so many things about this one resonate and pack a very strong emotional punch. to begin with the eye of the tiger has been my “go to” song since i first heard it. i have also had a strong draw to home “out there”. i let that go earlier this year, shortly after i started this website actually. i don’t know why really – i think i got tired of waiting for answers about who i am/where did i really come from. but those desires came back strongly today. first with this video and second, we have a little doll house with a doorbell that began going off by itself about 2 years ago – when i began the next step of my awakening journey. i would walk into the kitchen and it would go off – always late evening – always when i was alone and the house was silent. at the time something drew me to a video program that spoke of how our star families will find ways to communicate with us – sometimes they will literally knock on the door or ring our doorbell. ok then. heavy on my mind today is the experience i had 9 years ago where that beautiful white orb called me outside – greeted me by name. i saw the being’s on board. and for the first time since i can remember (likely in most of my lifetimes if past life memory has been accurate) – the feeling of homesickness was completely gone. completely. i broke down in tears, begging to go home with them but was left with the message “we will see you soon”. at the time i was deeply depressed, feeling i had no further purpose (this was before i had my child) and if it was my time, i was willing to move on to my next experience. that gave me hope to go on. on my walk today i sent out a message to this family i feel a connection with. when i arrived home, i went to the sink to wash dishes. the doorbell to the house went off – a first in over a year.
yeah. deep breath followed that one.
truthful answers. that’s all i want at the moment. truthful answers.
enjoy the video. i know it will be powerful for some of you.
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