The only thing I know that is grabbing our attention today is the unbelievable number of storms and tornadoes going on here in the central United States, including SIDEWAYS tornadoes. Ryan Hall Ya’ll (link below) has been live for 11 hours. It’s 10:17pm PST and he’s still reporting. You know it’s very intense when Ryan continues to say “this is unbelievable!”

LIVE – TORNADO OUTBREAK ONGOING – STORM CHASERS ON IT

https://www.nytimes.com/2026/06/17/weather/tornadoes-news-illinois-wisconsin-indiana.html

https://www.wcia.com/news/illinois-news/gallery-central-illinois-storm-photos-from-june-17-2026

THIS, friends. And a Sun Tzu moment – as Trump had said he may sign it on Friday. Instead, he signed on the 17th. There’s significance in this. I feel it.

Another Sun Tzu move:

Time is speeding up. I’m seeing it on my clocks now.

You know how I know time is speeding up?
I have a digital clock in my bedroom.
Over 10 years old.
It is not keeping up with the time on my Android phone.
Just earlier this year, there was a 3-minute difference.
Now there’s a SIX-minute difference.

PEDO arrests continue. It’s appalling how many of them there are.

https://www.spokesman.com/stories/2026/jun/17/upriver-fire-remained-steady-overnight-night-evacu

YES!

Storytime. A woman. A walk. And a Dog named Boise. My latest piece:

“…As my mind was lost in memories of the past, I suddenly wished my daughter were there with me, reminding myself that in just a few short years she will be leaving the nest, so our times together are something I absolutely do my best to not take for granted. Suddenly wanting to snuggle something and having no one there, the Universe must have picked up on that mama need, for what did I see next, eyeing me from across the street, but a dog.

A terrier.

Older. Gray around his muzzle.

As he eyed me, I eyed him back. We considered one another, he seeming to think, “should I walk over and say hello?” and me, the same. Instead, we both slowly approached one another. I noticed his owner was out front.

“He’s friendly,” she said, smiling. I nodded, crouched down, and let the little guy walk over. Smell my hand. He looked up at me, hesitation in his eyes. “It’s okay,” I said, smiling. “I’m a dog person.” He let me stroke his head, his ears. He liked that. I asked the owner his name.

“Boise,” she said.

“Boise,” I said to my new friend. “Just like the city. That’s a nice name.” There’s something that happens when we greet one another by name. It adds a personal touch, another layer that says, “this person is safe.”…

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I was recently asked why I do this work here.

Because I have faith.

And because I have hope that my words will reach enough people to awaken more people.

And because I have hope that my words and work will generate more income as I wait – yet again – for funding to focus on a new direction.

And because when I started this site 10 years ago – next month – I felt I was serving a lifelong purpose.

And let’s be f’ing honest here – I stop? That income goes away. And I cannot afford to lose one dollar at this point.

So I do what I do.

Until I am called in a new direction.

I just never thought I would become this exhausted and worn down. I used to be able to do more. Handle more. Help more. Today? I’m the one needing a fucking rescue.

Victoria

This is toxic think. Simplistic. Does nothing to truly shift life or provide real healing.

I grew up watching Mr. Rogers. My dad could not stand him – thought he was gay – too feminine. I, however, loved Mr. Rogers. I saw a man who could be a man and be gentle, kind, soft-spoken – behaviors that were lacking in my own father (who still misspells my name to this day). He was on from 5-5:30 pm – a safe time for me before my father arrived home. Usually the show was over by the time he arrived from work, but now and then he would be early, and I would hear him comment to my mom. Today I see he was deeply insecure, as he could sense my attachment to this gentle man on television.

I still don’t understand why some MAGA call out people who make money off of the movement, but turn a blind eye to b.s. like this:

Many planes down. Q predict this?

Something in their drinking water? When we call out Israel, it is never the people – it’s the parasites inside the government.

EBS Comm. Another one.

