Magic Is In The Air – And Within Me


Woman, Female, Beauty, Lady, Red Hair

Oh boy – so many amazing things today where do I begin??

Listening to Michelle Walling’s video with Allison Coe the other night, Michelle spoke about an unbelievable amount of magic and instant manifestation among other things happened to her quickly over a period of just one week – leading her to KNOW she was transitioning to New Earth.

Hearing those words sparked something within me.  Let me share with you another true story (only this one doesn’t involve the silly 3d world systems).

The day started out with me trembling in bed.  I was feeling so much anxiety – but didn’t feel fear.  Just anxiety.  If that makes sense.  I didn’t want to get out of bed either – even though I was feeling claustrophobic. Again, an experience in paradox but that is the state of mind and body I was in.  I was also full of doubt.  Money.  Was I going to find someone to help me with my site.  Those were the two big ones.  Right next to those thoughts was the doubt I at times experience that I am going through this phenomena called “ascension” and is this new earth experience I have been having visions and dreams of for almost 20 years really just another illusion?  A lie?

Ugh.  Not a happy experience I was creating for myself.

So….I get up and going.  Got nothing in the shower so I sang to myself to find some motivation.  Ran some errands.  Unlike me as of late, I was in no mood to see anyone I knew and socialize.  Which of course is what happened.  lol  A local farmer whom I adore walked up to me at the local store.  He’s one of these awakened individuals who could be resting on his laurels and enjoy retirement that way.  Or he could be like many his age and hold no concern for the planet or humanity.  Not this dude.  He heads a couple of awesome local organizations and is passionate about small organic farming and healthy living/eating.  I have so much respect for him.

We spoke of one of his latest projects and other tidbits.  That lifted my mood a bit and helped re-inspire me that I too can (and do) make a difference.  I just have this feeling/calling to do more.

After we arrived home and began the process of putting the groceries away, I heard the noise of thumping bass.  Loudly.  It is a noise we rarely hear in our neighborhood – I can actually say we never hear it.  Certainly not longer than a few seconds which is a good thing as my body cannot tolerate that frequency and hearing it makes me want to hit someone – namely the one blasting it.  Today the noise continued.  As my mate began to comment how long the assaulting noise was going on, I suddenly stood up tall, put out my right hand and announced loudly to no one in particular “NOT in my world!”  (thank you deborah for that one)


My mate looks at me – eyes wide – huge smile on his face – and gives me a high five.  Way to go Goddess!  Instant manifestation, I thought, recalling Michelle Walling’s words.  Maybe this WILL become my reality.

After the groceries were put away and lunch made, we did some yard work and gardening.  I had not planned on doing any of this and I found myself feeling as though I was at the beck and call of my family.  The claustrophobia sensation kicked in.  I was not enjoying what I was doing and suddenly knew I needed to do something different.

What did I want to do?

Go for a walk.

So finishing up the gardening project with my girl, I said mama was headed out for a walk.  She begged me to go until I finally said “Ok.  But when I go for my walks, I walk fast.  And I do not talk.  And I listen to music.”  Of course she claimed she would be JUST FINE with me doing this.  I already knew differently but instead of telling her she had to stay home, decided she needed to learn for herself how she would indeed NOT be “just fine”.

Ten minutes into the walk she’s whining that I’m going too fast and she doesn’t like I am not listening to her.  I said it was time to take her home. She didn’t argue.

So having to interrupt my usual route (which annoyed me), I took her home, bid her and my mate good-bye and took off.  The claustrophobic feeling overcame me again.  Finally able to hear my own thoughts, they were screaming quite loudly in my mind.

I cannot live this way one more second.  I need help.  I need a new direction.  A doorway to open.  I was DONE trying to find someone to help me with this site.  Just DONE with it all.  I needed positive change.  Now.

I commanded the Universe and Highest Self to BRING ME WHAT I NEEDED NOW THIS INSTANT.

Miraculously, this just flowed out of me and I completely let it go.  Calm and a quiet mind immediately followed.  I rounded the corner and taking off down a new road, I glance up and notice a man I have been seeing lately.  I had seen him several times – in a cluster you might say – a few years back.  Then the encounters stopped.  We never spoke past a greeting. I always liked his energy though.  Very positive and up – very confident with himself – which such energy has often intimidated me as that is a state of mind that has not come naturally for me.  I have had to really work on it and I am the first to admit if there’s an easy way to do something, I’m takin’ the easy way – which often means I have let myself go into the self-doubt and depression option.

