Current Reflections ~ 4/16/19

 

yesterday morning at the kitchen sink i was feeling into my heart.  “Love for All” I felt and heard.  that is who we are – that is our inner Home.  yes, i know, i laughed quietly.  i know that.  but apparently the Universe wasn’t done speaking with me for at that moment i walked into the living room and was guided to look at the television.  i saw this:

yeah…lol…no joke.  i get it, i get it, i said into the All.

the more i see into the program, the more i am able to see into ME and the “have love for all” way of Being.  love for all is a choice – and it is the Original Choice i feel i created for myself.  and yet that is how the attack hack was allowed.  we had full trust.  did not seek to do harm (wasn’t our way).  we were like kids in a candy store until a piece of candy was inserted – offered – that was poison and we did not know the difference.

so we ate it.

that “virus” program as we know infiltrated everything.  and the makers of the virus and all of their AI programs act out through our minds.

today i saw when this began with me during this life cycle.  i was only 8.  it was the first time i recall hearing them.  i had thoughts in my mind that i just knew weren’t mind.  it left me scared and confused.

i also had an experience today where i was going within and going into a state of purity of Home – calling it forth.  as i did, i had an image of a person and an experience i had w/them in the past.  the memory brought up pain and a very sharp feeling that they weren’t safe for me to trust. i wanted to run and hide – standard operating procedure for me with certain people and situations w/said people – but instead i said face it – feel it – love it.  so i felt into the pain and as i did my heart expanded HUGELY and with that came intense heat throughout my body.  i was sweating all over.  i released energy and tears.

i then recalled how HOT i have been lately – and the chest issues i’ve felt along w/the need to stretch out my upper body.  this is what is happening for me – at this moment – expanding my heart area again to make room for ME to come alive again.  it has been cramped in there with the distrust and fear stuff that has kept my heart-space pretty sealed shut.

i can fully see the program now that has programmed us to harm others – ourselves included.  fully i am seeing and feeling it.  we are more awake now and can make the choice to not participate.

don’t eat their poison.

don’t eat the candy.

i then pondered….as we exit this experience, what will we do?

do we return to Love All?

i’m not sure of that – for me.

i want discernment as part of Me and my experience.  for i NEVER will want to be a part of an experience of harm of any type.  certainly not the kind of harm created with malice and intention.

some say that harm is an illusion.

we all participated here.

i maintain that while we have participated and played a lot of roles, we did so under a controlled experience and that is what leads to unconscious creating – certainly creating in limited capacities – which is false creating and thus THAT is the illusion (thinking that we are creating in our full capacity here). and i will add if pain is an illusion so is love. an experience of feeling is every bit as real as the Being creating it. 

i am pausing to reflect now and as i do so, i am reminded of someone i know via social media.  she has had a plethora of health issues – mostly auto-immune related.  her diet is meticulous – very clean and pure.  her thoughts and approach – every bit as meticulous.  supplements and natural remedies too.  and yet her issues continued to crop up now and then regardless of her efforts.  and yet today – her auto-immune struggle seems to be over.  why?

she removed a toxin from her body.  in this case – breast implants.

remove the poison and we thrive.

remove the virus – and we reclaim and restore.

we remember.

and we once again return FULLY to our Creative Selves.

love,

victoria

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