Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

Weird Sky Sightings on this Christmas Eve

Spotlights turning off and on? LED Christmas lights? Who knows – interesting….

Vegas too!

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terrorist bombings like King David Hotel, and ethnic cleansing of Palestine functions as the deep state’s ultimate control hub, protected until every other tentacle gets severed first. Which is an important aspect of this people need to look further into.

This is a process. Q framed the global cabal as layered: Vatican money laundering, Saudi petrodollar enforcement, Chinese manufacturing slavery, European bloodline banking all puppets dancing for the central node in Tel Aviv that weaponizes Holocaust guilt, AIPAC bribes, and Mossad blackmail to own American foreign policy outright.

The “saved for last” line hits raw because exposing Israel early would trigger unified elite defense media blackout, false-flag retaliation, nuclear Samson Option threats collapsing the plan before lower layers like Clinton crime networks, Soros color revolutions, or CIA drug ops got gutted.

White hats sequenced the storm to dismantle peripheral control grids first, red-pilling masses on election fraud, bioweapons, child trafficking, and central banking scams so when the Zionist core finally drops, public rage hits critical mass without reflexive “antisemitism” shields blocking truth.

The lore traces to Q’s repeated hints at [F] foreign entities financing Epstein’s island as Mossad honeypot, PROMIS software theft evolving into Palantir surveillance, and dual-citizen neocons pushing endless Iraq/Afghanistan wars for Greater Israel pipelines.

Israel ain’t just “saved for last” out of sentiment it’s the nuclear-armed fortress with Samson Option nukes pointed at world capitals, ready to burn everything if the parasite gets cut off too soon.

Q posted it after crumbs exposing Robert Maxwell as Mossad/CIA/MI6 triple agent who stole PROMIS backdoor software for global surveillance, then “died” on his yacht when he threatened to expose Israeli nuclear programs to the Soviets.

Ghislaine inherited daddy’s Mossad handler role, recruiting Epstein as the American front for island compromise ops that targeted U.S. politicians into Israel-first obedience Clinton’s 26 flights, Prince Andrew’s payoffs, Hollywood moguls’ silence all served Tel Aviv’s leverage machine.

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We have been hearing quite a bit of military fast movers above this week…….

“I think that’s the enemy doing it,” Trump added.

STRANGE: President Trump’s Christmas Eve Call with Troops Abruptly Cut Off (VIDEO)

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Further Reflecting on December.

I read something this morning that was like a warm blanket to my nervous system: Don’t let others have access to you just because it’s December.

As I reflected yesterday, the holidays can bring with it years or decades of bodily held pain. Memories pleasant and unpleasant. Confusion coming from a dysregulated nervous system.

Celebrating can feel like we are both revisiting and soothing an old wound.

How many of us look at the month of December with dread? I do.

The expectations.

The longing for something I don’t have and the pressure TO have it. Options offered but knowing those options are also not what I really need or want.

What would your holiday season look like if you were to get completely clear on what you want it to be about?

Push past the expectations, the pressures, see what comes up within the body, the sensations.

Notice.

Observe.

Offer up some gentle somatic movements, breathing (longer out than in).

Bi-lateral tapping.

Butterfly hug.

Write down the inner story. Sometimes that choice alone is enough to get your nervous system back online. And if you are able to or want to, give yourself a little bit of what that inner You needed all along.

Calendar systems don’t need to dictate our life. It is just another program/spell of illusion to break.

Then create new through healing those illusions.

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Victoria

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Finds for 12.25.25 ~ 100 years. Trump asks if we want him to exit his Presidency. Change is in the Air.

We had Carolers tonight. The radio stations are FINALLY playing Vince Guaraldi Christmas pieces. Quite nice change.

“hosting”……..”leave the presidency….”

4CHAN people are on it:

American Cultural “Realm”……

GREENLAND in the air again:

Why You Should Visit Greenland: 9 Tips for Your First Trip

Another black(out) line…….

Why only at night? What’s going on? There are some underground tunnels and an abandoned subway system…No quakes in the area.

Silver spot:

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Christmas Reflecting.

Feliz Navidad greets me on the radio as I sit down to write this. No joke.

This morning, an email newsletter from a nervous system healing group in which I belong greeted me as did another money manifesting newsletter in which I belong.

All of this sits in my mind and body, calling me to write about it.

