Current Experiences and Energies


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I really wanted to share an article I just finished reading as it perfectly describes what I am experiencing, but I can’t use it to promote myself on a blog or website so instead I will just share my own recent journey.

Just when I begin to question this ascension/change/transition, I seem to get hit hard with proof showing me it is foolish to question the reality of it.    Then I will often “find” an article detailing what I am experiencing ~ down to new/strange experiences, as I did w/the above referenced article.

Currently I am experiencing a lot of bloating as in O M G.  Food sensitivities perhaps ~ noticing that a lot right now.  Either I am not hungry or I am ravished.  Fruit continues to be the center of my cravings/dietary needs ~ that and parmesan cheese and the proverbial dark chocolate w/nuts.  And sourdough toast w/butter.

Headaches/pressure in my cranium.  And while the fatigue has returned, it has taken on a new level.  When it hits me, which I don’t know when, I absolutely need to sleep right there and then.  I can push myself for awhile until I am literally falling asleep where I am.  Yesterday I crashed so suddenly and hard, apparently I slept for an hour.  I don’t remember falling asleep ~ just know that I suddenly crawled into my daughter’s bed mumbling “mama needs to rest right now” and that’s about all I recall. When I opened my eyes I thought 5 minutes had passed.  That is until I looked at the clock and noticed I had been z’ing for 60 minutes.  It is like I am being forced to sleep. I have had an on-going “feel” for a good year now that the closer we get to this transition/solar flash event, the more we will be called to sleep.  Getting out of bed so far in this month of January in the year 2018 has been a huge challenge most mornings.  HUGE HUGE HUGE More days lately my mate and I say we just want to sleep until the transition/event.

I am also purging things out of my body more than normal some days.  I will just leave it at that.  Indeed unusual!

Itching continues, although it is quiet today.  A few nights ago, around 1am, I began to itch all over ~ sides, legs, back and especially my head.  My mate experienced the same thing at around the same time.  The only feel/visual I get on this is crystalline energies coming online in my body, replacing the carbon-based structure.  Unless (and until perhaps) I feel/learn different, this is the analysis I continue to provide.

Please feel free to share your experiences.  I love to hear them!  I could share more of my own but to be honest, I am wiped out and my brain and body is saying “STOP” so stop I will.

Love, peace and freedom~



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Trumps Says he wants the lottery for immigration ended. I say I want the delays to release the tech and our return to and remembering of Source Oneness ENDED.


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I read an article a few days ago (which I did not save and cannot find at the moment) that spoke of Trump’s knowledge of the thousands of suppressed patents for things such as healing tech and free energy tech.  He even spoke of this tech in his inauguration speech when he said: “We stand at the birth of a new millennium, ready to unlock the mysteries of space, to free the earth from the miseries of disease, and to harness the energies, industries and technologies of tomorrow …”  In this article it was stated that Trump went through the list of some 5000 patents, selected around 1000, and asked, in January of 2016, when this tech could be released.  Government officials said “10 years” to which he is reported as saying “make it happen in 2-3”.

My first (obvious) question:  Why not now?

Why not get on it NOW?  I mean my god there are every day people who already have tech that can heal us and free us up from the archaic crap of oil, coal and the like.  We have tech that can clean up our oceans and (likely) our air too.  We have tech that can heal us quickly.  NOW.  Why not empower them ($$) to put that tech to use NOW?  Let’s make some business deals, Mr. President, get the best of the best to mass produce this stuff beginning NOW.

2-3 years?

Not an acceptable answer to me.

Months.  M O N T H S.

People are suffering.  Dying.

Our realm needs cleaning and healing.


Not in 2-3 more years.

This whole “wait” and “be patient” has done worn a hole clear through my ability to take another breath and go back to “wait/be patient” mode.


We are already being sold a lie when new age acscension people say we have to stop eating meat or raise our vibrations or wait for THIS energy frequency to expand and do X Y Z in order to create the ascension experience.  We have to wait and let the process happen.

