonight.

With all of the happenings I feel, at least for myself, it is deeply important to remember the focus – beyond the beyond.  All of the drama and chaos has a purpose ~ but it is indeed just part of the Whole.

Laying low this evening.  Integrating the energies of today.  Had some cool moments of connection/synchronicity, one made me giggle.  I shared my experience with Galactics with my Shaman.  Stopping on the way home at my favorite store, something said “check out the ice cream” ~ which I did ~ and the one I honed in on – Mint Galactica (coconut ice cream).  Yes indeed.

Coconut ice cream has gone Universal.

For now, one sits in my freezer.   

Much love…




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Yesterday was an “OW OUCH” day.  Today?


Did anybody else notice “out there” felt discombobulated, extremely agitated?

From my daughter to my mate to my girl’s friend who came to play today to the people I encountered at the store ~ I just wanted away from it all today.

The store I normally frequent ~ which is usually a pretty calm experience ~ was unreal.  It felt like every person I walked by was oozing anger and showing signs of fatigue and/or deeply unaware of their surroundings.

There was the woman talking loudly on her cell phone who ran into my cart, clueless until I pointed out “hello human being here” and she said “oh sorry” loudly, while giving me a dirty look.  “There is no reason for you to speak so loudly to me,” I said as she walked away.

Ok then…

Then there were the people standing in the middle of the aisle, while I waited for them to either move or notice me.  When neither happened I said “excuse me”.  Nothing.  “Excuse me,” I said again.  Nothing.  “I said EXCUSE me”, pushing on through, bumping into them.  And believe it or not, nothing.  They did not move.

Next aisle had the guy who was speaking rudely to the woman he was with, talking down to her because she failed to hear the king’s request that she stay put, which prompted me to clear my throat and give him a look.  If there is one thing that triggers me instantly and perks me awake is that masculine “I am the ruler of this space” b.s.  I wanted to say “I’m sorry I thought that behavior you are exhibiting had left this realm” but continued on my way instead.

However…I later ran into him and he was talking politics with an elderly woman.  “We have to get rid of this idiot in the White House.  He’s ruining this country.”  I snorted when I heard that.  He glanced my way and I said “you don’t know as much as you believe you do.”

My patience with the unawakened masses of bots in this realm just wasn’t happening.  I probably should have stayed home.

But if I had, I would not have had the opportunity to share a moment of tenderness with a mom of two little girls who were obviously trying her patience.  I know that experience.  Hearing her talk I knew if she were at home the volume of her words would have been higher.  As I watched her my heart began to open. We aren’t supposed to live this way.  Detached.  Robotic activities, raising our children alone.  Throwing them into institutions to occupy them and raise them and fill their heads with nonsense.

The insanities of this realm have always weighed on me.  Always.

So as she walked by I placed my hand on her shoulder and said “you are my hero in this moment”.  She gave me a look.  I told her I was a mom, I know the feeling of exhaustion, frustration, just wanting a break.  She relaxed and smiled and we chatted for a brief moment.  Before she left I said “I just wanted you to know that I see you.  That someone saw you today.”  Oh wow – I don’t know where those words came from but as I heard myself speak them I even surprised myself with how totally perfect those words were for that moment.  She smiled and gave me a beautiful thank you and I thanked her back.

I was thankful for that moment of connection.  It made me want to go find that guy from earlier and tell him something similar.  Acknowledge his experience ~ which is extreme frustration over the current administration here in the states.  But then I thought nah, I have had enough conversations with such people who, for whatever reason(s), have so much animosity, the moment you share anything positive about what’s going on they tend to put on the “jerk” hat.  And given what I had already experienced before going to the store, I was in no mood to be at the brunt of another person’s emotional drama.

I left the store in an interesting space.  I was still feeling the connection from the woman as well as the unpleasant experiences.  As I got into the car, I shut the door and yelled.  I just yelled and yelled and yelled.  And then I had no more need to do so, so I started the car and took the long way home.  I thought again of the reality I want.  Now.  How long I have known this.  How long I have felt it all.  And how my patience to see it manifest is up.  Getting others on board ~ in this area ~ just ain’t happening.  It is time to hook up with my tribe and my Higher Selves have some work to do to bring this forth to my experience.  Or as I later told my spouse:  If my galactic family wherever it is I have lived were to show up today and everything in me said “YES it is you” and they then asked “want to come” I would leave in a heartbeat.  I felt the brunt of all of the years of work I have spent writing and sharing and longing for the new (this is by far not my first blog, btw).  The conversations.  The questions I have asked.  The ideas I have shared of “let’s do this!”

And here I still am.   As I drove I wondered why….at this point.  WHY AM I STILL HERE?  (I’m not talking about being a mama to my girl.  Obviously I know that is part of my package.  I just want to know WHY AM I STILL IN THIS REALITY when I find it so fully lacking in resonance with what I am and desire.)

I simply will not wait any longer to at least BEGIN to create the New as I desire.

Coming home to a quiet house was a nice way to ease back into my domestic life.  That is until my girl and her friend returned.  Her friend was obviously feeling some of her own angst and started exhibiting it.  No, I thought.  Not in my house.  Not today.  I am not up for this.

So I was grateful when she said she wanted to go home.

I don’t know why this has to be so painful.  So difficult.  Such a struggle.  We fell (or as a friend so correctly said “we were pushed”) quite quickly.  We can rise again just the same.

Until then, I am going to get some rest.  Or perhaps I will go get in the car and drive away as the two other people who live here are once again showing signs of their own distress.  And my body cannot take the noise. The energy.

I had enough today “out there”.

On we go…