Much needed. She is speaking my language – and experience – of what I am currently going through. As always I love her authenticity. Real human. Real emotions. earlier today on twitter someone was saying you gotta vibe high enough to make the exit out. Nonsense. Being in Love and Light in the way we once were before their game – impossible here 24/7. To me it is about being authentic. Sometimes I am “up” – sometimes I am “down”. Sometimes I hold that Love for everyone – sometimes I feel anger and disgust and want nothing to do with others. I mean seriously – what if this “emit” happens when some of us are having a down time? We get trapped or left behind? lol Seriously – this stuff just makes me shake my head. We do the best we can with where we are. Love “gets” that. Source/God “gets” that. Anyone with a heart “gets” that.
If you haven’t watched this one yet and are struggling, may it bring you the comfort it has me. Prior to watching this, I hibernated in the back room – wrapped some christmas gifts – listened to music – and cried and cried and cried. Now? Off to bed – able to breathe again. Oh – I did want to add that last night I had the sudden desire to begin to remember who I was before all of the trauma….who I was before the hijack….before their “game” of horrors. Who Was I? Who Am I w/o all of the pain? That is what I am seeking now to remember so really beautiful synch Sister Linea speaks of the same….Love, V.
I am seeing this ongoing trend on social media of certain people who claim to be so awake criticizing those who ask questions. Trust the plan. Trust this person. Trust that person. Not one says trust thyself. Trusting thyself – you ask questions. duh
I see some saying if you are calm and at peace you trust the plan. If you don’t feel calm and centered, you don’t have that trust. What a hurtful, dismissive thing to say to another in need of some reassurance and answers.
And then – I see these same people say Trump can’t do everything for us – we have to DO ourselves. But of course – nothing is offered as to what we are “supposed” to be doing.
Do what? Physically get out there and remove the criminals ourselves?
Fight back? Oh wait – we have been doing that all year – these two adults in this house. AND WE ARE IN NEED OF BEING SPOON FED AND CARRIED at this point.
I’m just seeing some who either have more access than do normies like myself to the things playing out by their very association with those who are allegedly “in on things” and their arrogance is speaking loudly now. And I also see some without children (who have suffered because of this past year) say “trust the plan”. And I see some who live in a state without lockdowns and mask mandates saying the same.
They don’t have a f’ing CLUE what we are going through here.
So easy to trust the plan when you don’t have to deal with the stress we in this household are dealing with: A burned out child who has been denied the right to play and engage in activities all damn year and not one member of our families giving a crap about her mental health because of it, much less anyone here we know in this area (with the exception of one family with kids who has been thoughtful). Health issues that have worsened this past year due to the stress. Physical exhaustion. Social isolation. And having to muster up the energy to go out to get supplies hoping some karen or karl doesn’t verbally accost you for either not wearing a mask or not wearing one properly. (and not all stores offer pick up/delivery service and none of the delivery services accept our main payment source in which we pay for groceries)
IT ALL WEARS ON US. All f’ing year. We are two VERY TIRED emotionally and mentally drained parents in this house.
Move, we have been told. Move? Ok – we would LOVE to move to one of those more “free” states. We would need the money for a pod – money to hire people to move our stuff as we are older parents and no way my mate and I together could move all of our belongings ourselves and move out of state.
So – I have no answers. Just as I had to tell my girl tonight I had no answers for her as to when things would open up. When her activities would resume. When one of her alleged friends would reach out to her (poor kid has always done most of the reaching out). Fake reality. Fake families. Fake friends. Fake people.
DONE.
I am very thankful for the few who I have met through my work who do reach out and do show concern. I just need this in my physical space and face now. Long distance and/or virtual experiences aren’t enough.
Tonight, I went within and requested miracles. I called out to Grandpa Don. To Home. Heaven. Each of us have our own unique needs. In this “season of miracles”, it is g.d. time that some of those bubbles start beautifully bursting all over the place – for every one of us.
What comes to mind – how many more have to die unnecessarily and/or suffer because of pure evil? How much longer are we going to say “well we can make up for this lost year” (which we CAN’T)? How much longer are we going to trust that all of this evil has a real ending? These sick, evil, hypocritical parasites keep creating death and suffering. Whatever “fate” has in store for them – so be it – as long as it is our version of karma that they all feel triple fold.