Mechanic calling it out:

I feel like Charlton Heston when he was up on stage at the 2A rally, holding his gun, loudly affirming: “from my cold dead hands” – only we are holding up steak.

At least this happened:

And we KNOW “their” sporting events are involved in trafficking:

In today’s DUH file:

Will “they” ever stop?

And then (you cannot make this up), you have the Mormon Crickets. The little critters who show up and don’t leave until you listen to their sermon.

Not strange to anyone dealing with PTSD, trauma and does what she/he can to feel safe:

It’s hard being here, isn’t it? Like REALLY hard.

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I need extra help this month. I am raising funds for gas and rent increase – at this point in the game. $40 gas budget only gets you half a tank. Someone help me calm my tummy and the middle-of-the-night wake-up in panic moments.

It’s hard to find the light – even though it’s there within. We know the financial challenge that has impinged too many of us for far. too. fucking. long. FAR too long. I get the plan. Logically.

Tell that to my body. My beautiful nervous system. To your body and nervous system. When you have any sort of trauma – and who doesn’t – when you’re under ongoing impingement of any sort – it’s hard as hell to trust the plan. Or to FEEEEEEEEEEL those words in your body. The body says “NOTHING HAS CHANGED RED FLAG RED FLAG DO NOT TRUST”.

Command the end of this Enslavement.

Victoria

This ME ME ME look it at how GREAT ME ME ME IS – has gotten so old – plan or not. I’ve had enough experience with that pattern. I wonder if he would let me play (behind a curtain – with fans on me – water next to me – and the option to flee).

You know – didn’t I say something about June 14-24 last night? 10 days of “darkness”? Maybe? I don’t know – we’ll see.

I think – I COMMAND – we see the end of the movie on 6.24. Batman. Gotham City – which was actually in New Jersey. GEORGE NEWS said years ago “WATCH NEW JERSEY”.

I incarnated into the wrong country.

9.7 km. BOOM there you go!

Saving IS RA EL for last. Traitors.

Tell me the system is inverted without actually saying the words:

He does, however, have a point – how WE THE PEOPLE are not “allowed” to criticize much less question Israel.

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/oil-prices-fall-white-house-signals-will-maintain-ceasefire-iran-unless-american

I wonder how many are brewing their own:

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/beer-demand-goes-flat-even-alcoholics-pull-back-gas-above-4

https://www.theguardian.com/australia-news/2026/jun/04/gaza-flotilla-australian-women-assaulted-abused-israeli-detention-penny-wong-ntwnfb

KP hasn’t done much, btw.

How? I will tell you how. Simufuckinglation, that’s how.

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Today I thought back to the first Anon/truther/patriot/fighter I knew who died during this right. Annie. Anyone remember her from anonup? Such a powerful Soul who succumbed to medical issues that could have been cured – someone could have found a way to give her the cure she needed. The help she needed.

I see people glorify those who spoke out – the big names – Cornell, Bennington – most of them are probably still here – taken into protection services.

But no one talks about the “smaller” people.

The people who have lost friends and family due to political philosophy.

Due to refusing to take a god damn vaccine.

Or wearing a mask.

Or voting for the orange man or the ice cream freak.

People – regular people – amazing people – losing careers. Jobs. Homes.

Bankruptcy. Burnout.

While the loudmouths with the high following say “trust the plan”.

Someone I know – his wife – is slowly dying of liver disease. An Anon. (below is his wife’s go fund me page):

Think he feels better being told to “trust the plan”?

Do any of us at this point?

Victoria

Hostage situation at a Chase bank in CALI:

WTH is with manhole cover incidents lately? First, it’s people coming out of them. Today it’s someone falling IN one!

Why don’t they just all go away?

Q did mention the BANK OF ALBANIA many years ago. Connection?

The people pf Albania aren’t having it either:

This is a new level of insanity – and terrifying too: Oregon, through a court order issued by a Federal Judge, is set to release violent criminals who were originally sentenced under Measure 11. Crimes include rape, assault, kidnapping, and murder.

