i feel we are very close lynn, if my inner feelings, guidance i am receiving and dreams i have had recently. t/y for your words of validation. i do not believe any of us will have to worry about this retirement/money thing ~ i have received that message for over 10 years. and yes – we keep to ourselves as well – certainly more so today. <3

i hear you robert. i had an experience where i went back to my birth in this particular incarnation – and i knew i was choosing in some way to come here. however i believe reincarnation is a trap and was created after the fall of our civilizations (after we were conquered) – and so our “choice” has been controlled. so i believe you are right when you say choosing this experience is a damn lie. i feel we have gone along w/these incarnations in this particular however-long-it-is cycle in order to ascend back to where we once belonged. if that makes sense. it’s late!

joanne~ i hear you. you are not alone. many of us want off this ride. i admire you for staying heart-centered. i am working on keeping mine open – the way it once was. i have had to detach from the fray and go within. i purge. and intend the reality i want for myself – both within and without. love and peace to you…

jayson ~ oh sweet soul there are things you share in which i relate. i too don’t have this “normal” looking life and at times that damn voice in my head will say all sorts of things – the “should” voice. she can stfu. i know too about the stamina issue and i worry about money and wonder what i am going to do when i reach retirement (although i am intending i am living to be 800 or more this time around as i have every intention of ascending and fully healing this vessel). the only thing that keeps me going is knowing i am here for a purpose. you are not inadequate. you are UNIQUE. you are YOU. is there ANY other line of work you could get into? it sounds like your job is far too much of a drain on you. maybe just to give you a little bit of a lift. or find a way to get laid off so you can collect unemployment for awhile – if that would sustain you. seriously – not joking on that one. look into the laws in your state – maybe by being out “sick”. i had that happen (i really was sick though) when i worked in daycare and was able to collect. maybe a low vibe move – but it would set you free of that place and get you some $$ coming in for awhile. i send you peace. <3

yes exactly! highest thoughts place us at the highest dimensional timeline. thank you for the wonderful reminder – i must continuously remind myself of this. <3

Chemtrails have been spraying for years yet when I point out the spraying they just look and go “what is that”?… like they have never seen them before. How could they not?? Don’t they ever look at the sky? How can anyone get around this planet and not see what is being sprayed in our skies? The other day I watched local county workers drive along the roads with spray booms killing off the weeds not for one minute thinking that the weed killer is going to wash into the waterways the next time it rains (and it’s been raining here for 5 weeks with only a couple of days of no rain). Are they that stupid? Or is this “just doing my job”?

Apparently I am here on some “mission”… piece of cake…done it before… Never in a million years would I have thought to see such a divide amongst the populus when it comes to being “awake”.

I’m over it, I’m done.. cooked..roasted..fried…steamed…poached..you name it… I’m done with duality.

The insanity of this place is seriously doing my head in.