we are at the end of one of those, what i call, “bubbles of bliss”….
today’s energies felt like “them” pushing back – which they are – and which is why i am now thinking i should not have even looked at their images and videos that were all over twitter today much less share them here. Â when i woke up this morning i felt that in the vibe.
live. Â love thyself. Â know different DO different – which includes not getting on myself w/that “should” stuff.
still – that energy of their doing’s is in the vibe so i have been focusing on a New World the past hour or so. Â putting my energy into seeing and writing down what type of experience i want. Â right now in this moment – a good place to start – the removal of THEM. NOW.
i call forth the experience of total freedom. Â purity. Â NEW. Â oh my mighty me – tonight while doing my strength training, i had on the radio. Â i could not find a song that resonated with me so i tried to make up a new song. Â i used to do that – for almost 20 years i wrote a lot of music. Â and yet the last 3 years that more or less dried up. Â and now – i long for music that doesn’t exist. Â notes. Â tones. Â same for food. Â activities. Â doing’s.
i have been focusing now and then on expanding my imagination into that “NEW” that calls for me. Â my mate and i discuss it. Â inside of this realm – the possibilities – they’re not endless – not when so much was hidden. Â so i remain in faith with this inner call for Seeing ALL. Â for having access – full access to create ALL and NEW.
as far as the usual “how did the body feel” today – i was walking sideways a couple of times (yesterday too). Â unlike yesterday, where looking in the mirror i looked young – vibrant – today i look tired and old(er). Â sweats last night. Â restless sleep.
that is all for now as my ability to even write something new has dried up at the moment.
love,
victoria
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