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Up Up Up – 15-Dec-2017

Regardless of gateways and portals, we have ongoing high dimensional Light flowing to us, into us and around us. This Love helps to dislodge what we may still cling to; that which is old and keeps us in the old. Yes, it can be scary to let go of certain comforts and familiar ways and yet it is necessary; that is, if you want to evolve. I notice when we let go of one thing, another surfaces, as it is an ongoing process. And it is not just old stuff that surfaces, as some of our current choices are based in old beliefs, remember we can’t create the New from the old. The New is new and that means it is fresh without the old energy attached to it.

You may wonder, “Where do I fit?” For now, let it be O.K. to not “fit” anywhere. Be a “free-floater.” Not many are willing to do this, preferring to fit into a small box with a label on it. They may think that it’s better than nothingness. This won’t do. You can’t be in the New if you’re not willing to let it all go. Letting go of what’s familiar is not easy.

You may pat yourself on the back when you let go of something or someone, yet if it is merely intellectual, nothing has really happened and you keep attracting the same energy again and again.  As it filters through your being, you might see and feel that it is not what you expected; that the belief or pattern or whatever you thought you released is still operating within you; or you can see the ramifications of your choice and not be happy with your choice to let a particular thing go. You can retreat back into the old and familiar or you can accept Responsibility for your choices and see it through. If something keeps coming up; that something you thought you released and were done with; it may be that you intellectually released it; you didn’t release it with all of your being.

Of course, it can also be that you released one aspect of it, as all exists in a spiral, taking you higher or lower, depending on your choice. What you may not be aware of is that Grace is carrying you. When you are in the middle of something you intellectually shifted and the energy of what you thought you let go of keeps returning, you can always choose to reverse your decision. Call forth your Soul and ask Soul to release the old energy, for Soul knows if you released it or not and knows exactly where the energy may be hiding. Also realize that once you let go of something, you may not like how it creates in your life down the line. If this is what you experience, realize that there are many layers of letting go and take full Responsibility for your choice of letting that person or belief or pattern go. As I mentioned above, you can always change your mind and reverse your decision if it is too uncomfortable for you. It’s best to not go backward, but honor your initial choice.

You may also wonder why you feel you’re in a standstill (if you feel that), where nothing seems to be flowing. Let it be O.K. and trust that all is unfolding perfectly in Divine order and in Divine Time. It is an old belief that unless you keep moving, nothing is happening; this isn’t true in the New. There are periods of Integration and Rest. This is a time to have radical Trust and not be lured back into complacency and outer distractions. Commit to seeing everything as Source-guided and of Divine Will. Keep clearing and as you do, know and trust that you are led to a beautiful place and space of Love. If you doubt, you create a blockage in yourself and thus your doubt continues to anchor the old within you and all around you.

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Update ~ Video Removed (Hannity Fox News Big Breaking News ~ Deep State Spying ~ 12/14/17)


The video that was in last night’s post has been removed.  Below is another capture of it.  Watch before this one gets removed, I would suggest that is.  If this does get removed, below are some transcripts that highlight some of what is covered in the video.  Also of note ~ I googled this particular video, for this particular date, and while I was able to find several youtube channels who still have it, the channels I was able to find have very low to no subscribers, which says me the bots are scrubbing the videos on the channels w/the highest ratings/numbers/subscribers.


Sean Hannity 12/14/17 | Sean Hannity Fox News Today December 14, 2017

Streamed live on Dec 14, 2017


Sean Hannity: [Addressing Gregg Jarrett – his in-studio guest] I want you to put your legal hat on. I am stunned. This to me is bigger by far than anything that came up in Watergate.

Gregg Jarrett: It’s clear there was a nefarious conspiracy by the FBI and the Department of Justice to elect Hillary Clinton and to defeat Donald Trump. When it didn’t work, the conspirators launched their Plan B, which was a fraudulent investigation into President Trump in [for] two crimes which don’t exist under the law.

So, this is the Deep State, as you’ve often referred. The Deep State is a group of partisans who have been together for 20 years. All these guys are thick as thieves. They conspired to unseat and undo the election – unseat the president and undo the election. Plan A was exonerate Hillary Clinton. That didn’t work. Plan B was to. . .

Hannity: Wait. They did exonerate her. Without an investigation.