I walked up to him and we greeted one another and this time we began to talk.  I told him how I had to get out of the house for some “me” time.  He nodded, understanding then proceeds to ask me the most amazing question – what else did I do to bring me passion?  

Normally such a question would stump me at first.  People don’t ask such questions of one another – even though I LONG to have conversations like that.  Today though I had no hesitation.

So I happily and easily I shared with him about writing music, playing piano and guitar, writing and this site.  It was almost as if I stepped outside of myself and witnessed the pure confident Me.  In that moment I knew Who I Was and how gifted and amazing I really am.

Now here is where the “instant manifestation” experience comes in (#2 for the day):  Guess who used to mentor men and women in marketing their businesses?


And guess who offered to help me with this site?

Yeah baby!

I had tears in my eyes and I asked him if he believed in synchronicity.  I can’t remember his answer fully as I was in a state of high flying disbelief and bliss – but I know he said something to the positive.  I shared what I had just put out to the Universe and wow – it only took half a block walking to be created.

We left our conversation with the promise of a get-together to talk more, or as he said “you talk and I will listen”.  Another huge wow! for me.  I am not used to that experience (unless I am paying someone…lol).

As I walked away, walls of emotion overcame me.  My sacred tree was not far away.  I suddenly needed her.  So I walked quickly and half ran up the gravel road where she sits in her majestic beauty.  I ran up to her and fell right into her strength.  The tears came and wow – they did not let up.  I must have clung to her for over 5 minutes, sobbing all over her.  “It’s ok. You just let yourself go, girl,” I heard.

In time, I wiped my eyes and headed home.  Refreshed.

Has there always been such magic in the air?  Is this the result of the schumann frequencies and what is being called “outside of our galaxy” pulse waves of energies allowing for the end of the illusions of separation and the return of Full Oneness?

I know the answer.  And in another moment of paradox, I also don’t need the validation this time.

We are magic.  You.  Me.

It has always been in the air.

I think, at least for me, I have just forgotten to claim it as my Divine Right to experience.

The day ended with another object just mysteriously disappearing.  This time it was something that belongs to my mate.  We have begun making a list of such experiences.

That is all for now.

Much love.  Much bubbles of happy.  And much in the way of moments ~ new moments ~ new ways of Being and Living and Doing where we are fully engaged in what brings us passion.

And that will be enough.  



Thank you as always for supporting me, my work and my vision.




Urgent Prayer Request Needed For A Reader/Subscriber


I am asking all of you to please put out healing energies/vibes of love and strength to Robin, who I was just informed is in the hospital.  She had a very strong rash show up on her face and neck overnight.  I also ask for focused thoughts of protection and clearing as well.  See her Being Well.

It is done.

Thank you!


Conversation With the DMV


the following is a true story.  lol


I phoned our Department of Motor Vehicles today to check on the status of our vehicle registration.  We submitted the paperwork 3 weeks ago and have yet to receive those ridiculous stickers that somehow give us permission from the STATE to allow us to drive.  Wow.  Whose arse do I get to kiss.

The WORKER looked up our information and it showed no new updates. He informed me “these things are taking 3 weeks now to process”.  I said in the past this was never more than a 7-10 day process.

“We are backlogged,” he said.

“You needed to include that in the paperwork you sent to us in the mail,” I said.


“Hello?  Are you still there?”  I asked.


No further response.

“Are you a person or a computer?” I asked.


“Since you won’t respond to my statement, how about you answer this one.  Given it has been close to 3 weeks since submitting the paperwork, what happens if the registration expires and the stickers have not arrived?”

“You will have to get a trip permit,” he said.

“But how will I get to the DMV then to get the trip permit if it becomes illegal to drive?  We only have the one car.” I said.


“Wow, you aren’t allowed to speak much are you?” I asked.  “Ok, so if it expires, I will just play this phone call for the officer then if I am pulled over as a result of your red tape.”

“Ma’am, you will not be allowed to drive your car if the stickers do not arrive in time,” he said.

I had had it.

“Listen up you sleeping douche bag, I am not a corporation.  I am not dead at sea.  And the state does not own me.  I am a living being.  Now it is MY turn to go silent.”  Disconnected the phone.

And you bet I will drive MY car.  Freely.

The way we ALL have the right to do.

‘Nuff said.


