An Interesting Experience Today

 

Psyche, Psychology, Human, Man, Person

I had a psychic/intuitive reading today.  This is a friend of mine, someone I have known for a few years.  I trust and adore her.  However, as I have mentioned in previous writings, I have grown very particular about engaging in things such as psychic readings, channelings, tarot reads and the like ~ only because I believe that unless the person giving the info/read is in alignment with my perception of things such as the world of spirit, the matrix energy grid, reincarnation and karma, there will likely be things said that “bounce off” my energy field and don’t resonate.  My friend believes in karma and reincarnation being necessary for our growth/learning and the like.  She knows I have a different perception.

I have had a few readings in the past with my friend and this one was going to be a new experience, as the last read, I had different perceptions and beliefs as to the aforementioned topics.  Certainly I am much more confident and energetically grounded/solid in my perceptions than I was at the last read.  So, I was rather curious to see what would come through today.  And given this was a barter situation (mini read in exchange for my book), I decided to go along with it.

Soon into the read, she began talking about the Pleiadians and my and my mate’s connection with them.  She used the term “galactics” a couple times as well.  This is a topic my friend is not familiar with so I knew she was tuned more into my energy frequency/belief system.  My eyes growing wide, I said “hold that thought” and reached for my recorder and began recording.  I noticed her energy expanded when she was relaying this information.  However, when I asked her to expand on that information and tell me more of what she was getting on the Pleidian’s and Galactics, she was not able to, which I found interesting and attributed it to where she is in her Awakening, her perception and what vibes with her.

That insight would come in handy for what was to come in the reading.

She shared several things that resonated with me, including words that my Higher Self shared with me this morning.  So overall, things were proceeding along nicely.  That is until she began speaking of lessons and my need to control my life.  There was some Truth in that for me – I know I need to let go and go with the flow much more than I do.  However, I also felt this energetic sense of smallness – as though my being the Master Creator of my Destiny was not truly acceptable to these beings she was channeling.

This felt to me like inner-dimensional controls, certainly the handing over of my Power, to keep us in this low vibe, this controlled energy space. And the term “lessons” are matrix speak to me.  We are remembering Who We Are. And while I am remembering and incorporating that remembering into my mind and ego and personality to establish a balance with my Higher Self, the concept that we are here to learn and grow, which includes we must suffer in order to grow, we must experience hate to know love and the like is all rubbish.  I wish I had a physical shield that would immediately surround my body when those words are spoken in my presence rendering it impossible for my physical ears to hear the words. Until I have that Star Trek ability, I must rely on my Inner Sovereign Warrior and physical mouth/vocal cords to communicate my Truth.

Which I did.

What came back at me today through the voice of my friend rather surprised me.  First she said my evolving into the 5th Dimensional Frequency was not going to happen in this lifetime.

That earned her a look of raised eyebrows and my saying I absolutely did not resonate with that message.

Next she said many of my issues with anxiety and panic would not be resolving in this lifetime.  Again, I said that did not resonate with me (I was also quite offended) especially since I have the DESIRE to.  And Love In Action would be more than willing to help me with that desire instead of telling me “forget about it – not in this lifetime kid”.  What a manipulative way to attempt to get me to stay in the cycle of reincarnation.  I “fail” to heal of my issues, I then fall back into the trap of thinking “uh oh didn’t get it perfect this time – gotta go back and do it again.”

NOT HAPPENING.

By now my energy was getting quite large within and without – I could feel it expand, creating those boundaries.  The resistance and frustration coming from whatever energy she was channeling was also noticeable, especially considering what was said next.  My friend then said “Spirit” wanted to know if I really believed I was evolving into the higher frequencies, raising my frequency, then why was I still living in 3d reality.

Whoa there, I thought.  That felt confrontational, sarcastic, controlling and ego-filled (fill in the blank w/your own interpretation). Love/Source/Divine does not speak like that.  I knew absolutely for sure that the particular beings she was communicating with were still in the confines of the matrix grid, if not some of the archon controllers themselves.  And what do these beings like to do?

KEEP US AFRAID AND TRAPPED.

I wasn’t having it.

Refusing to answer that statement, I instead said I was not willing to discuss that as it wasn’t in alignment with Who I Am, to which I was told defensively I was “shutting down”, obviously not open to their information.

As though “they” could not expand their perception to include mine.  As though they had to thus judge me (make me feel small and question my own inner self) for not resonating with their message.