Two researchers with the National Institutes of Health were charged with conspiracy to smuggle monkeypox into the United States

I am sure there were signs. And likely neglect from the system, including the police who see such things as a “civil matter” – until it’s not. This is so sad!

A several hundred foot tall flame from a ruptured tank following the attack in St Petersburg

it all but has for me. but hey, trust the plan, right?

Keep exposing this toxic crime against humanity: CHEMTRAILS

CIA accused of ‘poisoning the sky’ with toxins as files expose secret weather control agenda

In fact, the memos noted that federal funding for the secret program was set to be four times higher in 1967 – the same year the US began spraying toxins over Vietnam to cause floods and landslides.

One post on X claimed: ‘The CIA has been poisoning the sky and controlling the weather since 1965!’

The 18-page report was recently shared by conspiracy theorists, years after it was quietly placed into the CIA’s public archives, including a letter praising the classified operation from US President Lyndon B Johnson.

Johnson’s endorsement of the CIA’s weather modification project came just three years after he gave an ominous speech on the future of America and the work to create ‘weather satellites’ with the power to strengthen storms.

While giving the commencement address at Southwest Texas State University in May 1962, then-Vice President Johnson said: ‘He who controls the weather will control the world.’

I cringe when I see more future events on this timeline. Just – NO:

I thought this was interesting. Showing us Whitney is still alive?

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I need a Home like this

Ode to Tiramisu

Oh my sweet chocolate bliss

giving me the caffeine kick so that I do not miss

the happenings out on stage

while soothing my inner rage

and comforting my Soul

making life seem less like a droll.

One slooooow bite is all it takes.

Victoria

***

This sums it up:

https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2026-05-29/american-consumer-piss-broke

Yesterday The Wall Street Journal highlighted how rising prices and the highest interest rates in decades have pushed even relatively high-income households into financial distress. One example was a hospital operations director earning nearly $200,000 annually who accumulated $15,000 in credit card debt at a 26% interest rate. Despite making the minimum payments, the balance barely moved.

And the broader data confirms this isnโ€™t an isolated story.

Total credit card balances reached a record $1.25 trillion for a first quarter, while average credit card interest rates have surged from 14.6% in early 2022 to roughly 21% today.

Delinquency rates have risen across low-, middle-, and high-income households alike.

45,000:

8:29pm Timestamp from Trump’s TS above:

may start the process of โ€œheading home!โ€ Say HELLO to your wives, husbands, parents, and families

Young Barron did talk about the moon, tilting it just right…

No surprise here:

I have absolutely no censor button now when it comes to this slow drip nonsense. Obviously.

I challenge the AI when I see results like this.

This is the “timeline that shall end” agenda. I’ve seen it in a dream 22 years ago. Not gonna happen.

https://nypost.com/2026/05/29/science/most-dangerous-us-volcano-mt-rainier-could-devastate-60000-residents

Legit question: How many more of these instances do we have to see – do people have to suffer through and f’ing deal with – before MILITARY steps in and does what is right? Anyone have an answer other than “trust the plan” or “stand”?

It’s over – interesting to learn who was behind this.

Our Israeli dollars hard at work:

Even upsetting the animals:

This was in response to suicidal empathy being the issue. We need to get OUT of our heads and start leading from the Heart again.

The “trauma informed/somatic” practitioner I have been seeing took issue with me for saying my particular issue was a disability. “It’s a condition”, she insisted. Like, who cares, you know? It interferes with my daily life who cares what label I choose to attach to it? She was not seeing the point – was not showing up in a way that was bringing safety and connection. These people suck every bit as much as the medical types.

This is a beautiful description of working with the fascia – which I have come to see is very valuable.

Most people think their fascia is just not well exercised or dehydrated and maybe it is (probably is) but thereโ€™s a lot more to it. If the body perceives a threat, or chronic (or acute) urgency, or a pain or something that is being forced upon it, it will guard vs release the body.

