7/12/25 ~ Checking in………..Some finds and questions as I attempt to figure things out

 

Oh the hypocrisy.  Tonight – I just – can’t.  These people out there on stage who talk down to us because we ask questions.  And god forbid you show impatience because we’re supposed to be super soldiers here even though we’ve had no training.  We’re supposed to just sit back and enjoy the show.

I don’t know of anyone who is enjoying the show.

Not now.

We may find those times of patience and see what’s playing out – but the truth is – none of us know where this is going – other than what our hearts tell us which is we want that new world.  We want our freedom.  We want our rightful financial abundance.  I’m “in it up to here” – and my income here and on my coffee site is down – again.  I’m telling my creditors to “stick it” – I have no choice.  Either we eat or I pay them.

I choose eating.

I choose Life.

And g.d. it all – I want the means to take a vacation for a week.

I want the means to get a much-needed massage – just 1-2x/month – which has always been the best way for me to release trauma and find my center again.

Be patient.

Next time I see these words come my way……………

Ya know?

So in between these moments of angst, I let it out and breath and feel in my body how I want to FEEL.

How I

Want

To

Feel.

And I have yet to master that moment and keep it alive within me.

Because the matrix happens and says pay up.

Says “this is just how it is – our rules – abide or else”.

That gets to a person.

That gets to a person like myself.

Sensitive.

Idealistic.

Oh god am I idealistic.  Too much perhaps.  Certainly, too much so for this place.  I see that.  I know that.

I am the one always asking the questions, challenging the “that’s just how it is” when HOW “IT IS” SUCKS!!

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I once wrote a piece based on that angel movie with John Travolta, how he responded to someone questioning his dirty appearance and obsession with sugar: “I’m not that kind of angel”.  Ditto.  I’ll help anyone I can, but I am not all love and light and sprinkles.  Perhaps I was that way when I came here – who knows.  I’ve learned to be love and light and “i’ll kick your ass if you do that again” and “i will ask whatever question i want” – and most especially – “you’re dayem right i want to control my own experience here – isn’t that my right?  just like it is your right to have that same type of experience.”  Sitting on the sidelines – for too long – just isn’t me.

Well before I continue to climb that ladder of “EF IT” – I will stop – I will say I bless each of you with whatever it is you need and desire – and share some finds and pretty pictures.  I see Trump is upsetting many now on both sides.  I am not going to go deep into that – other than to say I keep hearing what Q said – how crimes against children unite humanity.  What Trump is doing in his script is allowing those doors to open for us TO unite and say “RELEASE THOSE FILES”.  Bring it all down.  By him saying those files are fake and nothing is going to happen instead let’s focus on ME ME ME (russian hoax and the election) has worn on us all.  I don’t know – maybe it’s just me – but the character Trump on stage now is behaving like a classic narcissist and I have plum HAD it with that mentality.  This entire matrix sim runs on it.  Good acting T.  Now let’s unite in unison, command our wishes and see the truth in full.  We can handle it.

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🙏💖

Victoria

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What I said earlier – we need to unite behind a CAUSE – NOT a person.  Also keeps Epstein on stage too…………

 

The drop on Truth that has ignited a bit of a firestorm – and a lot of demands/questioning from the maga base:

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Yes – the originals were baddies:

 

 

This channel’s focus is on the children.

 

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yeah we see – now STOP IT already!

 

She’s gotten one thing right w/this:

 

 

 

Absolutely – the war is largely invisible but dayem, do we feel it:

 

All roads lead to (not rome):

 

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Image via: my blue dream

 

Image via: my Green dream

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.