Wait.  Be patient.  DO DO DO in order to receive Source Connection.

Doesn’t anyone stop and think that maybe by giving our belief and focus and energy on “oh I have to do THIS before I am given my (RIGHTFUL) gift of the garden of even returned” we are further pushing away the experience?

Do you think we “fell from eden” slowly, over eons?


Falls are quick ~ with lingering effects.

Rise can be quick too.  (With loving assistance and guidance.)

I would now firmly state that by saying such things as we have to wait for outer healing tech to be released and letting ourselves believe we have to become these near-perfect, flawless beings (no nasty thoughts – and no bug squashing either) to appease Source so we can be returned to our energy space within All There Is?

The Source in me says to every one of you – you can come to me, broken, afraid, eating a mcdonald’s cheeseburger and say “I want to come home!  I am tired of this experience!  Can I please just feel the fullness of our connection again?” I would say YES!

Free gift.  Given just like that.  No strings.

And THEN perhaps after that you remember the connection – hey I don’t want to eat meat.

I don’t want to squash bugs.

I don’t want to harm others or hold power over them or hold them in judgment.

Because….you remember again and realize:

Hey, I AM Whole!

Hey, I AM fully remembering.

And hey, as POTUS, I AM getting on this tech release today – and it is going to happen quickly.

Dark delays (and often uses a lot of words in the process to pull you out of your desire to have what you need and want NOW).

Love acts.


Love in Action Now.

Much love and ALL NOW~

Goddess Victoria



Strange Phenomena ~ Bugs, Birds, Sunset Patterns, Disappearing Water, WHAAAAAT?!


Several nights ago I shared some photos here which captured a beautiful but rather strange sunset.  The sun was setting much farther north, something not seen until late spring and into summer.

Last night something called me to go for a walk before dinner.  As I headed out the door I noticed the skies, post-sunset.  The glow was coming due south.  I took some photos which I will share below (the quality is not that good as the sky was too dark for my camera to pick up the details).  The glow extended a bit to the east as well.  I found it strange, especially given just those few nights ago the glow was NNW with the south being completely subdued.

We are noticing an unusual number of birds lately, being very noisy ~ chirping in a way we don’t typically see until Spring and warmer weather. We have also noticed an unusual number of bugs ~ flies, mosquitos, fruit flies and gnats.  In the video below you will hear the birds and see the swarm of gnats that were flying above my head.  I NEVER see gnats until spring and summer.

Now our weather out west has not been unusually warm.  The temps have been pretty normal overall and we have had plenty of cold days and very cold nights ~ enough that we put a towel on our battery.  So what is allowing for the bird and bug activity ~ I cannot explain.

Yesterday, with the spiking Schumann, I began to feel unstable in my body. I intuitively knew this was not due to the spiking energies showing up on the Schumann.  I just knew this realm was and is wobbling, moving.  I am sensitive to magnetics and movement.  I used to experience severe car sickness as a child ~ and to this day certain movement patterns make me feel either quesy or unstable in my body.

I then put all of this together with a video put out by Michael at MBB333 on youtube, showing the ocean waters off the coast of Ecuador disappearing only to seemingly show up as very high tidal water’s.  We also saw this “disappearing” water act off the coast of Florida this week.  Then we had the strange planetary object showing up “under” Antarctica as captured by Steve Olson, WSO.

All of this leads to the following conclusion:  SOMETHING AIN’T RIGHT.  lol

MY “feel”?

I have felt for the past year/year and a half we have been moved by a large planetary-type object/system, magnetically.  Being perhaps pulled “up” and out of this realm we were “thrown” into by those dark beings.  I have “felt” that the “good” ones among their race/races are helping free/liberate us.  This would explain the obvious wobble of the earth and the experience of instability I have had in my body a few times going back to spring 2016.