Last night I felt my mind was cracking from the stress. I am feeling it again today. Tears released provided temporary relief. My right eye has been twitching off and on for 24 hours. I don’t have answers for anyone atm – not myself – not even for my child. And as a parent – the emotions that come up with that is something no parent should ever go through. This entire experience is just beyond my comprehension now for how bizarre, horrid and absolutely foreign it is to me. The days of “looking at the ‘bright’ side” have run dry in such effectiveness – certainly when undergoing days such as today….and yesterday….last weekend…..the previous monday and tuesday…. Love, V.
I have wanted to see investors and the like do the same in our area. We have an abundance of vacant properties and buildings that could easily be converted into homes for those without. We had one huge vacant space sit empty for over 10 years. I explored the idea of converting it into a craft space where low income people could sell their creations/items. The owner, I was told, was refusing to do the necessary work to lease the space – which included a new roof. Someone has finally either purchased it or leased it for it is now going to be a tool place – Harbor Freight. More cheap sheot from chyna. Disappointing given the potential – but not surprising given the agenda that has played out in my area. Money talks while the well being of the people is ignored.
As I have said for decades – there are enough resources to house, feed, clothe, heal, etc. every one of us. Any talk to the contrary is a lie.
Anxiety was intense today. I woke up shaking. I had that happen either yesterday or the day before – I can’t recall. My usual – CBD – works for just 2-3 hours now – if that. Sleep has also been odd – waking up some nights regularly. Last night I woke up and thought I had been sleeping for 5-6 hours. Nope. 90 minutes. Serious UGH when that happens. So you can say I am in a newborn state. Highly nocturnal and sleeping a lot here and there when I can. And quite cranky – easily startled and agitated – unless I am alone, have my needs met, my body is warm and cozy and all is quiet.
Earlier tonight, my girl and I were suddenly in tears. She was melting down – I had us both go to our respective beds to rest. I had a feeling something was up. My mate said he thought perhaps we are feeling it when they leave. I didn’t like that one at all – but if they have been literally plugged into our conscious field we are gonna feel it. Then later on, I saw this solar capture and thought “hmmm”….Those are clearly faces/energies on there and they look very distressed:
You know something? When I go for walks lately, I am “called” to reflect on this reality and the one feeling/message I receive over and over is “this reality is not like even you think”. It has been far more yuck than even I care to explore. It really has been a hell – and what good ever becomes of such an experience?
I wonder if some things just aren’t worth knowing (in full) in the end…..
Here are some more really awesome finds. Love, V.
Some day in the very very very near future, all will see. Today at the store I again walked through without a mask. Unlike last time where I felt “off” because I had nothing on my face, today I felt normal (in a world of abnormality). There were no issues. Some clerks watched me – I smiled. Upon checking out, I had to get some help a few times (I do self-check – software problems today). As I left, I noticed the clerk came and totally sprayed down my area. lol Really, I thought, giggling. (they don’t do that for anyone with a mask) What about all of those other people who TOUCH the keypads and screen – regularly – customer after customer. Their masks must protect their hands. Yawn…
How many of you in the medical field walked away from it all because you were fed up with the BS lies that are being forced upon us citizens? Healthcare isn't healthcare. It's a business. pic.twitter.com/QCVaBbrOh6
— @JanJekielek's American Thought Leaders 🇺🇸 (@AmThoughtLeader) December 15, 2020
I would add an independent outside the IC assessment that includes all of the evidence already submitted. This must be done to assure the American people trust what they are reading. AND, submit nothing classified, the American people demand total transparency! https://t.co/GwJYJ5yztm
— President-Elect-JEDIMASTER222-KrakenWarrior (@victorianoreenT) December 15, 2020
Goodbye Barr. Good? Bad? TBD… My feel is he played a role – the one he was told to.
…Deputy Attorney General Jeff Rosen, an outstanding person, will become Acting Attorney General. Highly respected Richard Donoghue will be taking over the duties of Deputy Attorney General. Thank you to all! pic.twitter.com/V5sqOJT9PM
All ten of the top ten US telecommunications companies All five branches of the US Military The US Pentagon, State Department, NASA, NSA, Postal Service, NOAA, Department of Justice, and the Office of the President of the United States All five of the top five US accounting firms
They have this on their website effective today (as my mate says – cry me an algorithm):
SolarWinds Security Advisory
Updated: 12.14.2020 12:50pm CST
SolarWinds has just been made aware our systems experienced a highly sophisticated, manual supply chain attack on SolarWinds® Orion® Platform software builds for versions 2019.4 HF 5 and 2020.2 with no hotfix or 2020.2 HF 1. We have been advised this attack was likely conducted by an outside nation state and intended to be a narrow, extremely targeted, and manually executed attack, as opposed to a broad, system-wide attack. We recommend taking the following steps related to your use of the SolarWinds Orion Platform.
