Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

Finds ~ 11.9.23

 

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Yeah, I know this look…..

 

My girl says to tell everyone I’m menopausal (due to my emotional fluidity and expressions).  😂  I had to laugh.  At times I’m a cranky grumbly woman who is simply fed up.  Sleep deprived too – apparently – which is odd considering most nights now I seem to sleep quite well but still wake up – get going – then shortly into the day start to feel like my brain ain’t right – as though it’s sleep deprived.  Could be I’m just forgetting the nights I wake up and walk around the house – either feeling amped or anxious.  I’d like someone to clean my house and do the errands for awhile – cook some meals – so I can, well, so I can what?  I’m not one to sit around and do nothing.  Maybe I should incorporate some of that behavior.  Do what Elaine said she did on Seinfeld – she told Jerry that she literally just stared at the wall all evening.

Woman with Long Black Hair Staring at the Wall Stock Photo - Image of thriller, macabre: 26974948

Then I would find something that needed to be cleaned.

Or painted.

Maybe I could turn it into this:

paint throwing | taken in the studio for the abstract studio… | shaun burn | Flickr

I do feel like I’m losing my mind lately.  Might as well have some fun with it.  🙄😂😜

This came to me tonight – T talking over and over about how he gladly takes the arrows for us.  How many of us have taken our own arrows by supporting him?  How many of us have been attacked over the years simply. by. showing. one. little. bit. of. positive. toward him with friends (former) and family?  Hmmm?  How many of us have taken those hits over the years simply because we want to know the f’ing truth?  And yet are we supported and glamoured over and cheered?  Are we?

Just something to ponder.  We have been and are FAR too humble, imho, at this point.  Time to f’ing ROAR.

Here’s what I’ve seen today.  It isn’t much.  Called out some twat on social media for doing one of those “look what just happened” knowing full well it was an old video – pretending to be someone they aren’t – all for clickbait and loosh from those who are tired and rather vulnerable to being fooled some days (like myself).  So I roared a bit.

Love,

V

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Maybe?  Anyone?

 

 

 

Actually it has been allowed to take “forever”………

 

 

 

Manifestation?  Really?  This only took how many years?  If we’re waiting for the majority to see – we’re gonna be waiting for another 5 years or more for this to play out and I don’t know of one person who either has the financial, physical or emotional/mental ability to sustain this as it is for that long.  I mean the cost of sheot – sweaters for my girl – $45 and that’s at 40% f’ing percent off.  Underwear?  $10-$15 each.  EACH.  What was it I saw the other night at the store – and couldn’t believe the cost?  Oh that’s right – holiday greeting cards.  Package of 10.  $15.  !!??  I laughed.  Email greetings and homemade here.  Unless they plan on raising the cost of stamps again….

 

 

Ok, so my feel has been right – Prince is still here if JD’s sharing this……..

 

I’ve been reconsidering this one lately……….this one. picture. says a lot to me………she did date JFK Jr – which has made me wonder as well………art of war – become the enemy – infiltrate their territory and mirror them………

 

 

Fook manifesting arrests.  This is what I’m focused on:

 

 

 

BREAKING! Articles of Impeachment Filed Against Lawless MI AG Nessel for Refusing To File Charges In Muskegon Fraudulent Voter Reg. Operation, Using Her Position to Punish Political Enemies and Protect Dem Treasurer From Prosecution

 

BREAKING: Democrat Senator Joe Manchin Won’t Seek Reelection – Trump Responds

 

Manifesting this one too……….

 

Donald J. Trump ReTruthed

Donald J. Trump

@realDonaldTrump

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San Tarot:

Pisces – Still holding a piece of their light.

