I am spent – as in I don’t have a damn thing to give. Up a lot trying not to worry about my child and her future. Our future. I had fully thought that things would have shifted by now. Each day that passes I feel more pressure to do something different and have been up before dawn almost daily now trying to figure out what that looks like. Calling out to God. Jesus. The Universe. And I am not getting a damn thing. Not one f’ing thing.
New world, right?
New World we were told was coming.
New World tens of thousands – millions – of us have seen. More now than ever wanting that new.
But for now it is what it is and things like college planning and moving continue to be the focus.
The jabbed still having negative effects. I am on the end of healing two radiation-like burns. They take 3 months. All of this started back in 2021 – this is the third time such a thing has happened. And each time – on the same side of my body. Each and every frigging time. This last round surprised me as I had felt – known – this was over. No need to take precautions. Go out. Enjoy life.
But it wasn’t over. Because people are still taking these things. And I get the radiation like burns that take months to fully heal no matter what detoxing I do or what lotions and potions and concoctions I put on it or frequencies I listen to. I even used iverm – for weeks – and it did nothing to speed up the process.
Then there is my daughter – who will still spot 4-6 hours after being around someone who is still radiating. Again, I thought this was over until it began happening again to her over the summer. She had attended a language class here in town – came home feeling dizzy. By the time she went to bed, she was spotting and cramping. 24 hours later? She was fine.
Safety first, right?
The paradox. Go live life and protect yourself – protect your child – from that – at the same time. How the hell do you find that balance?
I’ve located some support boards/groups for this topic. Most people think I’m crazy at the most, imagining it at the least (or saying it is something else – to which I say “then explain why TF it started after the jabber thing?” This is why I rarely talk about this publicly. It’s one of those things that wake me up and keep me up and I think “who can I talk to who will understand this?”. No one, really.
But then again, 85% of the population took the damn thing and while many have regretted it seeing the health issues being caused, including death, there are still very very few who think they are a problem to the unvaxxed. And that is absolutely false.
So friends, I don’t even need to go out onto the world stage to experience this war. I feel it. I experience it. And I live it each day. Hearing my child ask me “Mom, WHEN is the world going to change? When is it going to get better?” “I want to go back to how it was in your childhood, mom.” Today I have no answers – nothing solid – nothing new to offer. She’s heard it all before.
So I pose these questions to whatever military is running this damn movie. In the words of my child:
WHEN?
As one mom put it: I’m done with the “constant manipulation of people’s emotions”. And the whole “I KNOW what’s going on and YOU don’t.”
Just enough. Just enough.
💖🙏
Victoria
The Warrior is fatigued. That said I will never give up – even if in the end I am on the ground trying to stay awake – I will still find the energy even if I have to whisper “NO”.
I see water. Watch the Water. A boat/object on water. I also have a battery powered candle inside of a lamp which is currently on the floor. A week or two ago I started to hear “one by sea two if by land” in my mind….
I would say he’s asking us to look at his huge ass CLOWN feet:
Crimes against children…
We are occupied indeed. We all are. And not everything is a f’ing movie scene. Anyone can come into my little world here and verify that…
It’s all fake. All occupied. All illegal.
Not new. Just worthy of sharing again.
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Previously Recorded. Just another movie scene.
Smart City. ATM it’s windy as hell again and pouring. We have about 3 inches of standing water to the south of our home. This often happens after rain, but i’ve never seen this level of water before.
So like father like son then?
My kiddo knows we had no income tax. She knows revenue was created via tariffs. She also knows there is nothing in the IRS code book that says we are lawfully required to pay a tax on our income much less file a return. 1913 came along and wala, with it – the central bank.
You notice their eyebrows lately are clown-like slanted, very thick and black?