Thank you for your support, for sharing your hearts by sharing your stories with me and those things you find interesting and for your donations! They all help me greatly and keep me motivated to continue to do what I do.
Thanks to Sister D for giving me the heads up on this one. Interestingly enough, when I did a ‘net search to find an article or video, every single piece I clicked on had the 404 error warning. lol The channel below is a very tiny channel – they can’t get to everyone. I was able to find this one – so watch it before it is removed. We know what this really is about, don’t we?
Today felt like a flat-line day energetically. I dragged myself through the day and by the time dinner prep arrived, as I went to open the box of noodles to dump in, it somehow fell out of my hand and noodles made a pretty sound dancing on the kitchen floor. An hour long nap helped take the edge off but I am still feeling quite drained. And earlier in the afternoon, at the same time, my mate and I were both hit with sudden heat. It only lasted a few minutes, but it was noticeable. I also felt a strong energy of sadness and released some old pain. Let it flow to let it go.
So – on a more serious note – I am feeling this week is going to be even more intense. I feel the ending now on the horizon – looming like a massive huge well of energy wave ready to slowly but strongly and consistently wipe away all evil. Things feel lined up now and we are days away from seeing the results we have waited for. I will be avoiding the headlines and focused only on those things that align with my desires and narrative. Now I feel really is the moment to “hold the line”. I think of that Toto song: Hold the line. Love isn’t always on time.
But it ALWAYS arrives.
Here are some finds, but first – a creation I made. I got in such a mood after watching Charlie Brown Christmas. ‘Tis the season…. My sense of humor has helped keep me going. (and I want to make clear this is not about the people of china but about the CCP. the people of china have lived under horrific conditions for far too long. every one of us is so very much in need of freedom from the evil behind the CCP – and other broken, horrid systems of rule). Love, V.
This video courtesy of @StandAndLead – Now is the time for legislators to act and follow the Constitution you all swore to uphold when you took office. You have the power to save America for our children and theirs. Be brave. Represent the true vote. It couldn’t be more important pic.twitter.com/JzWLUYuRNk
i still do not see/feel a (internet) blackout….perhaps Trump is quiet or others – but the net going down – that would cause far too much chaos….and plus how many have businesses that rely on the internet….
Dec 18 for the DNI report, then probably the week or so after that. Christmas time.
— The Epigenetic Whisperer 👉 Atmam Brahman Host (@epigwhisp) December 4, 2020
Remember – Lincoln suspended habeas corpus in 1861….On April 27, 1861, Lincoln suspended the writ of habeas corpus between Washington, D.C., and Philadelphia to give military authorities the necessary power to silence dissenters and rebels. He justified the suspension through Article I, Section 9, of the Constitution, which specifies a suspension of the writ “when in cases of rebellion or invasion the public safety may require it.”
We CANNOT trust courts to save our freedom. They are IGNORING massive evidence of fraud & unlawful election procedures.
We must trust @realDonaldTrump to take necessary action to save country. Just like Abraham Lincoln had to do.
I thought this particular video was interesting – the title. It “nudged” at me so I decided to go through the comment section to see if I could find something that not just gives why this video was shared, but perhaps the comms I felt were being shared. I am sharing the comments hearted by those running the GEORGE channel.
Here is what GEORGE has to say about this video (and I notice it has 22 likes atm…)
“He conquered . . . the conquerors of the conquerors of Europe; but he had to conquer his own government first, and he did it, and that was for him the most difficult of the two . . .” —Andrew Jackson as described by U.S. Senator Thomas Hart Benton on the presentation of Jackson’s sword to the U.S. Congress, Feb. 26, 1855
(fyi: Jackson participated in the Revolutionary War in his young teens and was captured by the British. His presidency took place after the war.)
The French involvement in the Revolutionary war helped to ensure Victory. This is a clue that we are in Revolutionary times again. The End is Near
THE END IS NEAR.
Indeed.
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Thank you for your support, for sharing your hearts by sharing your stories with me and those things you find interesting and for your donations! They all help me greatly and keep me motivated to continue to do what I do.
So scientists have a variety of answers to “why don’t we see stars in images like this? just when we’re on the ground.” The most common theory they say has to do with shutter speed of camera’s. And yet – how come I have been able to capture stars with my simple cannon camera? In fact – if you look at the photo below – which I took last month – you will see a STAR – off to the right of the moon. And I am way down on the ground and not (allegedly) thousands of miles up in space. Anyway – enjoy the video. There are some other good videos on here too. Love, V.
