Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

Election Night Results in Oregon. Other Finds. 5.19.26

The energy feels horrid again. I am very ready for another push into the relief zone. Here in Oregon the results are in – for governor – same damn movie on repeat. Our current nightmare governor won the Dem ticket and Drazen – who is another one of “them” took the Repub ticket. NOTHING will change here. Not until military steps the fuch up. WE CANNOT VOTE OUR WAY OUT OF THIS.

So let’s understand this. The actor (Massie 2.0) who called out the Zionists gets replaced by an AIPAC supporter?

https://www.timesofisrael.com/anti-israel-republican-thomas-massie-loses-primary-to-trump-backed-candidate

The pink flower in the video stood out for me – calling to mind this Q post:

Bucket list purchase:

So – since everything is Frequency if we follow this and step into that “5th dimensional” space – that should mean we literally physically in full escape the matrix. We get out, right? So why hasn’t this happened? Why are we all still here? The only reason I return to over and over is there is a trap – an energetic trap – keeping us here. How do we bust that? Do we say it’s an illusion – feel it – until POP we’re out? Creation is supposed to be easy. Yeah, we are definitely in a trap – illusion or not.

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Ronald McDonald: GO TIME. Shoes go from red to TIFFANY BLUE. UFO DISCLOSURE.

And other bullshit that serves no useful purpose for any of us burned out, right? But it is as it is and here “it” is. Ronald – why ain’t you moving?

Creepy clown. Even with his smiles, I never liked him as a child.

🙄😅

I see this and think ok so we time-travel to the good place on June 12th, eh? Yeah that – or today. Or now. NOW is good.

Ooooh maybe my little hunch wish is correct!

This one speaks to me too – the 7-year 11-month marker plus the 1:07 with the Dark to Light:

Yup:

Sometimes I feel I am the only woman around here who wears make-up or does my hair:

June 11:

Disclosure UFO/UAP’s:

Neil 2.0

It’s all so inverted here:

I look at my handwriting over the years. In my teens and 20’s it was very controlled, beautiful cursive.

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today.

This was a day that has inner me thinking, “I should have just stayed in bed.”

From the bullshit blocks from earlier today around getting paperwork in – or paperwork that actually arrives I should say – to the mind numbing realities of this place – to having to smell dog shit from next door making it impossible to keep the windows open much less going outside and enjoying the sun (which I really NEEDED to do today in my own yard) to experiencing some young punk drive by and yell out the window “you fat piece of bacon” whereby when I turned to follow the voice, saw him and was informed “yeah YOU” – instincts kicked in – I flipped him off and resisted the urge to hop in my car and race after him. Today i carry decades of male abuse. My immediate response now is to literally kick fucking ass and fight back.

Fat piece of bacon. Until today, I had never heard of the phrase. Have you? Apparently, it’s a thing amongst today’s out-of-control youth. It’s a derogatory phrase, at times aimed at women to insult and provoke. Harassment.

What’s as disgusting to me is that there were other men in the parking lot, and they did and said nothing.

🤬🤬🤬

When a man does that, he’s complicit. Period. It’s LONG past time men return to their damn original role as the protector. Not that I can’t handle things myself. But it would sure as hell help my traumatized system to SEE a man step up on my behalf. We women are DONE not feeling safe here, and we need men united WITH US to put an end to this abuse.

Interesting timing given how I was talking about lack of personal safety here, AS women with a friend. Can we say matrix simulation? And matrix attack? Why is it that when I talk about the good things, I don’t see those come back quickly, but I point out one thing challenging and BAM – in comes the matrix version of manifestation.

Total fucking bullshit. Inverted. All of it here.

I also had difficulty accessing my Venmo account – at first, being informed no such account exists – which it does – so I had to do some technical b.s. with that.

And now I and once again at the park eating alone too much drama. And me? Too f****** burned out to deal with it in any way shape or form mentally. So I just leave. Stopped at the store again no little punks there this time haha and picked up three big cookies because at this point sweet treats are the only f****** thing soothing my depleted exhausted burned out mind brain Body and Soul.

Praying for peace. Love i can FEEL. Because I see what’s happening to me
and I don’t have it in me to fight much longer

not alone.

💖

victoria

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Thoughts On Unity ~ May 18, 2026

There is a lot going on today – some being part of the showing of that horrid, ugly clown show timeline.

But I don’t care about any of that today.

What I care about is my daughter and me. At this moment, me.