I “feel” perhaps this water is being removed, displaced to avoid cataclysmic results (which has not happened in spite of predictions going back 5 plus years) while also allowing the as-gentle-as-possible rising of land masses that we were once hidden.  Remember I have been saying what was once hidden is now being revealed.

This wobbling/moving of our realm could also explain the strange locations of the sunsets.

As far as the birds and bugs showing signs they think it is spring…out west that is….  When I had that one and only dream of the Flash Event ~ the weather felt like it was spring time.  Nature, in the dream, showed me spring.  (at the origin of the dream I was thinking it was either spring or early fall that I was seeing this “event”~ prior to the leaves turning/falling as there were leaves on the trees)  So perhaps we are on the cusp of this event, as many of us are saying, so nature feels it as well.  If I were a bug, I would want to be awake to experience it!  lol

And given the energies of the 3d dimension, which is based in this construct we have called time, are being transitioned into the higher frequencies, who knows what month it is or when the weather patterns of spring will come into play.  I am saying much sooner than any artificially-based calendar says.

As do the bugs and birds.  Listen and observe below.  



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Website Issues


Hello Subscribers~

My site is still up and going but I have noticed my subscriber list is gone.  I have uninstalled and reinstalled the plug-in to no avail.  I am also noticing lately my hosting site is lagging behind in getting you the latest posts update.

On another note the newly fixed dishwasher is continually beeping and won’t stop.  I am walking away from all of this tech stuff I am not familiar with.  So if you don’t see any e-mail’s from the site, that doesn’t mean I have ceased posting.  It means the tech issue continues and until I can either figure it out on my own (w/my limited knowledge of stuff like this) or can find someone who can fix and will barter, the issue will continue.

I apologize!


Taking A Moment To Bring Forth Warmth To Those Stuck In The Frigid Temperatures


We are powerful creator Beings so let us do this.

Visualize and feel the strong rays and warmth of the sun permeating through all of the frigid temperatures, bringing warmth for all affected right now.

Warmth NOW.

KNOW we too can alter the weather.

Too many are suffering and believe me when I say THERE ARE NO LESSONS HERE to learn.

Goddess Gaia ~ mother to us all ~ we THANK YOU NOW for bringing forth warmth NOW to all of those who live where these frigid temperatures have gone on long enough.  No more.  That experience is OVER.  Time for a NEW.

Time for WARMTH.  Relief.  NOW.

I ask ALL reading this to participate and share with all you know.

I thank you, humbly.

My Daughter and Her Analysis of What’s Going On


My daughter essentially spoke of Quantum Entanglement tonight as she suddenly wanted to share with us what she sees is going on.  Wish I would have recorded her – she was very animated and powerful.  The child has been receiving schooling in other realms ~ likely came here w/this knowledge.  She’s been dropping little truth moments like this for the past couple of years.

She sees 8 different timelines that have been merging into one.  During this process, there has been a tangling and a detangling as each timeline merges with the whole.

Nibiru will be bringing 2 more timelines and will be the last to join in and will become one of our Suns.

An Important Message: In This Now Moment We Intend….


I already know this Power we have ~ but was inspired just now as I read the following message:  “If we could all get together and meditate X, X would happen almost immediately. Such is our power.”

In this NOW moment WE ALL intend:

*Abundance for ALL

*Perfect Health and Instant Healing for ALL

*Peace and Safety for ALL

*Beautiful homes, healthy abundant food and water and clothing for ALL

*The release of ALL technologies that will make our lives joyous and easy…EASY EASY EASY

*Freedom for ALL

*The capture and removal of ALL of the controllers and dark team players and organizers who have manipulated, enslaved and used us in this realm.

*The immediate safety of the children and their immediate release from their captors and enslavers.

*The revealing of New Earth.

*The removal of the remaining veil between dimensions.

*The event solar pulse.

*Clean, pure skies, water, land

*The return of our inner tech – our inherent abilities

*The Uniting of ALL under the energies of Love

*The Above Is Done NOW ~ We Speed Up The Manifestation and Command it ALL be INSTANTANEOUS.