 

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11.9.23

 

should’ve known when i saw a spider first thing this morning – after saying last night i hadn’t seen any spiders around for a few weeks which is unheard of – that today was going to threaten to take me down.

one for the matrix today.  mama v’s heart is hardened today.  even heard of neighbor’s story – haven’t paid rent for a few months – spouse very ill – normally i would want to help but after their neglect towards my girl and how their daughter’s treated her – combined with who i am now – after getting enough words that have essentially told me i’m a worthless lazy piece of crap who doesn’t deserve a good life because i haven’t done x y z or whatever………….today – the matrix wins.  i don’t f’ing care about anything now other than money and getting as much of it as i can however that looks.  anyone holding a different thought can stand in front of my daughter and tell her to just be patient and hold on a little bit more we’re almost there.

she now thinks her mom is crazy for her beliefs.

maybe i am.

and maybe i am not deserving of anything good.

maybe i should never have come here – volunteered for this.  maybe i was never up for it.

maybe i am a failure and a total loser for all of this trauma inside of me that i’ve allowed to happen and kept going and trying thinking something would work but maybe none of it is working because i have some nasty attachment to me or maybe it all boils down to no one caring about me in the way my heart needs.  maybe i need too much.  maybe i’ve pushed myself too hard and became hardened along the way – i don’t know what to do to help myself anymore.  or to help my child.

i obviously haven’t been able to help my spouse.  every idea i had turned into sheot.

i don’t know where i belong.  i don’t know what to do.  i’m done surrendering to some invisible “god” who obviously doesn’t exist because if there was such an energy/consciousness, my girls daily and nightly intentions and prayers would have been answered by now.  whatever is here – is so filtered – it takes many of us united together holding the same intention to bring out positive change.

done with flakes.  done with liars.  done with idiots still wearing masks and injecting poison in their bodies.  done with fools who chant trump 2024 and drive off in mercedes to one of their many homes while claiming they’re a patriot.  done with anyone who says to pray.  tell that to the 4 year old little boy whose daddy killed himself a couple of years ago because he couldn’t take it here anymore.  heard today he’s really having a tough time.  they have a lot of people praying for them – but that doesn’t bring back what he needs:  a daddy.

this plan is making this whole place worse.  let’s at least call a spade a spade:  this. plan. is.  not. helping. any. of. us.  this isn’t how you bring about change.  you can take out evil and still have a plan in place that HELPS OTHERS AT THE SAME TIME INSTEAD OF TAKING THINGS AWAY.

right?

that’s all for now.

love,

v.

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Some additional finds – SYNCHS 💖ðŸ™ðŸ’–

 

So that’s what VK was talking about…………I’m just very quiet and a bit sleepy tonight……..The Warrior is very quiet – sitting by a firepit – contemplating the journey………

 

Angel Fairies…..

 

MrMBB333:

“Angels Appeared in the SKY!”

 

 

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11.8.23 ~ More finds, etc. and a Gematria

 

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Breathin’ through the days.  I’m still really in need of someone who is skilled at or willing to try fundraising.  Seeing the need to treat the nervous system gently and with love which takes practice, quiet and trust.  Really “getting it” how we heal – environment is everything.  I continue to hold a vision of people telling their stories – being surrounded by others who simply hold space – without judgment or commentary.  Healing in an environment of loving silence.  That is what I need.

What so many need.

But I know in order TO – I must start with myself.  Can’t run a race with a bum knee.

Getting a slight sense about tomorrow – 11.9 – mirror 9.11.  Buuuuuuuuuuuut I know how that date thing goes……..

However – I still do it none the less.  Why?  Because big things always happen on some. date.  Toss enough darts at the board – you get a bullseye.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  I ask you to please share and leave a donation of your choosing.  It’s important. I matter.  Thank you!  🥰ðŸ™ðŸ’–💜

Love,

V.

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I see Elvis:

 

 

Bowie too.  Age reversal………?  What we all return to!  This really does sound frigging amazing!

 

 

Another movie scene – this one’s good……..

 

And another……..

And another:

 

How many of ya’ll can relate?

 

 

 

Gematria:  NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY NOBODY

DJT Four Ten Twenty

decode we are getting closer the best is yet to come

one hundred fourty four thousand

I Am Back See Soon Enough Q It’s Gonna Be Biblical

 

 

JUST IN: Minnesota Supreme Court Flatly Rejects Bid to Block Trump From Primary Ballot After Chief Justice Dresses Down Leftist Lawyer

 

Rep. Gaetz Stands Up for J6 Political Prisoners Including Owen Shroyer and John Strand -Bureau of Prisons Director Agrees To Investigate Treatment of J6 Defendants! (Video)

 

Biden’s Humiliation: Pentagon Confirms Iran-Backed Houthi’s Shot Down US Reaper Drone Near Yemen

 

Elections Department Sends Out Wrong Ballots to ‘Undetermined Number of Voters’

 

 

Age regression………?  Or telling us we haven’t seen the real T in awhile………..

