The fact that he says they provided Pfizer with a lab(the Israeli people) does not bode well in my interpretation of a better world order.
pax…and Happy New Year! I really do appreciate your efforts to inform.

hugs! i get it and i hear you. and i see and know you are in a different space than i am in terms of the work you do and what you go through with that work. so i totally understand where you’re coming from. and you make a good point that as long as this old crap is still going, there isn’t much room – if any at all – for real NEW. R E A L new. for me – at this point – i’m willing to find space to create something new out there as it is. i also hear you on the being forgotten part. i should write about that as it has been big in my space lately. obviously we aren’t alone here – we have each other to connect with as best as we can – but there is something to that that feels quite deep – old too – like our Soul is coming through w/that sense of being trapped here for who knows how long.

I’m also fed up with all those phrases annoyingly put on repeat, they are just empty words for me now, a parrot talk.

I’m just feeling so done, so tired, so betrayed and forgotten. Zero energy to put into anything else but going to work. I’m helping sick people, that’s the biggest part of my work tasks, but that’s it. I don’t know if I have any strength left to create a NEW while still stuck in the OLD. While the OLD is still breathing, alive and kicking, I honestly don’t believe any NEW can coexist in the same space. I admire your energy, ideas and hope. Victoria, if I was living closer to you, I would probably react differently – but now I’m just feeling like a party pooper who’s totally done and empty.