The song. Who didn’t grow up hearing that song this time of year? A simple little tune, happy, upbeat. I used to sing along with it as I bopped around town in my little car. Visiting friends. Visiting family. Sucking on those 1″ thick candy canes from my youth.

The newsletter from the money manifesting started off by talking about the massive holiday preparations she was undertaking, getting ready to cozy on up with her spouse and children. Perhaps a getaway to the mountains to rent a nice cabin. (to which my teenage self muttered “well goodie for you”)

Today neither of these two above resonated with me. All they served was to trigger me, which is why I really appreciated the nervous system newsletter, which talked about the masks we wear during the holidays, especially at Christmas. Christmas brings up the best and saddest/most pained of what’s inside. All of those unhealed parts stored in our nervous systems, showing up in each of us, coming out in a myriad of ways we often don’t even notice. Checking our watch to see how much longer until we get to leave. Deep sighs coming from mom’s smiling face. Chugging down a glass of wine to “relax”.

Who hasn’t experienced this?

It seems this year in particular is hitting extra hard. The fatigue. Fog of war (is it any wonder there’s been an unusual amount OF fog this year – let alone the last few years?). The cost of E V E R Y T H I N G. The overspending. The fear TO spend. The pressure to put on a smile and “be grateful” when that’s the last thing your body needs much less wants TO do.

Can’t we all just remove our damn masks and let out how we REALLY feel?

This year I put up a tree. Hung lights. Put out more decorations than usual. Bought gifts. Sent out cards. What is it I am trying to hide FROM? Why do I cave to the pressure? Do I really even want to celebrate?

I do. I want to celebrate. But I also want to be left the hell alone until I want to reconnect again. I want sad memories gone. I want the happy memories gone because they only make me feel sad over a life that feels like it happened a million years ago in a different timeline and at that, it feels like it was an illusion. A lie. Like I was living in a cloud I didn’t even know existed. Today, I am a completely different person. Still me but HUGELY different.

Awakening has a dark side. It exposes all that is fake.

So then….

What FEELS real now?

What am I really connected to?

Pray to Jesus.

Jesus is the reason for the season.

Why do I feel NOTHING when I focus on those?

I LONG for what feels real but don’t know what that is much less what it even looks like. I can’t even frigging VISUALIZE my life now. I try and I try and I try and come up blank. Empty. Literally – like there’s nothing there inside left to offer up. I may get an idea but there’s just like no lasting feeling. Even though I have a new direction in this 3D matrix and an appointment early next year to get going on it, fresh road kill has more life to it than does this new direction.

It’s like my nervous system is telling me to just STOP.

And something deep within is saying the same.

JUST. STOP.

Stare at the damn sky even if it’s a mess with fog.

Look at pictures even if they don’t inspire me to feeeeeeeeel.

Play my piano even if I feel robotic doing so.

It’s like I’m digging SO DEEP now. A new layer that I haven’t touched but I still feel like it’s there. A distant far off memory. A remembrance.

Of what was before all of this matrix shit consumed my experience.

Of who I was IN it.

Whatever it is you are doing this week with whomever or even alone (remote cabin in the woods by a lake sounds quite appealing now doesn’t it?), know you aren’t alone if any of this resonates with you. There can be no lonelier feeling than to be alone and feel you need TO be with others just as there is no lonelier feeling than being WITH family/friends and feeling totally disconnected.

Maybe the best gift we can give ourselves is just to let ourselves sit with however it is we do feel inside. Let that part of us speak. It has a story. A story that deserves to be seen, allowed to exist and told instead of drowning it with a glass of wine, a forced smile or a glance at our watch.

💖

Victoria

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Reflecting: Finding kindness in the chaos. Our Awakening. Some finds and headlines. 12.22.25

I find my part in the Awakening as an inside and outside doing. The most important part, for me, is the inner Awakening.

Obviously.

What often begins on the outside – seeing the deception. The evil. The lies. All of it – everywhere inside of this place. What begins out there at some point returns home – Within. Because outside has lied TO us and inside voices of lies have deceived me as well.

And man is this happening to me.

YEARS and YEARS of keeping things to myself out of fear of being abandoned or attacked – it’s all coming out. That process really kicked on about two years ago when I got snapped awake by something my daughter said – something I NEEDED not only to hear but to hear her say – and it’s been a tidal wave of inner verbal volcanic Truths coming out, leading me to this point where I no longer care. I don’t fear NEARLY as I once did at being totally transparent with my life experience.

