Are any of you from Montana? I need a change in my life as nothing is moving for me in my current location.
Thank you and blessings~
Victoria
Author: Victoria1111
Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.
Having Love For All ~ Truth Or Pipe Dream
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Having love for all.
Some seem to have great ease with this.
I am not one of these people.
Maybe it is my age.
Or maybe it is just me.
As one who has grown weary of so much, I have stumbled into this space where I don’t care to be around others, much less feel love for them.
In fact, I have a rather strong disdain towards the masses today. My heart has shut herself off ~ lost faith in this grand awakening.
Today, I simply want to Go Home.
Go to that place I have seen in my dreams and waking visions.
My new home on this new earth. The new construct.
Next to my little one, it is the only thing giving me peace these days.
I have a bitter taste in my mouth when I think of reaching out and helping others awaken.
Not that it was ever my responsibility or anyone else’s to awaken another. Sharing myself with others, my thoughts and the like, just ain’t happening. I feel like either they are disappearing or else I am.
I have impressions and memories of once being a very Aware Being, very Loving.
Once.
While I am Aware, I am not so into the feeling love-to-all.
Does this mean I’m not as aware as I think?
Am I just burned out?
I don’t know.
I just know what I want.
And this way of living on this earth doesn’t cut it for me anymore. And I cannot seem to muster up the patience, desire or strength to get past that.
Today I walked up to my mate, leaned into him and said “my god I just cannot do this anymore!”
I can’t.
And I don’t know what to do with this feeling state.
Do you ever stop and think “How long is a person supposed to just hang on?”
Earlier, while in the garage cleaning up the days toys, I felt this fatigue wash over me. I sat down in the chair, looked up at the chemtrail ridden sky. It was unbelievable today. For that moment, I wished I had ignored those questioning voices within. For that moment, I wished I was still asleep. I actually began to tell the controllers they could have my Soul again in the Matrix for another cycle, wipe my brain of all of this information I have stuffed it with the past 25 years, in exchange for me to get my health back, the energy to be the kind of parent I want to be and for financial success.
A very tempting offer I was starting to create.
While I still desire and intend the above, I immediately stopped myself from proceeding further.
The dark night of the soul, perhaps.
Ugh. I thought I had gone through that process before.
I just simply feel trapped against a wall, my vision too cloudy to see the next step. My fatigue at an all-time high. (Any of you feeling the need to sleep all day the past several days?)
All I want to do now is sleep.
Is this normal?
Something with which to concern myself?
I thought I came here to do this love-all stuff.
Spread my truth.
Share my light. My love.
Maybe my work is done.
Or maybe I just need a break.
Or maybe perhaps I just need to remember to love myself all over again ~ in some new way.
Whatever is going on with me is running very deep, leaving me feeling quite alone (anyone else having relationships end as well), in a quiet, comfy bed where sleep becomes the best friend.
Confirmed ~ The Sun Is INDEED Off ~ “Too Far North”
Editor’s note: Just as we have experienced here along the west coast.
The Vision Alignment Project ~ A Vision for Enhanced Perceptions
A Vision for Enhanced Perceptions
One of the main characteristics of the changes we are all going through at this time has to do with an enhancement of our perceptive capabilities. Of course, one would not read about this extraordinary information in the mainstream media because it is threatening to the status quo. But the status quo contains too much sorrow and suffering – and all of that is about to change, in large part because our perceptions are opening up, revealing new insights and information about our world and how it really works. We are realizing that this reality we live in is but one reality out of an infinite number of realities we can choose to put our attention on – and that we have limited ourselves tremendously by conforming to the mainstream matrix.
Indeed, we envision a world where each person’s solar plexus has opened to the point where we are much more intuitive and we are no longer dependent on receiving information from outside ourselves in order to make our most important decisions. We see people openly using pendulums, dowsing, muscle testing, or simply knowing the truth behind all things.
We see third eyes dilating, dispelling all that was secret in the past, making all things known and giving access to other dimensions, other worlds all around us. As a result, all deception and tomfoolery has stopped completely.
