I’m about to ramble for a bit……..

The energy today was another UGH day.  Overall.  It’s like the UGH is now running continuously in the background and it is up to each of us individually to push it back or ignore it or visualize it being removed.  However, I can “rise above” those whatever-they-are and be in my own space.

At times.

Distractions.

Lots of distractions now…..

It almost feels as though something is taking my face and saying LOOK and I simply don’t want to LOOK.  No – I want to see the NEW.

Last night I wrote a message to myself that essentially reminded myself – powered myself up – to BE IN CONTROL of my own inner world.  And NO MORE inner dialoguing – no more inner repeating the same stories.  The same f’ing trauma’s.  I visualize a giant sucking machine lovingly removing EVERY DAMN THING this matrix put into me that I DID NOT CONSENT TO.

TAKE IT OUT.  REMOVE IT.  I don’t want it.  I don’t need it.  IT IS NOT ME.

IT IS NOT ME.

However I am also being gentle with myself – I have to be.  You cannot create heaven in hell – not as long as hell (those energies) are operational.  We can just shine our inner “flashlights”.  This is far more of a complex experience than I realize – I keep sensing that.

So………..turn off the matrix.  SPEED UP THE ENDING.  END IT ALL NOW.

I noticed something today – the feel OF the matrix.  I paid to register our car.  It is our car but the state says it is their CAR.  That all caps.  I noticed when I typed, I was only allowed to type in ALL CAPS.  VICTORIA INC according to “them”.  The energy coming from “their” site was so oppressive.  I did it quick and exited.

Cleared my computer and me from the experience.  It’s all so archaic and old and I am sooooooooooo beyond DONE with it.

Have I said how DONE I am?  lol

My body is doing things it was programmed to do – that I look at now and know:  this is not natural.

This is not me.

My desire to connect with the REAL GOD – Jesus too – has been present for awhile.  I’m finding that a challenge atm. “Call on me and I will be there.”

Not seeing that.  But I also know – I feeeeeeeeeel – I have to remove those shells around my heart in order TO.

And it could also just be another program I am clearing – or that has been cleared.

Our REAL connection to REAL Source – we may not experience it at all here.  It may be something totally different than what we have had here.

I take on my family’s pain.  I see my mate struggle so much physically these days – with walking, getting around, dealing with his chronic pain.  And now he has to really watch being around people – the jabbed.  This is no way to live.  And I am absolutely powerless to heal him.  I can assist – but I cannot heal – even though I know intuitively this is a gift I have – certainly I once had it.  WE ALL do.  Seeing him going through these health issues for over 10 years – it is overwhelming.  I’m a different person because of the medical horrors and mistreatment he has gone through – and all of the treatments including many holistic approaches.  I am more vocal and empowered but also more apathetic.  And my girl – with the issue of friendship.  She has been bullied this past year by a couple of girls she once knew in person (they moved away with their families in recent months).  This has occurred online.  It incenses me – pains me to see her suffer.  So tonight I strongly pushed her to speak up and out (as honestly mama bear could not take it anymore herself!) – set a good healthy solid boundary and claim “NO MORE I AM DONE WITH YOU TWO.”  Call them out on their abuse.  With our help, she did it and I am so proud of her for taking a stand on her behalf.  Petty, fake, toxic behavior – in our children – is learned and allowed by lazy, uninvolved parents.  It ALL brings up that ongoing inner feeling I have carried since I was a little one:  I DO NOT BELONG HERE.  This place is foreign to me.  And many “human” behaviors considered “normal” I find appalling.

NONE of it is “normal”.

Who allowed unhealthy to become normal anyway?

So my emotions these days are all over the place.

Moving on with more thoughts coming my way……perhaps each of us is getting lined up individually to get outta here – so there IS no creating new here (lasting that is – I am getting glimpses to embrace totally new ways that I am looking into but even that feels like a “distraction UNTIL”….).  Certainly I just do not feeeeel this realm is fixable.  “There ain’t enough sage…..”

So we’re in that ongoing holding pattern.  Hence – WRAP IT UP.  Speed up OUR END.

And/or it could be what I read in Linea’s comment section.  Something Rose said:

“Rose said the same thing…(quietly in the comments) – that we have already gone through this and whatever we’re going to go through here at the end. And right now we’re up there in those beds waking up, and this is our memories coming back…, this is our debrief…, watching what happened already.”

That could make sense…………And Bill Wood said the ending was already done.  I feel something happened in 2012 where “they” could NOT get their ending.  Something happened in that December 2012 period.  And I’ll bet those f’ers have looped and looped and looped us to where time now feels sooooooooooooooooo g.d. slow and yet – fast at the same time.  It’s like there are two different versions of me awake now.  I know this – I have had SO many deja vu’s the past few years – including one just yesterday.  Now when they happen I say “nope already done this” and move through it without attachment or saying “ooooh cool one of these things again!”  We HAVE already done this.  And I have also been feeling the need to remember again – to get those memories back.

Question is – is it us HERE that has gone through this – or US on the outside?

IF that is truth.

SO are we playing out the movie or are “they” delaying the end?

Or both?

Ok – enough on that.  My mind is telling me it’s had enough.

Here are some finds.

Love,

V.