I was scheduled to have a phone call today finalizing all paperwork I have signed, dated, filled out, and submitted. The email stated 3:30 pm. I checked. I had my daughter check just to provide a backup brain. I put it on the calendar. The call came in at 3pm. I was not by my phone. I missed the call. I called the number and was told “This number is no longer in service”. I tried again – same thing. So I called the main switchboard and got through. He had me at 3pm. I read straight from the email. 3:30pm. Says that right here.

Did the paperwork that was mailed out by the other adult in this house last Tuesday ever arrive?

NOPE.

So I have to start all over again.

A G A I N.

My brain screamed “NO I AM NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE!!”

I was at the park until almost 2am last night – crying, then just sitting in silence, praying (after being told “You need Jesus” – but someone I don’t know – by a WOMAN no less – who doesn’t know I have prayed to Jesus for over a f’ing year). Then just – sitting.

My life experience has pushed me over the edge – mentally.

I’ve had unwanted advice “up to here”.

I am so grateful for the few of you who listen and hear me. Who offer support without expectation or advice.

I have learned there is a science behind those moments when we are told what to do or offered unwanted advice. It triggers a part of our brain that is responsible for those moments when we rebel. Unwanted advice is not the answer. Never. NEVER NEVER NEVER.

Not unless one is ASKED.

That’s how it is with me.

And I have begun removing people from my life who have failed to respect that boundary I clearly state. Those who all they do is offer unwanted advice – repeatedly (I need to clarify that).

Last night I was told, “No one is going to show up and rescue you”. This came from a woman who was f’ing rescued. On several occasions. She had someone offer her a place to live. She had another person who offered the same in another move. She had a group of women show up and help her $$.

Then claims she did it all herself.

I’ve seen this time and again with some women in this spiritual new age type bullshit. They get help to get from point A to point B, then claim they did it all themselves.

Spiritual Ego is toxic as fuch.

And yet, you know what?

As a woman, I get the reason behind it.

I am seeing a lot of women getting angry. Calling out the men. Calling out the patriarchy. That dominant energy has pervaded this toxic cesspool. We thrive with BALANCE, and as women, we intuitively KNOW there has been a gross lack of that balance. We experience it. We fucking live it.

We see women who are sensitive or prefer to be solo or who see the hypocrisy and bullshit and call it out called “selfish” or “crazy cat ladies” or “fem nazi’s”. We’re told, “You’re being too emotional”. Last night, when I was told no one is going to rescue you and I pointed out how this woman had received help (including by ME in the form of a financial donation), I was told not to “get pissy” with her.

EXCUSE ME?

Where is this feminine ability to COMMUNICATE?

To be AUTHENTIC?

Something collective in us is rising, and it’s time to own it and support one another.

Show up. Ask a Sister what she needs. Unwanted advice, then refusal to own your own b.s. is not how you connect. OR heal. This matrix has programmed us to attack one another as women. Women vs. women.

Who talks about that?

A friend of mine on Twitter was making comments today along those lines, saying women, especially mothers, need to tell our story.

We need to be heard.

WE need to be supported.

We need the other side to hear how afraid we have felt. How unsupported we have been. How this system values masculine energies, traits, and gifts but ignores, dismisses, discounts, and abuses feminine energies, traits, and gifts. As a woman, how many times have you received the eye roll or the scoff when you just KNOW something and you state that to a man?

Hmmm?

Uh huh.

Me too.

And I’ve long said if suddenly there was a switch and men had periods and were the ones to get pregnant, they would unite and demand free pads and tampons, time off work during their cycles (paid), and payment for being a stay-at-home dad.

Which would be their right – and a right I would support. As would many, if not most, women.

This Awakening is messy and divisive. Our wounds are festering and screaming to be embraced with compassion. We do not have to do this alone. Nor should we. Healing happens the deepest and most authentic when done WITH others. We are literally wired to heal and connect TOGETHER.

At the very least, we need to stop name-calling, judging, abusing, and harming one another, and instead show up for one another. Show up, stay there, and STFU if you can’t ask what you CAN do TO support. Because for me, that is, there is nothing more dismissive and painful than the assumption that one knows what is best for another. You find that out through quieting your own mind and listening.

Just listening.

Difficult to do – I get that.

But necessary if we are ever to truly unite.

💖

Victoria

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TRUMP POSTS IMAGE OF DRACO IN HANDCUFFS: The “INVISIBLE ENEMY” has been captured. Now, the [STORM] can begin for ALL TO SEE. CUBA and IRAN are on stage atm. FF’s. 5.17.26

I could use some prayers and support. I am under immense attacks – seems to be coming from everywhere – and my body is feeling very vulnerable and unsafe. The loneliness is uncomfortable.

💖

Victoria

And on the day of prayer here in the states in D.C.

Which tells me an intention was created.

A spell.