I Really Am In “The Void”


I’m noticing a quickening within me.  Very little “outside” of me is resonating.  I am quickly and easily releasing my usual “go to” websites I visit.  If something does resonate, I share it.  So please know even though I am sharing the works of others, this is often because I have either weeded through a TON of other material that didn’t fit with me or (the method I prefer) a resonating piece will just fall into my lap.

Also having to release some situations and am noticing some people just fading from view while others are strongly in my physical space, which is what happened with a neighbor last week whom I was seeing daily – numerous times.  After I offered up a kind word to her, pure from my heart, and silently wished her well, I have not seen her.  Of note – another neighbor – the one I saw in my dream of the flash event – I have been seeing him almost daily now.  Today, 3x alone.  I feel no need to talk with him other than to just acknowledge him – something I had stopped doing a couple of years back.  Now though I smile and say “hello” and now I a receiving a “hello” back.  Not a smile – but hey, a hello is a step ahead of what I used to receive:  nothing.  lol  Something is up with that and I await the Universe to show me just what it is.

This is all just a trip to me.  A mind-blowing trip.  Apparently that’s the point, right?  Open up my mind to the point where I don’t “think things through/figure it out” because it isn’t to be done this way.  It is just to be EXPERIENCED.

People, ebbing and flowing in and out of my life.  I am having a strongly, quickly growing trust in my Highest Self and Universe to just allow this to fold out.  When I get caught up in the stresses of 3D experiences/living, something within tells me to let it go – all of that “stuff” is coming to a close.  My “job” is to ALLOW and BE.

Like my tree…

Adventures With The Sacred Tree


I finally found a picture of this beauty so now I can share the story along with the real picture.

I went on a walk alone today and decided to stop off and see my tree friend.  It’s been awhile since I visited.  I walk up to her, greet her hello and put both hands on her bark ~ just like I always do.

After a few minutes I began to feel this very intense buzzing.  I then “saw” in my minds eye this corkscrew-like spiral above her, spinning clockwise, and knew she was headed towards it.  At first I thought it was like a wormhole – some sort of an energy portal.  All I knew was she was going through it and we with her.  The intensity of this was powerful and I could feel my entire body buzzing.  I kept thinking there was a message in there and as I was about ready to let this thought go, something told me to “remove your right hand”.  My right hand has always been the giving hand, my left hand, the receiving hand, in terms of energy.  I hesitated as I had not received this guidance in the past but decided to listen anyway.

So I removed my right hand, felt a rather relieving/energy release of “thank you” before immediately hearing “galactic central”.

Hmmm.  Is that where we are going?  I don’t really speak much of this here, but I have felt more than once we are being moved.

Feeling there was no more energy exchange forthcoming and having the definitive feel my tree’s focus was on passing through this energy portal – that and nothing else – I thought back to my previous visit where she essentially had told me good-bye.  Interesting as well was this palpable feeling that she was preparing to jet – at any moment.

Now if this isn’t interesting enough by itself, after I had been home for awhile, my mate told me he had a vision while I was gone.  Here in his words is what he saw:

“I was looking at the earth in front of the sun.  The earth started to vibrate quicker and quicker and stretched out to an egg shape.  It then suddenly went into the center of the sun.”  

Earth, going through a gateway (and he felt the gateway was shut after we passed through, never to be opened again – a one-way trip).  In alignment with the image I saw of the tree – and us – going through an energy portal, spiraling clockwise.

So there you have it.  For now I feel as though I am simply a passenger along for this ride where all I know to do is release what doesn’t feel right/well to me and allow for this experience to continue along to its destiny.  And then another experience will be forthcoming.

Much love to you all.  And stay buckled up (grounded).  



Your support of my work is, as always, gratefully and greatly appreciated. Thank you for helping me remember my humbleness and inner voice.

The Water In The Shower Spoke to Me


Catchy title, eh?

Water droplets, I should say.  As I stood there after stepping in, I noticed a formation of water droplets ~ 3 close together, followed by a gap with another equally sized droplet followed by a very tiny gap with a smaller droplet followed by a very large gap that ended with a medium sized droplet.

Nothing unusual.  Except for I have seen this exact same formation two days in a row.  Yeah, a new “woo woo” phenomena, but I don’t question these things anymore.  Something within said “focus and receive”.

First I called out to my mate.  “Bring me the camera!”  He knows when I get these things so he rushes in with my digital voice recorder.  “No,” I said, “I need my camera!”  “Your camera?” he asks, looking perplexed, probably wondering “wth are you going to take pictures of in the shower??”  lol…  I showed him the formation and said “I have seen that exact same formation the past two mornings.  It means something.”  So he says “Oh, ok the camera, yeah!”

