Inner energies and stuff.
Outer energies and stuff.
Does it matter anymore?
It all leads to this simple place for me, this space within, that quietly tells me:
I want to live and thrive. Just not here in this reality.
And it is fucking crushing me to see my kiddo suffer the same – only it’s different for her as she really doesn’t believe the world will get better. So that’s why I say fuck this plan.
I went searching for some TLC. Some kind words. Big accounts saying we have to be there for one another. Which really means: “You have to be there for ME”. Instead, I get silence or unhelpful advice about trying to be a parent in this reality, which is hard as fuch in my particular area. Have my kiddo read a book on war.
Dude – she’s read Art of War a dozen times. Me twice. Does it help?
No.
For we are far more than logic. Far more than frontal cortex reasoning. We aren’t soldiers who have had our emotions frozen out of us.
We are HEART.
We are SOUL.
We are EMOTION.
PASSION.
NEEDS.
WANTS.
And when that entire part of our Being is being dismissed and harmed and neglected and gaslighted and poisoned and controlled, plus demanding we fucking hand over our money so we can survive, no book is going to soothe that pain.
It’s like we’re all musicians being told we need to know how to perform delicate surgery in order to make it through this process. With no training.
For now the storm rages on and I am now suddenly hearing Frozen’s “let it go”.
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Victoria
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So does being away from abuse – being in quiet. Peace.
He said this earlier today. This is my response. Forced institutionalizing (unless someone is a clear danger to others) is not the answer nor is drugging. We did that decades ago. Sure it kept people off the streets, but what kind of a life is it for someone who could get help but is stuck inside of a system who thinks the answer is to mask the real issues with a toxic pill that keeps ’em numbed out and dumped down?
yup – we’ll see……..
Pure evil. Put THEM in the mental institutions:
