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3.23.24 ~ More reflecting………..Finds

 

 

I’ll tell you what this is.  This is about giving those of us who DO see/feel/sense/smell etc. “them” and slapping on a mental health label.  Earlier today I was reflecting on mental health issues – if the “invisible enemy” is in the physical diseases of the body, why not the mental issues too?  Issues like schizophrenia have been treated successfully by people in Africa – for they see it as a spiritual issue (attachment).  We don’t need western drugs for what ails us.  RELEASE THE REAL CURES – or better yet – turn off the dayem frequency that enables them to be with us.

How a West African shaman helped my schizophrenic son in a way Western medicine couldn’t – The Washington Post

Grandpa Don’s son has battled schizophrenia since his late teen years.  He is a very sensitive, gentle Soul.  He draws (or at least used to – last time we saw him) images of horrific little alien like creatures.  Demons is the best word.  Once we saw them I immediately knew he was drawing what he sees in his mind (the voices that speak to him).  I’m telling you, the invisible enemy finds ways to attach to humans here – often during childhood – and usually if not always the child or young adult is sensitive, open and thus easy prey for “them”.  Also feel this mostly happens during a trauma (open doorway when defenses are down).

Moving on………

 

 

 

 

 

saving israel for last………..”their” biblical narratives are so insulting and boring and just, you know………..

 

NYC Mayor Eric Adams Cancels Trip to Southern Border, Claims It Is Too Unsafe

 

Wyoming Governor Signs Ban on Sex Changes for Minors

 

Let me tell you – the need to just be within alone is more intense than ever before:

 

Interesting timing for the Lunar Eclipse………could this be the start (considering what Dan shared above)…………..

 

 

 

well that’s not something you see everyday……….

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Reflecting on Trauma and Healing

 

As someone who has spent nearly 30 years, off and on, on healing my mind and body, I have come to see how complex and tedious it is to truly heal.  At least here. Earlier today I was engaged in a conversation with someone who was talking about the power of the mind – how no one makes us feel something emotionally – only if we allow that experience.

I’ve never really aligned with that concept – and when I step back and reflect – I don’t see the point of it.  Not that our minds aren’t powerful – they are of course – but that in this imperfect world with so many things to cause us distress and to throw us off balance – such a statement misses out on – dismisses – all of the nuances here.

The example being used was the soldier rescuing children – they feel that trauma to the body upon seeing and rescuing – and yet they are trained – diligently – to endure that in order TO complete the mission.  However, like many other veterans of war, once the mission is complete, have that soldier pay a visit to their body, check in with their nervous system and there will likely be stored emotion/trauma there.  We see this frequently.  That soldier is trained like a computer – but they still have the same nervous system as every other human.

As one who has attempted to heal from trauma, I am finally seeing certain things are necessary to do so.  One, an environment of safety.  The body/nervous system has to trust those around them to effectively and fully heal.  Also needed is someone skilled at trauma and how it is experienced in the body.  Mind/Body connection is huge – and what I have learned is the body plays a far bigger role in healing.  You can’t just focus on the mind – on the cognitive.  The body has to be included because it is in the body where the energies of the trauma reside.  The brain holds the memory.  But the body is what holds those stored emotions.  I recently saw something happen to me.  For a couple of months or so I was engaged in writing down those things I not only wanted to create but those things I wanted to feel.  I could feel this energy building up and my mind was getting more excited each day.  However, something happened and I hit a wall.  My body basically said “hey wait up!”

It’s also important to not rush the process of healing.  The body moves more slowly than the mind.  So you may tell yourself things like “I am healed”, etc. – but the body is going to say “uh, ok, we can get there, together, but please don’t look away from what I am feeling right now – don’t ignore me – help me by working with me.”

Meet the body where it is.  Just like ANY form of real connecting, magic happens, healing happens, when all forms of life meet up at the same place.  I am learning to hold space for my body – just like I hold space for my child or for a friend who is struggling.  Telling them positive intentions only goes so far.  Holding space allows them to feel and be how they need to be.  And it also creates an environment of safety – feeling safe – which as I said above – is imperative for healing.

Are we humans with a soul or a soul in a human vessel?  (or spirit or over-soul and the plethora of labels we use to define us)  I ask:  Does it really matter?  When it comes to healing, no.  It’s ALL important.  Every part of us matters and is involved in healing.

Animals in the wild have a far more basic system.  They lack the frontal cortex.  Therefore, when the trauma happens, they don’t stop to question or figure out.  They just “do”.  It’s like their bodies are designed to naturally process the trauma.  Once the process is complete, they go about their experience.  Not that they forget the event – but that the sensations experienced as a result of the trauma are processed out.  We humans are more complex.

