Emotional pain. Heart pain. Feeling I have no purpose anymore for being part of this whatever it is. Ascension? Who knows. Having received no donations and all requests to find someone to help me with this site marketing and monetizing going absolutely nowhere (which I do not get as I was GUIDED/lead to create this site, I have absolutely no “feel” for what step next to take. Nothing feels right. I feel like Kevin Costner’s character in Field of Dreams where he goes against what is practical and builds that beautiful baseball field, putting his family, his finances, his home and land in jeopardy, on the brink of losing it all. He demands “what’s in it for me? I’ve done all I’ve been told (guided) to do!”
I am right there, right now.
I am tired. Broke. Out of ideas. Sitting here with this feeling of emptiness.
Focusing on creating that my next step IS out of a hollywood movie with a beautiful ending, next step.
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