You know how it goes.
You are feeling fear. Or unsure. Or full of doubt. Or these days just plain ‘ole Soul/Body/Mind exhausted. You share yourself with others, get told to be thankful for something or to help another or to trust the process, trust the plan or to be Strong.
What does that last one mean exactly?
Dictionaries define being strong as the ability to move heavy objects or to withstand tremendous pressure.
Neither of those feeeeeeeeeeeeel good to me.
Why do we even have reason TO be strong? Is that just an experience we utilize here in this reality?
That’s what my body tells me. That voice deep within me. That consciousness with who is tired of enduring, of being strong. Even after 9 hours of sleep last night, I’m still. exhausted. Even after filling my mind with over an hour of positive self-talk, I’m still. exhausted. I can heal my nervous system, but never will my inner eternal voice consent to being controlled, to having to pay someone just to live, to create much less survive.
Being strong. The ability to face intense pressure. That sounds more like a survival skill when faced with situations you do not consent to and far less like a natural skill to utilize every day in an experience of ease and joy and abundance.
That word “ease” speaks to me, reminds me of something a friend said when I told him to “take it easy”. Big grin on his face he said, “if it ain’t easy I ain’t taking it”.
Real statement. Real words. Because even though we all got quite adept at faking it here, telling ourselves all sorts of happy thoughts or mindless excuses and utilizing new cage tools put out by those big names on stage making millions while they oh so conveniently and completely fail to include the truth that the very nature of this beast system is not created for anyone with a Heart and Soul…..with all of THAT we still know within that Real Life is to be one of Ease. Joy. Where TRUE growth is not one of pain but one of joy, of organic expansion, where OUR REAL SELVES WITHIN are in charge instead of some man with a ruler and fancy hat. Where REAL evolvement, real expansion ONLY comes from one. thing: LOVE. For REAL expansion does not include damage but instead REMOVES the very damage caused by harmful energies and expectations, rules and regulations.
I know it. Anyone here who was brought in to break the codes of this place knows it. And while being strong in this experience is a very useful tool, it is not something we were ever created TO do – not every moment of every day in this very unnatural reality.
Love – in action – is the only thing that really matters, the only energy that helps us, the only energy that heals.
Everything else is just matrix noise.
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Victoria
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Beautifully said, Victoria. I needed to see this today.
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