Sometimes It’s Just an ’80’s Metal Kinda Day

 

Oh how I wish every day I could be in love and light.  I wish I could just stay in a nice meditative, peaceful state and enjoy the quiet new age-y type of music I do most days.

I long for a personal reality where people don’t step all over your boundaries and throw their emotional garbage onto you.

I long to have my child play with other kids who won’t bully her or push her around.

I long for a reality where family is family.  There, together, for one another, through thick and thin.

And mostly ~ I long to see myself Being this above-described Individual. Peaceful.  Kind.  Reliable.  Tolerant.  As often as I can.  And I continue to reach those states, more and more.

Then there are days like today when I just want to rip apart anyone who looks at me wrong.  Today was a “here I come let’s purge” day.

Letting it go……

During a bike outing, I witnessed a young child pitching a major fit.  I found it rather refreshing and thought to myself “I’ll take one of those for myself.”  Think of it ~ instead of a drive-up McDonald’s window of fake food nastiness, we could instead order up tantrums or love hits – to-go!

Instead, I rode home and decided to listen to some metal.  ’80’s style (which back then seemed to have more of a spiritual/political/social message). Not often my style, but today, well, it fit.

Until next time…

 

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Goddess. Starwoman. Freedom and Justice Creator. Writer. Musician. Composer.

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