Jarrett: They did exonerate her but it didn’t lead to her ascendancy to the presidency which was their goal. The emails prove it. Look at the emails. The most telling email of all is the email in which [FBI agent Peter] Strzok’s lover says to him you were meant to be in this position to save the country – to save the Republic.

Hannity: He was part of the exoneration!

Jarrett: He was totally part of the exoneration.

[Tomi Lahren’s comments were snipped.]

Jarrett: It was always a myth that collusion in a political campaign is a crime. It’s not. And there was never a scintilla of evidence that President Trump engaged in some collaboration with the Russians. So this was all manufactured – it was invented by the FBI and the Department of Justice and we know why. Because they hated Trump, they loved Hillary Clinton, they were trying to elect her and they were trying to defeat him and when it didn’t work they went. . . to Plan B.

Hannity: Plan B. Manufactured by the Deep State.

Jarrett: Right. “Let’s just say there’s a crime and then we’ll search in vain for a crime. And so now that we know there is no collusion in the political campaign the question is was there collusion in the transition.” No! – that’s not a Logan Act violation.

Hannity: Then we find out that the dossier was used as the predicate for the FISA warrant.

End of transcript.


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Ben Fulford Update ~ 12/11/17


Civil war in Western Deep State intensifies with mass arrests in Washington DC, firefights in California


The power struggle and undeclared civil war at the top of the Western secret government intensified radically during the past week, with mass arrests of Khazarian gangsters around the United States and elsewhere, multiple sources concur.  There was also a declaration by U.S. President Donald Trump recognizing Jerusalem as the capital of Israel in a move that is not what it seems.  We will discuss this further below.

First, though, we need to look at the extremely unusual events taking place in California.  These days, the citizens of that state must be feeling like the Solomon Islanders did during World War 2 when the Japanese and Americans fought on their land.  There is now very strong evidence that energy weapons like lasers are being used by opposing factions in California, agree Pentagon and NSA sources.

“The heat is on, as the Bel Air fire in Los Angeles targets the Getty Center pedo underground base, while the fire in San Diego apparently targets U.S. Marine base Camp Pendleton,” note Pentagon sources.  Videos have emerged showing what appear to be laser beams coming from the sky and setting off fires.  Furthermore, buildings are being completely destroyed by fire, while trees standing next to them are unharmed.



What we are witnessing is the hunting down of members of a Khazarian faction in California that has been systematically sacrificing and torturing children as well as eating their flesh, say White Dragon Society sources.  We understand that this is so horrific that it’s hard for many of us to believe.  Some readers wrote claiming that an article we cited last week in which Hollywood director/actor Mel Gibson talks about Hollywood elites eating baby flesh was disinformation.  It is true that we did not confirm it ourselves with Mel Gibson.  However, so-called mainstream news organizations like The New York Times are now reporting that the U.S. Justice Department is investigating the eugenics organization Planned Parenthood for selling the flesh and organs of aborted babies.


The Khazarian Satanists who carry out such activities have ruled us for so long that they feel safe publicly displaying their symbols all over the world.  For example, the Bank of Japan (BOJ) building, constructed in 1882, has a family crest over its main gate and at its side entrances.  As you can see from the photographs below, the crest belongs to the

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Monday Morning Q Message


currency…hmmm  fireworks could be referencing China.  the following comes from heather ann tucci jaraff’s social media feed yesterday:

“easy, peasy, Chin-easy” …the fraudulent commandeering and subversion done under guise and operation of “debt” is known, and every detail meticulously recorded…inclusive of who the “Chinese” acted as a Universal agent for…

no “buy back” necessary…and it was an “inside job” 😍

all records being opened now…every piece of data in existence…all can handle it and deal with it…


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The U.S. Media Yesterday Suffered its Most Humiliating Debacle in Ages: Now Refuses All Transparency Over What Happened


I would think someone would have checked the date.  This is getting comical at this point.  This Trump-Russian collusion narrative is so obviously false and the american media is so ridiculously desperate to find SOMETHING so they don’t have to look more foolish than they already do at this point.  Just eat the damn crow and get on with telling some truth for a change.  Image result for rolling eyes images


December 9 2017, 7:17 a.m.