Some people aggressively foam roll all day long and it will still feel tight at the end for this same reason. Some people can stretch for 30 minutes and loosen up the entire body, but 20 minutes later, everything tightens itself back up into place. Bear in mind the nervous system also has to let go / disengage.

One of the classic approaches in a sustained fascial release is :

Find a barrier on yourself. A barrier is basically the first place the tissue stops gliding. You donโ€™t want to go to a pain barrier but just a clear place of first resistance. Most people have no idea what they are feeling for. Here is how to actually feel for the fascial barrier.

Place your whole hand on an area of your body you want to work with and use a hand that provides open, broad contact (your palm, fingers/fingertips). Then, do NOT slide over your skin like you are applying lotion. Instead, allow your hand to just softly sink into the skin first, just enough that your skin and the tissue underneath it move with your hand.
From there, slowly take the tissue in one direction. Try it up or down or left/right, or in a very small diagonal.
And all you are doing here is looking for the first place the tissue stops moving easily. This is a barrier. They can feel like thicker catches or sticky, ropey or more rubbery. Can also feel like thereโ€™s pulling and doesnโ€™t simply go further. It takes some practice. When you find one, just hold there and donโ€™t move. Stay at the barrier (better if you do in silence) and wait there.
This can be 90 seconds or 3 minutes or longer
Sometimes longer. Just sit with it. You may feel heat, a softening, pulsing sensation(s), the tissue โ€˜meltingโ€™, or you may have spontaneous swallowing or
deeper breathing or an involuntary sigh once the tissue begins actual release.

This is especially effective in areas like :

The diaphragm, where hands are resting under the lower ribs while breathing slowly into the area.

The suboccipitals, with a (gentle) sustained support under the base of your skull.

The plantar fascia, where you hold a tender point in your arch instead of rolling rapidly with a ball, etc

The sacrum, just resting hands under the sacrum (or fists under you) and allowing your pelvis to soften and melt onto them.

The jaw, holding the masseter or temporalis w/out kneading aggressively.

The scalp, moving the tissues slowly and then waiting on restriction.

The psoas, while not digging into the abdomen but applying gentle and sustained contact beside your navel while you perform slow breathing.

The thoracic inlet also, in gentle holds around the base of your neck and upper ribs.

This has a pretty high ROI b/c it informs our breathing patterns, vascular flow, lymphatics, joint mechanics and then our pain sensitivity and autonomic. Donโ€™t forget to work on your regulation and healing your nervous system so it feels safe.

If you practice this, a release can happen (often happens) indirectly in some of the following ways : your stomach begins gurgling, sinuses begin draining, the jaw naturally starts unclenching, your feet warming or sharper vision.

Can also present as a sudden emotional drop off after sustained fascial holds. Some of you may have seen those videos that circulate where someone is really crying.

It all sounds very mystical (and it is) until you remember simply, again, your fascia wraps around nearly everything in your entire body, continuously.

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“They” are pushing with “their” weather programs now. Come on sleepers and SEE so we don’t have to experience any further weather destruction. Financial trauma is one thing, but weather trauma? I am putting up energetic ending blocks all around this nonsense:

Ryan Hall Ya’ll And His Storm chasers covering the weather in the Mid-West – Northern Missouri ATM (9pm PST) – flash flooding

youtube.com/watch?v=ZCY7qD-TRxI&source_ve_path=NzY3NTg&embeds_referring_euri=https%3A%2F%2Fx.com%2F

This statement is no coincidence given the “storms” going on ATM:

U typo – should be [E]:

WAS

Let’s GOOOOOOOOOOOOO:

Big Big BIG GIANT EF YOU. This will upset everyone. Military doing a good job making them look like the evil arrogant parasites they always were.