I sigh.  I wish I had known this 30 years ago.  Even 20.  I’ve spent years in talk therapy – talking about those events – then replacing the original thought with something new.  This. has. not. worked.

I’m also wondering something to add in to all of this: the importance of having others involved in sending the necessary pure energies/thoughts to help heal.  I remember watching a video put out by Gregg Braden.  Japanese Doctors were healing patient’s tumors with their intentions.  You could see the tumors shrinking quickly.  I thought about that today and realized this was likely effective – and quickly – because the doctors don’t hold the same thoughts about the person as the person him/herself.  What I am saying is that we all have a plethora of thoughts, obviously, and many of those are not supportive to healing.  Most of us have at least one negative thought about ourselves.  Common ones are I’m not worthy, I don’t deserve, I am incapable, I can’t, etc.  But do I hold those thoughts about you?  No.  I may judge someone/others at times, but I don’t hold onto those thoughts.  It’s as though the way these bodies are designed, they are designed so that negative thoughts we hold about ourselves stick.  (I have my own perspective on that one after reflecting on it for awhile – the hijackers – those who turned off/changed our original DNA Code – knew exactly what they were doing.)  So – it is easier to hold healing thoughts for another because I/we don’t have to wade through the years or decades of negatively held thoughts like we do when we attempt to heal ourselves.

That is why no one heals in a bubble.  We need others to help.  Not because we are weak – but because of how it is here and how we are in it.

And because maybe we really do need each other far more than our ego and mind sometimes allow us to think.

That’s all for now.

Love,

V.

And more eclipse stuff/happenings………..Gematria too…….Black Swan Event incoming?

 

 

Nasal swabs in airports.

 

Black Swan Event soon?  Paul to Tucker.  Melania’s recent dress.  Let’s gematria it:  BLACK SWAN EVENT (1917 – year of Kennedy’s birth which is possibly interesting)

Mass Injection Event

Welcome To The Party

Decode You Are  S A F E

V for Vendetta

Truman Show

Reverse Evil Timeline

Remove The Veil of Time

Transforming Our World

A White Hat Move

 

 

Some more tidbits on the upcoming Eclipse

 

MrMBB333….the 4:20 time for totality in Texas is interesting…….don’t talk about that one, but it is a number I see……….today it’s been 911…….interesting – my grandmother’s place of birth in new york (rome) is in the path of totality (she left this place almost 30 years ago)…….nimrod….hurad…….venus……rapture…..bible grove……UNREAL..just like the one in 2017 – this one is completely created………..i wonder who is operating the controls of this place?  763 BC eclipse

It’s ALL connected! More fascinating Signs and Wonders along the path!

 

We know 17 has said all along It’s going to be Biblical.  There are so many references in this upcoming eclipse – including how some scholars, etc. have theorized Jesus was crucified during an eclipse.

The Eerie Connection Between Jesus’ Death And A Solar Eclipse (grunge.com)

But then some have pointed out he allegedly was crucified during a full moon and for a solar eclipse to occur there needs to be a new moon.  Interesting that scholars have said his death occurred on April 3, 33AD (just noting for the triple 3’s).  However, you will see in the article below that at the time, there was a lunar eclipse.

Who really knows for sure.  It all feels like one giant storyline here – playing out over and over again – until enough wake up and SEE.  Jesus was, I feel, the original NEO – the one who woke up first and in doing so spread out a “virus” (frequency in that awakening) that has been ending the matrix program altogether since.  The controllers took the narrative and turned it into another power over/control game using fear mixed with love to keep the confusion going.

Such a mind game here.  The problem is evil.  The solution is Love (and the right weaponry).

Another interesting piece I found:

Eclipse1.pdf (rcyoung.org)

 

This too – perhaps this is referencing this what seems to be a mirror event on “them”:

Unveiling the Apocalypse: The Sign of Jonah and the Binding of Satan

The path of totality of the Bur-Sagale Eclipse, which is one of the most famous solar eclipses in ancient history, occurred just north of Nineveh

Cities in the path of totality for the Great North American Eclipse of April 8, 2024 | eclipse2024.org

Just one Jonah – in Texas.  And two Ninevah’s.  (i thought there were more – this is according to the link above)

 

3.22.24 ~ Checking and Finds showing SOME type of movement

 

I’m stuttering today – I’m so overwhelmed.  Lifelong rage coming to surface – again.  I wrote a piece on my buy me a coffee site – feel free to read (and buy a coffee if you feel so inclined).  I’ve noticed I’m making more typos than usual.  Anyone else?  Seeing others have also reached a new zenith of things like overwhelm, exhaustion.  The collective squeeze – bringing up all that needs to be seen.  I intend we all release and heal whatever needs attention and love.