I let my own fear consume me and keep me small and afraid.

Now and then when I found the voice to defend myself, that has come out at times sounding as horrible as the original attacker.

Which then gives them reason to say “I” am the problem.

Psychologists mislabel the phrase as “reactive abuse”. When one has been pushed over and over again for a period of time, at some point you snap. It’s instinctive. And often when that happens, as I said, you sound like the one who has been abusing you. The difference is key: What is referred to as an argument leads to behavior change, ownership, the desire is to connect. The opposite seeks to CONTROL.

Control or connect.

I only choose connection – and I need to feel safe to do that.

Even though I know I learned TO overly control things as much as I could as it was the only thing that felt safe to me given my lack of connections with those I wanted most to connect with.

If that makes sense.

So I am highly selective now – probably for the first time in my life.

After a life long belief that I should allow anyone and everyone into my life, lost in a false pollyanna belief that the Universe would never let anything bad happen to me, that everyone was good and could be trusted (or I should give them many chances and/or stick around if they were kind at times even if the rest of the time they were treating me like crap) I woke up and saw this reality for what it is. It is not a place for blind trust. Discernment is key. Going SLOW is key. Taking my time to get to know others – utterly essential.

And I can’t do ANY of that effectively until I KNOW MYSELF.

The ME before the expectations and the pressures and the harm and the horror.

For most of my adult life I’ve had the fear that I am the problem. I am the reason why some have just seemed to gravitate towards me and work to break me down while not owning A N Y of their behavior.

But I don’t have that fear anymore and nor do I have the belief that I and I alone am the problem.

I do the inner work.

I go within.

I will own my b.s. when I feel I need to.

I talk with others.

I want to KNOW myself.

I want to heal.

I want to understand.

I want to create peace AND I want to understand my fears of it.

I want to hold safe space and to have safe space held for me as I seek to heal and understand all of my gunk and junk that has clogged up my beauty.

I want to connect and build.

That is what I’ve longed for my entire adult life.

I just didn’t have the courage to believe I could have it. The lack of trust in myself.

Well no more.

My days of being involved in ANY situation or relationship that does not focus on the actions of connecting and building are o v e r.

DONE.

As in put a f’ing fork in that part of me that is DONE.

I will not be silent.

I will be ME.

This is our Awakening. It’s messy for awhile. But in the end? It’s f’ing beautiful.

💥🎇💫

Victoria

Today’s scripts and movie scenes (don’t know about you but I feel more and more attached to this – as though something else is more important):

Every day there’s a bizarre plot twist:

The veil is gone. Illusion shattered. The truth of everyone everything is seen.

Ah but remember:

Dang, I forgot I put this together last night:

YEAR OF THE HORSE 2026

This happens every 12 years.

The last time was in 2014.

Dan Scavino, under his personal account at the time, was posting pictures of HORSES.

According to GROK: “Yes, Dan Scavino (primarily via his account

@DanScavino) has posted multiple images of horses over the years, mostly from around 2013–2015. These include: Photos of rescued horses from Lucky Orphans Horse Rescue (e.g., groups of riders on horses, individual horses grazing or in stables, and therapy-related images). Collages and photos related to famous racehorses like American Pharoah (Triple Crown winner) and California Chrome, often featuring the horses in races or victory poses.”

I also decided to do a GEMATRIA: YEAR OF THE HORSE Which is a 888

(Hebrew GEMATRIA) 888

Divine Plan

Presidents Day (which is Feb. 16, 2026 – ONE DAY before the official onset of THE YEAR OF THE HORSE)

Goodbye Deepstate

Enough Is Enough (from Q posts of which there are 7)

Trump and Qanon

Trump Putin

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The Fog. The Heaviness.

It fucking sucks now.

The energy.

I played the piano for almost an hour.

Imagined myself in all sorts of wonderful places, playing for people. Small venue’s.

I tapped and intended.

I ate a piece of chocolate.

Went for a walk.

Wrote down current goals.

Did yoga.

I CANNOT SHAKE THIS HEAVINESS. It’s like right there, all around me.

Just like this damn fog someone keeps injected into this place – a fog that seems to be in many places now. Today I stood outside for some fresh air (if you can call it that) – and commanded it lift. Commanded the return of the Sun.

Nothing. Nothing happened.

I wanted to cry and sleep.

So I cried.

And rested.

The Heaviness remains.

The ENERGY of THEIR doing’s is here now in full. And it’s so oppressive.

