There is a story circulating the world that goes a little like this. Ya’ll are showing us a “show” – a “movie” – designed to wake up Minds. The end result of this – some sky event? Time travel event? Who knows – only you do.
It’s really easy to be in a RELAXED state of mind AND body when you already know the ending isn’t it?
Let me add something to this – not only as a female who holds the gift of Intuitive Knowing and Human Relationship Connecting and Nurturing – but as someone who knows about Trauma and the Nervous System.
I will tell you this:
While ya’ll are showing scary scenes and allowing many of us to be crushed financially, mentally and emotionally, keeping us stuck in Survival Mode year after year, what is your plan for when the movie ends?
Do you really think a dysregulated traumatized nervous system is suddenly going to go from OMG GET ME OUT OF HERE I CANNOT DO THIS ONE MORE MOMENT to YES HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY?
Because if you do, you are unbelievably naive or psychologically sadistic.
NO HUMAN IS GOING TO BE ABLE TO SWITCH OFF THAT SURVIVAL MODE SWITCH IN AN INSTANT.
You get that?
NOT A ONE.
In order for a dysregulated Nervous System to truly heal, it needs TIME and it needs to feel SAFE in order to begin TO trust again.
It’s Neuro Science. And at this point, I don’t think ANY of us have a nervous system that is open to trusting at this point.
Just thought you should know that.
Me personally, I have been pushed to the limit. Little support. Absolutely NO local support. Say you support even ONE THING Trump around here, you will get ostracized and dropped like a stinging wasp. So when I do look for some love and help, I’m encountering Souls like myself – in the same or similar position. Or I am ignored because humanity in general has such deep cognitive dissonance they cannot grasp the possibility that this reality is not a JUST reality. The Universe, yes. But inside this pit? Hell no. It’s a reality that favors evil and criminals and psychopaths over anything that is Pure and Trusting. You can only imagine the responses I receive from those types. “It can’t be.” “Really? Have you done THIS?”
blah blah BLAH
I wasted two years trying to get the help and support I need from others and from the system.
And all along I kept thinking with each breath I take when I wake up, which is often inside of a very tense body, tense jaw, sometimes pounding the bed, ALL ALONG I have held onto the hope that there was something GOOD out there helping eradicate this sadistic toxic cesspool ya’ll call The Swamp. And all throughout this time I kept telling my child, “Things are getting cleaned up honey. A better world awaits. I promise you. I know it. I FEEL it.”
Today? She doesn’t believe a damn word I say. Can you blame her? I don’t. I understand. Because as I sit and watch my need for some real support go unmet, my nervous system continues to collapse into shutdown, my sleep deeply impinged, I now seriously question The Plan.
No protocols put in place to help those in need. Why not? Can ya’ll answer that one? WHERE HAS OUR HELP BEEN? As one who has been questioning this place since I could hold a memory, this journey has been traumatizing from the get-go.
And what are we seeing now on stage?
Nothing but gaslighting and other narcissistic type behavior. Trust me – I have become an EXPERT on this personality type – this program – that runs this entire shitpit.
Meanwhile ya’ll tell us to pray to Jesus. Trust God. And yet I see Z E R O evidence of this actually occurring on the world stage. I see none of the homeless getting the help they needed years ago. I see no accountability publicly. I only see evil asshats further eroding our rights, stealing from us, charging what the fuck ever price they want for utilities and housing and food – you know – those things we need to SURVIVE. And I see good people trying to call it to attention only to often receive death threats, backlash, job loss, even murder.
You know – more trauma for the nervous system.
So I question your methods. I question the plan. For as I said above and will end it by reiterating this again because of how powerfully Truthful it is: YOU DO NOT GET SOMEONE TO SEE SOMETHING BY TRAUMATIZING THE SHIT OUT OF THEM REPEATEDLY THEN TURN ON A DIME AND SAY “SURPRISE! HAPPY ENDING” WITH A SMILE AND A GIFT. Trust me – I know that. As one who had family yell at me until I cried then out came the camera, smiling, suddenly behaving as though everything is suddenly ok, THIS IS NOT HOW YOU BUILD FUCKING TRUST.
Capiche?
V.
