Today’s brief reflection ~ 7/19/19

 

so today feels like i am purging out quite a lot of toxins.  my mate is having the same experience.  absolutely exhausted too which given the plasma reads today, that would likely be a big contributor to the zzzzz experience. and by exhaustion i mean stumbling like i’ve had too much to drink (too much plasma perhaps?).  emotions all over the place.  the need to scream and cry – release.  i am seeing this in all the members of my family.

today’s plasma read:

this fatigue is what is getting difficult.  it doesn’t help that i have been woken up by either my child or our neighbor’s barking dog in recent nights. that dang dog barked non-stop for over a half hour in the middle of the night.  apparently this dog been doing this for over a year – disturbing our next door neighbor and she won’t call animal control and deal with it. i am only able to hear it now as i have cracked my window to keep the room cool at night.  if this keeps up i will deal with it.

are my experience simply part of this alleged transition process or the result of living in this system which has just become all but unbearable.  i had a friend over last night and we had a very honest, open, totally authentic conversation – the only kind of which i am comfortable in having now.  she has chronic health issues and lives on a fixed income.  we both agreed our lives would be SO MUCH EASIER and far less stressful if we had the money we NEED.  i told her i showed my mate a visual by saying “this is our current needs” – and i placed my hands about 2 feet apart – then said “this is our ability to meet them now” and placed my hands about 4 inches apart.  it was WONDERFUL to have that feeling validated for she has the same feel and life experience.

how long are we supposed to trust and wait?  all of this talk of abundance and the healing tech to alleviate our struggle and suffering.  damn – ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.  less talk – more action.  the speculation and talk has really left me feeling quite short-tempered now.  when i read or hear or am told of “it’s done” or “now is the time” – SHOW ME.  i am reminded of the movie – Jerry Maguire:

“SHOW ME THE MONEY!”

back up the words with PROOF.  for until it has entered my experience – until i receive what is rightfully mine (and yours) – it is all just WORDS now.

words.  words words words words.

give me action.  action.  action not words.  apparently i am quoting def leppard now.  lol

that is all for now.  here is to A C T I O N.

love,

victoria

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