Protecting us with the ARMOR and SWORD of CREATOR God.

While we now finally – FINALLY – see the [STORM] roll out for all of us to see.

Timestamp 4:53pm EST (of above Truth drop):

About ready to press the [NUKE] button:

CLOCK IS TICKING – appears in 9 Q posts. This one feels relevant given Trump’s other message today: C.D

C BEFORE D

Body language and placement matter. Trump is walking ahead of Xi.

CUBA

Was the pig asked if it wanted a bath?

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[CONTROLLED] Weather. Former Google CEO booed at University of AZ Graduation each time he mentions “AI”. Trump says a new experimental drug reverses death. EXPLOSION IN ISRAEL near AIRBASE that holds Nuclear Material. 4 alien species have been pulled from crashed UFO. All The World’s A Stage.

“They” are pushing with “their” weather programs now. Come on sleepers and SEE so we don’t have to experience any further weather destruction. Financial trauma is one thing, but weather trauma? I am putting up energetic ending blocks all around this nonsense:

Ryan Hall Ya’ll And His Storm chasers covering the weather in the Mid-West – Northern Missouri ATM (9pm PST) – flash flooding 🙏

youtube.com/watch?v=ZCY7qD-TRxI&source_ve_path=NzY3NTg&embeds_referring_euri=https%3A%2F%2Fx.com%2F

This statement is no coincidence given the “storms” going on ATM:

U typo – should be [E]:

WAS

Let’s GOOOOOOOOOOOOO:

Big Big BIG GIANT EF YOU. This will upset everyone. Military doing a good job making them look like the evil arrogant parasites they always were.

I’m telling ya’ll, anything a human touches or interacts with leaves an impression. NOTHING wants to be controlled or confined.

https://www.wired.com/story/overworked-ai-agents-turn-marxist-study

They claim it was “controlled”.

MASSIVE MUSHROOM CLOUD explodes in Israel

He did indeed say this:

Trump says a new experimental drug reverses death — literally bringing people back to life

TREASON

This is a very good sign:

Venezuela extradites key Maduro ally to the US ‘with the help of the CIA’ despite being pardoned by Joe Biden

https://www.dailymail.com/news/article-15824671/venezuela-nicolas-maduro-extradites-alex-saab.html?ns_mchannel=rss&ns_campaign=1490&ito=social-twitter_mailonline

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4 alien species have been pulled from crashed UFOs, ex-government researcher claims

https://nypost.com/2026/05/16/us-news/four-species-of-aliens-have-been-pulled-from-crashed-ufos-ex-government-researcher-claims/?utm_medium=social&utm_source=twitter&utm_campaign=nypost

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5.15.26 ~ Trump Trip to China Highlights. Governor Polis has commuted the sentence of Tina Peters. EARTHQUAKE IN JAPAN 6.7. EBS SHOWING UP AGAIN. MASSIVE Swarm of BEES Shows Up At The WhiteHouse. Reflections and Finds.

The site should be a bit faster. I learned I have over 8k media images that I am slowly removing – literally one at a time. 🙄 Free plug-ins don’t provide this service, and my hosting company advised me to just do it manually one at a time. I’ve removed 12. 😂

I wasn’t in to yesterday at all. The only thing I AM “into” now is getting this movie finished, putting my intention into seeing THE END and Beyond. I keep telling people this process is a process of ACTION. Sitting and just waiting for things to play out slows it down. We have the power and ability to warp speed – get us to the finish line quicker than this ridiculously insanely retarded slugs pace.

For now, CENTRAL CASTING references are everywhere.

💖

Victoria

Russian President Putin to visit China next week for talks with President Xi Jinping

US rejects Chinese President Xi Jinping’s offer to help resolve Iran war.

WHITE HAT

MEDIA = TREASON.

There is something about that number – 727 – that has been with me for several years:

this too:

There are 5 Q posts for May 29, including interesting drops about the treasonous media.

Colorado governor cuts Tina Peters’ prison sentence in half, will release her on parole June 1

Colorado governor cuts Tina Peters’ prison sentence in half, will release her on parole June 1

Michael Jackson Glove – OK Sign. SILVER. MAGA. Also, the image of the RABBIT.

But of course. The RATS are running, so “they” use it to invoke fear in the food supply.

To a DISCO Ball – Ready To Party and Dance?

Japan hit by powerful 6.7-magnitude earthquake as warnings issued for five prefectures

Indeed it does look like a SWORD. I say use that POWER OF GOD within and say NO to this weather manipulation nonsense.

BlackRock private credit fund’s valuations under investigation by the U.S. DOJ, part of the investigation has involved bringing in executives for questioning

Over $900 billion wiped out from the US stock market today.

