Category: Ascension

The energies… so overall the more clear of fear (old matrix) that we get, the less dramatic we tend to feel the energy waves. This is just a natural occurrence of the more light we have re-internalized, the less fears we are currently holding onto in our systems. Also less and less fear, is also a natural occurrence of ascension. So overall, it does definitely get easier.

However… the Solstice Energies I experienced very strongly. Not much drama playing out, but just very consistently powerful light, pumping thru the grid, that I felt way ungrounded by the 4th day of this. I felt in a high vibe and in a state of super universal love. Which is pretty much my default state, but it was intensified for about 8 days in a row through the Solstice Energies. (What was your experience, the few days b4 and after the Solstice??)…. So thru all this that I felt thru the Solstice, what do I make of it? Everyone is unique… for me I know that multiple things happened with me, that I will come to see as we go on, after my feet are touching the ground a little better after 8 days of being “in flight.” I know I’m in New personal timelines, bc Spirits way of showing me this is I hear 3-5 new songs on the radio all of a sudden one day, as I’m driving. Also, as I log onto Facebook I am seeing and feeling different things than I was the few days before. I am acclimating to my new “consciousness spot” on the grid right now, and it’s like I’m testing out the “New hardware.” I feel different in the way I operate. When I describe things as “more light” or love/ universal love… I am not meaning good vs. bad… no… I am meaning that, as we did the illusory programs of the old matrix and therefore the consciousness therein, we naturally** are more loving. Bc the illusion was subconsciously keeping us in subtle consciousnesses (programs, wounds, limiters), that withheld love from ourselves + the world. Once we clear old limiting energy, as these waves make us do, we then love ourselves more and more. In other words, we have removed the limiter/ blinder, than our own beauty starts to become quite apparent and unmistakeable. And therefore, we see more and more beauty in the world. Once we remove the illusions, as we so naturally have been doing, we then see Love everywhere, including in ourselves, bc Love is what is left. I don’t mean this in a poetic way (tho I love poetry)… I mean this in a literal*** way. Everything is made our of the fabric* of love, bc that is literally the material* of the universes. Creator is made out of Love, bc Love is what “just exists.” If you were to take Science really really deeply, where would you end up? *Love*, of course, which is what Einstein came to, especially towards the end of his life. He was always able to see, that the universe is essentially a doorway to seeing the deeper reality, which, essentially is Love. So…. even dark beings, AI beings, anyone not in the light… they were created from*** light and love of the Creator. So while we will prefer light and love Beings and experiences, we will see that love is indeed everywhere. Once we are hanging out here behind the illusions, we do feel much better, more powerful, and the experience of love Will be daily… no matter the circumstance… we can get annoyed at the inconveniences of 3d… but still we experience love as a reality almost constantly, bc we have surpassed the illusions. The labels on Self drop.. “I’m not successful”, “I’m a weirdo”, “no one understands me,” “I should be further along in my life,” etc etc… dropping these illusions.. makes you feel more Love as your Reality. We are still having our New Earth… which will be even more Loving. It’s no coincedence that we have come to a place of wanting Love as our Experience… and this is exactly what we are having in our future timelines on New Earth.

It’s not so relevant to tell someone to be nicer, to love everything and everyone, to act better. That’s still functioning in duality. Beyond the matrix we see that this person acts this way bc of being conditioned to feel powerless and not loveable. Typical matrix programmings. So we start to see that the issue us lack of self love and empowerment. So instead of telling someone to love others, we start to tell them to love themselves. To see* themselves behind any illusory labels they adhere to about themselves. Then… they love others, bc now they love themselves. Forced feelings of loving the world will not work, but self-love thru seeing yourself as you are beyond what the matrix has told you about yourself… that’s when we automatically feel more Love for everything. And yet, we can still choose what is best for us. Loving All, does not mean we are to take abusiveness… no… bc self-love will start to feel so natural that you will just ignore or dodge people who are not acting from love. You will just let them be. So if you find yourself having less than loving feelings for the world, do not go into judging yourself for that. Instead ask, where can I love myself more, where can I drop the illusions that don’t allow me to experience myself as Love? This will then automatically make you “nicer” and feel* more Love for all and for yourself, as our default experience.