I am seeing it’s hard to promote myself.  Several groups I belong to – no self-promotion – which is ridiculous considering a couple of the groups are those on the healing journey and seeking to increase their income as part of that journey.  Unless you pay someone money, self-promotion can be a lonely, frustrating journey at times.  Other times – it’s a nice flow of abundance.  Today I feel I tapped.  It’s like how. much. longer. until. that. magical. moment?

For now, having more moments that are very present – very strong – wanting to rub it in the face of those in my life who have told me I am a loser, I’m lazy, don’t try enough.  Who have told me my ideas will “never happen”.  Who have laughed at me, abandoned me, mocked me all while I too often stood silent, afraid, shaking inside:  JUDGMENT DAY IS HERE.  Eat. Crow.

And walk away like a Boss.

Ok.  So that is a vent I hesitate to share but figure so many of you have shown appreciation for my authentic purging – and figure I am not alone with that emotional state – which is coming from the anger originating from the pain of disappointment.  Too trusting.  Too many times of “giving just another chance” while dismissing my inner voice.  That last part – biggest piece.

Working on the judgment thing – which of course comes back to my own self judgment.  Remembering to love myself.  Allowing.  That’s what this is about – returning to Love.  That is taking near constant discipline.

Individual and collective journey.  Bright points of light all on a path of remembering, purging – sometimes that Light is dim and covered up with emotions of doneness fedupness, etc.  But always there no matter the emotional state of our humanness.  Please continue to hold Murry in your prayers.  He’s healing well, preparing for the final procedure.  And thank you to those of you who have bought gifts for my girl from her wish list.  That alone has meant a lot this week and has given her the chance to see that there are very good people out there.  💖

Ok – so with all of that said – here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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an interesting collage of tidbits showing what each of us in the states has paid plus the outrageous budget for these alphabet types:

 

 

 

 

“all part of the plan” we hear……….perhaps, yes………….but this as I said:

 

“luck” as in he knew how to use “their” system……at this point it’s tiring and too triggering for many who are seriously struggling to pay the basics…..

 

 

 

 

another actor looking like U G H what is THAT?!…………O M G on this one – he must’ve been really bad to have someone looking like this show up……

Bruce Springsteen returns to stage looking unrecognizable — and a little bit like Tilda Swinton (yahoo.com)

 

 

 

 

draggin’ myself on the ground at this point in all of this as i meekly ask with deep seated rage inside “IS THIS THE 11.3 WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR???”

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Very interesting gematria

 

(before i forget – again – i ordered some new mascara a week ago or so – couldn’t find my old one and all other natural products were like $25 and up so i found a pacifica one – selected “black” – it arrives – it’s called SUPERNOVA.  that did not show up on the description online.  one of those “hmmm interesting timing” – especially since i’ve never used it and couldn’t find anything else……….)

This one is based on the US Debt Clock banner:

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THE NEW MONEY TRANSFORMATION (330, and the red number banner on the right says 1234 – which i saw again today and yesterday – an end game number.  i tried taking a screen capture but all that shows up is the top portion)

Cracking The Matrix One Frame At A Time

Twenty Two Twenty Two

All Negative Attachments Removed (remember rose talking about the final spell is the money spell?)

I Am I Am I Am I Am I Am I Am I Am I Am I Am I Am I Am P O W E R

Everything Is Going To Be Alright

Decode God Came To Earth Time To Wake Up

Claim Your Power Superhuman

Gematria Will Vanish Soon (we won’t need it because…………..)

The Awakening Process Is Complete

 

3.21.24 ~ Checking in………..Finds including the one thing I’ve been waiting for a few years to see go mainstream at the legislative level: CHEMTRAILS

 

May be an image of text that says 'Everybody's dealing with a lot right now. I pray we all find peace.'

ain’t it the truth……….

 

Oh it feels like there is so much going on in the energetics and on the stage – clarity now.  It’s good to step back, see your “movie seat”, focus on your body, your breathing, reclaim that inner Knowing that has been guiding us all along.  I continue to work with my nervous system.  Mindfulness.  Slowing down my mind to keep up with my body.