I’m telling ya’ll, anything a human touches or interacts with leaves an impression. NOTHING wants to be controlled or confined.

https://www.wired.com/story/overworked-ai-agents-turn-marxist-study

They claim it was “controlled”.

MASSIVE MUSHROOM CLOUD explodes in Israel

He did indeed say this:

Trump says a new experimental drug reverses death โ€” literally bringing people back to life

TREASON

This is a very good sign:

Venezuela extradites key Maduro ally to the US ‘with the help of the CIA’ despite being pardoned by Joe Biden

https://www.dailymail.com/news/article-15824671/venezuela-nicolas-maduro-extradites-alex-saab.html?ns_mchannel=rss&ns_campaign=1490&ito=social-twitter_mailonline

4 alien species have been pulled from crashed UFOs, ex-government researcher claims

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Reverse Engineering trend – notice the spike on 4.20:

Project Looking Glass – which took a big leap today (more and more people are talking about Wilcock and PLG the last few days):

This is rather interesting – TRUST THE PLAN (I looked up Saving Israel for last and nothing came up – yet):

False Flag spike last night:

Time Travel searches have been consistently high this week – keep it going!

Here is Rose’s latest post. I agree (we’re at the End as in THE END do not pass go do not collect $200 no more f’ing trips around the monopoly board) – I wonder what “their” final move on the chess board will be. I keep sensing to Watch DC (and eyes open everywhere you go – grounded – I almost had a car hit me head on – old dude was driving – I saw him coming my way – only he was literally slowly veering more towards me – until I honked and he swerved out of the way (as did I).

It is my girl’s birthday next month. My budget is allowing me to get her some bakery-created cupcakes (she has the decorations picked out). Given my income drop ($400) beginning in May, that’s about all I can get her. She’s growing – again. I’m letting out a pair of shorts. I’m SO tired of this struggle. I meet with a non-profit tomorrow to get signed up on their wait list. I’ve chosen a program of study (Grant Writing) – and put in that request for another meeting on Tuesday. That will take up to a month to get approval, then I can begin the 10-week course I have selected. All of that is down the road and does nothing to help alleviate the financial crushing I am in now. If things don’t shift on the world $$ stage, I am literally not going to have enough to pay my basic expenses, especially since food will have to be the priority, which is weighing on me because even though I don’t align with any of this, I do not want “their” credit score they assign to me to drop – that will put further impingement on my ability to move. God, I pray all of this shifts in the next few weeks – NOW is always good – but you know what I mean. No one should have to live like this. You can help by donating whatever you can – seriously – as I’ve said all along – even $5 adds up and helps. You can also help by sharing my work. For now, here is my girl’s Wish List.

AMAZON WISH LIST

p.s. – the weather in areas here in the states is insane. Ryan Hall Ya’ll has literally been off and on his livestream coverage for the last 2 days.

Wizard of Oz vibes:

McDonald’s comms:

Hawkins. Stranger Things. Never watched it. Sounds like where we are – up is down, down is up. We are upside down inside this place. We are Alice – down inside the rabbit hole. What if this is showing us that we will SEE the “invisible enemy” – [scare] event.

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Well, surprise, surprise, surprise The masses will start seeing and asking the question “why does this keep happening?”

He’s a soldier. He’s on the moon. Anyone else hearing “Buffalo gal won’t you come out tonight? Aaaaaaand dance by the light of the moon.”

Matrix Masters
@MatrixMasters33
The plan was always to keep you tired.
Not just physically โ€” but soul-deep.
Exhausted from the grind.
Numb from the noise.
Too busy surviving to even ask: Who built this system?
And why?

While you toiled, they traded your name.
They turned your labor into currency.
They turned your breath into bonds.
All under the illusion of freedom.

But the spell has cracked.
The illusion continues to unravel.
The system now runs only on inertia โ€” a dying echo of control from a structure that has already collapsed in higher timelines.

Youโ€™re not imagining the collective tension.
Yes, the betrayals are real.
Yes, the fraud is real.
But so is the shift.

