Child is away at friends house playing. Mate, outside. This equates to quiet for me which I am going to utilize shortly.
I wanted to share though that last night at 1:17am, almost to the minute once again, I lay in bed and began to vibrate all over. (That sounds better than shake or tremble, doesn’t it? Much more appropriate word too, given what’s going on.) Here we go again, I thought, smiling. No more fear when this happens. I visualize it going through my body, removing the places where I “see” and feel stuck energies. Make room for Source because Higher Self is returning fully now. All is becoming One again.
I turned to my mate and said “are you feeling this” and he said “yep”. It’s becoming like a routine, or “pattern” as our little one would say.
Spending some time browsing around some channels I listen to and occasionally comment on and the theme is universal beautiful people: The transition, the returning home, the flash – it is a very deep, growing in urgency feeling. We are tuned into it as a Collective. I know I have no need to by surprised much less need reassurance/validation in any way by all of this, by these synchronicities, but I am. And I do.
Well hello, after a brief absence. Personal issues called me away.
I write “energiessssssss” because lately it feels I am being squeezed around the middle in a rather uncomfortable hug. I have to smile inside as I see my Higher Self holding me saying “Come ON and LET IT GO ALREADY! We got work to do, girl!”
I visited my sacred tree today and the word I received was “submit”. That was a new one and it felt commanding ~ an unusual vibe from the tree ~ so I asked for clarification. “Submit,” I heard again with the same energy. I offered thanks and went on my bike ride.
I pondered for awhile after I returned home. My insight? Gaia isn’t messing around with this process and neither should we.
Submit. Surrender. Even though I believe in Choice of course, I do not feel I have any other choice but to do just that ~ even more than I am currently. Seriously ~ SURRENDER IT ALL. Heck, I’ve even been drawn to begin playing a song I wrote in 2004 called “Surrender” which describes the very process I am doing ~ what so many of us are. I find it quite beautiful how the songs I write often end up being for me, first and foremost.
A new “tool” I have added to my Ascension Process toolkit is going back to whatever incident is most prevalent in my mind (and these are taking on a new message of urgency lately), telling the inner child, the frightened part of me, the angry part of me, etc. to “step aside” and I change the incident so that the outcome is what I would have wanted. I do what I wish I had had the ability or courage to do at the time. This doesn’t mean I am violating the free will of others. I am referring to episodes of abuse, accidents and the like where I stand up for myself, assert myself or re-do things to avoid injury. Whatever it is that is calling my attention for healing, I am honoring.
I am also changing the story as well if I feel the need. These experiences we have are just that – experiences. All outcomes are based on the stories we tell ourselves of these experiences. I had a former mind-body counselor tell me how she did this (changing the story). She retold herself a story of an unpleasant experience she simply wanted to be rid of in a way that would be to her benefit and by retelling the story to herself in a new way enough times, she actually forgot the original story. She was working with someone at the time who wrote down her original experience and the new memory she created in retelling the story. She literally forgot the original experience and the surrounding story. The mind does not know different. It can be reprogrammed. Fascinating. So now, I incorporate this as well.
When I am too tired to do the above, I simply send Love to my injured self and to all involved (a challenge indeed ~ gotta fake it to make it with that one at times but it does get easier).
I am noticing an interesting pattern taking place in those who are still deeply ingrained in societal programming. In some recent conversations, I am seeing a sudden defensive in some people that is a new behavior. When I feel the need to be defensive back, I remind myself what’s going on for all of us, take a deep breath and focus on just observing. That is what it looks like coming from the heart ~ not reacting but responding. Very important.
I recently read about people who experience severe mental illness are having a very difficult time now, their illness becoming more intense. Someone in my community, a kind, gentle Soul who struggles with schizophrenia, but who is stable due to the medication they are on, recently went more or less ballistic. No one was harmed – it was all verbal – but this individual is now in the in-patient psych unit. Stable. (I have offered information on the people in Africa who treat such diseases as a crisis of Spirit, and using purely holistic methods, have a great success rate at curing a variety of our western-defined mental illnesses. It pains my heart to know what our western system does to those with mental struggles.)
So it is pretty weird out there. Beautiful. Chaotic too. I’m very tuned inwards now ~ grounding more with Gaia. Feeling that energy too at times. Still waking up trembling all over at times as well as feeling it at times during the day, which I now Know is the Ascension Energies of Source and Gaia. It resembles anxiety for me, something I have struggled with since childhood, and there is a fear around that for me, so it takes extra effort on my part to tell myself it’s ok ~ it’s Loving Energies, nothing to fear ~ which is bringing me extra chances to heal from the anxiety demons as well as continuing to increase my Trust in self/Self.
Surrender. Trust. BELIEVE in myself. My words. KNOW this is why I am here. REMEMBER. (I’ve been saying that word to myself throughout the day for a week or two now.)
