8.15.25 ~ Today’s Finds/Headlines

 

 

Ya’ll still with me?  It’s getting quite hard to watch this movie isn’t it.

Soothing my pain with tiramisu tonight.  When I am in this space these days, which I am quite often given all I am going through and battling alone, and tired OF it, it’s harder to reach out to others that don’t reach out to me and ask how I am.  I feel like a burden and frankly, it’s embarrassing to my Soul.  This space here at my site has become lonely for me.  I was asked yesterday if I had a support system in place.  I got tears in my eyes and said “no”.  I was asked what I could do to change that, and my first thought was “buy a friend”.  People around these parts here don’t like me because of my beliefs.  I had connected with someone for whom I thought we would click, she saying the same, but when I posted one thing about Trump – pro-Trump – I noticed days later, when she wasn’t responding to my text, that she had disappeared from my social media page where we found each other.

Without a word.

WTF is wrong with people now, you know?

And all of this unwanted advice being thrown my way when I clearly state I need to be asked what I need because I have already followed most of the advice.  And wow if I am told to pray and put my faith in God one. more. time………..I do have a response for that now though:  God puts people in our lives to do as angels would do.  Weeds out those who walk the talk instead of those who just talk.

It’s so deeply painful, as I have never walked away from anyone in my life for their beliefs but have had it happen too many times to count in recent years.

I would love to talk with someone (for I am really struggling these days) who doesn’t preach to me doesn’t use it as a chance to convert me to their religious or spiritual beliefs, whether it’s christian muslim new age or otherwise, doesn’t tell me to be patient, what to do or think OR feel, but who knows how to SHOW UP like Jesus or similar would and just hold space and ask: What can I do to help you? I just put my heart out there and got 15 minutes of new age bullshit – totally violating my boundaries – refusing to ask what I needed or listen TO what I needed saying I was here to sacrifice myself – refusing to listen to me talk about the PRACTICALITIES of money and what practical things I need, then telling me I needed to be on a journey of self discovery assuming I’m not already.  So I shut down the conversation.

I will find what I seek.  People who see me.  People who will help me in the way I need.  People who will show up and stick around rather than just toss off some useless advice, also of which I am quite. done. with.

Or I will just live with some dogs and my daughter and eat tiramisu.

Here is what is on the world stage of clowns.

💖💥

Victoria

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$150/month for a nice 1 bedroom apartment.  today?  $1800 and up.  Today, August 15th, also marked the anniversary when Nixon took us off the Gold Standard.  54 years ago….

 

 

1111…………i read where they met at a place known as the Q on 17th Street…

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.