The field no longer supports distortion.
Low-vibrational systems will not hold.
Their last attempts at chaos glitch, because frequency is the new architecture โ€” and your frequency is rising.

This was always about the stewards.
Not the rulers.
Not the watchers.
You.
The inheritors of a new earth.

The ones with the courage to feel.
To remember.
To rebuild.

You are not lost in the ruins.
You are standing at the threshold.
And nothing they do now can stop what has already begun.

They had their cycle.
Now itโ€™s yours.

The simulation belongs to you now.

Or, unlocking mechanisms (btw – next week’s “eclipse”, on 3.3 peaks at 3:33am). What a great mirror – flip it on “their” fools day. The New Year. “Easter is our timeline.” Happens in a flash. Love this one.

Crashing so we can SEE “their” systems are TAF bullshit ugly.

I. Love. This.

This:

To this:

That be me – and many others. CPRS. Wear it proudly.

I hope he wasn’t one of them. I loved his music – nice memories – playing his tunes on the radio, mom driving, summer winds in my hair as I looked at her pretty face, smiling back at me.

Defense Production Act.

Mass surveillance of Americans. Autonomous weapons with zero human oversight. Everything on the table.

While Elon’s xAI already signed unlimited access deal.

Dario Amodei, Anthropic’s CEO, refused yesterday.

Here’s what the Pentagon didn’t expect.

Instead of Google and OpenAI staying quiet and cutting separate deals, 300+ employees signed a public letter.

The title: “We Will Not Be Divided.”

236 from Google. 65 from OpenAI. All current employees.

All putting their jobs on the line.

The letter exposes the Pentagon’s strategy:

“They’re trying to divide each company with fear that the other will give in. That strategy only works if none of us know where the others stand.”

Classic divide and conquer.

But the employees just called it out. Publicly.

This exact thing happened before.
2018: Google employees protested Project Maven (AI for drone targeting).
Result: Google pulled out. Promised not to use AI in weaponry.

2026: Those same policies are being rolled back.
The difference: This time employees at COMPETING companies are coordinating.

Anthropic, Google, OpenAI. Usually fighting for talent and market share.

Now fighting the same battle.

US military falling behind because ethical companies refuse.

Here’s what most people miss:

This isn’t about AI ethics.

This is about whether private companies can have red lines at all.

If the Pentagon wins, every tech company knows:

Build anything for the government & they own it.

If Anthropic wins, it proves you can say no to the most powerful military on Earth.

Both outcomes reshape the entire industry.

Command they be used unlock this place and open up the sunroof:

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I remember the first time I had a moment of panic. I had no idea what it was, other than I knew it scared me. I was in the car, driving on the freeway on my way to my parents’ home. Summer. Coming home from my college job downtown. Rush hour traffic. And heat (no a/c in my little car). At the time, I absolutely hated this particular job, which I took to save some money after taking a year off from college (too much party, zero interest in school). I did not want to return to school. I wanted to travel the world. Alone. I wanted to end it with my boyfriend, as I clearly was not a priority in his life. And on top of all of this, my parents were going through a dramatic separation, where I let myself get sucked in and played counselor. But that was me. Rushing in to save people when the one who needed saving – all along – was me.

I was young. Confused. Overwhelmed. And even though I wore a smile a lot back then and was otherwise a people-person (people pleaser), I was not happy. I felt stuck. I knew what I wanted to do – at least I thought I did – I just didn’t believe enough in myself to essentially quit everything I was doing and start over again. In the end, I stayed the course. Stayed at the job far too long (until I was asked to quit with severance). Stayed in college. Watched my parents go through a divorce. And ended up marrying the boy after graduation. Knowing my bio family was falling apart, I chose to cling to anything familiar.