The spectacle began on Friday morning at 11:00 am EST, when the Most Trusted Name in News™ spent 12 straight minutes on air flamboyantly hyping an exclusive bombshell report that seemed to prove that WikiLeaks, last September, had secretly offered the Trump campaign, even Donald Trump himself, special access to the DNC emails before they were published on the internet. As CNN sees the world, this would prove collusion between the Trump family and WikiLeaks and, more importantly, between Trump and Russia, since the U.S. intelligence community regards WikiLeaks as an “arm of Russian intelligence,” and therefore, so does the U.S. media.

This entire revelation was based on an email which CNN strongly implied it had exclusively obtained and had in its possession. The email was sent by someone named “Michael J. Erickson” – someone nobody had heard of previously and whom CNN could not identify – to Donald Trump, Jr., offering a decryption key and access to DNC emails that WikiLeaks had “uploaded.” The email was a smoking gun, in CNN’s extremely excited mind, because it was dated September 4 – ten days before WikiLeaks began promoting access to those emails online – and thus proved that the Trump family was being offered special, unique access to the DNC archive: likely by WikiLeaks and the Kremlin.

It’s impossible to convey with words what a spectacularly devastating scoop CNN believed it had, so it’s necessary to watch it for yourself to see the tone of excitement, breathlessness and gravity the network conveyed as they clearly believed they were delivering a near-fatal blow to the Trump/Russia collusion story:

There was just one small problem with this story: it was fundamentally false, in the most embarrassing way possible. Hours after CNN broadcast its story – and then hyped it over and over and over – the Washington Post reported that CNN got the key fact of the story wrong.

The email was not dated September 4, as CNN claimed, but rather September 14 – which means it was sent after WikiLeaks had already published access to the DNC emails online.

Check out the original article here to read it in its entirety.

Today’s Experience ~ Dealing With and Releasing Matrix Illusions to Give Space for Healing and to Allow for the Return of Full Remembrance


What a day today was.  Let me begin by saying I removed the UFO sightings video as it turned out it was likely the ISS.  I was disappointed for a few minutes until I realized how much I had, yet again, given away my power.  I put my sense of self, my sense of magic and enjoyment and belief into something outside of Me.  I promised myself over a year ago to cease being a UFO worshipper (ok, I use the term slut – I apologize if that offends – but it works for me).  Simply because I made a mistake, doesn’t negate the numerous other experiences I have had.  And it is bringing up my “I am fed up with waiting” experience of wanting to meet some of these Beings.  It would be like if I drove by one of your homes off and on for years, I could see you, but you could not see me (just my vehicle of choice), and I don’t stop to say “hello”.

Rather rude, imho, especially if I saw/knew you wanted me to.

Others would not see it that way.

Perhaps this is more confirmation ~ for me ~ that we will NEVER collectively all be on the same “page” in terms of how we wish to BE/live/do.  As I said at an online forum earlier:  “What is irrelevant to one person is relevant to another.”  Perhaps what is happening is the outer controls are disappearing, allowing us to FULLY BE who we really wish to be, have, experience.

Those controls being the matrix.  And all of that.  Of which we dealt with a lot of that earlier today.  I won’t bore you with all of that as who wants to hear about calls to Comcast and doctor’s offices and to the chimney cleaning people who it turns out did not clean the top of our chimney – which is where most of the creosote builds up.  All did work out to the best as it can in this 3d realm.

Obviously dealing with such systems that don’t resonate can be a challenge. And yet here I am….  So I sucked it up, dove in and dealt, all the while thinking what I would rather be experiencing because I know it is my Right. Our Right.

Freedom and healing.  Anything that holds me back from that, well it is…..Done. Finished.  Over and out.  No more.  You get the picture.

An issue that came up for healing was my desire to be right.  Actually it is more that I don’t like being wrong.  I don’t like being fooled.  I don’t like looking foolish.  That brings up a whole host of other issues with the big one being I deeply care what others think about me.  I strive to present accurate information here.  If I ever post something or share it that turns out to be false, I remove it or say as such.  And I LOVE it when I see something exciting and want to share it.  And the other issue ~ the desire to be seen. Validated.  I have a desire to be and feel important to the world after feeling so insignificant for so very long.  (excuse me while I choke on those massive red pills of inner truth ~ and hand me the tissue while I bawl my little girl eyes out)  I know it’s all an illusion, these feelings, nothing more than stories, none of them really being Who I Am.  But they are there nonetheless for more purging.  Or perhaps simply analysis….and loving observation.