The matrix sort of ripped away Love from our Beings. So then we feel this lack, especially in the West, in which we have accomplished a lot, but something is missing, something feels “unsettled”… we are looking for the feeling, the experience* of Love. And until we get the experience of Love back for ourselves, we cannot find it in anything nor anyone. No combination of the perfect life ingredients will “give” you Love. Not until you get back to it, for yourself, as an Experience. Then you will feel satisfied, satiated, settled, calmed, fulfilled, as our general reality experience. Self-love, Ascension makes us “get it back.” It’s the feminine principal of creation, re-claimed by us as a Being. The feminine experience and affirmation of life, that we “lost” at our entrance of the matrix. We get it back and that’s when things are pretty fun even when it sucks. Being in this feminine way still keeps room for the masculine flow of life within us. We are not pushing out the masculine. We are allowing both* to flow. We are still going to be masculine, but upon the universal templates of universal love, universal flow, breath, ease, earth, water, cosmos, nurturance, softness. Being here, then being masculine becomes much more in touch with your divine self’s flow. It’s a different experience, and I feel that after we have shed root/ material level limitatons, this Experience is what starts to happen. Resolving root topics is way less about working more, or harder. Its ridding the illusory consciousnesses on your inherent value and that having money requires certain actions or circumstances. Once you can see that you emit gold just by breathing, we re-identify ourselves with money.

Lots of root topics that we have shed past/ matrix illusions on this year… we have done so very well ✨🎇

Btw, past 2 days for many of us have been about releasing entrapment based love experiences from the Past, in which we were not acknowledged in full love But we were still in love with the persons not loving us. We may have had an experience or feelinhs come up, that we had deep feelings of love or even admiration for someone(s) who are unable to reflect love and acknowledgment back to us. It may feel like almost pining for this person and wanting to feel their love for you, and just sorting thru feelings of unhealthy love and healthy love. Allow the feelings of desire for love to be there, while in your Sovereign observer space. It’s energy that is working itself out. There is a lot of heart energy and sacral/ sexual energy with this one. It is processing into a healthier love template for us. Tears randomly for two days now. Release and let go and allow it space. Your higher self is likely amplifying feelings of love for someone who isn’t good for you, so that you can process it out on a conscious level, and not just the energy level. I could say a lot about what happened in my reality surrounding this and maybe I will, but if I do I will probably make my profile un-public to do it. Being not fully loved, not fully acknowledged in all-of-you, has kept us not running wild and free in our Spirits. Creator told me as i had a communication with him/ her last week, that if incarnated, s/he would love to run free like wild horses. As this is healing our of my system, I am remembering Creator’s words that told me his/ her desire is to run so free. That’s what we want as spiritual and physical beings. The release we are doing right now has to do with becoming free in the places we were making ourselves small bc someone didn’t love that part of ourselves. It seems to be romantic and sexual kind of love, more than the other kinds of love. So we have a lot of energy going on right now in our heart and sacral energies, my vision showed me that my sacral center is almost 50 percent filled with energy that I need to release. The blocked energy is just the old energy that is releasing at this time. It’s probably a good idea to flow our sacral and sexual energy right now, and these are the times in which our orgasmic energy releases a lot of energy that it can surprise us. This is all in flow with what we are doing right now, which is love & sexual freedom from past denser experiences. The image is of tantric energy, in which sexual energy becomes alive and is a Whole-Being experience, when sexual interaction is based in Love, acknowledgment, and seeing the divine in each other. We are coming back to this even more the last two days. Feel free to share any experiences you feel comfortable with sharing, on what has come up for you in romantic themes, or anything that you have been experiencing…. ⚘🌸⚘🌸