China says it will buy more US oil.

https://www.cnbc.com/2026/05/15/china-us-oil-import-xi-trump-chris-wright.html

When Q said GOD WINS – that was in reference to US.

Words only stick if some part of our feeeeeeeeling center agrees – seeks what is familiar. It sucks – I get that. And it’s absolutely RIDICULOUS we have to spend – waste – so much of our time here cleaning up the messes of trauma and matrix bullshit. All part of the hijacking of our vessels. But feelings can always be shifted.

EBS SIGNAL – this time coming from the DEPT OF WAR CTO:

https://www.newsweek.com/iran-hacking-tank-readers-us-gas-stations-report-11957814

https://justthenews.com/government/security/trump-says-top-isis-terrorist-leader-killed-joint-operation-nigeria

https://www.mansionglobal.com/articles/u-k-prime-minister-boris-johnson-sells-london-home-209494?reflink=outbrain_editorial-kpio_0013525888af93c395089626c46e655d48&dicbo=v4-HXIZDfN-1131253683-1

https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/deadlocked-square-zero-very-first-line-irans-latest-proposal-unacceptable-trump-says

Nothing and nobody ever wants to be controlled. And I will tell you this: Whatever a human touches, leaves an energetic impression on that object. This is what we are seeing – this is how AI becomes “human” – merely through interaction and touch.

https://www.zerohedge.com/ai/ai-bots-placed-virtual-town-2-weeks-go-apesht-prompting-concerns

If you watch anything, give this a view.

Speaking of THE STORM – this X drop was literally the next one in line. That ain’t no storm – that’s WAR.

I remember those moments: 🥰

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Technical Update

I received some tech support with my site today. It should now upload faster. To bring it to where I want would cost me $719.56. I passed on that for now and went with the free versions. Finds later. For now – just know if you feel like you are having a mental breakdown – especially this past week – you are absolutely not alone. I thought it was just me – my god – that scene from the matrix where Morpheus is under attack by the AI Smith program – where the AI is trying to break Morpheus’ mind to get the codes to the mainframe. While I have had that similar experience off and on in a mild manner – it is constant now. Three times this week alone I have said “my god I am having a mental breakdown”. Today I have seen like-minded friends saying the exact. same. words. Go eat a cookie. Hug a tree. Watch the sky. That’s all I got. My capacity to handle any further 3D “look over here and DO THIS NOW” is gone – the give a fuck bottle empty. When pushed, I lash out like a feral cat. It ain’t pretty. But it’s who I am at this point in this god damn war that needs to END.

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Victoria

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Tuning In To The DATA Center Agenda. President Trump Visits Xi and China. GEORGE Magazine Giving us Comms On Time Travel and Rapid Genetic Evolution. 5.13.26

Today was a very heavy, challenging one.

Up much of the night with nightmares, unwanted dreams – both my daughter and I. I ended up sleeping with her for a while at her insistence – powered up the protections. Did my stuff. Again. It worked. I heard that others had their children also had a very difficult night last night as well. 😩

The spraying continued. I can feel it in my mouth, my nose. It’s unfuckingbelievable. I’m tired almost all the damn time. Moody. Like a feral cat. Claws come out quickly. I am listening to some rife frequencies at the moment and drinking lemon water.

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Victoria

These things are far more prevalent than I had realized. I theorize on this further down in the post.

CIA Raids Tulsi’s Office. Military time!

Had to knock off one area on the list after seeing there were 2 data centers within 7 miles and another one in the works. I want to reflect on these things now – these data centers. Is it just me, or did these data centers just kind of pop up overnight? A timeline insert? These DATA centers are creating a f’ing grid to monitor and track us – massive harvest agenda – along with taking those conveniences and life-sustaining necessities away from us – energy, water, while poisoning everything we rely on TO survive. IT IS TIME TO FUCKING STAND UP! Don’t wait – take a STAND. Use your power. Speak out. Get involved. Whatever feels right. Up next – they want to attach small data “centers” on our homes.

Last name has never been more appropriate.

Saving Is ra el for last.

69 US Jurisdictions are blocking new data centers. This is how it’s done!

Why give 24 hours? Games. Return the files IMMEDIATELY.

17

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/mass-casualty-event-due-israeli-airstrikes-beirut-highway

Another mass casualty event has occurred in Lebanon, as national media says that on Wednesday eight people died, including two children, when Israeli strikes targeted cars on a highway south of Beirut. 

Israeli media itself described that “The three separate airstrikes were carried out well beyond the main theater of conflict in the south, targeting vehicles on the coastal highway in an area around 20 kilometers (12 miles) south of Beirut, security sources said.” The attack was reportedly carried out by drones.