Do not let one more moment or hour or day thinking “is this really happening” enter my energy field. Time to BE DONE with that.
The time to stand fully in Who I Am is now.
If this resonates with you, bring those words into your body and allow them to permeate your being Being.
Editor’s note: A new Steiger/Olson (WSO – youtube) organization. I don’t know the full details but the basic premise sounds wonderful. I will be following.
60 Seconds For Humanity – The GRAND EXPERIMENT in LOVE for EACH OTHER
Editor’s note: I resonate very deeply with this piece ~ from how this experience occurred with me to the healing I feel and see is happening at this time.
By Diane Canfield
Dear Beloveds,
We come to you today to tell you of the Divine merging of our authentic selves that is taking place in the moment of NOW. What does this mean and what does it look like ?
The energy upgrades that have recently come in over the last 2 weeks have been very subtle but very powerful in their manifestation. This energy is connected to the June 21st Solstice that is a Gateway Event of the Divine Merging. These waves delicately caress our souls reminding us daily who we REALLY are. They show us where we got off track and gently nudge us to get back on track and into the genuineness of our SOULS.
Many of us have lost part of our souls through this journey into the realms of 3D. This is called soul fragmentation. This can happen when someone else over powers a soul with their own energy and demands everything go their own way. The light workers soul is then fragmented because it knows the path it should be on but because of circumstances beyond their control they are being forced off their path.
Every time in life someone else decides for us what direction we should take, we can end up further and further from our true path. This is so CLEAR now, isn’t it?
Editor’s note: This is a really powerful, deeply moving, beautiful video and I very much am moved by the last part where he begins discussing ascension and the new earth. The healing/clearing piece is particularly amazing and beautiful. As I have been saying and knowing and feeling “the reincarnation cycle is over.” Truly a joy to listen to and watch. May it move you/inspire you as well. ♥
125 Alba Weinman – Raising the Vibration of the Earth & Energetic Healing
I awoke last night at 1:17am to the experience of the bed shaking/trembling as well as my entire body. I had this same experience about 2 weeks ago at the same time only with this previous experience my mate was in bed with me and also experienced the same thing. I know I wrote about it here. Just can’t remember the title post or where I put it. Aye aye aye…
Last night my mate wasn’t in the room yet and later said he didn’t feel anything. Unlike last time, the experience only lasted a few minutes and as I lay quietly, focusing on allowing the energies to pass through me, I quickly went back to sleep and had some new, interesting dreams. I did awaken a lot though, trembling at times. I just went with it and let myself return to sleep.
So…..things are processing quite a lot right now and I know are very intense for all of us – whether consciously aware or not. It’s as though all of that “junk” inside is being forced out, at times seemingly quite blunt as Higher Self takes position again, saying “let’s get on with this process my beautiful human and let go that which isn’t US as I’m coming home to stay”. Unity begins with US after all.
There is absolutely no more hiding.
Interestingly enough, when I awoke this morning and checked my social media, the first post that came up showed other people who also noticed a huge shift last night, some saying they were jumpy and trembled all last night. Validation.
At least I can say I’m peeling more layers of the onion ~ and tonight, as I sat in my chair, massager wherever I could get it on my body (from what I read, photons were incoming today and that is the energy class that seems to cause pain in my muscles), I went inward to the sore, tender parts of my body and asked what needed to come out.
Many words and stories came to mind. I did not judge. I let them speak and share. As I continued deeper, what came up was my loneliness and feeling of separation ~ from everyone. What an awful, horrible feeling. The pain cut deep. I wept big time tears over that one, then thought back to my experience earlier in the day….
After a trip to the store, I drove my daughter and I around before heading home. As we finished up listening to one of her stories on CD, I decided to turn on the radio. The U2 song, “One” had just started playing. A beautiful moment of synchronicity as I have been thinking of this song quite a bit, especially hearing (and using here in my writings) the line “We’re One but we’re not the same”. I knew I was to listen and absorb the song, which I did. Lots of tears were released, cleansing me. I looked around at other people. The construction workers working on a house. The young guy driving a bit too fast in his car. The mail carrier delivering mail. I sent love ~ the real deal ~ to each of them. I saw and felt our connection. I saw Source in each of them, all playing out their physical roles as we each do, day after day.
I have had these experiences before so it wasn’t new to me. However, tonight in my chair, massaging my achy muscles, I got something new:
We are meant to have this as a way of Being and not just in moments here and there.
Wow. !!!
You know when you hear words and know they sound true but you need the rest of you to catch up for it all to Align? That’s what happened to me tonight upon receiving that message.