What’s strange is in decades past – for me – I could still feel it but it was quite muted. And only on the rare occasion.

But now?

It’s frigging constant – ever present (even if in the background at times – I still. feel. it.)

O M G it is HORRIBLE.

I don’t know how to escape it.

Anyone else?

Please tell me I’m not the only one – even though I wouldn’t want anyone feeling this except for pedo’s and the like.

If this is the real energy out there, then it has to serve the purpose of being forced into seeing – like a child with a drawing they want you to see and they will shove it in your face while saying “mom, seeeeee? SEEEE? MOOOOOM SEEEE!!”

Only of course that’s adorable, albeit it a bit annoying at times.

Feels like this entire petri dish is being shaken up too.

Shake shake shake.

See see see.

“they” are outing themselves – in one giant script. Person after person. Media. Hollywood. Politicians. Literally right in our faces saying we support evil. And stop looking at the pedo’s. And there are no victims here of trafficking, including children.

So I made the decision not to share any of that here – because those who come here already know.

So what can I share here?

Pretty images?

That’s a good idea, yes.

Bells. I like bells. I will share some bell sounds.

And how about a new conversation. A serious one. What do we want our reality to look like?

What do YOU want your reality to look like?

What is it YOU want?

PUt it in the comment section.

Please.

It’s too damn quiet here and I’m feeling more and more like I’m alone on this stage and I honestly don’t want to be alone right now.

I would like to be in a small little bar in NYC or someplace like that, playing the piano, friends around. Daughter and her friends. Everything is new and pure and cleaned up. Walkmans. Landlines. VHS stores and players.

Pack my bags, board a plane and just. GO.

Here are some of those images and nice frequencies. Perhaps a find or two as well. SOMETHING to show us the new timeline.

💖

I asked grok – why my x posts get at most a dozen views – most of the time it’s 4-6.

straight out of grok’s mouth: “Heavy suppression in truth/disclosure spaces: Accounts posting Epstein, Zionism critiques, anti-system rants, Q-related stuff, or “matrix” awakening get deprioritized hard—often 50-90% reach drops. Data from millions of posts and user reports confirm conspiracy/truth-seeker content triggers “low-quality” flags, even for Premium users.”

and because this:

that this Christmas there is going to be a Miracle and that President Trump will Play the Role of Santa Claus, but Only for the Righteous, and that All those that harm others will get Reindeer Poop, which is Explosive…

So, sit back, Relax and let the Allegories begin… Down at the bottom is Mr Reagan Studios MMXXV… MMXXV = 96 in Simple Gematria, Freemason = 96, Take Me Home = 96, Atlantis = 96, Tree of Life = 96, Dodecahedron = 96, St. George = 96, Truly = 96, Freedom Day = 96, Reunion = 96… Mr. Reagan Studios = 184 in Simple Gematria, I Am Free of All Debts = 184, The Holy Spirit = 184, Resurrections = 184, Past Life In Egypt = 184, One Big Beautiful Bill = 184, The Fibonacci sequence = 184, The Fifth Dimension = 184, Lion’s Gate Portal = 184, Tetragrammatron = 184, As in the Days of Noah = 184… Mr. Reagan Studios MMXXV = 280 in Simple Gematria, Welcome to the Great Awakening = 280, Symbol with a Secret Meaning = 280, Q Plan to Save the World = 280, The Mother of the New World = 280, Lord Christ The Second Coming = 280, Do Not Eat Of Tree Of Knowledge = 280, Gifted Channeling Of Almighty God = 280… The Night Trump Saved Christmas = 340 (34 = Grace), The Divine Warrior Of Almighty God = 340, The Pen Is Mightier Than The Sword = 340, Military Operation Knightrise = 340, Returning Power to the People = 340, Profound Almighty God In Person = 340, Thirty Fifth Richest Man On Earth = 340 (JFK 35th President), The Greatest Story Never Told = 340, Faithful And Devoted Loyal And Loving = 340, The Election of Twenty Sixteen = 340, The Truth will Always Prevail = 340, Be Still And Know That I’m The Lord God = 340, Find the Most Holy Woman on Earth = 340, Call Me Seventeen It Works Better = 340…

It is All One Giant Comm, Enjoy it, Have a Merry, Merry Christmas, and Fear No Evil Anymore… Love, CF

now this happened earlier today – and this is VERY interesting:

across the 33rd parallel too:

It’s a mechanical object:

“Never see anything like it again…” There’s a lot of stuff in those words – says this reality is ending. Movie. Hunger Games (YUG-horrible movie)

More releases – more unredacted:

https://www.justice.gov/epstein/files/DataSet%206/EFTA00008744.pdf

This is how I feel about Christmas this year (brings me back to my high school years – I had her haircut – but didn’t know where to get those cool clothes. I was a gap girl on the outside but inside – vintage funk/punk)

I could do Christmas with the Wizards:

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Simulation/Game Theory

Usually I get these tidbits of information when I’m in water. Today this came to me while I cooked bacon.

