I deal with agoraphobia as in my personal “go out there” space and ability is challenged.
I have dealt with this for most of my life.
I am HIGHLY selective where I go and how long I am gone..
Part of this is trauma (that I am working with a somatic professional in resolving/releasing).
And part of this is being awake – knowing your reality does not align with WHO YOU ARE.
I have felt that way my entire life.
And for me being around anyone who does not “get it” – who does not “see” – quickly becomes uncomfortable for me.
For it is the nature of us as humans and Spiritual beings to CONNECT
and in order TO connect in a real way that is truly meaningful, we must be totally authentic.
And in today’s world – doing that – can get your ass kicked, abandoned, or verbally attacked.
And I don’t need ANY of that. I have had a lifetime of that b.s.
So, until this world changes for the better, until truth is shown in full, until minds and hearts shift INTO that truth, if I have to hide in the only place that feels safe and be VERY selective in where and how I venture out, and who I spend my time with, so be it.
After decades of thinking I am the problem- I see it is this reality, the entities and humans running it – that is the real problem.
People like me – like us – we are the Solution.
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Victoria