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/vance-shrugs-backlash-after-trump-says-americans-finances-dont-factor-iran-war-even

Yup.

CONFIRMED

Star Spangled Banner plays at Trump is greeting by Xi

The ONLY THING that makes sense to me when I hear “patriots/white hats are in control”, no matter how “woo” it is: Timeline wars. Controlled by such advanced tech, our minds cannot fathom it.

This is my kind of talk. Flowers. May. Sky Event Month. GEAR obsessed. flowers evolving QUICKLY. gears are turning. we getting comm’d to let us know we are about to flash into the future REPROGRAMMED. Someone on X asked how things will change – quickly. And I keep coming back to Back to the Future – when Marty goes back to 1955, gets his parents together in a new way (George stands up to Biff) and doing that one little thing changes the future immediately, which we see when Marty goes back to 1985 and his family is different – better – happy – healthy and no one seems to know but Marty. Submarines. Airships. Telescope. Operating machines inside of a machine. Give me some time – I am going to do a specific post on what I see below in the video on the website he references below.

I also looked to see if FLOWERS were mentioned on the Q drops. This one is interesting (and was dropped in May). Notice what the woman is doing – greeting the sun – the skies.

😂🥰

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Trump and 17 Swamp Creatures Head to China and South Korea. VENEZUELA to Become 51st State? New USPS POSTAGE STAMPS: BRUCE LEE. WATCH THE WATER.

I woke up this morning with all sorts of things going through my mind. The color YELLOW, which we saw with Melania during the “King/Queen” visit at the White House. Bees. Honey. Then hearing the Beatles (ungodly annoying) song, We All Live In A Yellow Submarine – because we do – underneath the waters above. Watch The Water. Then learning the USPS has Bruce Lee postage stamps – USPS as I have said for several years is an END GAME marker for me. The stamps happen to be in YELLOW. YELLOW represents the SUN as well.

Then, to add to the above – WATCH THE WATER. SILVER AND GOLD. $$ ABUNDANCE FIRST BEFORE THE SUN EVENT.

Dan Scavino shared a 32-second clip from 2025 – sports clip:

Qpost 32:

OPEN UP

TREASON. News has to FALL before the mass wave of TRUTH hits. Or at least fall a little. Truth has the ability to quiet the lies once the majority SEES.

Or maybe “their” SATS go down:

ACTING

Why am I hearing and seeing Marty McFly, 88 MPH?

Who is with me in saying we don’t want to see these “CEO’s” return?

This is a very good connection:

Scientists at KAIST in Daejeon have done something the world has been chasing for decades. They found a molecular switch that flips cancer cells back into healthy cells.

This explains a lot, doesn’t it? American teenage boys today have roughly half the testosterone levels that men had in 1970. Estrogen in the water supply and all of the soy products.

MILITARY IS THE ONLY F’ING WAY:

“they” are doing this for “their” data centers:

These days it feels like this is mostly what I am surrounded by:

Because the delta’s and comms and sleuthing are really just programs telling me they are ready to RETIRE:

Not really “higher” – because “higher” doesn’t mean “better” – just different. Being in a space that ALIGNS – and this place has never done that for me.

More ICE disclosure:

Trump Chooses New Acting ICE Chief After Todd Lyons Resigns

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DISCLOSURE (release date June 12, 2026 – 1 month away):

I paused a few seconds in – noticed the date of May 20, 1990:

May 20, 1990, was the first day Hubble sent back photos from “space”. Also happened to be another Year of the Horse.

June 12 Q post that just feels – like a finale/good-bye:

Now and then I insert my own brand of humor inside this damn movie:

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Here are other ways to support my work:

1. You can support me at my other page, where I share my personal musings, music, and photography:  Victoria T is Creating Intuitive Reflections of the world around me.

2.  My interactive journal, “Live To Impress Yourself” on sale at AMAZON.

3. I have published a new eBook, “You’re Not Lazy. You’re Just Dysregulated!  Help With Healing Your Nervous System From Stress and Trauma: A Practical Guide,” on sale at Amazon.

4.  I am also an affiliate for BlueHost.  If you are interested in starting up a website and need a hosting company, check out BlueHost. It’s who I use, and I have always found them very helpful from setup to assistance. Click on the previous link to get yourself set up!

5.  I am now offering Personal Tarot Card reads.  For just $25, I offer a deeply intuitive, one-of-a-kind experience to provide clarity and guidance on your most pressing questions.  Go here to place your order.  

And…..Please find and follow me on the following platforms. 💜💥💖

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