More on the issues.  I feel disappointment it when I feel I am seeing something in one way only to discover it is not as it appears. Disappointment sucks.  I am easily triggered in this area lately.  The path of awakening and remembering is full of disappointment and I am weary. Digging further, there is more to the story that goes something like this:  “I am tired.  I am tired of waiting.  I know what I want and I want.  it. NOW.”

And going further, pushing through the weariness, I hear “release”. Release the attachment to the stories.  Release the attachment to the purging. Perhaps try a new approach.  Stop creating further, perhaps even new emotional experiences with the stories.  In other words:  stop digging where I have already dug before. Claim it all dug up.  NOW.

I also hear to allow it all without judgment.

Can I do both?  Claim this issue is healed while allowing it to still be if it comes up?  Do I have control over whether “it” comes up again?

I overthink at times.  Anyone notice that?

Back to waiting…….for x y z to manifest…

I know – I remember – NOW truly is NOW outside of this realm – not some “future” moment of NOW.  So I feel I am at an impasse with this one issue of waiting.  It is simply not a part of Authentic Me that is told no.  That is told I must wait.

Why must we engage in this waiting game?

Obviously I have had to do just that and overall I have done ok ~ not great by any means, but ok.  How do I be at peace with the waiting?

Acceptance. Acceptance of how it is.  We are still in the realm of that construct known as time.  And until the energies of that matrix program crumble, it is as it is.

Makes for good practice now to consider Instant Manifestation, which is something perhaps I could be doing instead of griping about waiting.  BE outside of the matrix paradigm.  Now.

SEE and FEEL that there IS no program.

Practice being as though in this Now moment I create what I want instantly. It is one thing to just sit in the space of impatience.

It is a whole other thing to feel, to remember, the experience of Instant Manifestation.  It requires full attention.  Full awareness of the Now. Discipline.  Focus.

And trust in Self.

And to trust in Self means to Know Self and to Know Self begins with Loving Self.

And when I love Self I remember all of this stuff outside of me that I find annoying to painful to downright horrifying need not take one ounce of my Power.



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Michelle Walling ~ The Ability To Remember Who You Are Has Been Restored


Editor’s note:  WOW!  I am sitting here, stunned in a way, after reading this one. Reading that as of November 19, the old program of “forget who you are” was removed and now we have been given the “remember who are you” energies. SO WILD considering what I just wrote in my previous piece ~ my desire to start telling people “remember who you are.  you are waiting to return home.”  WOW WOW WOW  


November 20, 2017
Via Michelle Walling

Remember who you are has been repeated over and over in our awakening in order for us to begin standing in the power of who we are. Many people have been able to use various tools and methods to achieve this understanding. However even many of the awakened humans have had a difficult time because of the matrix control grid. There has always been a plan to activate remembrance, and this plan was just activated to the next level.

You could say that reading blogs like How To Exit The Matrix have been somewhat like going to New Earth class. There are a lot of classes you can take and not all classes resonate, but when you do find a thread that really triggers something, you make it your truth. These classes have all had an underlying theme to try to trigger your memory of who you are. Any information that reminds you that you are an infinite spark of the Creator is the highest and best information for you, which connects you to the light that activates your dormant DNA codons.

Part of your DNA coding is etheric. This is the part of the DNA that has the higher senses, beyond the five that we use everyday. This is the part of the DNA that has the soul’s memories of all of its experiences. For those who have been practicing their sixth sense abilities, memories may have flashed before them of who they are or were in between being that spark of the Creator and coming to this planet. Some people have used other methods such as past life regressions to go into who they are in a parallel or past life. Some people have had near death experiences in order to show them the vastness of who they are and remind them of the unconditional love found at the Source. Plant medicines have been useful to some people in order to show them that everything is energy and everything is connected, and everything comes form the one Creator.

You could say that you will be able to look back on these methods very soon and laugh at the lengths we went to in order to have our memories returned to us. It will be easier now more than ever before to access the memory in your DNA of who you are on a multidimensional level. The plan was that that as the fear based matrix system began to collapse, the portion of our DNA that ran the specific program of “forget who you are” was taken out and replaced with the program of “remember who you are”. This was successfully implemented on on November 19, 2017.

