65. Sun. Warm. Went outside in jeans and felt – almost – hot? Which month are we in? Sometimes we have this in later February but January? Whatever – I’ll take it. It was wonderful to get out and not have to bundle up from the cold.
I feel life is spinning fast atm. Had some good conversations with a few of you beautiful’s. Collective is very V E R Y tired and wanting – needing – the ez button. The rest seem to be growing in their “fed-up-ness”. Most all I know have already passed that milestone.
The scenes on the stage are building up – quickly. I don’t know how much more any of us can take of this speed up then sloooooow down then speed back up back and forth UGH. Warp Speed ahead. Pedal to the metal.
Sleep is still strange. LH shared she feels sleep rhythm/cycle (and time) are being altered for the flip (invert to right-side-up). Dreams are new – new stuff – new people – trying out different things – but still waking up feeling frustrated – pounding the bed at times.
Still feel (more and more) I am traversing a variety of world’s – and not just 2 – but 3 lately. Inner child healing is also a current.
Another strange news in Japan.🤔 A training plane ran off the runway at Oita Airport a few minutes ago. Not much of an accident in itself, but it caused the runway to be closed.https://t.co/bP1v9G899L
exhausted yes – from picking up pickle juice – which i realized had slowly leaked out of the new jar the past 24 hours. and it went. everywhere. at least it’s vinegar so in and of itself, in its own way, that juice cleaned everything in its path. still had to clean it up though – on my hands and knees – as i grumbled for i had just returned from the bathroom to fetch a load of laundry from the dryer and noticed my towel has a huge tear in it. that along w/my comforter that just experienced another rip in it today as i made the bed and i’m like…..
i just want to be taken care of for awhile. someone to order dinner for me or bring me dinner. someone to give me some free massages because omG is my body telling me there’s a lot of “stuff” inside my muscles.
just for a little while – a few days – weekend retreat – where i am the one being doted on.
you know?
here’s what i’m seeing. shutdown is in the vibe………
100’s every morning lines up at the Home Depot’s, in Dr. ‘s offices overloaded with initial paperwork not seeing sick patients, crime rate has skyrocketed(stealing and break ins) and honestly just a entitled mentality everywhere. I’m president of the PTA and schools are…
What a f’ing last few days it’s been in this matrix. Sleep – whuz dat? Anxiety 😩….crying 😧😢…. Tissue. Chocolate. CBD. Bach remedies. Breathing exercises. And movement.
Every one of us in the house had an EBS go off on our phones – radio too. It was strong – that pulse was intense too – wowser! It was one of those IPAW tests – like the one they did last 10.4. Why today? Why now? I checked and I did see this – first of weekly tests from 2 weeks ago – eastern US. Also hearing from others locally who received the same. Anyone else?
I see – many – not waking up – not wanting to. Today was rough – had a session and was talking about the pay to live reality – how confining it is – limiting – even downright blocking us at times. My experience to it? All on me and has nothing to do with anything external. The stress I feel – the frustration – all due to my inner workings and perception.
Healer’s opine.
Oh dear, I thought. This is not going to go well. I used to believe that. Now I know different.
I was ok in general with how the convo was flowing until I was presented this: “You expect people to pay you for your work. How is that any different than a utility company expecting you to pay for a service and you arguing it?” For some background, I had already told her our utility outlet charges us not just for water/sewer but also taxes for services I don’t use. Taxes that were not given the right to citizen vote. Instead, they call them fees. Anyway – I told her at one point I said I would pay for water and sewer and all affiliated fees – but I would be removing the rest of their “fees” from my bill. I was told “if you do that, and we will shut off your water”. Even though I technically PAID for that water, I asked. Yes, I was told.
So I said “First, I ask for donations for the work I do. Even if I did require fee for work/service, I wouldn’t turn off water or electricity or kick my readers out of their home for refusal to pay. How on earth is that even the same thing?”
It isn’t.
