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Ya’ll know I am not one to talk about the weather unless it’s significant. And today is strange indeed. We went from 89 to 59. We are in this pattern for the next 10 days. It also rained quite a bit. Fans out of the windows. Heaters pulled back out.

Then there are the storms that are continuing – Ryan Hall Ya’ll continues his live stream. Oklahoma is having some very odd “signatures”. ATM – almost 10pm PST, high level FLOOD WARNING for Wichita, KS:

LIVE – TORNADO RISK COVERAGE – CHASERS ON IT

Here we go.

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Listening to Ryan – he’s talking about more tornadoes and wildfires tomorrow:

https://www.kjct8.com/2026/06/26/first-alert-high-wildfire-risk-increases-even-amid-scattered-thunderstorms

https://utahnewsdispatch.com/2026/06/24/utah-cottonwood-fire-beaver-could-be-most-destructive-ever

Trump is double-dropping on his Truth Social account, including a video from Kennedy talking about Communism and Voter Fraud.

Yeah, definitely, do not do this:

Good Gawd: 😳

Another black line on the Schumann:

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I don’t know where we are on the timeline – sure not on that “good” one. The energy is absolutely horrid. I want to hide in bed. Earlier, I was so agitated that I had to get out of bed and walk around – trying to calm that inner part of me that is SCREAMING for relief now. All I got are sweets that I pop like a f’ing junkie, movies to distract (but don’t really work in that I can get lose but then when I stop watching I realize “oh damn I’m still here in this reality”), walks that still carry the inner ugh feel, followed by pressures to still participate in the 3D world that offers nothing useful to those with my kind of specific needs (my god the stories I am reading), realizing I am out of places and options to call – all items on the list checked off – backed in a corner saying “I cannot do that right now”.

I am still in this sense of mind-numbing shock that what happened in Venezuela was allowed TO happen. What happened to PLG? Time Travel? Certainly, this event was seen. And storms continue to pop up with tornadoes in the states. Nothing makes sense to my mind or my heart. NOTHING

I saw this. It spoke to me – deeply. It paints the picture of exactly where I am now. And I don’t know which way to turn – so I stay in bed longer than I used to. I put off showering as long as I can (for it feels too heavy for me – even though I feel better than I do – that is classic nervous system dysregulation response). I have asked for help non-stop for 3 years now. I’m still waiting on the blah blah educational training blah blah so I can become a blah blah writer and maybe have a chance at increasing my income even though I know where my brain is and it is injured. Psychological torture. Images show no difference between brains when it comes to trauma – including war. And my mind feels like I have lived a long ass battle of torture. Because – I have. There is no justice here. Nothing real. Things were supposed to have changed – outside and in my personal life. Did any of you know I even tried offering to pay someone to promote my work and she was interested and willing (and able as it is what she does on the side) but once she saw my work I didn’t hear back? I wrote back and inquired – twice – hey, are we still good to go on this? What are your thoughts? Nothing. A far too common energy I receive when I put myself out there. I TOTALLY get why so many end up on the streets. Isolated. This reality is toxic as fuch – far more than I realized. And finding reliable, trustworthy people is hard. My donations dropped off. My website hits are down 46%. Even my coffee page is receiving no comments. Nothing. It’s like I no longer exist. And that is an incredibly terrifying experience for that part of me that just wanted to find my place, share my gifts, live my life and feel connected to something.

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V.

A beautiful moment of survival and Hope after such a HORRIFYING “event”:

I verified. It’s legit:

How much longer until it all finally collapses?

WE ain’t supposed to be doing this alone:

GROK approved and confirmed:

This is one we’ve been waiting for to go BOOM:

https://www.forbes.com/sites/jamiecartereurope/2026/06/25/the-blaze-star-could-explode-tonight—heres-where-to-look

If predictions come true, June 25 could see a dim star in the night sky suddenly brighten in a once-every-80-years event. The star, called T Coronae Borealis (T CrB) and nicknamed the “Blaze Star,” is a recurrent nova located about 3,000 light-years from the solar system in Corona Borealis, a crescent-shaped constellation now visible. Here’s exactly how to find it in the night sky.

Current status: in an unwanted relationship with a toxic reality that operates on power over and neglect. Yup, that about covers it:

She’s got that last part right – ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.

I don’t like how I am feeling ATM.

I wish I had someone to just sit with me.

I feel I am failing my child.

I want to give her so much more.

She deserves more.

I want to give her the life she wants – only I can’t right now.

I want to say “sure honey we can go there” or “sure I can send you there”.

Activities (that are paid for).

Money. Healing. Two things I NEED to come in to break me out of this situation.

I can’t do this living the way I am. Things aren’t moving fast enough. I can’t live with this much trauma inside of me, keeping me trapped the way it is.