In order for humanity to make an informed choice as to which Earth they would like to choose or where they would like to go when they leave the old Earth matrix, it only makes sense that they will need to have their memories returned. Having the memory blocked was a natural part of the incarnation process as a part of the experiment. Creator was curious to see how one would incarnate into density and find its way home after forgetting that they were a part of the Creator. Unfortunately the experiment was hijacked and souls have been lost in the experiment for a very long time.

There are particular Starseeds that came to incarnate into the experiment that are from realms outside of space and time. These specialists came to bring codes that would change the program that these souls were experiencing. Although these Starseeds have been attacked form the day they appeared on the planet, they have always been protected and now is the time that many of them are beginning their “true” mission. Many of them forgot who they were just like everyone else, however they always retained a sense of knowing that allowed them to navigate the matrix. These Starseeds are now performing the task of removing the codes of forgetting and replacing them with the codes of remembering.

If you would like to do a visual exercise to tap into these codes, you can focus on a spinning 12 sided dodecahedron that has been brought into the middle of the Earth. It is spraying out encoded golden light. Imagine that light going into every cell in your body, filling it with a new program. As each person takes these new codes in and removes the forgetting code, it will spread throughout humanity since we are all connected. The codes will be available for all who choose to question what is happening in their lives as their reality continues to dissolve.

Hold space for those who may have a hard time when memories of “home” begins to flood in. Everything they thought to be true in their life today will seem completely insignificant. The reason the galactics have waited five years beyond 2012 to correct this portion of the DNA is that most people, including the awakened ones, were not ready for this step in 2012. The psychological impact of this memory returned before the consciousness and vibrational frequency was raised would have been psychologically devastating for many people. However, it wasn’t so much that humanity had failed in raising their consciousness enough, as there was an unprecedented number of people who had. The reason it was delayed was that the probability of bringing more people to the New Earth than planned was very high and the decision was made in the higher realms to allow more time for more people to make the highest and best timeline shift.

When people around the planet realize that we never die but just change vibrational frequency and that all lives are happening in the NOW, and that they have the ability to go outside of time to visit Creator or another life time in one of their soul’s forms, the whole world will rapidly change. No one will want to control another as they will realize they are only controlling themselves. There will be no more wars as it will seem completely ridiculous to harm another. Humanity as a whole will want to choose something different and that’s when the New Earth template will be completely shifted into the DNA just like the remembrance codes were.


Wow! Or “What’s Happening To Me??!!”


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I don’t know if I am uniting more fully, incorporating my multi-dimensional Selves or I am simply allowing them to become One with all of who I am, human and otherwise.  I am having these experiences where I am seeing and sensing what I have been calling and continue to call the matrix energies.  The false programming.

I am strongly feeling the “wait until” program is one of these false programs.

I am equally feeling the “we must be x y z” and DO “x y z” before we are liberated from it.

Everything is energy, right?  Frequencies.  All life forms, even the ones we call/label as “fake”.  So perhaps there is authentic and fake energies?  I don’t know.  Will have to sit with that one for now.

I had the feeling experience and quiet little thought this morning – could there be an Ascension matrix program?

This energy field, program, likely knows it will be ending.  And like ALL life, whether it is AI or “real” as in human with Soul, etc. it wants to survive. And it senses its demise.  And even though it “knows” the end result, it is trying to keep as many of us here for just a little while longer.

I have long felt and believed, contrary to many who have disagreed with me and attempted at times to instill fear in me by telling me I’m delusional or trapped in the ego, that we “fell” (or pushed as one friend recently said) quite quickly and thus can rise as quickly.

We are multi-dimensional Beings, right?  This means we can reside in different dimensions with different frequencies?  And I KNOW to Who I Am one of our inherent abilities is the ability to travel between these dimensions.

Is it possible that all of these complex rules we have been told signify we are going through Ascension, these should’s and should not’s, are just another matrix program?

Source is LOVE.

Source wants to be FREE.

Source doesn’t communicate with me “you HAVE to do this before you are One With Me”.  Source shares with me to just BE.  Allow.  Trust.

Since ALL is already existing, we have the ability to “GO” – to transform – to this particular realm we each desire, right?

When people say “Source is in charge of the flash” I say “WE ARE SOURCE”.

Don’t we have control over this?  Why is this desire to actually be in charge of our life experience always attributed to the ego?  Is this another matrix program?

