I am trying to keep up with how fast things are moving now. I saw much of this when I crawled out of bed, but am just now finding the time to put it together. I had to take care of stupid shit. lol Seriously. A new person assigned to me asked me to provide xyz information – which I did – that day – and I have until a date this week to turn it all in (which is why I did it that day). Today I receive an email telling me what I sent wasn’t enough – even though it was based on this persons words – I need to include tax information.
WTF?
I said that would have been good to know LAST WEEK as I am now under a crunch to get that information plus the additional information this person is now claiming I need.
Aaaaaand this person greeted me by a different name that ain’t mine.
WTF?!?!?!
Then I had a phone call which was supposed to be with an expert in the field in which I had a question – an attorney – only to be told “that is not my area of expertise” and now I get to wait to hear back.
WTF????!!!
seriously
stupid
shit.
SSS
I swears if I am told one. more. time. .”have you tried this place?” i’m a gonna lose it. Seriously lose it over all of this SSS I’ve been dealing with for months now. Alone. On. My. Own.
NO ONE should have to go through all of this on their own – navigate the crazy. Incredibly stressful. All I’ve wanted for months is for just ONE PERSON to be my voice – to organize all of these places I am to contact and the things I am to do. Like a mutual friend of mine who went through the same shit and ended up finally finding a private person – a new friend – to do much of this for and with her – she finally had to walk away from the system. I asked her if I could hire her new friend to do the same for me. 😂
I read these words below today – and even though this applied for me at that time – the same words apply today as well. It really hits home:
“Many mothers aren’t suffering from a “broken brain.” They’re suffering from a broken system.
According to Kendall-Tackett (Journal of Clinical Lactation, 2014), a lack of support, rest, and validation can mimic or worsen postpartum depression and sometimes, those are the real roots of the struggle.
Why does this matter?Because when we label it only as depression,we risk medicating the symptomswhile ignoring the cause.
We tell mothers to “get help” but fail to be that help. We tell them “it’s just hormones” instead of asking, When was the last time you felt cared for?”
When was the last time someone showed up and brought me a meal or offered to make calls for me?
Today as my brain was spinning from having to get help from this very broken system full of SSS, I felt deeply in my heart that line above – we tell mothers – anyone in need for that matter – to get help but fail to BE that help.
That’s why I live by the motto – ask what you can do and if you can help, help. But in this current reality, to just put ANYONE out into this broken overloaded system – which yes has help available but it isn’t enough, competition is fierce, and unless you get loud and persistent you have a good chance of getting lost….doing that to another person is not helpful unless you plan on being by their side to help.
Today I felt that pain in my heart – being told what to do – trying – f’ing struggling to get help from strangers when what I NEEDED all along is help from people I KNOW and love – who I thought had my back.
Most did not.
Here’s what’s up on stage today.
We have the white-hair version today:
NOW – Trump officially invokes "Homerule Act," deployment of National Guard troops, and federalization of police, to "liberate" America's capital, DC. pic.twitter.com/MuRfe9UmSC
— Disclose.tv (@disclosetv) August 11, 2025
President Donald J. Trump invokes the D.C. Home Rule Act to place the D.C. Metropolitan Police Department under federal control and deploy the National Guard to make our nation's capital safe again.🇺🇸 pic.twitter.com/SSX6084Dzm
— The White House (@WhiteHouse) August 11, 2025
DONE IN 30 https://t.co/nyoa8gJMAo
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) August 11, 2025
NOW – Trump says that he may take control of New York, Chicago and other cities just like DC. pic.twitter.com/7ZyxVb17bW
— Disclose.tv (@disclosetv) August 11, 2025
⚡️National Guard being activated in select cities within the US sounds strangely familiar. pic.twitter.com/zjlJ6Bqysw
— ĐⱤØ₲Ø🇺🇸 (@KAGdrogo) August 11, 2025
Allegedly for antisemitic behavior/commentary. lol This gave me the giggles – because what I saw was Grok turning comments on other people’s words and images – including benign images of the sky – and accusing people of being antisemitic in their sharing OF these benign images and commentary. Can we call it for what it really is – using my three letters above – SSS? Stupid semitic shit?
.@POTUS: "We're going to have a meeting with Vladimir Putin and … probably in the first two minutes, I'll know exactly whether or not a deal can be made."
REPORTER: "How will you know that?"@POTUS: "Because that's what I do — I make deals." pic.twitter.com/KfLNkWaiHq
— Rapid Response 47 (@RapidResponse47) August 11, 2025
President Donald J. Trump invokes the D.C. Home Rule Act to place the D.C. Metropolitan Police Department under federal control and deploy the National Guard to make our nation's capital safe again.🇺🇸 pic.twitter.com/SSX6084Dzm
— The White House (@WhiteHouse) August 11, 2025
BREAKING: D.C. Mayor Muriel Bowser admits she cannot prevent President Trump’s takeover of Washington, D.C., after reviewing all legal options.
— Leading Report (@LeadingReport) August 11, 2025
BREAKING NEWS
U.S. TREASURY SECRETARY SCOTT BESSENT SAID THE NEW FEDERAL RESERVE CHAIR SHOULD BE SOMEONE "WHO CAN EXAMINE THE WHOLE ORGANIZATION"
It is hot in here.
— Gold Telegraph ⚡ (@GoldTelegraph_) August 11, 2025
I have a feeeeeeeeeeling AI is going to go POOF…….
Hey @grok how long does it take to build a new nuclear power plant https://t.co/iX4l8J6WiR
— zerohedge (@zerohedge) August 11, 2025
Just wait until they are up 100% in one year: after all someone has to pay for junior's chatbot-written college essay.
The blowback against AI and datacenters will be epic https://t.co/KVIToJl0jE
— zerohedge (@zerohedge) August 11, 2025
Moves and countermoves https://t.co/OCZEuhoMAe
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) August 11, 2025
— 𝑫𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 Ọ𝒇 𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒐𝒏 𝑺𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒆 (@meetcommonsense) August 10, 2025
Next President vibes:
BREAKING: Many individuals are expected to be indicted in connection with the Russia collusion hoax, per VPOTUS.
— Patrick Webb (@RealPatrickWebb) August 11, 2025
Who is playing many roles….
JFK JR…..?? https://t.co/v6BpKNIj0q
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) August 11, 2025
JUST IN: Elon Musk says xAI will take "immediate legal action" against Apple for alleged antitrust violations. pic.twitter.com/94PobzU1Oq
— Watcher.Guru (@WatcherGuru) August 12, 2025
— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 11, 2025
— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 11, 2025
Can confirm https://t.co/qxOUX1UX4a
— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 11, 2025
On August 7 and 8, 2025, multiple Northland law enforcement agencies conducted coordinated operations to target human trafficking in communities north and east of Kansas City. The Clay, Clinton, Platte, and Ray County sheriff’s offices, along with the Kearney Police Department,… pic.twitter.com/tWof7edVas
— Qᴀɢɢ.ɴᴇᴡꜱ (@qaggnews) August 11, 2025
Real estate developer Fred Trump and his son Donald, New York City, 1970. pic.twitter.com/Uu9TgG85hC
— Historic Vids (@historyinmemes) August 11, 2025
A baby boy was just born from an embryo that had been frozen for over 30 years, a record 11,148 days in storage. the embryo was originally donated in 1994 and successfully implanted by an ohio couple after their long struggle with infertility. pic.twitter.com/DwtCgWOJBA
— Historic Vids (@historyinmemes) August 11, 2025
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Free…………as a bird………(great song too btw)…….
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