Feel each of the above words.  Say it slowly until the feeeeeeeeeeling accompanies each statement.

Share and spread far and wide…

And repeat above statements until manifestation…


As I read something similar ~ don’t just think about the above:


I’m counting on every one of you, my tribe, my galactic warriors.


It’s A Now Year And Here Is What’s Up


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Hello and greetings as we continue to shift and transition and release and celebrate.  A few things to share with you all.

My itching returned after several days of reprieve.  Same locations.  This time I decided to check out my body visually and see if I could get a read.  My feel?  Expansion.  My body is elongating.

Here is another strange, new phenomenon I just noticed in the last 48 hours – twice.  If I hadn’t read of others having this same rather bizarre experience, I would have perhaps had some concern.  The experience?  I notice a burning smell ~ similar to the smell when the curling iron burns the hair.  I noticed it two nights ago and again last night.  It’s brief (thankfully).  I read a fellow ascension warrior’s social media page, where others were reporting this experience, and she said it is the changing over from carbon-based to crystalline-based.  It is temporary and nothing to fear.  What’s interesting is no one else around can smell it ~ as was verified in this house.  My mate couldn’t smell a thing and he has a hyper-sensitive sense of smell ~ much more sensitive than mine.

Last week I read about people having their personal portal’s located on their property.  I have discussed this before after having my own experience seeing a portal out in front of my house and having some interesting experiences while in meditation/relaxation and one while asleep.  I read after people had done this, they noticed the skies clearing up, the sun coming out and the like.  I was dubious as to all of that but decided today to give it a try.  It was a totally intuitive, in the moment experience.  I was walking out back, alone, stopped to look at the sky and something said “activate the portal”.  So I did the guided breathing exercise and waited.  A grumbling “this is ridiculous nothing is going to happen” story but I let it flow through me, willed myself to “allow” and got into that silent space.

As I did, I swear to you the sun suddenly got very bright.  Even with my eyes closed it all but blinded me.  It was like it, well, “spoke” to me.  It felt like that moment in the Chevy Chase Christmas Vacation movie where, after effort after effort to get his holiday lights to actually work, his wife finally figures out the problem, turns on the light switch just as he, in a last moment of frustration, connects the cords and Hallelujah!  The lights turn on.  I stood there, hand shielding my eyes, saying “NO FRIGGING WAY!  This is NOT a coincidence!”

I stood there, taking it in, then asked “ok what next?” and felt/heard nothing.  It was then that the sun dimmed again and a few minutes later, I went inside.

I will share my experience with those who had their own similar and if I hear any intel/news/useful information I will share it.  If you wish to do this experience, I will tell you what I did.  It may not be word for word what I originally read (and I am too lazy to find the original guidance), but it is the basics of what to do.  Intention, I feel, is what is most important.

  1. Stand up, hands out to the side.  I think he said palms up, but I did it palms down.  (I forgot that part).
  2. Take a deep breath into the lungs.  After you let out the breath, when you feel you have released all of the air, go deeper and force out the remaining air.  Trust me – it’s there.  Repeat.  Then relax.
  3. I then imagined energy from the earth coming up my left side, guiding it into the right portion of my brain and out into the earth again.

In my mind I silently stated “activate portal” a few times.  Then I just stood there and allowed.

That’s it!

If you do this, let me know your experience.  And if I happen upon his instructions, I will update this and share.

For now, I am continued to be reminded of how Powerful I Am.  Using this Creative Power wisely, consciously, with full intention.  Remembering. Allowing all to come back “online”.  And Knowing my Original which reminds me all of this is my inherent Gift to use for creating and experiencing all that I wish and desire.

Happy New Everything.  



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One Last End-of-the-Year Piece


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This is a brief one, but something I have been feeling and pondering lately.

So much talk now, of course, about 2018.  Numerologically it is a “2” year.

And yet, we have been lied to about every single darn thing, including what “year” it is.

So I no longer care if it’s a 2 year or a 3 or 4, etc.