There has been a bit of chatter about the ships landing – some saying we need to get on board others saying no way.  My sense is this:  we have Space Force so no need to worry either way.

Anyone feel anything shift overnight?  Brother Rick said Claire come through to him and said we crossed the finish line last night.  As I always say – we’ll see when we see/get there.  (saw this pop up on twitter – interesting):

Here’s what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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The HUUUUUUUUGE news of the day – biggest find imho.  PRECEDENT set (assuming it passes the House).  Folks in TN – make some noise with this one:

The bill, which aims to ban the intentional release of chemicals into the atmosphere for geoengineering purposes, was sponsored by Representative Monty Fritts (R-Kingston) and Senator Steve Southerland (R-Morristown) and won approval in the Senate on Monday, The Tennessean reported.

 

this one too:

 

 

 

 

Signs of the times:

May be an image of text

 

’tis why we – well i – rant a lot about $$………insurance and cable and water and garbage also up……….

May be an image of text that says 'All this in three years. Not the fifteen to thirty years it usually takes for this kinda cost increase. Groceries: +21.2% Eating out: +21% Baby food: +29.6% Pet food: 22.7% Rent: +20% Electricity: +28.4% Natural gas: +30% Apparel: +12% Used cars: +20.3% Air fare: +31.4%'

 

Speaking of money:

‘A Bank For All People’: Remembering The Women’s Bank | Denver Public Library History (denverlibrary.org)

 

 

 

 

some eclipse goodies:

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The Guard was on standby in Oregon for the 2017 Eclipse (contrary to what is stated below):

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1. THE UPCOMING TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE APRIL 8TH 2024, IT IS 6 YEARS 6 MONTHS 6 WEEKS AND 6 DAYS ( 6666) AFTER THE LAST TOTAL ECLIPSE OVER THE US IN 2017.
2.It also spells in Hebrew Alpha and the Omega as TAV
3.It passes over 7 US cities named Nineveh.(Repent)
4 It also passes over 7 US cities named Salem( Peace)
5.All of the major planets are in a perfect alignment with a 2024 total solar eclipse along with the Pleiades and a comet
6. The X intersects over the great New Madrid fault zone
7. The Chinese spy balloon followed the path of the 2017 eclipse
8. The last total solar eclipse followed the path of the crack across America from Montana to Florida
9. The cicada locust plague is also centered in that area starting at the same time
10. The path of totality begins in America in a place called JONAH also the one who called NINEVEH to repent as a TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE happened overhead
11. JESUS PROPHESIED THAT THE END OF DAYS WOULD COME WITH THE SIGN OF JONAH! ( To a ” wicked and adulterous” generation.
12. Unlike all previous total solar eclipses over the USA the NATIONAL GUARD is being deployed across the country some with hazmat suits to prevent ‘industrial contamination.’
media is using the term “invasion”:
Antarctica:

 

 

 

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3.20.24

 

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Energy feels uncomfortable.  Same ‘ole c r ap was really big with me today.  I had to close my eyes as I did laundry load number 10,552.  I’m hungry but having to watch the food consumption due to the cost of food and how much is left in my account.  Let’s make months 2 weeks so we get PAID every 2 weeks instead of every 4.  Aren’t ya’ll f’ing done having some abundance for a couple of weeks but then you scrimp the last 1-2?  UGH.  Well, I am grateful for what we have.  Not starving of course – just not eating what my body is requiring of me atm much less getting the supplies I normally do.  It’s like each month I fall further behind on the “ok here’s what I need or want to get this month” list.

I made a wish list for my girl on amazon as the normal clothing budget isn’t doable.  If any of you want to see it and help (and if you do – CLOTHES are the priority/needs – she has a lot of stuff on there  😂)- let me know and I can send you the link.  I’m having to cut her hair (she said “hey mom it’s ok – I’m not high maintenance” – she’s such an amazing kid).

I know – I’m griping.  I’m just so f’ing weary and sooooooooooo f’ing tired of waiting and trying this and trying that – my Soul is tired.  Energetic fatigue.  As are most of us so before I continue off on another lamenting tangent, I will close up and end as I always do:  Here is what I’m seeing.

Love,

V.

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well well well – what do we have here but another actor singing a new tune:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

another one being drawn out to stage……..