I remember, more fully than ever, being in COMPLETE control of my experience as Source in Body.  I was in “control” of how I looked.  When I say “control” this equates to the truth that I created FULLY without interference ~ perhaps that is more appropriate than using the term “control” which so many have an issue with ~ another “something” to look at.  I fully created, without interference, how “long” I stayed in my body. What I did.  Absolute freedom.  That is what Source is.  Source doesn’t say “hey come on and take away my ability to create.  Limit me.  Control me.  Let me fall.  Let me go through an experience of lessons and rules you have to master before you have your liberation.”  That is a VERY uncomfortable experience.  WHO WOULD CHOOSE SUCH AN EXPERIENCE CONSCIOUSLY? Only a being who would wish to violate the freedom’s in another.

If this game (illusion) of separation is ending then why would anyone say “Source is in charge of this.”  That in and of itself implies separation.

I have been having experiences lately, as has my mate, where we are in a new realm.  He is in a center being restored and healed.  My girl and I visit.  I am already undergoing any necessary physical healing but do not need to be in a healing center full-time.  His health problems are more complex and “serious” so this makes “sense”.  As I shared in a previous piece on “my first few days of being in the new earth realm”, there was only myself and my girl in the house.  We both see it.  We feel it.  We can therefore manifest it as we need and want.

I choose to transform.  I choose to transform out of this low density realm. Yesterday.  lol  I truly wish to be free from this low thick icky density.  I want to be returned to my Rightful State of Wholeness.

I truly wish to have REAL connections with others. Oh god I want to be liberated from the land of the zombies!!!  There, I said it!  But that is what it feels like to me.  I don’t want to judge.  It is a deep observation I hold.  lol  If I have another experience where I attempt to have a heart-ful and heart-centered conversation with someone and get the glazed over “there is nobody home” look, I may just scream.  Or perhaps I will gently place my hands on their shoulder’s and smile and say “remember who you are.  You are waiting to return home.”

Oh wow.  That could be beautiful.  I imagine the possibilities of that one…

I can feel it.

Perhaps I need to put less energy into “escaping” the matrix, describing my symptoms and stuff like that, engaging in bitch and moan moments, and focus more energy/attention into BEING all that I wish to see and all I want and desire.

Oh I know, that wouldn’t give me much to talk about here ~ at least it would change up the experience ~ perhaps a useful idea.  Imagine if all of the Ascension-type bloggers suddenly stopped using so many words.  Stopped talking about the gateways opening and all that, the physical symptoms. Stopped talking about waiting and lessons and patience and “WHEN” is this “event” going to happen?

Source says the game is over.  Now.

We are Now liberated.  All who wish to join may join in.

For Source says ALL have the freedom to make his/her own choice(s) to LIVE BE FEEL EXPERIENCE DO.

Without interference… of any kind.


Thank you for your awesome support of these words I type up, of the stories I share, of my heart that I put “out there”, in the only way I know how.




Protection ~ Clearing


Felt the need to do this.  Felt the need to share…


Only Love Is Allowed In My Space

Only Truth Speaks From My Being

My Healing Is My Right, My Healing Is Now and Comes Only From Source Love

It is Done

Miigwech Chi-miigwech


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I had a very interesting dream last night.  Actually it wasn’t just a dream.  I really felt I was traveling that astral realm, “doing” some work.  I was with Michelle Walling and we were doing things with crystal’s.  I am not sure exactly what.  My “mind” doesn’t recall.  More of an inner body/inner feeling (that I am intending will be revealed to me so I can bring ALL of me on board with what I am feeling is another part of my mission ~ perhaps my next step as I was referencing recently).

Anyway, as my human self began to observe the Higher Version of me, my human mind began to feel doubt.  Me?  Do this kind of work?  This magic?  I had this kind of power?  Really?  ARE YOU SURE??!!

That is when I heard, up above me and spread all around me “You are a wayshower.”  I then felt “it is time to embrace this”.

I also felt called to begin working with a massive quartz crystal rock my daughter and I recently found that sits on my bedroom dresser.  I don’t really know what to do with it other than sit by it, hold it if I feel called, and see what comes to me.

As things out in our world we call “the system” change, so too will many of us be called to begin our next missions.

Some healing and a vacation are much needed in the interim…