I wrote this a couple of years ago. It gives me comfort during the challenges. May it provide you comfort as well. ♥
Author: Victoria1111
Sleep In Progress…
Too tired to write/do. Over and out.

Russian Heliplot Read (possible) Theory
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Perusing youtube earlier, I see where another person had noticed that very strange anomaly heliplot read coming out of Tiksi, Russia. He said it looked like sacred geometry.
I got a chill. Then my mate and I remembered a book I am reading, Anastasia by Vladimir Megre. It is the first book in the Ringing Cedars series. It is a book of magic. Of where earth is headed. Future events. Call it prophecy. It is a beautiful book based on the author’s real experiences with this woman who lived in the Siberian Taiga who called herself Anastasia. It was literally like a magical kingdom in a way.
So we thought “hmm, where is the Siberian Taiga in reference to Tiksi, Russia, which is in the Sakha Republic?
Turns out the Taiga forest covers almost 50% of the Sakha Republic.
Just putting this out as a possible theory. Far-fetched perhaps.
But I am always looking for not only logical responses but those that contain magic.
Whatever the case, this read has continued for 2 days, unchanged. Check it out again below, marvel and theorize.

Thoughts For Today ~ May 19, 2017
Well, I had it happen again. Received information while in the shower. I swear, I need a waterproof recording device so I don’t have to “hurry up and finish”, grab a towel and head out to write stuff down or record. Is there even such a thing? Who knows.
Anyway, so here’s what my higher self or whatever that part of me is that gets these pictures and images that come through my center like the speed of light, racing up to my brain, leaving it to try and put it together in some sort of a logical sounding story.
Separation is ending. Unity/Oneness is incoming and will culminate with the flash. The event. Whatever label one wishes to put on it. We will feel that Oneness again. I have seen this.
This also means, as I have written on before, that our multi-dimensional Selves are merging back. In fact, I also felt we can call on them now. I did it myself at the time by calling on the part of me that is well and immediately elevated my mood.
This coincides with a vision I had a couple of nights ago during my late night meditations/intentions. I wanted to know more about this multi-dimensional self stuff. I asked for a metaphor as that is what I more resonate with. It is easier for me to understand otherwise difficult-to-grasp concepts with metaphors. In fact, it makes me laugh as I am a writer so I should like words, right? Well I do like to put them together and form a story – quietly – on paper. But speaking? No. I prefer and long for the realm where we can just project pictures if speaking with the vocal cords is not desirable, especially when I am struggling to explain something. A not so unusual experience.
Anyway the metaphor I received was a pebble in a pond. We have the pebble, which is fully Us, and each ripple is a representation. Make sense? Good! Then can you please explain it to me because I am still trying to wrap my mind around it.
Returning to the shower message.
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More Proof The Sun Is Off
Editor’s note: More proof showing the sun is indeed off, setting farther north than it “normal” (whatever the hey is normal). We continue to notice it both setting and rising farther north than it always has this time of year. Keep your eyes open on the skies.
Can’t You SEE the Sun is OFF???
OWS Explains “The Event”
One Who Serves Explains “The Event”: A Galactic Pulse Of Energy Is Released, And Then This Happens!
Q: What do we mean by The Event or the series of events?
OWS: The Event is when the Galactic Pulse of energy is released from the Galactic Central Sun and reaches the Earth and spreads a consciousness wave, a shift of consciousness across the entire planet all at one time. And from this there will be many other shifts and changes that will come as a result of this. As to the exact sequence we cannot say yet at this time and as to the timing of this no one knows but the Prime Creator as to when exactly this will be. This is even in your Bible that that was spoken of here.
Sourced from here.
Editor’s note: I have come to believe that I saw this in a dream earlier this spring. I walked outside, looked to the south, the skies were weird – very white. I could see the faint outline of other planetary bodies. I felt like I was in a very calm, yet foggy state. As I walked up the street, I saw some neighbors who are not particularly friendly. Certainly they never smile. And yet, here they came out of their home, smiling at me and my child. I remember feeling surprised. I woke up and thought there was something significant to hold onto from the dream. Did I see the result of this energy pulse? Time will tell.
Heliplot Anomalies Continue
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Pitcairn Island in the South Pacific, which has been having unknown readings this past week.

Check this out. Tiksi, Russia. WTH??