That moment of panic marked a point in my journey that led me to make choices for everyone else but me. Moved to a city I did not want to live in and started having more of those panic moments. Stayed far too long there. Stayed too long in that first marriage. But eventually I broke free and set off on a new course in my life. But, I had not done the real inner work. I got warned time and time again by friends and intuitives alike that I was too trusting. “Lit up like a Christmas tree with no anchor,” one friend told me. Too naive in my new approach to life, which was that I wanted to love everyone and be me, be childlike. Which is fine as long as you have boundaries. And discernment. Which I didn’t. I had not been taught either. That led to sexual assault, which eventually prompted my body to remind me of the sexual abuse I had experienced as a child. Workplace abuse. And a lot of other unwanted shit, including more abuse.

The panic began to return. Like what happened in my 20’s, overall, I hid it. This was NOT going to happen to me again. I made excuses not to attend events and places. Found reasons not to travel. Unless you’ve dealt with it, no one can begin to comprehend how fucking humiliating and embarrassing it is to say “sorry, I can’t get myself there. I might panic.” I had tried that here and there and was told “just push yourself” (if only that worked) or “get on medication” (tried that in my 20′ a couple of times – NO THANK YOU to those side effects – and it didn’t work- and what an insult to begin with). I was even told, “I just don’t understand.”

I just don’t understand. Yeah, I didn’t understand what was happening to me again either.

I started seeing people again, healers, counselors. I tried everything holistically I could find. Meditations. CBT. Holographic Repatterning. RET. Past Life Regression. Massage. It wasn’t until a couple of years ago, when in one moment of conversation with my daughter did something within me snapped awake. I knew what I had put up with. I knew what I had denied. I knew I had been running for years. Decades. So I took a different approach in this healing stuff, learned about the nervous system, got the proper diagnosis (FINALLY) of C-PTSD due to abuse both in childhood and adulthood, sexual assault, accidents, and medical trauma. I have been doing EMDR and learning a lot about things like the nervous system, narcissistic abuse, and coercive control. It’s slow going – releasing decades of stored trauma from the body. And I mean the body. This shit is not in my brain. That’s where the story is. You don’t supplement or talk yourself out of trauma. You don’t sleep or rest it away. These things help and are important to support. But the key? Getting that energy processed and released. EMDR is interesting as it demands you focus 100% on your body. Sensations. Tightness. The need to move. This reality pushes us to be in our minds and brain. But our body? Nope. But that is where the trauma stays put until processed out. I continue to be amazed at the truth of this. I will be guided to bring up the image representing the particular stressor/trauma, then tune in to my body to see what I notice somatically. And sure enough, up comes tension, tingling, the need to move (often violently) pops up. The eye movement begins, the initial energies from the trauma increase bringing up panic sensations, but if you hang in there (and it took me well over a year to begin to stick with it so that I could do an entire EMDR session), stay in the body and resist the urge to tell the story, I have seen myself go from a 9 in intensity to a 2 within 15 minutes just with this work.