I thought back to a conversation I was having with a friend earlier. It just felt flat. I wanted so much more. How painful it has become at times to have those kinds of conversations. How I long to have juicy, in depth, vibrant (or quiet), completely connected conversations. The kind of communication and connection that fills every fiber of my being with Source yumminess.
Do you know what I mean?
And it serves me no purpose to expect others to make the first move. I have to start making those conversations happen by being Me. At the very least what I can do is be honest and say I’m feeling disconnected here from you and I want to try something new to feel connected right now as we talk. Yeah, sounds strange. Who talks like that?
Pure, honesty does. Scary! But that’s what I am/we are here to do.
So another layer of the separation was peeled away tonight. And oh god, how extremely grateful I am for it.
I thought back to how many lifetimes this has been missing, not just for me but for ALL of us. We sure did become good at faking it. But we can’t do that any longer. We are returning to Self, to Source.
The feeling I had in the car earlier today ~ feeling ME ~ feeling Source ~ feeling the connection with everyone I saw ~ is the most beautiful, wonderful, natural feeling/experience I can imagine having. Came straight from my heart chakra area. And I give deep thanks to Source and Higher Self and all of the assistance that is here right now as we make this transition back to Unity Consciousness.
So much shifting and transmuting was happening in Spirit in the last 18 hours.
Energies that felt like one may ‘self-combust’ in the human
Divine Love, Guidance and Assistance came through to help us to help ourselves with this Divine Healing and so much more
So not only were we feeling and dealing with this in the human but we were also feeling this in Spirit = BOTH.
A ‘balancing out’ of recent Ancient Family Shadow energies that have ‘come through’ or been allowed to now be fully exposed energetically.
Depending on how ‘conscious’ one is in the human in relation to what occurs in Spirit…as this is creating a VERY NEW LINK in those who are needing to ‘own’ their shadow sides…in a very new way.
Yet to do so, there is much clearing and healing of the ‘old’ that was occurring in the astrals/multi-dimensions, as that is what was ‘happening’ in the last 18hours.
Much will have occurred and came through in ‘dreams’..and again, depending on what one has cleared and healed in the human, will be felt in many various ways for each soul.
Either way, it was a very huge healing and clearing of ‘old’ energy.
The more one has ‘old’ energy ‘built up’ in the astrals, the more one felt this ‘pressure’ in the human that was being released.
This is still continuing to be released in the human right now at the time of this sharing.
As always I am right here with you.
Much Unconditional Love and Truth
Anastacia
Ascended Earth Master
In6D human embodiment/8D in Spirit
About the author: Anastacia is a Rainbow Bridge as a Trailblazer and WaySeer in linking our Soul to our Spirit, through our emotions.All she shares is by experiencing first hand and then sharing Energy Real-Time Updates of Humanities Ascension as it occurs. Linking 3D and 5D and Beyond, guiding and teaching in Service to Humanity and Gaia. She had a vision as a child when Christ came to her and lifted her up…and more recently was gifted her Spiritual Soul, when Christ came to her again as their palms touched with Rainbow energy….so she is able to see all that occurs in the Astrals and Multi-Dimensions in having two souls, double the information and insights. Having cleared her vessel from Spirit to Soul by going through the Abyss and back to be a clear vessel of Pure Divine Light, coming from Unconditional Love, Truth and Honesty and Realness. Anastacia is Australian and was ‘tasked’ by Spirit to be part of teaching and leading Australia’s Ascension in linking our Spirit to our Soul, through our Emotions, as part of her role here as well. She has written many articles over the years and has been going within for 20 years, so much of what humanity is feeling and going through, she has already been through, while still experiencing her and Humanities Ascension as an Ascended Master.
Or shall I say out of the heart from a child directly connected with Source?
Last night I linked James Gilliland’s latest video ~ a conference he had at his ECETI Ranch in Washington State. At around the 1:25:00 mark, there is a graph he displays showing the different colors of the light spectrum. In time he speaks of the colors on the far right – the white in particular – which will be coming in (what many are calling The Event, The Pulse, etc.) and which will awaken all.
Our child was in bed asleep when we watched this video last night. We did not speak of it with her.
As I was putting dinner together, she walks into the kitchen and quietly places a group of lego’s into a graph-like format on the table. I ask her what it is and she says this: “Well, you see right now this is the energy field we are in (she points to the darker colors on the left) but when this (pointing to the white tall stack) comes in, we will all be hit very hard and mama, you are going to do nothing but sleep. That is the energy of the new earth.” She smiles. I smile, in a bit of mild shock and amazement at what she had just shared. How does she know this? How does she know about energy spectrum’s and their associative colors? We have never discussed this with her!
Here’s a picture I took of her display. While it isn’t identical to what James presented, it is close and the overall message very much correlates with what James said in his presentation.
Well hello, after a brief absence. Personal issues called me away.