That’s pretty much how the session went after that. Life has always been expensive, I was told. Oh yeah? In the 80’s I worked a minimum wage job at 30 hours a week and that was enough to afford my own apartment. Not the same today. Not. even. close.
My inner experience – my frustration and struggles come down to what I am telling myself. Doesn’t matter what I am experiencing. Doesn’t matter who is around me saying or doing whatever. Her opine. Nothing more than that. Outside doesn’t impact within – not unless we allow it to. Doesn’t matter if my bills keep going up or if I need to change my life but am unable to do so simply because of the cost of housing and food. Nope.
Blame the victim, anyone? Gaslighting? I didn’t think this person fell into that category. I just can’t imagine saying those words to someone. I appreciate empowering – but to say “i cannot validate your belief that the outside world is creating internal stress for you”.
Life here is not so easily categorized. It’s all connected. WE are connected to it. I am more than a biological brain for fook sake. We all are. But I guess that’s what sheep tell themselves so they can go to their secure little worlds at the end of the day – tune out – and not have to feeeeeeeeeeeeel. I swear today I was in the presence of a computer program. In fact – as things began to get interesting and I brought in the pay to live piece – I kid you not – my computer glitched and she suddenly sounded robotic. She experienced it to (as being unable to hear me).
So………..this awakening is not going to impact everyone. Those like her would have their brains implode if they were to see it all. Take years and years of deprogramming. They’re going to need a special place. And I have no desire to hold their hands. I used to really think that – align with it – but today? Once liberation hits, I’m outta here – off and doing with my own projects and doing’s that are at this point ONLY held up due TO money.
But that’s just me. lol Nothing out there that can touch me. I’m a emotional-less AI robot. None of that humaning for me. 😂
In fact – at this moment – let’s try this out shall we? I hold in my hands my current utility bill – sealed in an envelope. Was told it was going to go up again for next month. Let’s see if that’s true and let’s see if there is any inner experience other than total neutrality. I’m in a fairly calm space – feeling a bit humorous you could say (I have a small smile on my face as I type this).
Hey – it changed – it dropped $20. I was not expecting that. I haven’t looked to see the reasons why yet – but did that do anything for me within? YES. IT. DID. Of course it did. I’m a HUMAN. Made me feel a teeny tiny bit of “oh ok – that’s a bit of good news”. Nothing intense or WOW AMAZING A MIRACLE – but something I felt.
And why?
Because. I. Am. A. Human.
And thank goodness for it. Without we humans there would be no awakening. Without we awakened humans we wouldn’t be fighting so hard to change this world so above conversations are no longer an occurrence nor are such services necessary. And utility and other pay to live expenses become null and void because, as I also shared (to no avail), we now have REAL freedom – not this fake definition pushed on us.
THIS in a nutshell:
Something’s missing. More than ever in our history, as I said to her, it’s more acceptable to talk about our issues. We have a plethora of counselors, etc. to choose from in which to do so. And yet why is it there are more people experiencing depression and anxiety? Don’t you think part of that if not most of it is due to what has been happening out in the world?
OMG I am a genius – give me one of them degrees – I’ll take over now please!
UGH……
Here’s what I’m seeing. Please share, donate (unless you want me to turn off your water – lol – sorry – feeling salty) subscribe and let me know how you’re doing. You don’t have to go through this time alone. I’m here. Many of us are.
so – i don’t follow this intel tonight but this came up on my feed so i decided to share:
also of interest: our local wells fargo bank is suddenly closed – they aren’t saying for how long – claiming our recent snow/ice storm – which was an inconvenience but certainly not a disaster. all other businesses that i know of nearby and next door are open.
Laura’s View and Tarot, Too…..i like her – but this doesn’t go deep enough. pretty sure what 17 referred to was where we are and who has been here with us all along – “invisible” to our hijacked eyes…..
Texas' razor wire is an effective deterrent to the illegal crossings Biden encourages.
I will continue to defend Texas' constitutional authority to secure the border and prevent the Biden Admin from destroying our property.https://t.co/pV7Cuq57d1
:::detaching from the matrix narc program in progress:::
Heightened anxiety atm. I have fidget spinners, tacky poster putty and pop-its by me. Cookies and chocolate on stand-by.
