I’ve been thinking about this a lot.
I’ve been looking at myself and how I become when I feel desperate. The Hope I have when I try something new, reach out to this place or that person and end up in another “ok that went nowhere” situation/experience. I see my bank account and bless it. And yet I also see each month I’ve been seeing less incoming, prices going up, child in need of things I cannot provide in the way I want and she deserves. But on I go – reaching out here reaching out there going within trying NEW approaches. I bounce back up and do my best – but I would be lying if I said inside I do not feel that desperation creep in – no matter what I tell myself. No matter what inner work I do to shift it.
Now what would relieve that fear – for all of us? Certainly for me.
A NEW REALITY where there was N E V E R an experience that requires us to give to IT in order just to f’ing survive. Or at the very least for someone to step in and hear me – see me – and help me take my next step(s). Or a big ‘ole pile of beautiful abundant money start coming in regularly. Or one time drop of a nice 6 figure amount. 😄
Seriously though………
Until that time comes, that moment, as slow as fuch as it is going, it’s compete compete compete. I see so many people here locally offering their services – house cleaning, yard work, automotive, general maintenance. People selling belongings. Artwork. Food they have grown. Some are desperate – saying they “REALLY” need the extra money. More and more showing up with their “Any amount helps” signs in front of stores. How hard must that be to actually do that? I certainly don’t see happy people behind those signs. I see blank stares. I see fatigue. Anyone who says such folks are lazy needs to walk in their shoes and see how “lazy” they really are. There’s a story there behind each one.
If Jesus were walking the streets here and elsewhere, he’d be chastising and questioning governments, big businesses, those with their mcdonald mansions, pointing to those sleeping in tents and on park benches: “What are you doing to help these people?” Or:
“WHY aren’t you helping these people?”
But he isn’t. So that leaves me and anyone else who feels as I do. About love. Kindness. Suffering. Helping. And this toxic system.
Yes: “THE SYSTEM IS NARCISSISTIC. This entire MATRIX is run on a narcissistic program.” And the Central BANK system is designed to maintain a predictable debt sequence while supporting undue financial hardship and poverty by design. The good news? More humans are awake and aware that this program does not serve collective well being for the 99.9%–and the newly elected socialist NYC mayor, Mamdani has fooled the electorate and Islam will take up roost in the Big rotten apple.–https://apnews.com/article/andrew-cuomo-zohran-mamdani-new-york-mayor-0d39764944e7e55a7e26a988d4136a86…oi vey–how’s Dem apples?
Mamdani’s solution?: tax the millionaires. Note to Mamdani: a millionaire in 2025 is akin to someone making $75,000 in 1950–just to put this millionaire tax solution into proper perspective: Taxing the lower echelon of the remaining middle class (especially in NYC where real estate is disproportionate to the average wage scale), will simply drive the somewhat affluent New Yorkers out of the district–making way for the next arrivals coming from the Middle East who arrive as speculators who will buy up the vacant property of the former middle(worker) class. Taxing those people who earn a $Mil/yr will not solve the deeper problems created by the Euro-Banksters, and Khazarian Mafia.