Antarctic Continent Splitting In Half
A Proclamation of Abundance
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I am inspired to write this. What began as a conversation with my husband, resulting from a radio show, turned into me saying “I need to write this down and share it!”
The spiritual community, imho, seems to miss out on the abundance factor. It is somehow lower vibrational frequency to WANT, well, stuff. While yes I agree we live in a mass consumerism-oriented society, that is not what I am talking about. At least not for myself.
I am talking about me wanting to live in a spacious, beautiful, off-grid house that I OWN (no more enslavement to landlords and housing insecurity), complete with a flying car so I can travel between this home and my beach home. That is a serious issue I intend regularly. For if you have never lived with housing insecurity, it teaches you nothing and is one of those things that fall under “unnecessary suffering”.
I am talking about me wanting a baby grand in my living room and a music room with a couple of more guitars and percussion instruments and recording equipment so I can finally create my masterpieces.
I’m talking about wanting my own office space, a little cottage on the property where I can create in peace and quiet.
I’m talking about wanting to trade in these worn clothes and actually go on a little spree where I buy myself locally made, beautiful clothes that make me FEEL prosperous. Or heck, I’ll get an awesome sewing machine, hire a sewing teacher, and make my own clothes!
I’m talking about using the health modalities that will heal myself and my spouse. Such things include weekly massages and sitting in a sauna for a good soak.
I’m talking about buying a camper or small RV so we can take the family camping.
I’m talking about having beautiful dishes that match!
See where I’m going?
A point was made in the video tonight, a thought I have often pondered myself and that was the following: part of our ascension includes being in a state of Abundance. And for all that is good, why not have a release of prosperity funds for the good of all? (Eventually we are headed to a society where there will be no more money. Not necessary.)
Being in a state of Abundance is a challenge when you are living in poverty and/or living with health conditions that you are unable to treat properly due to not having the necessary amount of money. And I get royally offended when I hear others blame the victim by telling them “You’re poor because of your thoughts. Think thoughts of abundance.”
Yes, consciously careful focused thought is powerful and effective. Thinking and feeling thoughts of abundance.
However, in my heart of hearts, I just feel Love says “People suffering due to lack of money? Give them money!”
There is AMPLE wealth for ALL to be PROSPEROUS. Right now!
I will no longer fall under the illusion that Abundance is limited to this thought or that thought. Or that wanting “stuff” – nice “stuff” – is somehow lacking in true spirituality. I KNOW I have pushed money/wealth/financial abundance away from me by thinking small.
NO MORE.
Abundance looks different to each of us.
There are no right or wrong ways about it.
So I agree.
What better way to instill Abundance – true, lasting Abundance – by sharing the wealth with ALL?
Sure, there will be some who squander it away irresponsibly. Being able to respond to such wealth requires some thought. And assistance. (Good financial planners and the like for sure.)
However, I always hold out Hope that most people will do good by it.
So let’s imagine what we want for ourselves. Yes – imagine the THINGS and STUFF you want. No limits. Feel it.
And KNOW you are worthy and deserving of it. And the time is coming very soon for our liberation.
Our Core Wound ~ Separation
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I read a piece tonight that says the Core Wound in us all is Separation. Our Separation from Source Creator. (it’s a long piece, btw – about halfway down it speaks of this core wound – also very interesting thoughts on new earth – much in alignment w/my own – a good read)
I felt that today. Felt that separation.
Ugh.
As those of you who read my piece “Hurting” know (and thank you for those who did read it without judgement), I was feeling some serious stuff. The vulnerable things. Abandonment. Needing love. Support. Attention. Validation. And yes, money too although it was more about what I stated previous.
Even though I openly express my feelings on this page, at times sounding wise, other times more like a scared, angry small child, I do take time to reflect. Who wants to stay stuck in the mode of pain? Not me!
Well, not for long that is.
So I spent most of the day crying. Getting angry. Then crying again. Then got to the point of writing it all out where I reached a point where I had no choice but to surrender so the wisdom could follow. The Truth.
I feel alone. Now, I have thought about this concept and felt a little bit of it here and there but today? I felt the totality of it. I suddenly felt completely alone. Oh god, that was painful to feel. Horribly painful. Gonna have to take that one in pieces.
I was in the bathroom taking out a load of laundry from the dryer when this little beauty overcame me. Caught me by surprise, how strong it was actually. “But wait, I’ve already dealt with this. I KNOW I feel alone.” But I had to do more than just KNOW. I had to feel.
Today, I peeled back a big layer.
Yes, I am under no illusion I totally transformed the core one. I know it has more layers and many tentacles that bring forth and touch all of my issues. (Can we have another word for issues please? Any thoughts? It seems too cliche at this point.) But I know without a doubt I finally reached it. And given the moment of synchronicity tonight reading that piece that spoke those little words ~ that is the core issue for all of us is the pain and fear of being separate from Source.
Which has me thinking. I have heard over and over from those in the spiritual community that this separation is an illusion.
And yet is it?
Isn’t it possible that it is both Truth AND illusion?
Certainly this controlled matrix, lower-frequency earth has certainly kept us unconscious and thus trapped, away from our full Awareness of Source, right?
Perhaps it’s like the concept of freedom. There is no little bit of freedom. You are either free or you aren’t. Maybe Awareness of Source is like that.
I look at it like a child who is taken from the parents only to be placed in a reality that is often scary, where the child is expected to behave in ways that are contrary to whom they are. The LOVE of the parents is always there, always resonating out to the child. But the new construct in which the child resides makes feeling that love more difficult with each experience until the child is left feeling absolutely abandoned and completely alone.
Not that we are children. And not that we are separate from Source as we ARE Source. However, separation was part of the control matrix creation. As Souls, we are simply accustomed, if you will, to being in Unity. We knew of no other experience. And while I am still not fully aware of or knowing of the story behind this separation, I do know, I do feel, this separation in my body. And I know it has been a very long “time”, hundreds if not thousands of lifetimes of this separation.
And my intention is to return to this state of Unity by remembering fully Who I Am and healing those painful energies of separation.
And perhaps, like the beautiful scene in the movie Contact where Jodie Foster is communicating with the other-dimensional being, manifested in the form of her father, what makes the loneliness bearable is one another. This means sharing our vulnerabilities. Sharing that pain and fear of separation with one another.
So sharing my words earlier today (where I hesitated for quite awhile before posting them ~ the vulnerability and concern/fear what others may think about me issues rearing their heads) set about a motion that lead me to this insight.
And for that, I am grateful.
Thank you for hanging in there with me as I navigate this ride.
♥
