Happy “Q” Quantum day!
I awoke this morning carrying the frustrations of yesterday only at a more intense level. Â The desire was to jump out of my skin – at least out of my clothes- and just run….run until that energy was removed. Â Released.
We had our daughter’s birthday celebration today – a house full of children. It can be easy to forget how sensitive we have become. Â The most sensitive of the children became overwhelmed (including our girl) and tired so we wrapped things up early and I took the most “busy” children home, thus allowing the most sensitive time alone to play. Â The old program of “now include all Victoria” kicked in but I ignored it and did what needed to be done for the ones obviously needing quiet. Â Another program – include ALL. Inclusiveness – even when that means creating stress or harm for others. The whole “pick a side” – “black or white” – which I witness regularly on the left and right. Â Life is a myriad of shades – and a paradox – and thus truth is found in every nook and cranny.
I had a lot of thoughts go through my mind during the celebration – and in the downtime after. Â I thought about the hours children spend in public schools each day – how draining that is for the most sensitive of them. Â The programming of the left hemisphere while the rest of the Being is left to slowly close up until…..
I thought of the program of time the matrix creator’s placed here – which was interesting as earlier this evening I saw a social media MEME that said The Universe is in no hurry – no rush – and we must be patient. Â That time thing, I thought. Â The Universe – that Consciousness – does not experience time. Â We in this prison however do, which is why we DO become impatient because it is UNNATURAL for our Creative Pure Being to HAVE to “be patient”. Â That is not our natural program – but only one of the forced programs here.
Earlier in the day I had some moments of body weirdness – woozy/dizzy and some moments of inner body pains that were unusual. Â The longing for Home was more intense today than it has been in months.
I dislike discussing money and continue to hope pay to live ends like yesterday – but we took another hit today. Â One of our sources of income dropped by $45 – which is a lot to this family. Â I was upset for just a few moments though. Â It is as it is and not worth my time to stress. Â Any of you wish to help out with that I would appreciate it! Â And remember I also make/sell my own tooth powder (found under the products menu) and I am also a Select CBD Affiliate (hemp-derived CBD oils and other products) – link here. Â And I still have a myriad of hand-crafted, beautiful Triskelion necklaces for sale. Â Inquire here fmi.
I am still trying to figure out what is showing up on LASCO. Â The cluster on the left is the Pleiades. Â That object on the right though is still up to discussion. Â It may be Mercury – however my research continues to show the next transit to be in November 11/12 of this year – and it shows up as a tiny black dot. Â And if it IS on approach to the sun it is going very fast (and what are those lines coming through and out of it?) Â When they do transit in May (for this century) it is between the dates of 7-10th. source
For now I am finding my center again after a wonderful but very exhausting day.
Love,
Victoria
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