We see hearts opening en masse, causing an avalanche of Love to touch all and everyone who live upon this Earth. No more do we harm another, either in thought or deed, because we now know, beyond all doubt and disbelief, that we are connected to each other, that the Love that lives in in one heart lives in all hearts, and that the Spirit which brings life to one brings life to all.
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Global Currency Reset Begins
GLOBAL CURRENCY RESET BEGINS
Energy Update ~ We’re About Ready To Expand
Editor’s note: Any of you feeling this as well?
By Sophie Gregoire, 05/01/2017
Your recent feeling of exasperation about situations, people, activities and things is there to show you that you’ve grown.
That recent feeling of frustration, and sense of being stuck shows us that you’ve outgrown what you were still comfortable in a few months, or even weeks ago.
At first, this frustration feels uncomfortable or even sad. You want to avoid it sometimes. But you know that you shouldn’t because,
You’re ready to Expand.
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You felt good somewhere or with some people, and then you started to hear this “I don’t belong here anymore” or “I’m now yearning for more” within, again.
The inner calling. Sweet voice telling you, day and night, over and over, timid whisper yet loud, insisting – “It’s time to go. It’s time to expand, because now you’ve learned enough of what life was supposed to teach you here”.
You remember that you already felt that way a thousand times – so it seems.
You start to wonder, when and where things will change, and when the Change will be a “Final” one.
You’ve allowed yourself to feel that desire for more, for renewal, so now you just want what you want.
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But all these steps are normal steps on Your Way.
Your exasperation, and allowing it, and allowing the void which follows. That feeling of being in-between two worlds is precisely what’s enabling new ideas and inspirations to emerge within you.
Your “I don’t belong here anymore” is what’s about to make you seek, or receive, again — something else.
Of course, one day you’ll Arrive.
Because even if our roads are stories of a lifetime, even if our paths have this eternal feeling of no destination — beautiful stations are coming closer to you.
One day, you’ll arrive.
The Arrive with a big A, that you’ve been dreaming of. The Arrival of the wanderers, the station that will be enough at least to settle, for a few years perhaps — for a long, deserved, peaceful loving rest.
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Meet the SEG Spatial Effect Generator: Free Energy for Cars, Homes, Towns & New Earth
VANCOUVER, BC – In this interview with Alfred Lambremont Webre, Patty Greer and Fernando Morris, founder and CEO of SEG Magnetics Inc., explore the potential of the SEG Spatial Effect Generator, developed from concepts of British New Energy inventor John Searl.
“The SEG is a small portable device that you can use to power any device which runs on AC or DC voltage. In its 15 kWh size [approx 1 meter in diameter], for example, the SEG can fully power a 3-bedroom house off the grid.”The SEG requires no other source of fuel other then free floating electrons, which exist everywhere in nature, it is modular in designed allowing you to stack units together and contains magnetically suspended bearings which produce no friction allowing it to essentially last forever. It can power anything from vehicles, homes, businesses, urban or remote. Connect enough together and you could even power an entire city!”
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What is the Spatial Effect Generator (SEG)?
The SEG, originally known as the Searl Effect Generator, is a small portable device, approx 1 meter in diameter, which generates 15 kWh you can use to power any device which runs on AC or DC voltage.
It requires no other source of fuel other than free-floating electrons, which exist everywhere in nature, it is modular in designed allowing you to stack units together and contains magnetically suspended bearings which produce no friction allowing it to essentially last forever. It can power anything from vehicles, homes, businesses, urban or remote. Connect enough together and you could even power an entire city!
How does it work?
The best way to describe how the SEG works is to compair it to a concept we already understand fully, a Dam.
- Water in its usable form flows through the Hydroelectric Dam = Electrons in the Neodymium in their usable form flow through the dielectric layer (Electron Dam or Regulator).
- As the water is allowed to flow through the motor-generator, it starts to produce electricity = As the electrons are allowed to flow, the SEG motor-generator starts to produce electricity with external C-shaped electromagnets.
- The water behind the dam is understood = The electron behind the SEG dam should be understood likewise.
- That the dam holds back water in H2O currents is understood = That the SEG dam holds back electrons within the Neodymium in electrical currents should be understood likewise.