I can’t handle this financial crushing anymore.

I feel like I am failing. An uphill climb that is getting harder for me TO climb.

if I could go back in time I would in a second and change things.

but I can’t.

and that is pushing me to a mental breakdown.

i don’t like it when I am alone with this. in silence.

i don’t like it when I am shut out.

i don’t like feeling I am not in control.

i don’t like hearing “this is just going to take time” (to heal) when I don’t have that luxury. when my daughter doesn’t have that luxury.

i want a miracle. for her. for me.

Monsters Inc – just another movie to get us comfy with accepting “them” (monsters – the invisible enemy).

People who channel – this is who they are speaking with. If you cannot see the being, well, in this reality, you need to assume it’s a demon. They can disguise themselves in any way they choose.

btw: in English, International federation of association football is: 2868

NO COINCIDENCE

btw – James Franco, in the beginning of the video above, is an American actor and filmmaker.

Who has an affinity for “aliens” (demons) and is likely himself compromised:

Here is more from the intro video clip:

https://www.yahoo.com/entertainment/celebrity/articles/james-franco-claims-hes-found-095547556.html?guccounter=1&guce_referrer=aHR0cHM6Ly93d3cuZ29vZ2xlLmNvbS8&guce_referrer_sig=AQAAAGcwTS_OWN3uJdkqiEOf19L0DrqXYlj2oDWElfQ_SLCaSEGAwQVFjqJb34xq_WTI6N9-Z8T9CGfZS2joKDbRu1n-F-MetZyKpZHXI4Ssu1o1bY_sxGGtp68r6G8bOx-Oz0ra6ttEccjaFLnvklT5-GRm3EeZL8rZyCxbF-Z_ak9B

“James Franco has concerned fans with a series of bizarre videos in which he claims there’s an alien in his garage.
The Pineapple Express star, who fell from grace several years ago over sexual misconduct allegations, launched a TikTok account on 3 June in which he insisted he’s “not promoting anything” and wanted to document “some serious s**t” that was going on in his home.

He has since released a batch of videos, in which he wears the same blue T-shirt bearing two vertical strands of tape and the handwritten name “Bruce Robinson”, suggesting they were recorded at the same time.

In the latest videos this week, Franco claimed he saw something “not human” in his garage when he went there to paint at night.

“Before I even turned the light on, I heard something. I thought it was an animal or something like that. And it wasn’t,” he told his followers. “I saw glowing eyes and (a) hand. I don’t know how many fingers, but (a) hand. I ran, I’ve not gone back in there. But I’m gonna go and I’m gonna show you so you don’t think I’m making it up.”‘

Who is Bruce Robinson (I also noticed the #11 on his t-shirt)?

Interesting we just finished watching Wizard of Oz. Ryan as always is doing amazing work today, considering he seems to be the only one giving out the warnings.

Ryan Hall Ya’ll – LIVE. Looks like this path expands into the evening to include other states. He has said “this is nuts” more than once today.

LIVE – TORNADO OUTBREAK SLAMS ILLINOIS & INDIANA – CHASERS LIVE

I think I want to just take this day and throw it in the trash.

Started out ok.

Then quickly turned to shit.

And now – I’m back in my room – trying to find some peace – and we have the “burning metal” smell coming in from outside.

Shouldn’t surprise me.

It happens now and then. Started about 5, 6 years ago. Calling the police does nothing. And try filing a report with the EPA.

Someone cooking meth? Who knows. We had the fire department out here once – they smelled it – took an hour of scanning w/their equipment before they determined it wasn’t local – but they smelled it and knew it was not burning trash.

I have over 50 spam emails in my email box just for my website – a first. Things have been quiet here lately – so I get on here – a lot of spam bots. Dirty rotten scoundrels. God, I just hate it here some days. Where is the space where people like me and I fit in?

Anyone?

I can’t get into the “plan” today.

Again.

I just need to vent.

Express my pain.

Seek comfort and support.

Something deep within me is so desperately lonely now – longing for safety. Longing to know what it feels like to FEEL safe. Loved. Wanted. Worth having around.

Connection.

We’ve lost that.

And I don’t know how to get it back.

Not when so many of us have been all but crushed and depleted by this war.

I feel so ungodly trapped.

I cannot tell you how many times I now run outside, look at my car and wonder, “where should I go? where can I go?”

God damn – reaching out – asking for the same damn things – anyone know this? Anyone help with that? promote me? help me? Anyone? It’s lonely as fuch now, and I don’t know how much more oomph, faith – whatever that is that keeps us going – I have in me. I’ve been running on empty for so long – filling myself up – on my own. I have finally seen and learned enough about that – is impossible. We don’t heal in isolation. I’m tired of crying alone in my car. So tired of being told, “no cannot help with that”. Tired of pouring my heart out and sharing my feelings – to mostly silence.