I feel so solid now in this knowing and feeling that this entire sim/ai/matrix experience is THE narc program – the main Operating program – attached to each of us – some more than others dependent upon things like gender, levels of awakening, trauma, ability to self-reflect and heal, etc. It’s obviously behind the pay to live system – in government, education, religion, family, marriage – every institution “they” push on us to “sign up and join in and be like everyone else so you too can be happy and free”.
I am seeing it B I G time on social media today – certainly in recent days. A lot of finger pointing and poking including seeing an account I have been on the fence about throwing judgment towards those who are questioning the plan and showing impatience saying in a rather derogatory manner that the military rescuing the children is not interested in your impatience – then later laughing emoji’s saying hey i am not into drama (or something similar). Yeah? Then perhaps watch word choice – especially when there was no concern shown for those who are struggling (much less questioning gawd forbid that happens w/some of these folks) nor offer of help.
You know – “hey I’m sorry you’re struggling because of all of this – is there anything I can do for you?”
NARC program still running having some fun with its pokes – swooping in – attaching to someone and firing off words and energies of anger and frustration in others.
This isn’t about ego. It’s about the background running program of this matrix: N A R C.
Self-seeking. Self-serving. Inability to empathize. Seeks to poke, incite violence, chaos and harm then sit back and watch in enjoyment. It is truly – literally – a program. Nothing organically human about it. (but we have the ability to see it – own it – and detach from it and get back to the Heart)
I’m just sharing what I feel and observe here. Obviously I don’t see it all here. I can sense what I feeeeeeeeeeeel is truth but can’t offer much of anything – if anything solid – that this or that is happening.
Which is very frustrating when one is awake – and extra frustrating when one is awake, living in poverty, struggling to eat, struggling with health conditions, and/or alone/isolated and as such is literally waiting on the world to change and shift – tech released, abundance released – ALL that was taken returned in order. to. have. that. experience. the. heart. and. Soul. seek. I really experienced this during the recent winter storm when we lost power for awhile. I KNOW tech exists that would free us from the concern of going without power/electricity. I KNOW about weather manipulation/control. I KNOW there is so. much. more. and. better. KNOW. K N O W. And when that frustration kicks in because one is having to deal with the total unadulterated b.sheot of this petri dish…………
Anyway…………….
Here are some finds – some bizarre. 🙄😜😂 Please Share, Donate, Comment, Subscribe and follow me on the other channels listed below the finds.
"Calabrese held that the sheriff, two deputies, and the two county commissioners named in the lawsuit, one of whom has since left the board, are personally liable for damages."https://t.co/8WUgiuMJlC
US w/the polar vortex last week and now this in Europe……….
On Sunday evening, Storm Isha wreaks havoc, leading to significant disruptions and leaving thousands of homes without electricity in Ireland…the British Isles, and Scandinavia Might be affected… pic.twitter.com/2vaDkAPMew
Strange anomaly that showed up on radar today – saw the one on the right first – refreshed the tv thinking it was some algo glitch – it was still there (left image). pic.twitter.com/e3uO9e7C3S
How is everyone doing? I can feeeeeeeeeel the tension in the all/air. Anyone else feeling like you’re trapped in this cold claustrophobic movie theatre with people that you just don’t share a connection? AT ALL?
EXIT door NOW. Jesus…. this just continues to become more frustrating difficult challenging. The fewer labels I’ve chosen to wear whether it’s the “patience is a virtue” to 3d/4d/5d to ascension got to’s and all other narratives- the more free I feel to be in my own energetic space – but also the more frustrating I feel deep within. My Soul simply longs to bust outta here. Leave it all behind – including the labels and should’s and got to’s and endless speculating on what is true and what isn’t.