We all have some form of PTSD now after this Awakening and the ongoing Spiritual War for our minds. Souls. The ugly shit we have seen has traumatized us all to varying degrees. So people like me are getting hit really f’ing hard with this PTSD crap. And it sometimes hits you when you least expect it. Like it did tonight for me at the store. I was standing in line, which can be a trigger, as being in any situation where I am stuck, unable to move, or in this case, unable to keep going (it’s strange – don’t ask). It isn’t like I can ask for special treatment. Many stores offer those scooters for people with physical challenges. I wish stores offered lines for people like me. Lines that moved or stayed open just for those of us in a panic. No waiting. Dimmer lights. Tonight was a doozie. The guy in front of me had nothing but produce and a lot of it. None of it bagged. Some of it was so obscure that the clerk had to keep going to check the code. The guy also had this incredibly annoying voice – to me. For some reason, with each word he spoke, it hit my body hard, and I would flinch. Maybe something from my past? I don’t know – that was a new one for me. Just thinking about it now – plus he reminded me a bit of that one demon who sexually assaulted me. Then he realized he didn’t bring his debit card and had to get out a check, which he seemed to take forever to fill in, then there was another issue with the check, and the clerk had to take time to figure it all out. There were also conversations going on around me that were loud. The lights were suddenly far too bright for me, and the music on the stereo system was suddenly too loud. And there it came. Nervous System was overwhelmed. That old familiar unwanted feeling of panic. Heartbeat racing suddenly. I don’t want to faint or pass out. I can’t breathe. My legs suddenly weak, trembling. I began to sigh loudly from impatience in waiting. I was watching other customers come and go at the other checkout line, but all of my food items were on the conveyor belt and the other line was for 10 items or less. I was trapped here. So I decided to walk away, focus on some natural soda and kombucha and returned after the panic had passed. Legs still weak and hands shaking, I completed my transaction. At the end, I decided to just speak the truth instead of ignore what had just happened. I looked at the clerk, that young, sweet girl and I apologized. “I’m sorry for my impatience. It wasn’t you. It wasn’t that other customer. It was me. I sometimes get panic, claustrophobia when I’m waiting in line or when the lights are too bright, or there’s too much talking.” She looked at me with so much sympathy in her eyes. “Oh my gosh I am SO sorry you experienced that,” she said. “It is pretty loud in here, isn’t it? I am sorry that the transaction ahead of you took so long, too.” I thanked her for her kindness. She looked me in the eyes again and wished me a good evening in a tone that was gentle and quiet.

I walked outside feeling exhausted, but also comforted and a bit empowered. This is nothing to be ashamed of. It is a hard one to deal with. If someone says they are a vet and have PTSD, there’s understanding, and the world steps up and says, “thank you for your service, let’s support this guy”. If someone says they have some form of cancer, the world steps up and offers love. Such situations can limit people’s ability to be out in the world, and they receive compassion. I have not had that kind of understanding – and I really need it. I have such a strong desire to heal and thrive again. This beast I am trying to befriend now, after running from it for most of my life, also limits my ability to be out in the world like everyone else. I make too much for SSI and don’t have enough work credits for SSDI. This is why I ask for financial payment for the work I do here and on my coffee page. It is literally all I can do consistently at this point until I am better, in a safe, supportive situation, surrounded by people who see me where I am and support me as I take two steps forward and sometimes one step back and stay. by. my. side. Cheer me on. Maybe that’s something I can bring to the world – share my story so people’s definitions of who is worthy of love and support and help expands.

Today, I realize it isn’t the locations and places that I fear. It’s the panic feelings themselves. The sensations. What they do to my body – those awful symptoms. That is the fear – the phobia. And to add to that, the fear of my own power. That I could be someone. Alone. And thrive. Unlike the elephant in the room that is the fear and the phobia that needs to be seen, there is someone else in the room, always there, telling me, “SEE ME? I’m here too. It ain’t just the fear.” I want to release the shame and embarrassment of being like this. The old voices that tell me I’m lazy or worthless. That deep voice within lets me know I’m neither.

Thank you for reading. And as always, so much love and humble thanks to those of you who are my friends at a distance and whose financial support enables my child and me to eat. If you know someone who might benefit from my story, please share. Let them know they aren’t alone. Enough suffering in silence. Fuch that sheot. We are ALL tidbits of the Most Divine Light. Too often, mental health challenges get ugly labels and a lot of misunderstanding. EVERYONE can heal with the right support that is safe and consistent. Love is the cure for pretty much everything – love in action.

Victoria

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Hi friends.ย  I was recently approved for a scholarship to become a certified yoga instructor. This has been one of those desires I never have spoken of, something that’s been in the back of my mind for a very long time. As many of you know I am rebuilding my life. And this is part of that process.

In order to do this course I am going to need some books and equipment. The total amount is around $100 to $150. If any of you want to help contribute to that I would really appreciate it. Thank you as always to everyone who reads and supports my work.

Love,

Victoria

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