- As the hydroelectric motor is regulated with flow of water, more water, more power is understood = As the SEG motor regulates the flow of electrons, more electrons, more power can be understood just as well.
- In both cases the flow of the medium turns the motor generator.
- In both cases the motor generator produces electricity.
- In both cases we can see that hydroelectric power and SEG power are very similar.
- The primary difference is the medium used to turn the motor/ generator system.
The two following diagrams illustrates the SEG’s energy cycle as an open system of energy conversion.
Whereas the dam harnesses kinetic energy with a liquid media, the SEG harnesses kinetic energy within the Neodymium metal reservoir with an electron media. However, both systems complete their energy cycles via the atmosphere and thus harness unlimited ambient energy as open systems.
A description of the process by Professor John Searl and Fernando D Morris followed by a animated short to help complete the picture. SEG Magnetics, Inc.
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James Gilliland & Mary Rodwell ~ Starseed Troops & the Galactic Level Revolution
Listening right now. Very interesting. Let’s bring it on! Many of us have been restless for quite some time. ♥
James Gilliland & Mary Rodwell ~ Starseed Troops & the Galactic Level Revolution
No Man/Woman Is An Island
Earlier, on my social media page, I wrote a little statement about standing in ones Power and being the Creator of ones life. Then I heard “no man is an island”, which for me means “no one makes a life on his/her own”. Creation/Being is not a completely solitary experience. Therein lies the paradox that comes up for me when I think about those topics, the resulting truth being we need one another.
Later on, I received an e-mail stating a request for help for a woman who is battling cancer and who is seeking some stable housing, having had a far too stressful housing situation for over 6 months with little financial ability. (Hopefully I will be sharing the e-mail here once I receive permission as it is a private e-mail group.)
Her story tore at my heart and angered me at the same time. I would love nothing better than to contact this woman, and either tell her I know of someone in her area who has available housing for little cost or free, or ask her how much she needs and write her a check. No strings. Just go alleviate that unnecessary struggle/suffering. Then I heard the voices of rugged individualism, voices of the old paradigm, which said things like “she has to be responsible for her own life” and “writing a check would only enable her” and my least favorite “maybe she needs to learn a lesson from this.”
Telling those voices they no longer apply in my new paradigm, my new reality I am creating, I was suddenly drawn to turn to the television. A new song I had never heard before was playing on the music channel I had on.
Higher Self said “look at song title”.
So I did.
“No Man Is An Island” was the name of the beautiful song I was listening to.
Wow.
I began to weep.
I will never cease to be moved by such moments of synchronicity. (And here’s another ~ I stopped typing after writing out “I began to weep” and noticed wordpress said my draft had been saved at 11:11.)
This Ascension process is creating all sorts of realities for us. I am seeing many pull back and retreat. I see some claim the time to stand on our own is now. Words like self responsibility are common place.
And I agree and resonate.
However, let us not forget that even during this next stage of shifting we are both creating and experiencing, that this is also a Collective Experience we are having.
Being Sovereign doesn’t mean we stand on our own at all times. It means that WHILE we stand in our own power, this can and will include those times when we need another/others (or we assist others). For self-responsibility only means the ability to respond to a situation ~ as best as one can. There are times when that ability is stronger than at other times.
I leave you here with a video of the song, No Man Is An Island. The ending lyrics hit home the most: We don’t have to do it alone.
What does the song and the message mean to you?
Blessings, Sovereignty, Freedom and Unity~
Victoria
The Time Has Come
The time has come for me to change things up. I simply cannot continue to put in the time I have on this site for free. I will continue to post pieces by others here but from here on out, many of my daily notes (with the intention of all as time passes) will be going to my Patreon account (here is the link), which will be a subscription only. I feel asking for regular readers to contribute $1-$5/month is a very reasonable request.
I need to improve my finances, as I have stated on more than one occasion. I have a disabled spouse and a young child I care for and this website was created to share my writings (as well as products and services) and the writings of others on the topics listed as well as to earn a consistent income. This has not happened as I intended and I have to admit I am very disappointed as a result. Reaching that fork in the road, I have to take a new direction.
Blessings ~
Victoria