I was done with this exchange with these beings.  (yes, beings w/a lower “b”)

So I said “I am not shutting down.  I am simply not accepting their perception as my own.  I am stating my Sovereignty when I say I am not willing to discuss this further.”  (Yeah, I could feel my massive angel wings expand on that one.  I imagined myself holding a big sword and cutting down these false light beings.)

Well, it was again stated I was shutting down.  I was also told I don’t necessarily get to hear what I want, just what I need to hear, again for my “lessons”.  (Typing this up again, I want to scream “WHAT FUCKING LESSONS?  When the beings inside this damn reincarnation system erase my fucking memory and label it in the spiritual world as a ‘necessary amnesia’, how the FUCK am I to know the LESSON if I cannot remember the EXPERIENCE??!!”)

Seriously ~ we have to stop falling for this nonsense!

So it was then I asked her “Who are you communicating with?” and my friend said “God”.

I was blunt.  “No, you’re not,” I said.

We ended the reading after that.

After my friend left and I headed out for a walk, I got to thinking about God and Source and my friend’s belief that she receives her information from Source God.  And I thought of my “no you’re not” response.  I wasn’t trying to be rude.  I wanted to expand on that and figure out why I said those words.

I believe Source communicates with us at a variety of levels of understanding and perception – based on Who We Are at the time.

I have long believed that if Jesus (who I view as either an actual person or metaphor for a highly advanced being) returned, before he would likely be locked away in an asylum under our current societal construct, there would be a variety of interpretations of his message among the populace. Again, all due to Who We Are at this particular point in “time”.  Or as I like to say, in this Now moment.

And that’s what happened today.

So as I received validation of my own Higher Self and what She has been communicating to me, I also received validation that if I am to explore these avenues, it is imperative to stay grounded in Who I Am and to be aware of the intuitive/psychic/channelers belief structure.  I cannot emphasis this enough.

And I also saw where there are still inner dimensional beings who wish to keep us stuck here in this reincarnation cycle.

Let’s all give a resounding “NO MORE” to them.  Make it clear we are DONE with THEIR rules and interpretations about Who We Are.  Our destinies.  And our capabilities.  We are Free Sovereign Beings.

On one hand this reading communicated to me that I and I alone provide all of my answers and healing capabilities. And yet then I was told I would not be healing all of the panic issues in this lifetime.  Pure duality and double- speak.  That says to me I must stand even more firm in Who I Am.

This is a battle folks.  I feel it.  I would prefer not to fight.  I prefer to be soft and kind and loving and to be left alone to BE just that.

But I am willing, capable and ready to resist the archon grid spirit’s games of bullshit.  Today I showed I can do that.

We can do this.  We can resist their game.  We MUST resist.

Even if this means we get labeled a rebel rousing stubborn one.

Shine On You Rockin’ Beautiful Bright Souls ♥  

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4 thoughts on “An Interesting Experience Today”

  1. Yup!! The illusion is very, very deep and there is a very minute # of beings who see through it.
    It is a constant assessment. Hard and tiring work I find some days.

  2. *enthusiastically jumping to my feet with applause*

    THIS! ALL OF THIS! I had a similar experience a couple years back. I saw (finally) thru my ‘guides’ & their lies & fired them. After that my life was shattered & I cannot tell you how bad things got. At one point, desperate for help, I reached out to a psychic I knew was legit. She saw a black cloud over me & couldn’t see what it was making my life a living hell but it felt BAD & scared her. She said she’d ask her mentor to see into it & get back. Her mentor told her I made the cloud with my “negativity” and rejecting spirituality. I was livid. That is most certainly NOT me or anything I created, I let her know. Victim blaming much? And I went thru a lot of hell after, but I remember that moment of standing up & saying NO, this is NOT me & how dare you blame me like I’m some spiritual rookie who needs “lessons” to make me be a good person. I came here to teach & BE the light. Total Gandalf vs. Wormtail moment. That was righteous anger and to this day I have never been prouder of myself. And I have no regrets. Congrats to you for standing in your power! Never let them make you silent! You’re a star!

    1. t/y. you nailed it – whenever any being is trying to silent you or get you to submit to their way is a clear violation of sovereignty and free will and as thus not of Pure Source. will be the last such reading i participate in. and good for you as well for standing firm in your truth.

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