For me, I’m not so much interested in the outer truths. I am finding much of it pretty boring and predictable at this point, if not confusing at times. I’m not a military strategist, and being female, I align more with connection and helping ease suffering – not causing more of it because of some “protocol” that must be “implemented”. I see where that has its purpose as well, though. So I guess what I am saying is in war, there is no balance. There is chaos and focus on trying to keep losses as low as possible – WHEN that war situation is seeking to truly eliminate evil.
So the inner stuff is coming up. Energies and words repressed for years, decades, all coming up in one energetic, beautiful fireworks show. I see so much suffering, especially among the most empathic of us, which, at least for me these days that empathy is pretty tapped out. Even with a good night’s sleep, I find myself feeling growly and cranky and just wanting to be left alone until I need a hug or someone to just hold space. My ability to give is near tapped out. I have moments where I see a situation and reach out, but unlike the past, where I would step in and offer to spread the word, I pause. Energy reserves inside are in full-on survival mode.
Meaning:
I. Am. Tired. T I R E D
I continue to feel I have two feet in two separate worlds. One I can still SEE. The other I FEEL. And I feel my metaphoric legs being stretched apart more and more. My daughter doesn’t really believe in the new world. She wants one but doesn’t think it will happen. So she is focused on doing all of this 3d focus in a system that is clearly going through chaotic change and disruption. That doesn’t indicate she isn’t going to keep pushing. That’s just her nature and I support that. But then there is my feel. My sense. My desire. That this world just f’ing change already. Being in that space just doesn’t align with my inner Truth so that has been a HUUUUGE challenge for me – daily – as in waking me up at night. An issue I haven’t really talked about (that I can remember – memory is just kaput – so if I repeat – it isn’t to be annoying – it’s because I honestly don’t remember).
But it’s there. Pressing on me more and more every day. Draining my energy when I DO go into the 3D stuff. But what real choice do I have? If I had more movement in this crumbling reality, I could relax more.
Yeah.
Is this new earth already there?
Are we creating it?
Or do we just find this one suddenly ends and we have to rebuild?
I mean, who the hell has THAT kind of energy now?
Desire, yes.
But the actual energy TO DO the PHYSICAL creating? Even the energetic creating? When all I honestly want to do is SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP, but I can’t because I have a daughter who is still needing to do things in the here and now AND plan for the rest of this year, which is critical things given her age and schooling and and
O M G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The other day I actually stopped what I was doing and said, “CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!” (70’s kids will get this)
Chill girl. Chill. Until I get the “mom have you…..?” Or the text or phone call from those who have no conscious clue what’s going on and who are in a completely different mindset – soulset as well – than me. And off I go, for a drive, munching on a sweet treat because my Soul and Heart need that safe space of quiet kindness and total “I GET IT, ME TOO”.
Anyone else relate? Even if you don’t have kids, that “divide” is HUGE now and growing, and wow – a sudden POP BOOM SHIFT would be REALLY good now. After Saturday’s sudden FINALLY SOME F’ING MOVEMENT – I feel like I’m back inside that bottleneck – higher up – but still in. it.
For now, I have work to do, which includes an appt next week to learn more about doing another paid-for training. And a small e-book, which I will post here when it’s done. I’ve been working on it for the past year – it’s mostly written – I just need to get it formatted and linked as a PDF. Add some visuals. It won’t be high-end professional like those who do these things often and have the $$ to get them all fancy polished. It’s just – me. Simple. Basic. But hopefully, words that will help. Kinda like this website.
If any of you have some $$, I have a big electric bill due this month. Lots of little amounts add up. As I say. You can also buy me a coffee through my other page as well (or through the pop-up here on my main page).
💖🙏
Victoria
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This still doesn’t go far enough for me and all of us truly awake does it? It’s painful. We all know WE DO NOT NEED “their” VAXXINES. They don’t work. They are toxic. The only way this will make sense is if the ones coming out will be nothing but placebo’s. Saline solution. If this really is about the children, the poisoning has ended and placebo’s put in place. THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES SENSE.
We’ll see. I’m not so into these social media “prophets”. NOW is always good:
It’s all so fake. Movie movie movie. Already happened. Probably years ago. His next court date is March 17th (yeah I know – REALLY? THAT LONG OUT??) – 17. GREEN Day. UGH can we hit 88 MPH now??!!
Is this just another US involvement – invade/install our own puppet/take control of resources? Showing election theft and implicating members of Congress involved in trafficking?
Next up?
Or this one. MADURO. Now Petro. At least i’m relearning geography and getting a lesson in country presidents again.
https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/charting-venezuelas-collapse-riches-ruin-ten-years-socialism
Silver Spot at $77 today and holding….
3I Atlas. ? Who knows. “Scientists” now saying all they received was silence from whatever this thing is.
Rogue ‘Diamonds’ Appear out of Nowhere in the Sky!