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Linea’s latest….(wondering what male came in at the end – she sure ended it quickly….)

Our exit. Update.

Yep.  Everything moves around the north star.

As I told my mate – one way to prod awake the normies – those who watch this show.  When they see these “things” on this show say hey the PCR test doesn’t work – well they’ll believe it then.  (eye roll – but it’s the truth – that’s how these people roll)

https://www.theblaze.com/news/video-border-patrol-migrant-whipping-lie?utm_source=theblaze-dailyPM&utm_medium=email&utm_campaign=Daily-Newsletter__PM%202021-09-25&utm_term=ACTIVE%20LIST%20-%20TheBlaze%20Daily%20PM

AWESOME….The Hunters will become the Hunted…..ala 17……#690 and 3392…

https://resistthemainstream.org/dozens-of-state-troopers-submit-resignations-over-vaccine-mandate/?utm_source=telegram

An “inconvenient” Truth:

Think they might be controlled?

Tennis Star Says His Season is Over after Taking COVID Vaccine a Few Weeks Ago

Rep. Devin Nunes: “We’ve Made 14 Criminal Referrals – We Expect Durham to Do His Job” (VIDEO)

https://rumble.com/vn0de4-dr.-pierre-kory-early-treatment-for-covid-19-italian-senate-hearing.html  

And lastly – speaking of Yellow Rose:

THE TRAPPED HUMAN MIND

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I had a wonderful convo today with Sister D.  What am I doing to nourish my Soul, she asked.

Uh, eating cookies?  Oh wait not doing that lately – amping up the immunity after the latest attack (virus).  Honestly, not much is really getting my attention or igniting my “juices”, you know?  I am so neeeeeeedy in my neeeeeeed for NEW – doing much of anything here is just zzzzzz for me now.  Even playing the piano has, overall, lost so much of its appeal.  It all feels like a distraction now.  Tonight while making dinner – I was listening to a video channel my daughter was listening to.  So I said mama needs to get in her happy place – put on some music and danced.  That did it.  For a bit.  Then I just imagined I was dancing at the party – had a tribe around me.  I’d like to have the powers of I Love Jeannie and just blink myself wherever I want to go.

Also reflecting on “time”.  Talking with Sister D – whose birthday was just a few weeks ago – feeeeeels like it was a year or two ago.  My girl’s b-day was also in recent months – and as I was seeing pictures of it – that moment felt like it was a couple of years ago as well.  So………….as Bill Wood said – NO ONE can stop their end and our Victory – however what “they” CAN do and obviously HAVE been doing is delay the end which means f’ing with time and slowing it the frig down which would also explain why so many of us are so g.d. exhausted these days.  Even after 12 hours of sleep – we’re still tired.  It’s like I can’t get caught now.  I try – and I get a little boost – but BAM – I’m back to exhaustion.  So it’s the spiritual war and the sickening manipulation of time/physical space.  END IT.  END THIS SHOW.  END THIS MOVIE.  END THE DAMN WAR.  And for OUR WELL BEING – if this is what is necessary – DROP THE DAMN CURTAIN.  SOME of us are being harmed – traumatized – stressed.  Cannot believe things are still playing out.  Just absolutely cannot grasp that at this moment – in most moments now.

I had several dream experiences last night – only remember 2.  One I was trapped on some boat and the people on the boat with me were control freaks and very robotic like.  I wanted out so I ended it.  Next “skit” I’m in a gynmasium – kids and parents – and I loudly announce I was seeking a mama who had a child around my girls age in which to play.  Two girls looked my way and smiled – their mama’s stepped forward and said “I do”.  As I approached, they turned their backs on me.  Only message I have for those that create those poking skits is this:

So seriously DONE with “them”.

Here are some finds.

Love,

V.

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Definitely not the moon….

BOOM:

Be Like Yoda.  Pure Power Manifesting:

What I know today.  As a child I used to love to eat lemons – no one told me about the peel.  When my girl was tiny she wanted to eat lemons like apples but I said not to eat the peel.  That was then this is now.  Today – we eat peels.

BREAKING: Trump Issues Damning ‘Letter To Greg Abbott’ Calling Out Texas Governor For Ignoring Election Integrity Fight

Best video of the century.  Make this one go viral, friends.  You know what to do.

NoMercy 2Q21 @nomercy2q21

One f’ing billion….As I once read – the US is Israel’s beotch.  Not my government.  Never has been.

Scavino’s tweet of course is sarcasm….interesting none the less……

He is not a man.  He’s a programmed arrogant little soy boy who needs some real lessons from a REAL MAN followed by major deprogramming.  Any volunteers?  

What do I always say?  We’ll see……

https://dailycaller.com/2021/09/22/florida-court-vaccine-mandate-temporary-injunction/

https://rumble.com/vmvgb3-funeral-director-mass-vaccine-deaths-child-danger-covid-camps-genocide-plan.html

https://beforeitsnews.com/prophecy/2021/09/dr-zev-zelenko-dr-robert-young-both-confirm-that-all-the-graphene-clot-shots-have-tracking-nanoparticle-technology-in-them-fauxi-should-hang-for-murder-top-scientistsdoctors-confirm-covid-j-2524139.html

Finishing this evening’s shares with a couple of McAfee Videos:

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