 

my feel:  disclosure

 

Uh oh………..MAKEUP we have a wardrobe “malfunction” i mean disclosure moment:

 

He’s still in the pot?  Nicole Shanahan.  Never heard of her.  Born in 1986.  Married google co-founder (later divorced).  Supported Biden.  Yeah, she’s a “clean one”……….🙄

RFK Jr. Destroys His Candidacy With VP Pick | ZeroHedge

 

Laura’s View and Tarot, Too:

Mr. T.’s Monday Deadline

 

MrMBB333…..Bethlehem………..Ben Franklin……….Cash……….Credit………Alpha……….Omega (that OMEGA was on the US Debt Clock)………….Jerusalem………..Egypt………Jonah……….Rapture…….Ark

Some fascinating coincidences along the path of the coming eclipse!

 

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3.19.24 ~ Some interesting finds including more info on the upcoming eclipse

 

history repeating itself?  this is getting more bizarre the more we learn……..my sense?  in the past “they” (whom like to call themselves god) pulled this on us as a means of getting loosh (worship repent)……….time to mirror it back on “them”………..”they” the ones needing to repent for what “they” did to us.  this one is nudging me – will look into it further and share if i get anything………..

 

 

and this – looks like all of “their” tools used (stolen from us) quite often against us to keep us from seeing the REAL enemy/one responsible are going to be used against “them”……….astrology included……….

 

MrMBB333 adding his own intel:

Some fascinating coincidences along the path of the coming eclipse!

 

this is more than just coincidence…….

 

my absolute feeeeeeeeeeeeel too – “their” end times……..

 

President Trump Reigns Supreme in Ohio, Florida and Illinois Primaries

 

As seen above – yes – I would say black swan event……..

 

 

what timeline am i on?  didn’t they originally reject this?

BREAKING: In Major Blow to Biden Regime, Supreme Court Allows Texas to Enforce Immigration Law That Gives Police Power to Arrest Illegals

 

BATTLEFIELD BRAIN: New Study on Victims of ‘Havana Syndrome’ Finds No Signs of Brain Injury, but Identifies ‘Real Symptoms’ That Are ‘Profound’ and ‘Disabling’ | The Gateway Pundit | by Paul Serran

 

Patriot Friend D doing his good work (the ending is great):

 

 

current:

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earlier today:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

feeeeeeeeeeeels:

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3.18.24 ~ Songs, numbers, feeeeeeeeels, finds

 

Both of them today – Final Countdown and Leonard Bernstein/I Decline (ya’ll know what I am referring to).

Numbers – 1122, 10, 1144 – although they have been far less lately – which is fine with me.

Weather – fantastic again.  Soaking up the warmth.  But still – that underlying current of “OMG HOW MUCH LONGER” waiting.  It’s palpable.  My kiddo’s about ready to hijack a portal or something and catapult her/us into a new place.  Area.

Some weird things happening including finding money in bizarre places (coins).

Talk online about healing.  It’s time (as in NOW not “soon” nonsense).  You’ll see that below.  We all just trying not to lose it as we near the end.  Or maybe we’re all just suffering some sort of mass hallucination.  Someone on twatter said something rather funny if not strange – in a daydream state the other day they put together this little theory:  what if, in this “garden of eden” story, the originals took lsd or similar hallucinogenic and we’ve been trippin’ ever since.  I pondered that.  Anything’s possible.  If anything that is what they would do (like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz) – spray or cover our space with some sort of hallucinogenic or sleep like agent and we been in a daze since.

Makes sense when you think about it doesn’t it?  Why so many of us the more we awaken at times we are like Dorothy – feeling soooooooooo sleepy at times – and at times the experience is borderline drug-like.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please remember to you know…….

Love,

V.

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oh yeah – he a bad one…….reppie……..

Democratic Senator Called to Resign as Finance Committee Chairman After What Wife Is Investing in Becomes Known

 

 

hmmm………..

Just In: Barack Obama Caught on Video Entering Home of UK Prime Minister—Why?

 

 

 

THIS:

 

body likes this frequency:

 

China, Iran Show Agility in Red Sea Diplomatic Initiatives While US Flounders

 

Study: Google Has Interfered in U.S. Elections 41 TIMES! | The Gateway Pundit | by Guest Contributor

 

Epstein Accomplice Ghislaine Maxwell Out of the ‘Snake Pit’, Into a Cushy Wing of Tallahassee FCI – Convicted Sex Trafficker Awaits Appeal While Writing Her Memoirs

 

feeling this so strongly………..

 

 

that curtain don’t part we gonna storm the stage………

 

this is funny:

 

and there we have our plane issue for the day………

 

 

supreme court is under the spell of some bi-polar disorder……..

 

 

always going sideways………

 

 

considering = is being brought out on stage………

 

evil:

 

 

 

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