I have the creative ability to make it ANY year I wish, ANY energy I wish.

That is My power.

That is Your power.

Personally I am done with calendars.  Clocks.  What astrological sign means this and that.  What number means this and that.  What book says this or that.  What “expert” says this or that.  Fill in the blank….

That all once served a purpose.

But no longer.

For now I am sensing and feeling the New.

An entirely new realm and field.

A pristine piece of land with nothing on it, just awaiting my input.  My creative powers ~ powers that are all online now once again.

Happy End of “all that” and Happy Beginning of the space where ALL IS POSSIBLE once again.



Thank you for all of your wonderful support this past year.  It has kept me going in many ways, primarily from my heart.  Blessings to you all.

Some Feels Put Into Words On The Event and Our Transition ~ An End of the “Year” Piece


I finished an e-mail exchange with my buddy Rick on the transition to the new realm.  The new earth.  The event.  Whatever label you wish to call it.

I found it very interesting that lately he has been wondering HOW this transition occurs.  Like myself, he has seen the new realm.  He’s seen his house (which is remarkably similar to the house I have seen my own family in).  We both feel we are in the same ‘hood, if that’s what you can call our new communities.  So I was intrigued when he said he was beginning to wonder HOW we transition as I began wondering this myself about 2-3 days ago.  I can even tell you where I was.  I was in the kitchen, walking to the food waste container when I thought “how do we transition”?

The old is crumbling for the new to be built.

Or has it already been built?

I have seen it.

My mate has seen it.

I just feel strongly it has already been built.  Created.

And it is not here.

NOWHERE in me do I feel this realm is going to be the New.

Not for me.  My “NEW” is elsewhere ~ similar but the energetic feel is different.

I feel no draw to the talk some share about building the new earth.  Cleaning up the mess of this one.  Starting new.  I just do not feel that will be my path.

I may be wrong of course so I remain open and ALLOW the Flow and Divine and All Of Me to be the navigator.  The only “thing” I allow and trust comes from the Divine Me.  However, all along and up until this very moment, I do not feel I will be staying in this new realm.  I can logically dismiss that.  I can question it.  The feeling though, remains.

I do not feel I will be with most of humanity either.  I have seen where I will be going.  It is very sparsely populated.

And it IS indeed divine to my heart and soul.

The energy is totally different.

It’s like the energy of those long beautiful bulges of spiking on the Schumann.  Just pure contentment.  It would take a lot to agitate me.  The ability to just flow and go and Be and let go ~ is really effortless when I am fully immersed in that energy field.

Practice, perhaps, for the new?

I am also being all but inundated with personal portal’s.  Today and tonight I saw two posts on social media referencing personal portal’s.  I saw a movie tonight that showed a flash from the central sun traveling throughout all aligned 9 planets, hitting the earth last.  Also saw a lot of portal’s in the movie as well as personal portal’s in a kiddo tv show.  So I am thinking perhaps there is more to the experience I had earlier this year ~ three of them ~ almost back to back ~ of a space out in front of my property where I saw a portal form ~ indeed a split in the realities.  In the one I was able to step through and into the new realm, right onto the road that holds the house I have seen.  I reached down, took my child’s hand, and we walked up the road until we arrived at the house.  There is sat, atop of the hill, rustic, rugged and vast.  Once we saw it, I smiled and was “tossed” out of the vision.  Brought back to “reality”.  Groan.  lol

Seriously though ~ finding real heart-felt value in this realm is getting difficult.  I.  Want.  New.  NEW NEW NEW NEW NOW NOW NOW NOW

The feeling is palpable.

I am fine with letting all of “this stuff” here go.

Although I have to say that there is a part of me that wishes to see all of these arrests take place so I can fully feel/see/say “ok they will never be allowed to harm humanity again ~ we’re good to go now”.

A saying my mate began stating awhile back ~ which resonates.

We’re good to go now.

For many of us, we are, aren’t we?