i keep hearing “let go of all that is out there”. go into the heart. there is still that part of me that wants so much to see justice for all of the suffering ~ it is such a solid part of who i am. is that who I AM or just who i am? both? i’m not sure – i’m not sure it matters. it is a feeling experience i have. and while i am still here in this realm i would like to see the control system end and freedom returned for ALL. either way it is coming. t/y for your words jan. 🙂

Almost what I’m experiencin’ and My eyes witnessed day passed.My family members don’t want me around them again and I just feel such a pain in my all me,somehow hard to live this harsh time dealing or interactin’ with people all time.But I still feel much peace inside so I give a kind of shit about this negativity as I see it in such a way of nonsense thing that does not exist!It’s hard to live without seeking true life this time.It is really so hard,so much pressure but calmin down by carry on what I feel to be right is always my cup.I dont feel belonging here anymore,nothin’ from the outside clings to what I Am.Losing something or gain somethin does not mean much to myself.It is just a game of knowing life,nothin’ else matters NOW.