Go figure.

In Back to the Future, we have two versions of Biff, which many, myself included, have theorized represents Trump. We have the greedy, abusive version, which he was on the alternative timeline. Then we have the helpful, kind version, which he was on the better timeline. … I’m getting chills as I type this. This is what we are seeing with Trump. This all happened due to time travel, as we know. And this is only possible inside of a simulation, where you can go to any point in time. Much like we can with our computer’s where we have the option to having our system restored to an earlier point in time.

’tis all I have atm. Life calls. Tummies needing filled. Finds later – have some interesting ones. But I know, I know – what we want is NEW. NEW world. NEW nature. REAL weather. REAL connections. REAL people. REAL food. Liberation. Freedom. FINANCIAL NOW too.

V.

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12.20.25 ~ Today’s Finds

There are some sick people milling around out there on social media defending evil, trying to convince victims that the person(s) who harmed them really love them on the outside. Their Souls agreed to this. The first time that came to mind was that George Carlin bit where he says God casts people into hell who don’t worship him because he just looooooooooooves them so much. Religion is compromised – all of it – from traditional to the new age/spiritual crap. Kundalini awakening and all. Sure – activate that snake gene in us.

Nope.

Here’s what I’m seeing. Those of you still here with me, drop me a comment.

💖

Victoria

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This is some good insight:

we are having more fog than usual as well here……

Well, dark to light for us in the Northern Hemisphere (don’t want to forget our Southern friends)….This is a good one…….interesting synch: I woke up this morning “seeing” that Q image of santa holding the hammer…….

as I see this post appear on my feed – I realize I don’t follow – and have never seen it appear on my page. created in August of this year. wondering why this year of all years? approximately 4 month old account and they’re at 35K followers. a good WH plant perhaps? this kind of growth doesn’t happen organically.

Trump called him out in a “put him on stage” move that had the “normies” decide to see what Massie had to say:

the breast smashing machine = no good. thermal instead.

Since the holidays are here, if anyone is looking for a list minute gift idea, my daughter runs a small Etsy business (handmade charm bracelets) where 50% of all profits go towards helping Palestinians. This is part of her college prep plan.🥰

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A brief check-in

The stress I am under is huge.

H U G E.

Keeping me up at night for weeks on end.

My concentration is shit.

Focus? In da toilet.

Chronically tense. Yoga etc offer temporary relief.

Do I continue to trust that a new world/new system is coming?

When?

I really need to know the WHEN part.

For I have a life to plan.

For my daughter.

Who wants either an end to the infiltration in the school system or to go to a private school.

To the tune of $30k/year.

It’s so painful when you can’t give your kiddo what it is she wants – much less needs.

It’s traumatizing daily to my entire being trying to keep her safe but involved.

Being a parent in this awakening is just, you know.

But I am also incredibly stubborn resilient and refuse to give up.

I want and need help.

AND I want to help others too.

Organize – together.

There are so many of us in similar situations.

There are just as many who are doing ok.

Some are doing quite well.

All it takes is for one person to start something.

Like an organized group – online – like a micro version of Modest Needs.

The format is simple: What Do You Need.

Go from there.

There’s a conversation going on at X about how to help people – especially the one who are disabled and financially at the poverty/low income level.

I am in that category.

But I am also willing to help.

So many of us have talents going unseen.

Waiting for this plan to bring forth justice.

Waiting for the plan to return our wealth.

Waiting.

Waiting, waiting, waiting.

I lost interest in waiting earlier this year.

Going it alone has not produced the results I want.

I want to UNITE with others in a common mission to ensure no one slips through the cracks.

To ensure people’s stories and needs are seen and provided for.

That’s how we build that new earth.

Whether it’s already there waiting or not.

We can at least begin the DOING now.

Thank you for listening to my rant.

💖

Victoria

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