7.17.25 ~ Checking in – Finds

 

 

When the matrix gives you lemons, I create a new version of happy juice.

Yeah, it’s been a day.  I don’t think I’ve spent that much time on the phone today as I have all month.  I finally was able to get the ball rolling on those searches for schooling and scholarships, gathered my sticky notes and typed it all up.  I am quite happy with myself that I wrote all of this down as I would have forgotten half.  Everyone with whom I spoke I shared I need to be met where I am – now – at this moment.  Scattered, overwhelmed in moments, very tired too – but focused forward and positive too.

I am being loud and vocal about not just that piece of my life, but really my entire life experience atm.  I have a trauma around being forced out of my home as it has happened before, once when I was pregnant.  Very pregnant.  And I will not be forced out like that ever again – when I leave it is on my terms.  I made a deal with the Universe at the time, and it will stand.

And once I land there in the next place, I am sleeping for a month.

So many words with this, you know?  The housing costs.  The scams out there.  The levels of struggle and on the opposite end, the level of greed.  Learned one local “landlord” owns over 10 rentals – each at $3k each.

Pause and think about that.

Weeding through a sea of evil.  Some places are sitting empty because no one has the $$ to afford them.  Even my mama was talking about how horribly expensive it all is.  I don’t recall hearing her talk like that.  Going to the store tonight, I saw people at both entrances, including one who I swear was no older than 16, maybe 17.  Young girl.  Holding the “anything helps” signs.

If I have to do that, I will – but I plan on keeping my story on here and on my other site and every place else I can think of so that I get what is needed – promotional help and money.

And my girl – she is numb atm.  I’ve been reassuring her – but she knows.  She knows the realities of this world.

I would be lying if I said I wasn’t afraid – terrified tbh – to be faced with this kind of situation – with a child.  It enrages me at a new level too – how long this “plan” has played out.  Seriously…. all of this has been allowed to happen as is without ANY recourse to help out the many who are in dire circumstances.  My line in the sand was already drawn and I am in no space to make a new one.

But there’s always Hope and I remember that.  Pushing past the fears is the calm that I am ok.  All will work out.  As I walked into the dollar tree tonight, the first thing to literally draw my eye was a heart shaped object that said “KEEP GOING”.

So that’s what I do.

I KEEP GOING, as I always have.

Only this time, with more backbone, with more noise.

Here’s what I’m seeing.

💖

Victoria

 

 

The “hoax” part explained:

 

Karoline Leavitt Responds to Epstein Firestorm—But Sidesteps the One Question That Matters Most

And Bondi, along with Debbie W.S. did nothing while in positions of power in Florida – and it isn’t just the democrats and the media who are demanding full transparence and release – many MAGA and his base are angry and confused – and no special prosecutor now either……who knows, friends.  Who knows….

Leavitt stood by the president, saying, “The president is referring to the fact that Democrats are suddenly pretending they ever cared about transparency when it comes to Jeffrey Epstein, which is an asinine suggestion.”

“They had control of the White House and Congress and did nothing to expose Epstein or his network,” she added….

She accused Democrats and the media of exaggerating the issue to distract from Trump’s recent accomplishments, saying they’re pretending “it is the biggest or the American people care about.”

 

JUST IN: CBS Cancels Late Show with Stephen Colbert | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

Israel Admits to Strike on Only Remaining Gaza Church – Stray Ammunition Hit Holy Family Church Killing Three | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hoft

 

 

 

$$ abundance vibes:

 

there’s that drop that contains that phrase that’s been with me again lately:  FORGOT HOW TO PLAY (the game)

 

 

And reported as officially gone today – the 17th:

 

BREAKING: Jerome Powell Criminally Referred For Alleged Perjury About $2.5 Billion Building Renovation | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

active earlier today:

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Photography by Pierre Jeanneret

 

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.