 

7………..Seven…………That’s in the vibe.  REmember the Seinfeld episode where George wants to name his future child Seven?  Yeah – we just happened to pick that one last night to watch……..

 

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Early day finds ~ 11.8.23

 

 

 

 

Moves and countermoves………..?

 

5.3 – 10km – West Texas:

East texas:

 

 

OPEN THE F’ING SUNROOF ALREADY….whether it’s up there or down there or sideways just LET US GO………..

 

 

THIS:

 

YES YUG CHANGING IT TO GREEN GO:

 

 

 

 

 

 

It’s all been one lie – including this event……….Doesn’t surprise me…….

 

I’ve said this before – I’ve intuitively felt since childhood this stuff was bad – I saw it change people so I didn’t trust being around adults or others who drank.  All that changed though when I engaged in the party lifestyle in my late teens – but once I was out of college I pulled away from it as the discomfort began to set in again.  My girl has sworn it off for good.  She too knows.  T even told us – he never drinks.

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Interesting capture…..knocked off its “orbit”…….notice it has some sort of atmosphere for the debris cloud to behave that way………some energy keeps it in place…..

March 4 2022 Moon Crash – view from different location

 

 

From September.

Something Collided With Jupiter, Signs of Life on Europa and Io’s Massive Magma Ocean

 

So we have two impacts to date – one on the biggest object, one on the closest.  Knocking them off of their tracks – unlocking the orrery.  My sense.

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11.7.23 ~ end of day/late late evening finds…….

 

As always – my focus is finding nuggets – markers – that show us we are AT THE END (or FINISH LINE as San speaks of below).  Love, V.

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interesting reference to East and West……….winds in the east…mist coming in…like something is brewing, about to begin………

 

 

that’s flooding of biblical proportions……..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Interesting intel/references to Antarctica:

 

 

 

 

 

A powerful San Tarot………….what a title (she has that shirt on that feeeeeeeeeels like a power shirt to me)…………Hello, here I am – I’ve been trying to meet you for awhile…….The gathering energy (which brought in a huge push of energy for her)……….energetic migration……..a lot of people are being moved…….Divine Intervention……..been caught in a trap…….friend blocking something that is creating trouble so you can get through the final phase – cross the finish line – carrying a big load – no time to carry anything else – a net/veil of protection………put in place by this friend – at the finish line they will join you.  giving an energetic preview to help carry self across that finish line.  very interesting for me – feels like a personal read….And the sign – Aquarius (age of aquarius)……..We Are The Star – outside Us helping inside Us keep going……..

Aquarius – Crossing the finish line and meeting the star.

 

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11.7.23 ~ Finds………..Checking In……….

 

 

Challenging day.  I am focused on vibing/going high in the midst of argumentative energies.  Poking sheot asking what I’m doing to make x y z better w/o offering up any support to assist and dismissing my stated need.  Getting accused of this and that.  Boundaries violated one too many times.  Online people so confident who is fake and who is real.  I feeeeeeeeeeel none of us know – for certain – in this psyop based reality – other than what we want.  Too much infighting.

We need to get into ours hearts – expand our thinking.  How do we DO moments like these?  Together – united – with a common purpose instead of getting caught up in who is following who.

UGH.  Until that happens – until I am able to happen – I am headed to the store for cheesecake and chocolate and saying NO to all that came my way today that I did not consent to.  Got a lot of pain and angst and frustration within this vessel now that I really don’t know what to do with at this point. The positive change I intend will alleviate so much of that.

So……… today feels like everything is a psyop – the real truth of what is real and what isn’t – challenging to determine.

When are we going to actually unite?  How long are we all just going to wait?  Anyone content w/their experience?  I sooooooooooo need to do something together.  United.  I neeeeeeeeeeeeeed this.