Just so tired of being a human soul in this reality.

Of not being wanted. Or important enough. Or – enough.

Just. so. tired.

Another personal journal entry that I know won’t change my life – but I’m pitiful enough and desperate enough (or so i’ve been told) – that I keep putting myself out there hoping for a lifeline. I guess he was right after all. Go online and cry and whine. See how that works for you.

I saw a video circulate about the need to feel safe, something we all need. The narrator was a man, and he spoke of the woman needing to feel safe. And wow, the comments. Women are saying “yes, thank you!” while men are rolling their eyes, tossing out insulting comments, or saying things like “yes, it’s always about the woman’s needs”. Not one man has stepped up and said, “guys, maybe it’s time we LISTEN and HEAR.”

There is this challenge – this fight – that I see happening in the awakening. There’s an attack on feminism. There’s pressure on women to get busy and start having babies (due to population decline). Pressure to return to values of the past. Stay home with your babies. Be a mom. Be a wife. Be a housewife. ALL noble professions and noble ideas. And yet when a woman gives up her income, that leaves her (potentially) incredibly vulnerable because, as we know, money makes this system operate. And without it, you can be left homeless, trapped in situations you want out of but don’t have the money. I see it all. the. time. While poverty affects both genders, it isn’t equal:

I will just say this – you can be a feminist, which is really just saying a woman has the same rights as men to live her life as she chooses – and still want to be a SAHM or a single woman who chooses not to have a male partner in her life. I get that Gloria Steinam was a CIA asset. And I know there has been an agenda to destroy the traditional nuclear family. That doesn’t mean you throw out the inherent message of equality between the genders. I am seeing women finding their voice again and sharing it. What many still fail to realize – most of them men (and this is NOT an attack on the men – in fact, most men in my life see how this reality truly is) – this system is run on masculine energy. Compete to live. Pay to live. It’s toxic and divisive and leaves so many behind, mostly women and children and the vulnerable/disabled.

All we have to do is look at this massive UFC fight on Sunday. Why not share the stage with something that is also feminine? Like a bake-off. Or a fashion show. Or showcase women’s artwork. Personal creations. Auction them off and use the profits to fund women’s shelters or food banks, etc. Because until the stats change that show the vast majority of violence perpetuated on women come from men, until we honor the often quiet, unseen sacrifices of a mother at home just as deeply as the visible doings of a soldier in combat, we women and all men who support our vision of authentic respect, we will continue to speak out.

Here are some further stats:

“Male-on-female violent crime represents a substantial portion of all violent victimization, though the exact percentage varies depending on the type of offense. Overall, Bureau of Justice Statistics (BJS) data indicates that about 75% to 80% of violent incidents are committed by male offenders across all victim demographics. When specifically examining cases of intimate partner or domestic violence, male offenders are responsible for approximately 77% of offenses, with about 75% of the victims being female. [1, 2, 4]

Further detailed statistics demonstrate how the gender breakdown shifts across specific violent crimes:

Homicide

• Overall Victims: Males are the majority of overall homicide victims, making up around 75% to 81% of all murder victims globally.
• Female Victims: When the victims are female, about 90% of female homicides are committed by a male offender, often an intimate partner or family member. [1, 2, 3, 4]

Intimate Partner Violence (IPV)

• Offender Breakdown: The vast majority of intimate partner violence perpetrators are male. For example, law enforcement agencies report that around 77% of perpetrators in family violence incidents are male.
• Victim Breakdown: Approximately 74.5% of all victims of violent crimes occurring within a domestic or intimate relationship are female. [1, 3]

Sexual Assault and Rape

• Perpetrators: According to both national and international reports, males are overwhelmingly the perpetrators of sexual assault, accounting for over 90% of recorded offenders in these categories. [1]
• Victims: Females account for the vast majority of nonfatal rape and sexual assault victims, generally comprising 83% to 90% of reported cases depending on the survey. [1]

Aggravated Assault

• Arrests: Looking at official law enforcement arrests, males commit the majority of aggravated assaults, typically making up around 76% to 77% of arrestees. [1, 2]
• Male-on-Female: In incidents of aggravated assault directed specifically from male to female, this dynamic is one of the most frequently reported forms of nonfatal severe domestic assault. []”

NONE of this is saying that women don’t abuse men or that girls don’t bully/abuse boys. This does happen. It’s a trend that has increased. Something else we need to talk about.

But first things first:

As I say, until women and children are as safe to walk the streets as are men, we have a problem of violence that is largely male-caused, and we need to talk about it. And heal. Together. And we do that by showing up and listening to one another’s stories with an open mind and an open heart. (and mediators – lol – seriously though, these discussions need mediators from what I have experienced)

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Victoria