just going through the comments is blowing my mind – expanding my mind.  if you can watch this on youtube go check out the PINNED comment by a woman named Jessica.  she NAILS it by providing an excellent analysis on the Epstein-Barr virus.  she has been told approx 95% of the population has this virus – it’s a member of the Herpes family – so you can’t rid yourself of it.  what are the odds “Epstein” is the final domino to fall here and “Barr” is the AG to go after the criminals or bad actors as i really need to refer to them.  all runs on a script here – just like a movie.  my mate and i watched yellow rose for texas’ recent video – again – we both feel a draw to watch it again.  and she says we are literally – l i t e r a l l y in a movie here.  it’s all FAKE.  all of it.  when the new age movement said all here is an illusion – they had it partly correct (they just did not expand – because that script wasn’t allowed to).  they had it correct in that it is an illusion because it doesn’t portray ALL.  it doesn’t portray ALL that is truth.

this is quite the no-nonsense message.  there is work to be done for me. achieving calm in the storm.  or as one of the people commenting said “real but not True”.  i have lost it several times this year.  i ask for understanding. love.  compassion.  acceptance.  i have carried those thoughts that tell me i could disappear and no one would really care.  that i will never “make it” out in the world.  very real for me but – not True.

it is in so many ways – boggling to my mind that any being would want to control another in that way.  insert programs and viruses to manipulate.  i just don’t get it.  i remain the child like being within who just wants to play on the merry go round.  and invite you to play with me.  i have never lost that aspect of me.

i do feel – in my heart – that there could be more “support” in this message – for the implication is that while this is an inside job, if you don’t remove and detach from those false constructs, you could go w/the construct.  i don’t feel that – anywhere in my heart.  we have so much more Love and Support and thus understanding and inner-standing from Home that there is NOTHING – no thing – to fear about the end and our exit.  this is an inner us experience with HELP.  how could it not be?  we have had so much compromise and deception – protocols are indeed in place to see that ALL get out – with loving help, guidance, assistance.  for goodness sake – if someone i knew was taken and had their mind wiped and inserted programs – i would help them recover upon release and certainly would not say it was up to them to KNOW what happened and REMOVE whatever needed removing all on their own.  rugged individualism is part of the program.  no one heals alone – not here.  not in the truest sense of the word healing.  if some need more assistance/healing, that is provided.  we are NOT alone in this.  the feeling with these words i share is very strong for me.  the ego thinks it can go it alone.  not the Heart.

so do the best i can.  do the best you can.  return to the heart.  remember you are Love.  Pure.  Source.

love,

victoria

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