It. is. C O L D. Sister D once said he!! wasn’t hot – but cold. Considering what’s taking place in this reality, well I’d say that’s true. Bitter cold. Or ugh humid hot. I myself prefer goldilocks. Not too hot not too cold – not to hard or soft – just riiiiiiiiiiiiight.
Intending that goldilocks experience for us ALL.
Here’s what I’m seeing.
Love,
V.
******
so the distraction was a big ‘ole nothing burger? does any of this mean anything? are we reading too much into this? it’s a movie – but it seems to me to be playing out in the normal political fashion which perplexes me considering 2020 and all previous have yet to be taken care of so for me it’s just the same ‘ole system spinning on. these “things behind the scenes” happenings – we need to SEE. S E E. SEE SEE SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
🚨TRUMP REACTS TO WINNING IOWA CAUCUS: "I feel great…I am greatly honored by such an early call… It really is an honor that, minutes after, they’ve announced I’ve won—against very credible competition—great competition, actually… It is a tremendous thing and a tremendous…
Until such a thing/time transpires manifests as it should, food, overall remains my safety until I have the safety and warmth of my tribe around me in person no joke. !! So donate to my cookie fund please. 😂🙄😜💖
This sheot goes on into November – without ANY resolution of 2020 and past election b.s.? I am not voting. And I'm gonna need a louder bullhorn, more people around me and more. god. dayem. COOKIES! pic.twitter.com/DfNLlQIrvK
And this – may mean something – 17 posts containing the ID numbers as nothing but Zero’s (54 of them) – which have always stood out for me. Those began in 2019 and ended with the very last drop from November 2022 and contained the term ASCENSION. Also included is the drop (3606) – THERE IS NO STEP FIVE. -END-.
Who knows where Home really is. All I know and continue to know is it ain’t here.
found my escape vehicle……….
Here is what I’m putting together/seeing.
Love,
V.
******
So first I had a hunch to share this:
Jan 15 2023 = Iowa Caucus Jan 15 2020: Pelosi held impeachment articles until that date……….also first "cvd" case in the states Be a nice f'ing day to flip the total script on "them"…..
Continuing – tomorrow is MLK Jr day here in the states – 1.15.24. Three years ago this day was celebrated on 1.18.21 which marks the 3 year anniversary of the transfer of military power was stated on ABC news by the National Guard – the Major Commanding General of the District of Columbia Nat’l Guard:
The November surprise, tomorrow is Jan 15th… 1 1 5… 11.5 remember remember the 5th of November. Erase this message if I'm totally wrong and praise me if I'm right 👍
Scavino spoke of tomorrow’s caucus in Iowa as making it a shot heard around the world……….We’ll see……….
NEW: Kim Jong-Un Shuts Down Radio Station Suspected of Broadcasting Coded Messages to South Korean Spies; Tells Military to 'Be Prepared' https://t.co/fMlfffpwZz
Sounds like an explosion to me……..i’ve been in a few moderate quakes (stronger then 4.2) – they don’t sound like that………quakes sound like deep rumbling – freight train going by……..
Turn up the volume! This is what it sounded like when the 4.2 M earthquake hit. Unreal!
THIS! “Inter dimensional” – T tweeted as we know in 2014 – Criminals in all dimensions KEEP OUT. There is no “space” here. Just a pile of soap bubbles/dimensions. Found on GAB.
Everyday Man Creates Low Cost Machine That Produces Pure Drinking Water Out Of Thin Air & Unveils It At CES
How is this possible when billionaires like Bill Gates & Globalists have unlimited money and still pretend they can’t create something like this & profit unimaginable… pic.twitter.com/zmV8BE9Qh5
Disclosure has the potential to be catastrophic & drive people to question their reality in a way than could incur psychotic breaks that render them unable to function👇 https://t.co/oEsmShcuX3
NEW: The Texas Military Department confirms the TX National Guard has seized control of Shelby Park in Eagle Pass (city property where mass illegal crossings are), and is restricting Border Patrol from accessing the area, saying the Feds “perpetuate illegal crossings”. This is… pic.twitter.com/29UqFmWDsx
