Category: Alternative News

editor victoria’s comment ~ i appreciate this one.  i had the same experience today.  my vision is wonky.  i am going through periods of inner rage and fury.  i feel like i’m losing my mind, to be honest.  and then there is my body temperature- i’ve been freezing all day.  and it was 60 outside.  and sunny.  still – my feet feel like frozen blocks of ice.  wrapped in heated buddies.  blankie.  and layers of socks.  oh did i mention by a fire in the fireplace too?  and I AM STILL COLD.  lol  today i feel this insanity energy – jarring – jagged – poking – pushing prodding.  couldn’t energetically take in the headlines.  and any person who tells me what i should be doing?  ugh out comes the inner warrior with a sword (well the sword being my vocabulary).  my mate did have an odd dream the 3 of us were beautiful birds (majestic kind) – in a box – being moved.  BIZARRE – but perhaps some truth…??…and oh yes the itching, rash, etc….mate and i have been having that one for weeks now…..lathering my body in almond oil, coconut oil, unscented pure shea butter regularly – sometimes hourly….also been unusually dehydrated….eyes burning…..the feeling like i want to jump outta my skin/being on edge….mate is seriously on my nerves….lol  who isn’t these days??!!  off for an evening of solitude behind a closed door.  don’t have a bathtub – just a shower – or else i would be in a tub (although hot water really increases the itching)……….took another financial hit….we are about out of wood – i’ve been trying to glean some – the nights have been cold and cooler weather returns this weekend – and we can’t really afford to buy anymore…core wounds really coming up and out…the feeling of not being appreciated or wanted for what i do/share/have to offer – rejection (from the world/system at large)….i have reached out for help in promotion from those who are making a decent living doing what i am doing…no offer of help or guidance has been forthcoming…..what is wrong with some people?  are they so self absorbed they won’t help a fellow awakening being who has worked her ass off for a few years on her own but needs help to get to the next levl…..i feel like i am losing it all…..i can release and soothe and yet having some outside love and support would be really helpful too….i swear my ability to exist in this realm and keep on going and taking “it” while remaining solid with a smile….U G H….but if i am going to be pushed beyond my max, so be it….i understand why some souls just lose their sheot altogether here and end up living in an abandoned shack in the woods….everyone has their limits.

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Well well well ! Did the east coast go through something today around 12:00pm. Almost wormhole like travel.
Waves of great nausea, spiral tunnel feeling , eyes out of focus. Had some very powerful light tribes , going through the gamut of panics , anxieties , distortions of images rising rage and fury.
Me personally was driving back home from jersey , crying like it was nobodies business. Sick to my stomach. Just trying to stay in my peace, as well as trying to keep a critical mass collective out of chaos.
Loves , you know that these blessed lightening bolts are gracing earth with so many different powerful transforming rays of bliss, and our molecular vessels are becoming compromised. Such as major dehydration, burning eyes , random hives and rashes.
What I’ve been suggesting is that detach from electromagnetics , take soothing baths , lay and Veg on the couch with some brainless tv. Nap , and NOT FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT BEING ACTIVE IN SERVICE.
YES ! You are worthy !!!! We All are.
Keep on keepin on loves. You got this!
Love you to the eternities and back !
See you all up there shining with the stars !