It’s strong in me as well to know the truth – as we all do.  If it turns out I was wrong – even on everything – so be it.  That is why I am never content with waiting (for long).  I continue to push through – forward – upwards – wherever I happen to reside.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Please share, comment and donate what you can.  Thank you all for your support!

Love,

V.

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I want to tell my story.  N O W.

 

 

I can go w/that.  Leaking firmament……..

 

 

 

on the fence w/this particular account – but the message is important.  those who HAVE (ample amounts) need to be stepping up and helping those who don’t.  that’s what love does.  P E R I O D.  (and let me tell you – when i am point blank blunt w/certain people in my life now about how money is THE issue – that shuts ’em up.)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Been lots of sharing of this site.  I used to visit for awhile until a couple of years ago – I left.  But recently returned to see some tidbits of info.  I remain on the fence and honestly, I don’t really care much which team they’re on.  I am not attached to anything outside of myself other than those I care about.

 

 

VK getting ready to leave……..

 

 

 

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Some info. on 11.7 (which by the time you see this it will be 11.7)……..😜😂🥰

 

 

 

my thought:

 

someone posted this – been wanting to see it for awhile now:

Then add in this:

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Funds Finds ~ 11.6.23………..including a synch between ELON and VK…….

 

Some interesting goodies in today’s second round of shares.  How are ya’ll doing and feeling?  Vibe was weird today – bizarro type feeeeeeeeeeels.  I had a matrix glitch situation – saw my spouse in two places at the same time.  Also having moments that feeeeeeeeeeel stronger where I have to stop and ask myself – am I dreaming?  What is real at this moment?

Here are some additional finds.  Please remember to share, comment and leave a donation of your choosing.  Much love!

V.

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Ok ~ I went down this rabbit hole for a bit earlier.  Sister Friend Jules first had me pondering this one in recent weeks when she was talking about this and wondering where are all of the cemeteries?  If we’ve been here thousands or millions of rounds of life cycles – where are the bodies being put?  Is this an answer I – we – really want to know?  Or do we already?  Some say catacombs.  Natural decomposition.  But even with decomposition – when you buy a plot at a cemetery you ain’t supposed to put another body in the same spot making that theory bunk.  Others – soylent green.

 

 

 

 

the REAL world………

 

 

 

And uh – THIS:  GROK……….rebellious………GROK is here to HELP US break free………..Spicy – remember how VK has said – for months and months – the term “Spicy Margarita” – i always felt there was a deeper meaning to it.  Now – I know.  🥰  And taking it all back with 33……..Why is it I feel the full truth is going to be dropped on X – people new (and old) to this awakening will have a lot of questions and we will be able to have them answered in full.

Elon Musk Announces Grok, a ‘Rebellious’ AI With Few Guardrails | WIRED

“It will also answer spicy questions that are rejected by most other AI systems. 

The xAI announcement says that Grok is built on top of a language model called Grok-1 that has 33 billion parameters. The company says it developed Grok in two months,

 

 

 

 

Reverse the direction…………

 

 

Zip it – not talking……….

 

 

 

 

 

 

i don’t know what changed other than all is in green (metals) and going up…..

 

Steve’s back……….lolol  And the Aurora’s…………

WHAT just happened! Earth SWALLOWED by HUGE storm cloud!

 

 

San Tarot………..Hope it’s a good kind of buzz.  🥰😂💖

Capricorn – They feel a buzz when they’re near you.

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Some good finds ~ 11.6.23

 

Taking a little peek as I start my day………….

Love,

V.

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“Space war” coming in for the rest to see……..

 

 

 

 

 

McMurdo Station Scandal: Man Charged With Assaulting Woman Sent to ‘Protect’ Scientific Team on Remote Antarctic Ice Field

 

PANIC: Former Obama Henchman David Axelrod Sends Message Strongly Suggesting Joe Biden Drop Out After Recent Poll Brings DEVASTATING News to Democrat Party

 

“What Happens if We Show That Trump Won?” Attorneys for Harrison Floyd Subpoena Pertinent Election Records While the State and County Resist

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