I’ve attached a photo of it and hopefully it will show up for you.

After a few minutes, after my brain kept trying to come up with a meaning, I let it go.  When I did that, I had some flashes in my mind of past visions and that inner voice shared those magical words.  Here is what I received:

The bottom 3 droplets represent the 3 waves of energies, fairly close together, of which we have had 2 this year.  The bigger and smaller water droplets that followed the gap represented the human self and higher self – about to merge as these energy “waves” are breaking down the “grid” that kept us feeling separated with our Highest Self and Source.  The last drop of water up top was us fully united again.

Didn’t get anything else really other than the third “wave” is upon us sometime next month.

I visited my sacred tree today and received an unexpected message and experience, which I will share next.  Until then, that was this moment’s shower message.  



A Rather Neutral Day


Today has a certain feel to it ~ one of neutrality – and as though we are in a brief limbo period.  What is coming next, I have no real feel for at the moment.  Just enjoying a bit of inner AND outer calm.  I seem to feel the energies and emotions of not just my own stuff and those in my household but the world at large so perhaps I have just naturally detached from whatever chaos may be flowing “out there”.  Oh well… It feels rather nice to feel detached and in just my own space.

I had a nice experience at the store today.  There was a man in front of me in line.  Business attire.  He pulls out his wallet and as I hear the velcro rip open, I had this sudden urge to put my arm around him and say “doesn’t this feel like a game to you?  Are you ready to stop playing?”  Not to be arrogant – not at all.  This came from my heart.  I simply want ALL of us to be liberated from every single control, seen and unseen.  I want us all free.  We are such a beautiful, wonderful species ~ especially when we are in our full heart-spaced selves.  I can see that.

Instead I just sent him this heart-space feeling of “I see you.  We are all One.”  Then I began to look at the other people in the other lines and saw the beauty in every one of them and had that sense of knowing – we are all One.  And how we have forgotten that.  I love those moments of seeing others for who they really are behind the roles

How funny it is when you think about it.  We each play our particular roles, whatever those are and forget the main reason we are here: connection.  Heart-space connection.  I am grateful I had another such connection today ~ even if it was only seemingly one way and without words exchanged.  After the filth I purged earlier in the day (the core ugh issue/thought I have held about myself for who knows how many lifetimes), I was grateful I was able to bounce back to Who I Am so quickly.  Today what motivated me was that much louder/easier to hear inner voice that speaks with such a solid energy field – it feels my body is too small to contain it at times – and she reminded me ANY such belief in such an illusion only feeds the very energies and entities I seek to dissolve/transform.  Looking at myself in the mirror, I simply said “no” – and meant it.  Completely.  Moments later, I was able to feel beyond the lie and into my heart.

Also had 3 beautiful moments, over the course of the afternoon, here at home, when I was quietly guided to look at the title of the songs on my music channel we have on each day in the background.  Song #1:  Star Seed.  Song #2:  One Step Closer.  Song #3:  17 Seconds To Anywhere (my go-to title on time-traveling)

That is all for now.

Sunday’s Message ~ 9/24/17


Yesterday afternoon I received a text from neighbors saying their dog has cancer and we were welcome to come say good-bye today.  Our kids play together at times and while we haven’t spent a lot of time with their dog, she is literally the coolest dog around.  She also happens to be a near spitting image of our previous dog so hearing she has cancer and is being let go brings up all sorts of stories in my mind and heart.  The memories of having to make the agonizing decision to let our beloved fur baby go due to illness spilled out into my heart, leaving me in a big ‘ole pile of tears and many questions.

Question #15,236:  Why do dogs only live so few human years?  I get the frequency vibe thing – they “live” in a different frequency than we humans.  Just like flies and other species.  But still – 10-14 years (for us) is simply not enough.

Question #15,237:  Why this beautiful animal?  Why is it the truly horrible ones like the Rockefeller’s, the Clinton’s, the Dick Cheney’s etc. etc. are still around?  We need MORE beauty.  We need the psychopaths to be removed.  Yesterday.

So that lead me to this line of thinking…

So much talk that this “removal” is going to happen.  When?  We’re all Source, right?  Let’s join together and intend their removal now.  I recently heard someone say the “dark ones” are afraid right now, not sure how to give up their power and we have to be patient with them.

