Word of the day: OUCH! I am having one of those “get ready you are on a massive upgrade at the moment” days. I just ride it out, put heat on myself, stretch, and move (slowly today) my body as it calls me to and as I finished up my day after going out and about, put my little massager on my back.
I am also being called to eat light. Fruit, fruit smoothies (pineapple, strawberry, banana, coconut milk – yum!). Rice. Prepping for the 11/11 energies. Or whatever else is coming in at the moment. High amounts of Protons earlier in the week.
Before I went to bed last night, I took a look at myself in the mirror. Flexed my muscles. Am I getting bigger? I certainly feel my body needs to expand (certainly in my center region) for the energy that is wanting to enter (energies of my Higher Selves). Then this morning, as I stood at the silverware drawer, putting away the utensils, I suddenly felt like I had grown several inches. That dang drawer was seriously lower down than it was yesterday. I thought “slippers on?”. Looking down, nope. Was I on the rug?” Looking down, nope. (Yes I had to do that. I am seriously not “of this world reality” today. More on that later.) So I look back down at the drawer to see if I was still experiencing this strange sensation ~ yep. It seemed waaay down there. I shook my head, blinked, looked down and said “ok enough of this” and walked away. My insight? As my Highest Selves merge back with me in physical form, are able to do this as my physical body continues to vibrate at a higher frequency, my perception of my surroundings will not just be contained to the eyes of my physical body but also of my light body. She’s quite large! But no surprise given past visions/experiences, including one I had last night which I will speak of in a moment.
Another example of “not being in this world” today ~ stopped in the store to get my kambucha and a couple other items. As I began to pay I said to no one in particular, “what’s that cold thing under my arm?” I look down – there was my kambucha. I almost walked out without paying. The clerk smiled as I said “I’m not in this realm today”.
So onto the experience I had last night of my Higher Self.
I tuned in, made the command to connect with her. An image flashed before that third eye mind area and I saw her, reaching out to me. Same image of her I have had off and on for years. Is this part of me female or just projecting herself as female? I don’t know ~ this is just what I have received from the Essence of Who I am.
“Hold on – reach out – allow – ALLOW”, I felt her call to me, her own arms reaching out. “We are almost in full connection.”
I felt that presense within me and then I began to feel doubt kick in.
Immediately I felt and heard and knew – doubt is matrix programming.
Disconnect, I felt. So I did. And as I did so, I could see, again in that mind’s eye, what this doubt “grid” looks like. Yellowish in color. Webbing coming out of it, this “object”, which was shaped more or less like a rectangular. I found all of this fascinating and quite reassuring as lately one of the things I have requested to know and see is the energy of the matrix ~ the energies of the programming.
Feeling myself release that energy of doubt, I was again reminded that it is our discernment that is Original ~ that is our Highest Radar ~ guides us in the direction of our truth.
Doubt often kicks in when there is something we desire – a truth we desire for – and it says ‘nope’ and is usually followed by “too big, too much, never gonna happen”. It’s an energy of deflation.
Discernment however pulls us back before we go rushing into something and says “observe for now until you know”.
And unlike doubt, which keeps us feeling stuck and detached in the particular situation, discernment allows for us to naturally remain detached from any particular outcome. It allows us, to, well, ALLOW.
One last tidbit then I will wrap up this one. I read this last night and decided to give it a try today as I found myself in a moment of overwhelm while at a local shop. The woman posting had been discussing the traits of the empath and what to do to help in this situations of overwhelm. She said to take your palm and place it on your forehead and say “calm”. So while I was in this situation today, my body aching, having to wait, surrounded by others including someone who is obvious a smoker (meaning I was in a situation with hard floors, uncomfortable body, waiting, noise and seriously yuck odor), I thought back to her words and gave it a try.
And it worked. I felt the energy and guided it through my body, grounding myself right there in that situation of otherwise sensory overload. I then was able to talk with others around me and even help a woman who was struggling with some paperwork.
Connection made where only moments before, I was detached into my own shell.
That is all for now. Perhaps later I will share the dream I had of Trump and the Clinton’s. It was not asked for and was quite interesting.
Be loving with yourselves ya’ll as we go through these high level upgrades, healing and changes, within and without.
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