I also want to say I have a lot of the same feelings, emotions and questions that you do. I would reply more often but sometimes I just don’t know what to say to anyone anymore. I try to help people when I can and comfort them when I can but it doesn’t seem to help much these days. The energies have been kicking both me and my husband big time these last 2 months. And that doesn’t help either when you want to help others but feel like crap. Have had the aches, bowel issues, sometimes headaches, feel vibrations up and down my legs and sometimes in my head, dizzy and foggy now and then, but we don’t have much choice–just keep hanging in there or give up–and I am not much of one to give up–at least not yet. My husband also has an alternative doc that we pay monthly for and supplements so I know that is not cheap. I’ve studied herbology and natural healing for 30 years but the energies seem to throw a lot of it out the window. Sometimes nothing seems to help the aches and issues. I get so tired of trying to figure things out and am ready for true healing and taking a nice long vacation.
Blessings to you, I think about you daily,
Brenda