Patient?  Seriously?  So we sit back and let them continue to create mass suffering?  (gonna drop an f-bomb here so you have been warned)


Nowhere within Me does this “be patient while we let the criminals perform a few more dark rituals and crimes” feel ok.  Maybe if I let myself get lost in the la la land of ungrounded bliss ~ for a few moments that is until the parts of me that say “remember” kick in and I then realize the NEW that is within me that says “I lost myself.  I lost my power.  I own that.  I was trusting.  But no more.  Now I have honed the tool of discernment and in doing so, I trust myself in who to trust and who not. And while I can say ALL is of Source, that doesn’t mean I am blind to the truth that there are also human vehicles making some pretty ugly choices that impact the population at large that need to end TODAY.  Not when THEY are ready but when you and I say “time’s up”.

Time’s up, I say.

I pondered that thought for a time and the quietest (and thus most “solid) message I received was “stop feeding it”.  I recently responded to a youtube video speaking of all of the chaos and the like and I said “what if we all just stop giving this nonsense and chaos our attention?”  Is this naive?  I’m not convinced it is.  I am having more experiences where I see the simple act of holding the desire of what I want creates the necessary energies to let those desires flow into my life with ease.

Still… all of these stories and “stuff” going through my mind had me feeling doubt about the whole ascension/remembering/awakening/changing journey.  Is it all a farce? Another program within the matrix?

As I began to go down that next mental dialogue, I decide to let it ALL go and listened to the inner voice that said “go outside and enjoy the beautiful, warm, sunny day.”

I listened.

As I sat in my chair, soaking up the rays of the sun (or whatever that object is), I was watching my girl be a kid and my mate interact with her. I was relaxed.  Smiling.  My mate started to say something to me when I felt something very strange in my brain and body.  Woozy.  Then suddenly I am feeling something from the time I was about 10.  A memory from summer – only I couldn’t remember it in my mind – but instead felt it in my body.  I put up my hand to stop my mate from talking, saying that “I need a moment”.  A few moments passed and the sensations disappeared.  I felt fully present again.

The best way I can describe it is I experienced another piece of me from a different timeline merge with the me in THIS moment.

So ok then.  Yes, something is indeed happening to us that is outside of the realms of control.  All that was hidden and in a stasis of separation is being united, returned again.

I leave this piece with some words of “see you later” to our awesome neighborhood dog.  I’m sure you will have many happy dogs waiting to play ball, many beautiful fields to romp and play in as free as the wind and Source long to see you be.  Be in freedom and peace sweet spirit.


Sleeping Until The “Event”


Baby, Baby Girl, Sleeping Baby

Anyone else have this random thought and feeling, which now feels more intense, that we need to just sleep our way into the event/the shift (meaning just sleep as much as you feel called to which for me right now feels almost constantly)?  Obviously for practical purposes this is not possible for many of not most, but darn if I don’t have that desire.  Off to zzzzzz right now.  So tired at this moment I will likely not remember typing this.  



As I was driving around today, attempting to focus my thoughts when all I really wanted to do was go back home and sleep, the word “discombobulated” went through my mind.  We all have those days where we head out with the desire to find a few items only to find ourselves unable to find what we were looking for in the first place.  Now likely if I had listened to my own desires and stayed home and rested/slept and headed out tomorrow or the next day, I likely would have found what I was wanting. Easily.  Just like finding that artwork yesterday.  There was such a flow yesterday.  Today was the exact opposite, that is until I took my child to the park and vented out my frustrations on paper and then, re-reading my thoughts and knowing “this is not the state-of-mind I wish to be in”, I finished up the venting with this one:  “i will instead find my sanctuary of peace within.”

She is there – somewhere.  Just having a struggle of it today.  When at one of my stops the clerk asked how I was enjoying the first day of fall.  I replied yesterday was a much more peaceful day for me within.  Today I feel that pain in the blank experience of old stuff wanting attention ~ this time it is ME that wants love.  I don’t need to just release the old stuff ~ I need to be in tune with what I really want – LOVE.  Peace.  Respect. Attention.

That last one – attention – something I have perfected in giving away to others while neglecting myself.  How often have I thought “how SELFISH they are” – when in truth, it is an act of self-love.

Is it indeed possible for me to be so in love with myself, I release all expectations towards others?  Is it possible to be at such peace with myself that the reactions of others have no affect on me?

In my discombobulated state, I am able to find truth in that.